Chapter 398: Don't Cry... Be strong...
Ji Ran loves Huo Wuxian very much, this is the first time she loves someone so deeply, if she leaves him, Ji Ran doesn't know if there will be a second person in this world who loves herself as much as him. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
Maybe there won't be any more, maybe you won't be able to meet it in three lives and three lives...
If you leave today, you may miss the most precious and beautiful love in this life.
Ji Ran thought about it a lot, the bits and pieces of the past kept echoing in her mind, she didn't want to leave him, she wanted to live with him for the rest of her life, grow old, and depend on each other in life and death.
However, the reality is always cruel, he can't have children, he can't add hope and future to him, even if he really doesn't mind, but how can he be at ease?
Ji Ran thought about it, and finally made a bold and painful decision to give up this love and leave him silently.
Ji Ran sat at the desk, picked up the pen, and had a thousand words in his heart to confide, but when the trembling tip of the pen touched the rough page, his head became blank again, he couldn't write anything, he couldn't tell anything, and the tears rolled down his eyes silently, like beads with broken threads, and fell down with a poof.
"Don't cry, don't cry, Xiao Ran has to be strong, he loves you so much, what else do you not want to be content with? It's worth it even to die for him, to leave him so that he can be happy, don't cry, don't cry..."
Ji Ran choked up, tried hard to pretend to be strong, and tried hard to comfort herself, but the tears became more and more unstoppable...
After crying, Ji Ran's heart finally felt better, and he only wrote the words "I'm gone" on the tear-soaked page, and he couldn't write anything.
Shaking his head helplessly, writing too much was also tears, Ji Ran put down the pen in his hand, quietly packed his bags, and left silently while Huo Wuxian hadn't woken up yet.
Ji Ran walked to the door, suddenly stopped, looked back sadly, and looked at him again, that handsome and handsome face was deeply imprinted in his heart, and he should never forget it.
"Husband, I'm sorry..."Ji Ran muttered guiltily, turned around and left without looking back.
The next day, when Huo Wuxian woke up, he suddenly found that his surroundings were empty, without the familiar fragrance, without the warm and delicate body, only a tear-soaked message on the desk, and the three juanxiu but full of sad handwriting...
"I'm leaving?" Huo Wuxian's heart was sullen, and a hint of foreboding hit his heart.
"Where did she go?" Huo Wuxian frowned and muttered to himself.
Recalling her performance in the past two days, Huo Wuxian suddenly noticed something, she had eaten very little in the past two days and slept very late, every time she asked her, she just said that she was not feeling well, could it be that she was sick?
Or did you choose to escape because of too much pressure?
Huo Wuxian dropped the note, rushed out of the room, and ran all the way along the road, shouting Ji Ran's name in the cold wind as he ran, but the voice was quickly drowned out in the wind and snow, and there was only the howling of the cold wind in his ears.
"Xiao Ran... Xiao Ran... Xiao Ran! ~~~”
Huo Wuxian fell to his knees, shouting hysterically, and his desolate voice soared into the sky in the wind and snow.
Huo Wuyin returned home in despair, and kept calling Ji Ran's phone, but the mobile phone kept turning off, without any response, and dialed Chen Xiaoyin's phone, but Chen Xiaoyin also said that he couldn't be contacted, Ji Ran seemed to suddenly evaporate from the world, making Huo Wuxian fall from heaven to hell all of a sudden, and the whole world was bleak.
"She can't go far, she definitely can't go far, if she really wants to leave, she must go to the station, yes, she must be at the station." Huo Wuxian took a deep breath, calmly analyzed, and immediately drove to the station, threw the car outside the station, and rushed in regardless of the obstruction of the station personnel.
"Xiao Ran... Xiao Ran... Xiao Ran..."
Huo Wuxian was in the waiting hall, shouting Ji Ran's name loudly over and over again, but he never waited for the expected echo.
Ji Ran hid in the corner, watching Huo Wuxian being dragged away by the staff at the station with blurred tears in her eyes, and her heart was broken.
Break it off like this, don't hurt him again...
Soon after, the train arrived at the station, Ji Ran got up, dragged her luggage into the platform, in fact, she didn't know where the train was going, when buying a ticket, she only said to buy a ticket, the conductor asked her where to go, she didn't answer, only said to go to the farthest place, the conductor bought her a long-distance ticket to Lhasa.
Ji Ran carried his luggage into the carriage, this is a four-person sleeper carriage, Ji Ran slept in the lower bunk, sleeping on the upper bunk was a young man from Shandong, a lone traveler, the lower bunk was a woman and a two or three-year-old child, the upper bunk was a big man with a big waist and a round waist, they were a family, and they traveled to Tibet together.
Ji Ran didn't eat or drink for two days and two nights, described as haggard, every day he either sleeps, or is in a daze alone, in the dead of night, he silently sheds tears alone, as if only in this way will he feel better.
She looked at the photos on her phone, looking at each one repeatedly, looking at Huo Wuxian's handsome face and sweet smile in the photos, listening to his voice, indulging in the sweetness of him calling her baby, she couldn't extricate herself.
Sometimes, I am sad to the extreme, but I laugh stupidly, and I don't know why, I laugh so stupidly, I laugh so bitterly, I laugh so tired, until the tears blur my vision, and then another person cries aggrievedly...
The silver moonlight, through the car window, sprinkled on Ji Ran's haggard and desolate pretty face, making her fair face more poignant and sad.
Tang Letian is a careful person, from the first time he saw Ji Ran, he was attracted by this girl's amazing beauty, and to his surprise, it should have been innocent and beautiful, but her eyes were full of sadness.
Shouldn't such a beautiful girl be a princess sought after by everyone?
Why is it so sad?
The girl's tears are heartbreaking, and so is Tang Letian.
Seeing her crying silently at night, Tang Letian's heart was inexplicably depressed, if it wasn't for fear of causing a misunderstanding, he really wanted to jump out of bed, give her a warm hug, even if he didn't say anything, give her a shoulder to lean on, and listen to her tell the sadness in her heart.
However, Tang Letian knew that he didn't know her, and he had no reason and no qualifications to do so.
Maybe she has a boyfriend, maybe she just had a fight with him, maybe her pain is only temporary, and when she cries and hurts, everything will be fine again...
Maybe she can heal herself, maybe she's strong enough...