349. Chapter 349: I Choose Not to Choose
This scene is absolutely unprecedented for Lu Yuchen, she is a woman who advocates wisdom in her bones, she has read a lot of books since she was a child, knows a little about piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, and feels that as long as she masters wisdom, she can gain a firm foothold in the tide of the times, and then ride the wind and waves, crisscrossing the world. Therefore, countering violence with violence is extremely foreign to her.
Although others have mentioned to her more than once, asking her to find two personal bodyguards to avoid any danger when traveling alone. But they were all rejected by Lu Yuchen, she felt that she was neither a star nor a princess, but just a free woman who liked to make clothes and write columns, so in her opinion, bodyguards were a kind of shackles and constraints.
But today, for the first time, she tasted the cruelty of society and the indifference of strangers, which made her a little afraid, and even a sense of loss in the future.
She also knew better than anyone that the reason why these people would stand up to protect her was purely for that bastard.
When she was thinking about this frustrating thing, the few lewd sticks who wanted to slighten her had all cried into tears.
On the white and slender fingertips of the killer Lin, there was a dragon-patterned dagger standing upside down, and what was jaw-dropping was that the place that came into contact with her fingertips was not the handle, but the tip of the dagger.
The dagger seemed to be spiritual, and slowly began to rotate, and the cold light was reflected on several large faces covered with fat, and the atmosphere became more and more eerie.
The patrons of heaven retreated into the corner with great interest, and none of them dared to take half a step.
"The way you help people lose weight is always so chic. The ghost subconsciously swallowed his saliva, and he couldn't bear to watch it, and he didn't know why he fell in love with this murderous female assassin, probably because of his teammates, and the bomb boy who even had to hold a time bomb as a pillow when he slept really couldn't attract him to do it.
"Why don't you come?" said Killer Lynn glared at someone in annoyance.
"No, I don't have a penchant for cutting flesh from other people's faces, it would give me insomnia for days on end. The ghost made a gesture of please.
This creepy dialogue sounded like an apocalyptic prophecy to the harsh scoundrels, not to mention that they had no doubt that the dagger in Lynn's hand was definitely a real thing, not a child's household toy.
"Woman! Woman! We have an eighty-year-old mother and a nursing child, please raise your noble hand and let us go! We will give you whatever you want, and we will never break our promise!" Several lewd people hurriedly kowtowed in fright, making a knocking sound on the floor.
"What I wanted, you didn't have. Lin was expressionless, and said slowly: "Similar to today's things, I want you to put an end to it from now on, can you do it? If I were you, I would definitely answer yes, and then after I left, you can act recklessly, bullying is just sexual play in your eyes." Thing women, they can't afford to mess with you anyway, can they?"
"yes, no...... No, we promise not to do it again!"
"You're just paying lip service. Lynn shook her head.
"Then what do you say, can't we all listen to you?"
"Yes, yes, you can do what you say. ”
Whores, you beg for mercy one by one, and there is no domineering face just now.
"I said?" Lin smiled coldly, and suddenly raised her hand, and five swift shadows flew in five different directions, like the sound of sharp objects piercing the air current.
Half a second later, five thin black dragon thorns were inserted into the crotches of the five lewd sticks, and they fainted almost at the same time, without letting out half a scream.
Lu Yuchen, who witnessed this bloody scene up close, quickly turned around in fright, and the blood instantly stained the floor under their bodies.
"Well, you win. The ghost glanced at the poor creatures lying on the ground, then instinctively touched the crotch of his pants and found that the thing was still there, so he didn't panic too much.
"Let's go, the police are coming. Lin Miaomiao didn't bother to look at them at all, grabbed Lu Yuchen's shoulder, and swaggered out of the bar.
When they came to the street, there was a scream of ghosts crying wolves behind them, after all, not everyone who was in a nightclub was lucky enough to experience such a cruel scene.
"Boss, get in the car. A black sedan creaked to the side of the road, and Lynn shouted at them from the driver's seat, no one knowing where she had come from.
"Eldest sister, where are we going?" Lu Yuchen sat in the back seat, looking at Lin Miaomiao with a confused expression, behind them, there were red and blue police lights flashing, and the medical staff were nervously going in and out of the bar, carrying the injured people to the ambulance for the first time.
Lin Miaomiao looked ahead, and the corners of her mouth raised a smile: "Go find a place where no one is there to talk, I, who is a sister-in-law, can't look at you uncomfortable, don't you say?"
"Sister, I feel much better now. ”
"Does your body feel better, or do you feel better in your heart?" Lin Miaomiao said as she frequently stimulated the acupuncture points on her back with her fingers, forcing the medicine out of her body.
"Both...... It's all good......" Lu Yuchen replied, and for some reason, he lowered his head.
"You, you can't lie, if I were you, I would have castrated that bad boy from Lynch a long time ago. Lin Miaomiao said.
"Poof......" Hearing this, Lu Yuchen suddenly laughed, which was particularly abrupt in the quiet carriage.
She quickly covered her mouth, but she was quietly beating a drum in her heart, if she really castrated Lynch, then she would be completely widowed.
"What are you laughing at?" Lin Miaomiao asked.
"Didn't laugh at anything. Lu Yuchen replied.
"Have you ever heard this song?" Lin Miaomiao asked again.
"Yes. Lu Yuchen nodded, and there was a song "It's Not That Simple" by Huang Xiaohu in the carriage.
"Can you sing?"
"Yes, but I've only sung it to myself once. Lu Yuchen said quietly, that was three years ago, and Jiamei was about to get on the right track at that time.
"Just like the lyrics sing, when you are alone, you will always be obsessed with red wine and movies, thinking about other people's things, watching other people's stories, and hollowing out your whole person, have you ever tried that feeling of hollowing yourself out?"
"Boss, let's go for a walk over there, and you can talk slowly. The ghost opened the door and said.
"To put it right, it's me, not us. Lynn got out of the car, closed the door, and walked to the beach on the left, where the ghost followed like a fart, only to be kicked away by Lynn.
He had to scratch his head in embarrassment, and walked to the right alone, the moonlight stretched his figure very long, and he walked very slowly, and from time to time he would pick up a conch from the beach, round his arm and throw it into the water.
"Let's change the question, which of these two lifestyles do you prefer?" Lin Miaomiao asked again.
Lu Yuchen looked at Lin, who was walking farther and farther until he became a small black dot, and then at the ghost who was standing on the beach like a big child, and smiled: "Sister, do you want to tell me, loneliness has nothing to do with happiness?"
Lin Miaomiao nodded: "Now back to the question just now, have you tried to hollow yourself out?"
"I don't quite understand what you mean. Lu Yuchen replied honestly.
"Don't think about anything, don't do anything, just be in a quiet daze, just like we are now, with the sea in front and neon in the back, what will you choose?"
Lu Yuchen thought for a moment and said solemnly: "I choose not to choose, because not choosing is often the best choice." ”
"But love must be chosen, forgive or give up, all the decisions are yours. Lin Miaomiao smiled, and finally got to the point, that kind of smile turned into an uncomfortable bitter smile in the place where Lu Yuchen's eyes couldn't reach, her acting skills are obviously slightly better than someone who often calls himself the best actor at the Oscar.
Lu Yuchen was silent, she looked at the endless sea, she was stunned, and she didn't know how long it took, she slowly opened the car door, got out of the car, and walked to the coast that was close at hand.
A fresh sea breeze blew her long elegant dress and the black hair of her shawl, the tips of which blocked her delicate cheeks, making her unable to see the scenery ahead.
In fact, there is no scenery, but it is one step closer to the lonely ocean.
Lin Miaomiao stood quietly behind her, without saying a word, she knew that her words had already covered all the qiē.
Choose to forgive, or give up.
This is a rather cruel choice for Lu Yuchen, and her beautiful palms are tightly covered in her chest.
She was trying Lin Miaomiao's questions, hollowing out her whole person, throwing out all her distractions, throwing away the worldly qiē, and leaving only a **naked heart.
Also find a clean stone platform, expose that heart to the sun, and then ask it softly, forgive or give up.
She silently closed her beautiful eyes, and tears slid down her face like a flood that broke the embankment.
A year ago, when the man dressed as a migrant worker appeared in her office with a big grin, Tian shamelessly called her wife.
From that moment on, she knew in the dark that he would rely on himself like a dog's skin plaster, and he couldn't tear it off, and he couldn't beat it away.
When one day he suddenly told her that he was going to take care of her for the rest of his life.
She never thought about how long her life could be, whether it would be as long as the longevity noodles tumbling in Mama Hu's soup pot.
She just wants to believe that it should be love, at least love as she understands it, flawless, seamless, like a precious rare diamond.
But suddenly one day, the diamond was smashed with a hammer, and although it did not fall apart, it left a scar that could never be repaired.
Now this scar is in her heart, on that beating heart, a bloody gap......
She couldn't hold it anymore, and she sat on the beach with her delicate body, knowing that this deep ocean must be able to accept her tears that had nowhere to cry.
Lin Miaomiao took a deep breath, walked over slowly, leaned down her tall figure, and gently hugged the crying girl from behind.
"I'm sorry. The woman's pointed chin rested on the girl's thin shoulders and whispered apologies.
"I'm sorry, Chenchen, it's useless for me to be a sister, it's me who didn't take care of him. After Lin Miaomiao finished speaking, she said: " In fact, from the very beginning, I should have told you that Xiao Qi is a wild horse that no one can down, he will definitely do what he likes, he will definitely get what he likes, and he will definitely pursue the person he likes, although I don't know the story between him and that girl, but I can be sure that the girl he can look at must be a good girl, he never jokes with his emotions, so no matter what he does, I will support him, because I only have this one brother. ”
"But he's joking with my emotions, did he take my feelings into account when he does that?" Lu Yuchen wiped tears aggrievedly.
"That's why I'm asking you, forgive or give up. Lin Miaomiao said.
Faced with this repeated problem, Lu Yuchen fell into silence for a long time again, she never imagined that one day, she would face such a choice.
"Actually, many times, I feel the same as you, this deep sense of helplessness, but my way of dealing with it is a little more complicated than yours, when I have a secret in my heart, I especially want to tell people, but I can't say it, do you know what I will do?"
Lu Yuchen shook his head.
"I would go to the mountains to find a tree, dig a hole in the trunk, and then tell the secret I wanted to tell in the hole, and finally paste the hole with mud, so that the secret would be permanently sealed in the trunk, and when it was all gone, I would forget the tree, forget the hole, forget the secret in the hole. Lin Miaomiao said this, her nose was inexplicably sour, she didn't know why she wanted to tell Lu Yuchen her secret, this secret, even the three teammates who got along with her day and night didn't know.
"Why are you so sad, if it were me, I would be brave enough to cry, even if others would say I was a crybaby. Lu Yuchen can bravely admit that he is a crybaby himself.
"I don't interpret tears like you. Lin Miaomiao said calmly.
"But women's tears are the same, if no one hurts me, I won't cry, and when I grow up, I rarely cry my nose for a little trivial thing. After Lu Yuchen finished speaking, she hugged her cold delicate calf with her arm, the temperature at night on the beach was very low, which she didn't know.
Her eyes were a little red and swollen, and she was still looking at the sea level stupidly, which was a state of fascination.
"Then how long are you going to keep the secret in your heart?" Lin Miaomiao asked suddenly.
"I don't know, it may be a long time, or it may be forgotten soon. Lu Yuchen gave an ambiguous answer, she chose not to choose, which was the most correct choice in itself.
"Can you still find a suitable partner?" asked Lin Miaomiao.
"Why do I have to have a partner? Actually, it's good to be alone, I can go back to my old state, no one cares about me, I don't have to care about others. When Lu Yuchen said this, she was a little weak-hearted, but she quickly raised her head with a weak heart, as if to prove how firm her faith was.
"Is this your answer?" Lin Miaomiao's heart chuckled, could she be a helper?
"No, it's just my assumption. Lu Yuchen said, with a wry smile on his face, reached out and grabbed a handful of sand from the ground, turned around, and said to Lin Miaomiao: "Sister, look, is it that the tighter I hold it, the faster it will drain, and when I have nothing left, he won't come back, right?"
"I don't know. Lin Miaomiao shook her head: "The affairs of the two of you, only the two of you know best, no matter what I say, I am afraid you will not change the mind in your heart, of course, you can also treat the choice as a secret, always keep it in your heart, or find a tree hole to hide, until the secret grows mushrooms, you are asking yourself in the mirror, what is right and what is wrong." ”
"I'm not wrong anyway. Lu Yuchen bit her lip, as a woman who guards herself like jade, she feels that this will never be wrong.
"That's my mistake, I shouldn't have agreed to let Xiaoqi accept that task in the first place, otherwise he wouldn't be so difficult to choose now, and you wouldn't be so in such a dilemma. Lin Miaomiao got up, patted the grit on her buttocks, and looked up at the beautiful star field.
In the night sky, two points of red.
It is a night light for helicopters.
The plane flew closer and closer, found the location of the beach, and began to descend.
"Pick you up?" Lu Yuchen asked.
"Hmm. Lin Miaomiao nodded and smiled: "It's only been less than ten days of rest, and there is new trouble, I'm going to fly to the distant Western Continent with my teammates, where a newly formed rebel army has blindly robbed the jade seal of the Huaxia National Treasure that was shipped back to China, I have to discuss with their leader to see if I can get that thing back." ”
"Oh. Lu Yuchen doesn't seem to understand.
Lin Miaomiao looked at her, reached out and touched her head, and smiled: "Chenchen, no matter what your final choice is, I have to tell you, people don't have to be very lonely, people can actually be very happy and happy, oh yes, if you see Xiaoqi, don't forget to tell him for me, I will miss him, and tell him to wait for me to come back at home." ”
After Lin Miaomiao said this, she left without looking back, her friends were waiting for her to perform a new task and start a new journey.
"Sister, don't worry, I will tell him, no matter what I choose in the end, I will tell him. Watching the plane slowly rise into the night sky, Lu Yuchen put his palm on his mouth to make a trumpet shape, ran barefoot on the beach, and shouted loudly.
When the wind rises again, the sound of the waves remains.
The lights of thousands of homes, my heart is long.
It seems that only the brilliant starry sky that you can see when you look up is the eternal eternity of the earthly world.