Ma Xiaochao's question touched Ding Qingsheng's heart, since he returned home, he only paid attention to Ding Fengjun and Zhang Fengrong's reactions, and what he was most concerned about was the whereabouts of his university admission letter, and even Ding Qingsheng was lucky, hoping that Zhang Fengrong could hand over the admission letter to him.

Ding Qingsheng thought about it, if Zhang Fengrong took the initiative to hand over the admission notice, Ding Qingsheng could treat it as if nothing had happened, but after the battle of words at home, Ding Qingsheng was completely desperate, and he no longer had the luxury of Zhang Fengrong taking the initiative to return the admission notice to him.

Since Zhang Fengrong has made up his mind to make this notice, Ding Qingsheng has also made up his mind to go away to BJ for a walk, but in this gap, Ding Qingsheng actually forgot the existence of Li Dan, Li Dan is the hidden feelings in Ding Qingsheng's heart, he studied hard, not only for this family nor just to change his life, he hoped that through learning he could exchange for a weight that could marry Li Dan in the future, now it seems that the weight of this victory is no longer there, he only looks for other weights to replace this weight in a timely manner, but I am afraid it will be a long process, as Wu Wei said in the letter。

"Ding Qingsheng, you have lost at the starting line, then you have to run harder than us, maybe we only need to move our fingers to complete things, but you have to pay a lot of hard work to succeed, of course, you may not be able to succeed!"

This is Wu Wei's own one-sided words, at least Ding Qingsheng thinks so, it is undeniable that Ding Qingsheng did not stand on the same starting line with Li Dan and Wu Wei, that is a kind of material comparison, but Ding Qingsheng's efforts are enough to catch up with them, because children without umbrellas can only speed up and run.

Ding Qingsheng suddenly didn't know how to open his mouth to Li Dan, could it be that he wanted to tell the truth, or make up a lie?

But Ding Qingsheng couldn't do it, in Ding Qingsheng's eyes, no matter how good a lie in the world is, it is still a lie, and it can't get rid of the suspicion of deception at all.

But Ding Taisheng was afraid of seeing Li Dan's disappointed eyes, Li Dan once said.

"Brother Sheng, we must be admitted to the same university, as soon as I graduate from college in the future, I will marry you, no matter what the future holds, as long as you don't give up, I will definitely depend on each other for life and death!"

In the face of such a kind and lovely girl, what kind of excuse can Ding Qingsheng use to perfunctory her?

Ma Xiaochao also saw Ding Qingsheng's difficulty, he scratched his ears and cheeks for a while and said: "Brother Sheng, if you want me to say it, you can tell the truth, anyway, Li Dan is going to BJ to study in college, and you just want to go to BJ to break through, just like Wu Wei said, explore the way for Li Dan in advance, and when Li Dan goes to BJ, at least you can take her around, so that Li Dan will not feel lonely." ”

Ding Qingsheng smiled and said, "I will definitely make things clear to her, I believe Li Dan can understand what I mean." ”

Ding Qingsheng's words were a little vague, but Ma Xiaochao heard another meaning, and he said with a wicked smile: "Brother Sheng, do you mean that the two of you can get along without a point." ”

Ding Qingsheng raised his hand and slapped Ma Xiaochao's head and said, "As far as you kid is smart, you haven't figured out your own affairs yet, but you care about my affairs first." ”

Ding Qingsheng moved his gaze away as he spoke, he changed the topic and said: "By the way, Ma Xiaochao, what are you planning, you didn't take the college entrance examination, and you have been idle at home all the time, why, you still plan to let your elderly grandparents support you for the rest of your life." ”

Ma Xiaochao scratched his head and said with an aggrieved look: "Brother Sheng, you are really a noble person who forgets things, is it possible that you have forgotten, didn't you say that you will be a staff officer for me after the college entrance examination, I am waiting at home and about to get moldy, and I don't see you coming to me." ”

Ding Qingsheng raised his hand to Ma Xiaochao again, and said unhappily: "You kid is really good, don't you know to come to me if I don't go to look for you?"

Ma Xiaochao was beaten twice by Ding Qingsheng, and said extremely aggrievedly: "How dare I easily disturb Brother Sheng, in case Brother Sheng is in a bad mood and just happened to hit the muzzle of your gun, you still have to correct me on the spot." ”

Ding Qingsheng didn't have time to talk to Ma Xiaochao here, he changed his tone and said seriously: "You really haven't thought about what you want to do?"

Ma Xiaochao also calmed down, sighed, and said a little helplessly: "Two days ago, that bad woman came to my grandfather's house to look for me again, she said that he asked someone to find me a job in a factory in the town, and I don't know where this bad woman heard the news that I didn't take the college entrance examination, and I really wanted to refuse her at that time." ”

Ding Qingsheng heard his disgust for his stepmother from Ma Xiaochao's words, of course, this tone was also mixed with helplessness about life, Ding Qingsheng pretended to be relaxed and said: "Think?

Ma Xiaochao's arrogance that had just been ignited was extinguished again in Ding Qingsheng's questioning, and he said a little embarrassedly: "No." ”

After speaking, Ma Xiaochao's backbone hardened again, and said, "However, I didn't promise her." ”

Ding Qingsheng smiled slightly and said teasingly: "Then were you silent at that time?"

Ma Xiaochao didn't say anything, just nodded.

Ding Qingsheng said with a smile: "It seems that you have acquiesced, if I guess correctly, she will definitely come to you in the next few days, but then again, what kind of job did she find for you, how much is the salary, and does she have any future?"

Ma Xiaochao suddenly seemed to be beaten with chicken blood, and immediately came to his senses, and said eloquently: "Later, I inquired, that is an ordinary workshop worker, about 400 yuan a month, working twelve hours, and it is not the job she asked someone to find me at all, the factory is now recruiting a large number of workers, and I don't know where she got the news, so she directly helped me register, and you know what it is?" She actually said that I should hand over all the money I earn every month to her, Brother Sheng, why do you say that the money I earn should be handed over to her, unless my brain is broken, otherwise she will not want to take a penny from my hands in this life. ”

After listening to Ma Xiaochao's generous words, Ding Qingsheng gave a thumbs up and said, "Ambitious!"

Ma Xiaochao's cheeks were crimson when he only said these three words, because he still had the second half of the sentence to say, that is, there was no way if he didn't hand it over to her, she said, if I didn't give her money, she wouldn't support my grandparents.

But now Ding Qingsheng is so complimented that Ma Xiaochao scratched his head and smirked.

Ding Qingsheng opened his mouth and said: "Ma Xiaochao, otherwise, you don't have any plans anyway, what about the factory, I don't think there is any future at all, you might as well go to BJ with me to break through, maybe we will really break into the famous hall." ”

Ma Xiaochao never thought of leaving home, he lived with his grandparents when he was a child, this trance has been eighteen years, let alone BJ, he has never even been to the city, this is so fierce that he heard Ding Qingsheng say that he would take him to BJ, Ma Xiaochao was frightened.

"Don't go, don't go, I'm not going, I don't have the courage to give birth to your brother, besides, what if I can't get along in BJ. Ma Xiaochao waved his hand again and again, looking cowardly, and said anxiously.

Ding Qingsheng glanced at him with contempt and said: "Ma Xiaochao, look at your cowardice, this is not why you scared you like this, what's wrong with BJ, even if BJ is good, isn't it a human being, if it is not good, it is a big deal for us to come back, what are you afraid of." ”

Ma Xiaochao said with extreme fear: "I think I'm still not going, the wandering life really doesn't belong to me, I'm still looking for a stable job here to do, at least so that I don't have to worry about it every day, I don't have the next meal, besides, my grandparents are old, they need someone to take care of me, if I go far away, what if something happens to them?"

Ding Qingsheng chuckled: "Ma Xiaochao, don't find any reason for your timidity, your grandparents can still support themselves now, they don't need your care for the time being, you should use such a good period of time to work hard as soon as possible, so that when they really need someone to take care of them, you already have the capital to take care of them, so that you can completely change the bad woman and your father's opinion of you, if you choose to break the jar, I'm afraid you will look down on yourself in the future." ”

Ma Xiaochao thought for a while and said, "Brother Sheng, if you give me two more days to think about it, I will definitely give you a satisfactory answer." ”

Ding Qingsheng didn't care too much about Ma Xiaochao, he only said softly: "You think about it, I'm not sure when I'll go to BJ now, and when I'm done dealing with some things, I'll go to BJ, you'd better give me an answer sooner." ”

Ma Xiaochao hummed softly and said no more.

When Ding Qingsheng returned home again, everyone in the family had already fallen asleep except for Ding Fengjun.

Ding Qingsheng returned to the bedroom, Ding Fengjun was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at the old newspaper, when Ding Fengjun's eyes touched Ding Qingsheng's gloomy face, he gently put down the newspaper in his hand and said to Ding Qingsheng: "Qingsheng, I have a few words I want to talk to you." ”

Ding Qingsheng said without any expression: "If there is something, second uncle, you can say it." ”

Ding Fengjun said: "Are you really planning to go to BJ?"

Ding Qingsheng said noncommittally: "Yes, I have already decided. ”

Ding Fengjun naturally understood in his heart, he nodded slightly, and said, "Do you have any friends or classmates in BJ?"

Ding Qingsheng shook his head and said, "No." ”

Ding Fengjun didn't express his opinion and said: "Then have you thought about what you are going to do after you go to BJ?"

Ding Qingsheng was stopped by Ding Fengjun's words, he turned his face to look at Ding Fengjun and replied inexplicably: "No." ”

Ding Fengjun snorted lightly and said: "Since you don't have any friends over there, and you don't know what to do there, then why do you choose to go to BJ, wandering alone and unfamiliar with life, what do you rely on to survive?"

Ding Qingsheng didn't know what Ding Fengjun's intention was when he said this, he only replied lightly: "I just want to fight for my own dream once, and my dream can only be realized in BJ, so I want to go to BJ to break through." ”

Ding Fengjun nodded slightly and said: "Birthday, it's good that you have this courage, but in society, courage alone is not enough, the important thing is to have brains, you have just graduated from high school, you have never been in society, and you have no experience in dealing with many things, so you should first tentatively participate in a small society, when you have rich experience, you will naturally integrate into the big society." ”

Ding Qingsheng didn't agree with Ding Fengjun's statement, but he was not in the mood to refute Ding Fengjun at this time, so he only said lightly: "Then what does the second master think I should do?"

Ding Fengjun smiled lightly and said: "I think you can consider what your second aunt said, you can find a job in our place first, so that you can also feel the atmosphere of the society in advance, which will also be of great help to your future development." ”

You finally showed your fox tail, Ding Qingsheng chuckled, this is going around, don't you still want to keep me by your side?

Ding Qingsheng thought so in his heart, but his face did not show anger, he didn't answer and asked, "Second uncle, do you particularly want to keep me by your side?"

Ding Fengjun didn't hear the taste of disdain and ridicule mixed in Ding Qingsheng's words, he said with great emotion: "Is there any elder who doesn't want his children to stay by his side, Qingsheng, do you know why we always want you to stay by our side?"

Ding Qingsheng said angrily: "How can I guess your thoughts." ”

Ding Fengjun smiled and said: "Because we have walked through your age, our thoughts at that time were similar to your thoughts, and we always felt that the outside world was very exciting, and we would always make a lot of money outside, so that we could live a good life, but when you really went out, you will find that the outside world is really helpless." Ideal and reality are always two different concepts, this is like you and me, you are now in the ideal, the ideal is a fictional picture in the brain, that is a good wish of people in it, just like the bubble you played with when you were a child, the appearance is glamorous, but can not withstand any wind and waves, and I am the reality, because I have experienced too much illusion, I naturally understand some truth. The second uncle is also a person who has lived for half a lifetime, I don't want you to achieve much, I just hope that you can do well, don't take the road that the second uncle has walked, this road is too difficult, I don't want to see my children like me again, so hard!"

Ding Qingsheng was moved by Ding Fengjun's words, he could feel that these words were Ding Fengjun's heartfelt words, from between the lines, Ding Qingsheng could feel a kind of temperature from family affection, maybe he misunderstood the second uncle, the second uncle didn't know about the fact that the university admission notice was detained by Zhang Fengrong, otherwise how could he say such a thing?

Ding Qingsheng didn't know if Ding Fengjun was involved in hiding his admission letter, but Ding Qingsheng didn't want to break this matter, even if Ding Fengjun didn't know, I was afraid that when Ding Qingsheng told him, he wouldn't ignore Zhang Fengrong.

Ding Qingsheng really doesn't want to make this home full of dissonant tones because of his existence.

Ding Qingsheng silently chewed the taste of Ding Fengjun's words, and he said softly: "Second uncle, can I ask you a question?"

Ding Fengjun smiled again and said amiably: "If you have any questions, just ask." ”

Ding Qingsheng nodded, and said with a solemn expression: "Second uncle, have you ever deceived me since I was a child?"

Ding Fengjun was stunned, he didn't understand the meaning of Ding Qingsheng's question, he just looked at the serious Ding Qingsheng and said, "Qingsheng, why did you think of asking this?"

Ding Qingsheng said lightly: "Second uncle, just say if you have deceived me." ”

Ding Fengjun said calmly: "Except for deceiving you once about your grandfather's incident, I have never deceived you again." ”

Ding Qingsheng nodded silently and said, "Second uncle, you give me three days, and I will definitely give you an answer within three days." ”

Ding Fengjun still didn't understand the intention of Ding Qingsheng's question he had just asked, but Ding Fengjun didn't ask any further, he just hummed and didn't say anything more.

Early the next morning, Ding Qingsheng was practicing the guitar in the yard again, and Ding Xiaoqi sneakily came to Ding Qingsheng and whispered: "Ding Qingsheng, you go out with me, I have something to ask you." ”

Ding Qingsheng glanced at Ding Xiaoqi and said angrily: "If you have something to say, just say it here, don't you see that I'm busy? Don't waste my time." ”

Ding Xiaoqi knew Ding Qingsheng's temperament, she looked around the courtyard, there was no one else in the whole courtyard except Ding Qingsheng, Ding Xiaoqi also deliberately looked at the room behind her, several people were waiting for Zhang Fengrong's breakfast in the room, she took a long breath and asked softly: "Ding Qingsheng, did you really not find anything in the post office yesterday?"

Ding Qingsheng replied angrily: "What if you find it, what if you don't find it?"

Ding Xiaoqi was not satisfied with Ding Qingsheng's ambiguous answer, she said angrily: "Of course it's different, you'd better confess, say it, have you found anything?"

Ding Qingsheng didn't answer and asked, "Do you want me to find out something?"

Ding Xiaoqi was asked by Ding Qingsheng's questioning, and he didn't know what to say.

Ding Qingsheng didn't want to talk to Ding Xiaoqi too much, he picked up his guitar and walked out of the gate.

Just when Ding Xiaoqi was stunned, Ding Qingsheng's voice reached her ears.

"Whatever you do, BJ, I'm going to go!"