Ding Fengjun was really taken aback by what Ding Qingsheng said, Ding Fengjun didn't expect Ding Qingsheng to have such a plan, Ding Fengjun looked at Ding Qingsheng with a serious look, he also understood that Ding Qingsheng was not just talking, in fact, Ding Qingsheng was also frightened by his inexplicable words, he never thought of going to BJ, he didn't even know where BJ was.

When he was young, when Zhang Jilai was still in the world, Ding Qingsheng followed Zhang Jilai and went out several times, but after Zhang Jilai's death, Ding Qingsheng never stepped out of this one-third of an acre and half a step, and he was so fierce that he was about to go so far, Ding Qingsheng's heart was inevitably a little timid.

This time, I was able to say such a sentence so directly, maybe it was just because I was too impetuous, I didn't want to have too much entanglement with Ding Fengjun and them, and I wanted to get rid of such a depressing life as soon as possible.

However, this sentence is also Ding Qingsheng's heart, he is going to BJ, he is going to BJ to realize his dream, but a momentary impulse is a momentary impulse, after this momentum, Ding Qingsheng has to face a lot of reality, and the reality is full of too much helplessness, which can't let him get out so happily.

Ding Fengjun was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke: " Birthday, it is good for you to have dreams, and it is good for you to have the motivation and perseverance to realize your dreams, but do you know that it is better to be at home than at home, and you still have our relatives at home, no matter what difficulties you encounter and what grievances you have suffered, we are shoulders that you can rely on, but once you go outside, even if there are great difficulties and grievances, you can only bear it silently, even if you tell us, we have no way to come to your side in the first time, comfort you and help you. The second uncle has been wandering outside for half his life, and I know the suffering better than you, and I don't want you to go back to my old path. ”

Ding Qingsheng didn't have any emotional changes, his brain kept thinking, thinking about what Ding Fengjun said. can have the shoulders of relatives to rely on' When it came to Ding Qingsheng's ears, Ding Qingsheng couldn't help but snort coldly in his heart, that was a kind of disdain, it was a kind of disdain, it was a helpless disdain for being deceived but unable to expose the lie, didn't he encounter the biggest difficulty in the world now, didn't he bear the grievances now, but he couldn't find a shoulder to rely on, because the person who let himself be wronged was the relative who could have relied on his shoulder.

Ding Qingsheng endured the pain silently, but he had to pretend to be strong and said: "Second uncle, didn't you say that a man should not be afraid of heaven and earth, no matter what kind of difficulties he encounters, he must try his best to break through, not escape, because there are two words of responsibility standing on the shoulders of manhood, I am eighteen years old this year, I am an adult, there are some things I need to make my own decisions, no matter what, I have to try to try, how can I know if I don't try?"

Ding Qingsheng looked categorical, so that Ding Fengjun had no words to refute.

Zhang Fengrong took over the conversation and said: "You are still young on your birthday, you don't understand many things, society is not as good as schools, there are all kinds of people in big cities, and you don't know how to get along with them, in my opinion, you might as well find a job here first, and after you have contact with people in society, it is not too late to go to BJ after you have the experience of getting along." ”

Ding Qingsheng's sharp eyes swept over Zhang Fengrong, Zhang Fengrong was frightened by Ding Qingsheng's cold eyes, she flickered and avoided the past, Zhang Fengrong's performance aroused Ding Qingsheng's suspicion even more, Ding Qingsheng thought in his heart, it seems that this matter must have been done by Zhang Fengrong, she was too calm, and she was so anxious to tell her purpose, it was really too shallow.

Ding Qingsheng didn't plan to study their psychological activities in detail, but said lightly: "The plan I have made will not change, even if there is a river in front of me, I will wade through it." ”

Looking at Ding Qingsheng's undoubted attitude, Zhang Fengrong couldn't say anything, Ding Fengjun naturally understood Ding Qingsheng's temperament, and he didn't want to say anything more, after all, what happened today hit Ding Qingsheng hard, Ding Fengjun wanted to let Ding Qingsheng calm down first, and then talk to him after he really calmed down.

When the calm was restored at home, Ding Xiaoqi walked out of the bedroom again, what Ding Qingsheng said just now, she heard it all, when Ding Qingsheng said that he was going to BJ, Ding Xiaoqi couldn't help but throb, you must know that Ding Xiaoqi tried his best to deduct Ding Qingsheng's university admission letter The purpose is to let Ding Qingsheng stay by Ding Fengjun and Zhang Fengrong's side, and when they are older and their daughters are not by their side, at least Ding Qingsheng can take care of them, if Ding Qingsheng goes to BJ, if it is really as Chen Binglian said, if he develops well in BJ and really has to stay there, then Ding Qingsheng will not be raised in vain, and all the painstaking work you have paid is not all wasted!

As soon as she thought that Ding Qingsheng wanted to fly away from this house, the fire in Ding Xiaoqi's heart burned even more, the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, so she rushed out of the bedroom, Ding Xiaoqi rushed to Ding Qingsheng menacingly, and couldn't help but say, and said to Ding Qingsheng with a split head and a face: "Ding Qingsheng, you kid is too conscienceless, why do you have to run to BJ noisily, can't you find a stable job here quietly? My parents have worked hard to raise you for more than ten years, you just leave, are you worthy of them?" You kid is going easy, but what about them, sooner or later, they will grow old, when they need someone to take care of, you are not by their side, how can you repay them for your nurturing kindness, we are not very demanding, we just hope that after the four of us get married, you can take care of them for us, is this too much to ask?"

Ding Qingsheng was a little stunned by what Ding Xiaoqi said, he didn't expect Ding Xiaoqi to appear suddenly, but after a while, Ding Qingsheng stood up from his seat and said expressionlessly: "Is this the reason why you don't want me to go to BJ to study at university?"

Ding Qingsheng's sudden words only made Ding Xiaoqi's heart tighten, originally she still had a lot to say, and a lot of anger to say, but because Ding Qingsheng said this sentence had reached his mouth and was swallowed by Ding Xiaoqi alive, she couldn't read a trace of emotional changes from Ding Qingsheng's expression, she couldn't touch Ding Qingsheng's psychological activities, she wasn't sure whether Ding Qingsheng's words were intentional or unintentional, in short, Ding Xiaoqi's previous majesty was swept away, and she only asked: "Ding Qingsheng, what do you mean by this?"

Ding Qingsheng snorted coldly and said angrily: "What do you mean? I think you know better than me." ”

After speaking, Ding Qingsheng didn't give Ding Xiaoqi a chance to speak, and walked towards the door alone.

Ding Xiaoqi woke up from his trance and said to Ding Qingsheng's back: "Ding Qingsheng, where are you going, make your words clear before leaving." ”

Ding Qingsheng didn't look back, only replied to Ding Xiaoqi and said: "It's too annoying at home, I'll go out to breathe." ”

Ding Qingsheng's words echoed in Ding Xiaoqi's ears for a long time.

"Is that why you don't want me to go to college at BJ?"

Only this sentence completely disturbed Ding Xiaoqi's heart, she really didn't know what Ding Qingsheng meant when he said this, could it be that Ding Qingsheng really found something from the post office or described the physical characteristics of the signatory to Ding Qingsheng at the post office?

Probably not, if Ding Qingsheng really knew about this conspiracy, with his temperament, he should have turned the world upside down a long time ago, where would it be like now, the family was as calm as a pool of clear water, and there was not even a ripple.

But why did Ding Qingsheng say that? Maybe he was too excited and made a mistake, maybe he should have said, "Is this why you don't want me to work at BJ?"

Yes, he must have wanted to say this, because he wanted to go to college and wanted to go crazy, so there was such a slip of the tongue.

Ding Xiaoqi could only comfort himself in this funny way.

Ding Qingsheng walked alone under the summer night sky, today's weather is good, the night sky is full of stars, the stars are very bright, Ding Qingsheng stopped, looked up at the night sky, and his ears suddenly sounded what Zhang Tiedan had said to him.

"Little brat, if you miss your dad one day, then you will find the brightest star in the night sky, and the brightest star is your dad. ”

"And what if I miss you?"

"Well, the one next to the brightest star is me. ”

Thinking of Zhang Tiedan, Ding Qingsheng couldn't help but reach out and take out the glass pendant hanging around his neck, and he kept stroking it.

"Dad, Uncle Tiedan, are you okay over there, are you watching me from the sky, are you so sad like me, shouldn't you, this is my own sadness, you should sympathize with me at this moment. Ding Qingsheng muttered to himself, he was still staring at the stars in the night sky, his eyes were constantly spinning, because he wanted to find the brightest star, but the stars in the sky were so dazzling that Ding Qingsheng was already dazzled, and he couldn't find the brightest one at all.

"Silly uncle, do you say that people in this world are so hypocritical, do they all like to lie so much, even people as stupid as you know to deceive me, where is the brightest star in the night sky. After Ding Qingsheng muttered to himself, a pain surged in his heart, and then his eyes were full of tears.

Ding Qingsheng pursed his lips and forcibly held back these tears from flowing.

"Celebrate your birthday, don't worry, don't put too much pressure on yourself, just because your admission letter hasn't been sent today doesn't mean it won't be sent tomorrow. ”

"Liar, big liar, you are a big liar!" Ding Qingsheng said hatefully, "Since you have already withheld my admission letter, why do you still give me hope, I am too stupid to take your deception as a good intention." ”

"Qingsheng, what if you don't get into college this time? Are you planning to repeat your studies or find a job in the town? The second uncle is more familiar with the people in the town, if you want to work in the factory, I can go find them. ”

"It turns out that you have planned it a long time ago, and you have arranged a way out for me a long time ago, don't you just want me to stay by your side? Hmph, I won't let your plan succeed, I just want to go to BJ, I just want to stay away from you, as for your nurturing kindness to me, I will repay you, but your plan, I will not let you succeed!" Ding Qingsheng punched the wall out of anger, and the pain in his hand did not make Ding Qingsheng feel too much, because the pain in his heart was more painful than the pain in his hand!

Ding Qingsheng is not a sentimental person, this series of memories is just a flash in the brain, when he has made up his mind, he is no longer sad, because he knows that he is a man, he wants to shed blood, sweat and tears, he has to shoulder the two words of responsibility, only he is brave will break out of a world of his own.

BJ, a place where dreams can be realized, a place where dreams can take off with wings, Ding Qingsheng is going to BJ, even if BJ is an abyss, Ding Qingsheng has to try to fly over, because Ding Qingsheng has a belief that he would rather stand and cry than cry and say regret, and the road he chose must be completed even if he is kneeling.

The road of life is very long, and you must always have some courage to try to walk some unknown roads, who knows whether the end of the road will be a surprise or a fright?

As soon as he thought of BJ, Ding Qingsheng thought of Wu Wei, Wu Wei mentioned it in a letter to Ding Qingsheng, he said that he was going to BJ to work hard, work hard for his dream, in Ding Qingsheng's eyes, Wu Wei's so-called dreams have two, one is music and the other is Li Dan, of course, Ding Qingsheng understands that for Li Dan's dream, Ding Qingsheng has strangled it in Wu Wei's infancy, Wu Wei can basically give up this dream, of course, the premise is that Ding Qingsheng is admitted to university.

Now, Ding Qingsheng has lost the opportunity to go to college, so Ding Qingsheng and Wu Wei are on the same starting line, Ding Qingsheng will not give up Li Dan because of his defeat, and he will not be cheap Wu Wei, maybe this is why Ding Qingsheng reflexively said that he wanted to go to BJ in the first time.

Wu Wei also mentioned the bar, he said that there are many resident singers in the bar, and these singers also have a slight chance to be discovered by talent scouts, so as to become a star of thousands of people, so in Ding Qingsheng's subconscious, the bar is the best place for people with music dreams to realize their dreams.

BJ, this term, has been deeply stationed in Ding Qingsheng's heart, deep-rooted, now that he knows his goal, then Ding Qingsheng is no longer entangled, no more entangled, so, Ding Qingsheng has also become relaxed, Ding Qingsheng, who finally got relaxed, did not rush home, he went to Ma Xiaochao's house and called Ma Xiaochao out.

The two of them sat on a tree with crooked necks by the river, quietly chatting about their hearts.

"What, your second uncle withheld your admission letter? How is this possible, you are not mistaken, right?"

After hearing what happened to Ding Qingsheng, Ma Xiaochao couldn't help but exclaim, because of his excitement, Ma Xiaochao almost fell from the crooked neck tree.

Ding Qingsheng only nodded lightly and did not speak.

"So, Brother Sheng, what are you going to do?"

Ding Qingsheng told Ma Xiaochao his thoughts, but Ma Xiaochao exclaimed again: "What, Brother Sheng, are you stimulated, are you going to BJ?

Ding Qingsheng said softly: "The dream of coming true." ”

"Brother Sheng, you're not joking with me, we don't know where BJ is, we don't know what kind of place it is, let alone realize your dreams, whether you can come back alive or not if you go there may still be a question. Ma Xiaochao said matter-of-factly.

Ding Qingsheng smiled lightly and said: "Coward, look at what you are talking about, now it is a legal society, no matter where you go, you must pay attention to the law, no matter who you are, you can't be unreasonable." ”

Ma Xiaochao scratched his head and said, "Also, we still have the law as a shield, then, Brother Sheng, when are you going to go?"

Ding Qingsheng sighed and said, "I haven't thought about the specific time yet, but I plan to do it as soon as possible." ”

"Why are you in such a hurry?" asked Ma Xiaochao puzzled.

Ding Qingsheng sighed again and replied: "I want to get to BJ earlier, so that I can also get familiar with BJ earlier." ”

Ma Xiaochao said lightly: "By the way, Brother Sheng, Wu Wei left me a mobile phone number when he went to BJ, and he said that if I go to BJ to play one day, I can call him at any time, or I will give you the number, you can take the time to call him and let him receive you over there." ”

Ding Qingsheng didn't plan to see Wu Wei, but considering that he was not familiar with the place after he arrived at BJ, he might not be able to distinguish between east and west, north and south at that time, so he said: "Okay, you can give me his phone number." ”

Ma Xiaochao snorted.

The two of them were silent for a while, and Ma Xiaochao said as if he remembered something: "By the way, Brother Sheng, did you tell Li Dan about going to BJ?"