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"But in my heart—"

His hand clenched tighter and tighter, and my finger bones cracked slightly, as if a drowning man had grasped the last straw, and like a desperate person trying to find life, those dark eyes looked at me tightly, as if they were going to catch me like this.

After struggling for a long time, he said, "Yan Qingqing, I like you." ”

“……”

I was startled and stayed there.

What did he say?

In the face of my stunned and overwhelmed expression, he seemed very quiet, even indifferent, and looked at me so calmly, but that sentence was like a hurricane, and at once the balance and peace that should have been maintained between me and him were all in shambles.

"Yan Qingqing, I like you."

This sentence clearly fell on my ears.

I didn't expect him to say this to me, me and him, born in such a family, such an identity, have long been accustomed to shallow words, and even instinctively only say two things, but there has never been a name-calling, undisguised confession like he is now.

He...... Like me?

I only felt a heavy stone in my chest, which slowly pressed against my heart.

He also held my hand tightly, the cold sweat in the palm of his hand was greasy on the skin, a little silky, and a little uncomfortable, I subconsciously wanted to pull it out, but I couldn't break free, I only felt him more and more forceful, as if this let go, I would lose a qiē.

I finally couldn't help but speak: "Majesty xià ......"

As soon as he heard me say this, for some reason, a trace of anger flashed in his eyes, and even revealed a trace of the fierceness of the trapped beast that had been forced into a desperate situation, and he used a little more force in his hand to hold me tightly: "What about you?" ”

“……”

"Everything I want to say, I tell you today. What about you?! ”

My hand was almost shattered in the palm of his hand, and I gritted my teeth and looked at him: "Is this a sue for me?" ”

“……”

"It's not for me to choose."

This sentence was more like angering him, and I could see the sudden anger in his eyes, as if he was about to eat me in front of him. But he didn't make a move on me, just grabbed my wrist, pulled it hard in front of him, and hissed: "Yan Qingqing, do you really have no heart?!" ”

I bit my lower lip, and before I could even speak, he had already said fiercely: "No one wants to violate you, why do you arm yourself layer by layer, you never know how much thought it will take for others to get close to you!" ”

I laughed angrily: "Your Majesty, is this to settle accounts with the people's daughters?" ”

"Can't I count with you?"

The more he spoke, the tighter he grabbed me, the sharp pain in my wrist almost made me lose my mind, I cracked my mouth to show my snow-white teeth, and smiled at him: "No one wants to violate me, but the injuries I have suffered are real!" ”

He was stunned, as if he had suddenly woken up from a dream, and let go.

The iron pincer-like shackles on his hands were loosened, but there were already a few purple and red marks, and the pain that penetrated deep into the bone marrow was still spreading, and I don't know what kind of bruises would be left when the time came.

He seemed a little at a loss: "Light." ”

I held my wrist that hurt as if it was about to be broken, and seeing that he was about to reach out to me again, I hurriedly stood up, staggered back, and he was not reconciled, stood up and approached me, and the two of them retreated like this, one approached, and in just a few steps, my heel touched the threshold, and the whole person staggered backwards.

"Light!"

He was startled and tried to reach for me, but I stepped back and stepped out the door.

The two of them faced each other like this, as if he was blocked by an invisible door, and the outstretched hand froze in mid-air, almost touching me, but I gently shook his body and dodged it.

His hand scratched at it, and only caught one empty.

That hand clenched slowly in the air, I could hear his finger bones rattling, and I could almost feel his complicated thoughts at this moment, he looked at me, his dark eyes were full of entanglement: "What do you want me to do?" ”

I held my wrist, pinched the wound that was about to crack my bones, and said calmly: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty is planning to sue me today, but you don't plan to let me choose, right?" ”

His breath sank.

But he did not speak.

I smiled faintly.

Although he clearly told me today, confessed to me, and even became much colder to Nangong Lizhu, these are not things I care about, he still only sues me about his decision, and does not give me the power to choose.

Whether he likes it or hates it; Whether I love or hate, I can only bear his feelings, and I can't choose, or even refuse.

He took a deep breath: "Not bad. ”

“……”

"I really don't intend to give you a choice."

“……”

"Because, I just want you!"

A violent sourness welled up in my heart, and I suddenly turned red-eyed, dazed, and indifferent to him, and after a while, I suddenly chuckled.

His brow furrowed: "Light!" ”

As he spoke, he had already taken a big step out of the threshold, but I took several steps back one after another, he didn't press, but he didn't fall a step, the two of them were like hunters and prey chasing and fleeing, I finally retreated to the yard, the kite was in a hurry, I stepped on the bluestone slab, and I felt a chill rising from the soles of my feet, and suddenly spread all over my body.

My heart was completely cold.

I originally thought that I could still have a way out, as long as he didn't say it, as long as this layer of window paper was not pierced, and even-as long as I maintained the balance of this dangerous egg, then one day I could find a chance to leave, and I would definitely have the opportunity to choose myself, but I didn't expect that the Heart Sutra that night made Nangong Lizhu live, but made his heart for Nangong Lizhu die; I didn't expect that I would face this moment, and he would sue me for everything, but he refused to give me a chance to choose.

He is still him, no matter what he has experienced, and how gentle he has put on a mask, but in his bones, he is still the domineering, ruthless man, from beginning to end, he has not changed.

I looked at him blankly: "Then what else do you want me to say?" ”

He gritted his teeth: "I want you to accept it!" ”

I shook my head, and then shook my head: "No! ”

"Beauty-light-light!" His eyes turned red all of a sudden: "After all, you still want to leave me!" ”

“……”

"Who do you want to go to without me?"

“……”

"Pei Yuanxiu? Or Liu Qinghan? He said these two names, his teeth gritted as if he wanted to crush the bones of these two people, and even the expression on his face became hideous: "You think you can go back to them?" Pei Yuanxiu, he has already married that Han Ruoshi, and the Ming media is marrying heaven and earth as evidence, if you go back, what is it? What's a good word?! As for Liu Qinghan, Liu Qinghan-"

When he said this name, it was a little harder to breathe, as if his body was about to be unable to bear the weight of this name, and after a long time, his voice was a little hoarse: "Do you think I want to give him and Yuan Zhen a marriage!" ”

This sentence, like a sharp knife, pierced me in the chest.

I stumbled a step, and this time I finally couldn't hold on, and the wolf fell to the ground.

Tears finally burst out of my eyes.

The moment I sat on the ground, he was also startled, and hurriedly stepped forward to help me, but before I could do so, he hurriedly squatted down and protected my arms with both hands, but felt my whole body tremble, like a child who had just woken up from a nightmare.

I never woke up from my nightmare.

Of course, I know the reason why he gave Qinghan a marriage.

In Jixiang Village, the cold house; The face without a smile; those deep, cool eyes; And the distance between him and me-

It's just one step away.

He is always only one step away from me, and he can grow old in Jixiang Village, but he was found by the man in front of him; Obviously, he could take the opportunity to elope in the Juma River Valley, but he encountered the Jiangnan Civil Rebellion; Even, on the island, I once had such a longing in my heart that would not see the light of day, that no one would know, perhaps, right there, he and I were trapped by heaven and earth, even if we died, we would die together - who knows, even in that Jedi, we all came back unharmed.

Then, he married.

Then, Pei Yuanzhen died tragically.

After all, a virtual one.

"Hahahaha......"

I laughed, there were tears on my face, my eyes were full of bloodshot red, but I laughed unscrupulously, the laughter was like something was tearing, something was shattering, Pei Yuanhao's eyes revealed a trace of consternation, looking down at me, watching me cry and laugh.

He suddenly reached out and took me into his arms.

"Light!"

I fell into his arms, my face completely wet with tears against his chest, but at this moment I was unconscious, I just kept laughing, tears poured out like a.

The body was hugged by him, but he couldn't suppress the trembling.

His hands kept tightening, hugging me hard, gritting his teeth: "Light! ”

"Pei Yuanhao!"

I finally didn't call him His Majesty, nor the emperor, but called him by his name, such a rebellious crime, I hope to let me be crushed at this moment, but I didn't, just experienced the pain of being crushed, I was in his arms, tearing his shirt hard, and even wanted to tear his whole person apart, and said fiercely: "I hate you!" I hate you! ”

His arm shook violently.

I could hear his heartbeat, pounding hard just a layer of flesh and blood, and his breath was in my ears, as heavy as a heartbeat, even painful. I don't know how long it took, but he slowly spoke, his voice hoarse as if it came from hell—

"You hate me!"

"I hate you!"

"You hate me!"

“……”

"After the hate, let's start again!"