After finishing work, everyone went back, Xu Feng was left alone in the store, and began to review as usual, and suddenly remembered one thing, tomorrow is the day of Yuan Yuan's wedding, thinking of her heart is very melancholy, they have been in love for several years, and in the end they are not together after all, the beloved becomes someone else's bride, and I feel sorry in my heart, thinking of Yuan Yuan, I will naturally think of Li Jinghe, it was he who took away his sweetheart, and he used such a despicable means to make him dumb and unable to say that he was suffering from Coptis chinensis. Tomorrow is their happy day, thinking of the scene when they got married, the sweet expressions of the two holding hands suddenly had a strong sense of vinegar, and secretly cursed Li Jinghe, he should not take away his beloved from him, it is okay to really compete openly, he will accept the challenge, even if Yuan Yuanfang's heart is transferred, he will not blame him, he will sincerely wish him happiness, and maybe become a good friend. But the reality is not like this, and the opportunistic methods used are disgusting.

The beloved is married, and the groom is not him, similar stories are often seen in newspapers and TV series, but I didn't expect that the protagonist this time turned out to be him, I never expected that during the period after the breakup, I strengthened my sadness in my memories all day long. Without Yuan Yuan, he realized how uncomfortable he was, his mind was full of the shadows she had left, and any item could evoke his memories. The emptiness, the loss, the unspeakable loneliness and frustration tormented him very much.

Out of his longing for Yuan Yuan, Xu Feng flipped through the photos of them being happy together, opened the video of them playing together, looked at his beloved's delicate face, and listened to her silver bell-like laughter, Xu Feng's mood couldn't calm down for a long time. Pick up the pen and bring it up. I can't help but write down my feelings at this time.

Dear Yuan Yuan. Tomorrow, you will be a bride, I should have sincerely wished you, but I know the pain in my heart, the indescribable, inexplicable pain. I thought I would be very free, but I couldn't let it go. Smell the faint fragrance of your hair and look at your bright eyes. There will always be a burst of warmth in my heart. So many good times, I will come to my mind from time to time. Really, my heart hurts so much, it seems to be bleeding, why is it not me for the groom?

When writing these three words Li Jinghe, Xu Feng felt that he had been insulted, he didn't deserve to appear here at all, and then slashed it out fiercely, until there was no trace, and his heart felt a lot better. And then I wrote it.

You're the woman I've loved most in my life, and maybe no one will believe it. We've been together for four years, and now four years have passed, but these four years are still in front of us, and every scene is so clear that it hasn't been lost because of time. I love you, I love you all my life, and love will never change. Now that you're getting married, you're getting married, I can only wish you happiness. At the moment of breakup, my heart really hurts, I can feel my heart dripping blood, I can't give you a happy and worry-free life now, so, you can find a good home, I bless you. In fact, what else can I hope for? There was a woman I loved so much, and that wasn't enough? Enough, enough for me to reminisce happily for the rest of my life.

Since the breakup, I have been so unbearable, I have cried out in my heart countless times, what should I do, what should I do? But now, I still don't know what to do, why can't my love be a little more selfish, a little stronger. Why sacrifice is me and not someone else, love, which seems so humble and worthless in the face of reason. Can we meet again? I want to see but can't, and I miss even more if I can't see him. I met you on the road that day, and left in a hurry like a stranger, and the moment I left, I knew that we had no future and that it was completely and completely over. In the future, we are the most familiar strangers, even the most ordinary friends are gone, the road still has to go, but there is no turning back. I'm sorry, I really didn't mean to miss you, it's just that I can't control my feelings.

You are going to get married tomorrow, tomorrow, you are going to get married, the hope I have been looking forward to, will also leave me with the cold wind of winter, leaving me only a lonely figure, only my infinite blessing to you, let it flutter happily in the heart, in your air every season.

Tomorrow, you are going to be a bride, facing the bright moon, in this last night, I call your name deeply, Yuan Yuan, Yuan Yuan, I love you. I am so eager to rub you into my life, so that I can really feel you in my life all the time, but this qiē is impossible, I can only take the good old times as a good memory.

Tomorrow will be the happiest moment in your life, but for me, it will be the most painful moment and the saddest moment.

Writing this, Xu Feng couldn't control his emotions anymore, shed two lines of tears, irretrievable ending, leaving only sadness, thinking that his beloved was about to become someone else's bride, this is his cup, on the stage, the cup is eternal, and off the stage, the cup is very fragile. Behind a cup, there are countless unknown bitterness and pain, and behind the cup, there are endless misunderstandings and betrayals.

This night, Xu Feng didn't close his eyes, there was no trace of sleepiness, his mind was full of Yuan Yuan's shadow, a box of cigarettes made him smoke out, the room was full of smoke, he felt a little choked, and then opened the window, a cold wind came to his face, and he couldn't help but fight two cold wars. After the cold wind blew, his whole body was cold, and in order to discharge the distress in his heart, he stood up and stood in front of the window facing the wind, letting the cold wind blow his cheeks. At this time, the feeling of the cold wind blowing on the cheeks is the same as the current mood, since this is the case, let the cold wind blow hard. Let me sober up, let me find the direction of my efforts again, although I have no strength, but I can't lose confidence. Only in the pain did I realize that I was really living in the world, the cold wind, you just blow it hard, I hope it can blow away my sorrow and give me a new world.

After a while, Xu Feng's brain was a little clear, and his mood was much better. When he returned to the table and saw the words he wrote, he couldn't help but smile bitterly, this was his fate, and he and Yuan Yuan were destined not to have that fate. Although Li Jinghe's methods are despicable and disgusting, after all, he conquered her heart, gave her joy, and married him willingly. Since you love her, there is no need to resent her, you should bless her, I hope she has a good home, and Li Jinghe will truly love her for the rest of her life. Thinking of this, he took out a lighter, burned the words he had just written, and turned into a wisp of green smoke and drifted away.

"Yuan Yuan, I wish you a happy wedding. Xu Feng secretly wished in his heart.

In the morning, Pan Xueliang sent the car to the branch and told Xu Feng that the car belonged to them today, and when he saw that his face was very bad, he asked: "What's the matter, I'm disgraced, haven't I slept all night, what would happen to be so concerned?"

"It's fine, it's just that I didn't sleep well yesterday. Xu Feng said.

"Is it because Yuan Yuan is married, I feel very uncomfortable. Pan Xueliang said.

"It's nothing, it's just that I slept too late and it will pass later. Xu Feng said.

"Don't hide it from me, I know your thoughts best, I must think back to the past, and today I am married, and I am inevitably a little sad. Pan Xueliang said.

Is it a pity that we can't have it, whether it is missing that makes us feel more nostalgic, feelings are not the answer to the questionnaire, the hard pursuit can not make life more complete, maybe a little shock, a trace of sadness, will make this answer longer. Put away the mood and go, miss the flowers and you will reap the rain, who said that if you like something, you must have it, sometimes, some people go to the extreme in order to get what he wants, and try their best to go to the extreme, maybe he got it, but in the process of chasing, the things lost are also incalculable, and the price paid is irreparable, maybe those costs are heavy.

"At first, I felt uncomfortable, but then I slowly got better, now that it has become a reality, it is useless to think about the past, those good times will not come back again, once it is natural, I will sincerely wish her happiness. Xu Feng said.

"That's right, you have to think a little more open. Pan Xueliang said.

In fact, you don't have to have it to like something, and sometimes it's not cost-effective to exhaust yourself physically and mentally in order to pursue something. Moreover, there are some things that can only be seen from a distance, although you get them, but once you have them, you know the value of it. Therefore, what you get is not necessarily the best, and what you give up is not necessarily the worst, there is a song that sings: It turns out that the crush is also very happy, at least it will not be no choice, I never feel that emotional things are too difficult to load, I don't want to possess it will not be too bumpy, no matter whose heart you have, I will not be frustrated, I just want to be a quiet passerby.

Therefore, whether you like a thing or a person, instead of burdening yourself, it is better to give up and face it easily, like a thing, you must learn to appreciate it, cherish it, make it more precious, like a person, you must make her happy, let her be happy, make that feeling more sincere, if you can't do it, then let it go, learn to give up, because giving up is also a kind of beauty.

Every period of time will become a memory, indeed everyone has sentimental memories, no way, the reality is like this, you can only cherish the memories, just think of it occasionally, don't be too deliberate to be nostalgic, after all, it has become the past, we can only grasp the present, the present will also become the memory of the future, only take every section of the road will not feel regretful, cherish the present, look forward to the future. (To be continued......)