Li Dan was frightened by Ding Qingsheng's sudden action, she was like a frightened deer, lying quietly in Ding Qingsheng's arms, her chin resting on Ding Qingsheng's shoulder, her heartbeat gradually calmed down, silently enjoying the warmth brought to her by Ding Qingsheng, but Li Dan hadn't stayed in this warmth for long, and was pushed out by Ding Qingsheng again. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Li Dan looked at Ding Qingsheng inexplicably, Ding Qingsheng couldn't hide the sadness in his heart at this time, he said lightly: "My dream is to become a singer like Ma Shiyu, composing lyrics and singing by myself, but I lack experience in this area, so I want to be admitted to an art school to improve my own ability." ”

Li Dan frowned and said, "But, can't you compose a tune, the song "Missing" you sang before is quite good." ”

Ding Qingsheng said with a little regret: "I think that piece is not mature, there are still many things that need to be improved, if I can be admitted to the conservatory, there will definitely be no such thing." ”

Li Dan nodded, she looked at Ding Qingsheng affectionately and said: "Brother Sheng, I have also thought about it, I will apply for the same school as you then, you like to sing, and I also like to sing, so that the two of us can work hard to learn music together, and maybe we can perform on the same stage in the future." ”

Ding Qingsheng smiled before speaking: "Your voice is very beautiful, I believe you will definitely be able to achieve something." ”

"Well, the point is that then I can be with you forever. Li Dan said with a shy face.

Ding Qingsheng just smiled slightly and didn't say anything more.

When she returned home, Zhang Fengrong happened to come out of the hall, she saw Ding Qingsheng with injuries on his face, and asked with some concern: "Qingsheng, what are you doing, are you fighting with your classmates again?"

Ding Qingsheng replied angrily: "Don't ask any more questions in the future if you know the answer, save a waste of my tongue." ”

Zhang Fengrong was stunned for a moment and said: "You kid, the older you are, the more ignorant you are, how to talk to the second aunt, it's really not worry-free." ”

Ding Qingsheng snorted coldly and stopped speaking, went straight into the bedroom, picked up the guitar in his hand, turned back to the yard and sat under the jujube tree to play the familiar melody again.

Singing the self-prepared song "Missing" full of emotion, maybe it is a problem of his age, when singing this song, there is less immaturity, more is the expression of true feelings, his singing voice seems to have some kind of magic, even Zhang Fengrong, who is cooking, is attracted by his beautiful voice.

After a song, Zhang Fengrong chuckled and asked, "Birthday, what kind of song are you singing, it's very good." ”

Ding Qingsheng stroked the guitar in his hand that had accompanied him for many years with an expressionless face, and said lightly: "This is the song I wrote to my father, the name is "Missing". ”

Zhang Fengrong was stunned again, originally she wanted to praise Ding Qingsheng, but when Ding Qingsheng mentioned Zhang Jilai, her face suddenly became gloomy again, and she said coldly: "Okay, boy, we provide you with food and drink, you don't write songs for us, but write for your dead father, what a guy with no conscience." ”

Although Ding Qingsheng was angry in his heart, he didn't vent it at this moment, and only touched the guitar plainly.

"Mom, are you blaming your younger brother again? Do you say you deserve this?" It was Ding Xiaoqin who spoke, she has now become a beauty, like a woman with a fairy spirit, but she is relatively mature, and as a teacher, she always gives people a sense of stability.

"Who said it's not worth it, I think my mother is right, Ding Qingsheng is a guy with no conscience, you look at his dead virtue over the years, as if we owe him much money!" This time the person who spoke was Ding Xiaoqi, if Ding Xiaoqin was a fairy in the sky, then Ding Xiaoqi was the seven fairies, she was the tallest of the four sisters, already about one meter seventy-five, her height was still slightly shorter than Ding Qingsheng, but the aura from her body was very strong, that was from her inner temperament, because of her outstanding, the people who pursued her had been lined up from the county to Dingzhuang, if she wasn't still in college, presumably the family would have been a matchmaker now.

While speaking, Ding Xiaoqi had already come to Ding Qingsheng, she looked at Ding Qingsheng with a displeased face and said: "What, you are still not happy to say two words about you? You remember, people have to bow their heads under the eaves, now you are in my house, be polite to our family in the future, don't put on a dead face all day to make me look uncomfortable." ”

Ding Qingsheng glanced at Ding Xiaoqi and said, "Ding Xiaoqi, don't be too nervous, you think I am willing to stay in this house, if I have a little way, I will leave a long time ago." ”

Ding Xiaoqi said angrily: "I insulted the wolf and the dog when I said that you are a wolf's heart and a dog's lungs, more than ten years ago, my father kindly took you in, and made you a guitar and went to school for you, you are good, even if you don't understand the gratitude, it is really shameful to be able to say such chilling words." ”

Ding Qingsheng didn't have any expression, only said lightly: "You are a down-and-out crow who can only laugh at pigs, didn't you also want to go to the United States with others back then, you are still the biological daughter of the second uncle, they all say that the dog is not poor, the son is not ugly, you are good, not even a livestock." ”

Ding Qingsheng's words were a bit serious, his sentence that he was not even as good as an animal directly provoked Ding Xiaoqi, Ding Xiaoqi looked at Ding Qingsheng angrily, his whole body was like oil poured on fire, only Ding Xiaoqi wanted to blow Ding Qingsheng to death, but Ding Xiaoqi was too angry, but he couldn't find the right words to refute Ding Qingsheng for a while, so he had to turn around and ask Zhang Fengrong for help, when her eyes fell on Zhang Fengrong's face, she couldn't help but throb, she understood that the reason why Zhang Fengrong's face was so ugly was completely due to what Bai Ding Zaisheng said。

In this way, as long as Ding Xiaoqi adds a little fire, he will definitely be able to let Zhang Fengrong burn Ding Qingsheng to only a handful of ashes.

Thinking like this, Ding Xiaoqi showed a sad look, and said pitifully to Zhang Fengrong: "Mom, what did you listen to Ding Qingsheng say, he actually said that I am not even as good as a dog, he is not scolding me, obviously he is scolding Huai, if I am not as good as a dog, then what about you and my father, I was born by you, raised by you, Ding Qingsheng, a guy with no conscience, actually said this to me, don't you care?"

Zhang Fengrong was indeed angry by Ding Qingsheng's words, but how to say that Zhang Fengrong is also in her forties, and she can completely control her emotions, but being fanned by Ding Xiaoqi like this, the anger in her heart couldn't help but rise, and she said to Ding Qingsheng very angrily: "You little rabbit cub is really getting more and more disagreeable, you actually said this to us, I knew that I should have sold you in the first place, so that you don't have to eat people and don't talk about people, you know that you are angry with us all day." ”

Ding Qingsheng did not intend to restrain because of Zhang Fengrong's anger, but said more vigorously: " You're embarrassed to say that, when I was a child, if I didn't have a great fortune, maybe I would have died now, you sold me twice, you must have gotten a lot of money, but, I don't care about this, I ate you and lived in you since I was a child, and it cost you a lot of money to go to school, but I'll tell you now, I have always remembered this account, and I remember it clearly even after eating a few steamed buns and pickles from you, sooner or later one day I will pay you back, I won't owe you anything!"

Zhang Fengrong was stimulated by Ding Qingsheng, she said angrily: "Okay, boy, you can do it, I really didn't expect you to be this kind of person, more white-eyed wolf than a white-eyed wolf, I knew that you were such a virtuous person, I should have listened to your aunt's words and sent you to the lonely home! I won't be angry with you, a bear child!"

In the face of Zhang Fengrong's accusation, Ding Qingsheng only said lightly: "You are the same as Chen Binglian, you are not a good thing, each is worse than the other!"

"Smack!"

Before Ding Qingsheng's words fell, a loud slap hit Ding Qingsheng's face, this slap stunned Ding Qingsheng, and at the same time Zhang Fengrong and Ding Xiaoqi were also stunned, because no one would have thought that the person who beat Ding Qingsheng would actually be Ding Xiaoqin, the eldest sister who has always cared for and cared about Ding Qingsheng as her life.

At this moment, Ding Xiaoqin was looking at Ding Qingsheng with burning eyes, the courtyard was silent, occasionally a few breezes blew, raising Ding Xiaoqin's long flowing long hair, however, in Ding Qingsheng's eyes, his eldest sister who has always been a little strange, this moment only made Ding Qingsheng feel that his sister was so far away from him, but the person who was obviously within reach flew to the edge of the sky all of a sudden, Ding Qingsheng had forgotten the pain on his face, and he looked at Ding Xiaoqin in a daze.

Ding Xiaoqin said coldly with an expressionless face: "I want you to apologize to our mother!"

The short and weighty words made Ding Qingsheng feel cold, the first time he heard the eldest sister speak to himself with such cold words, the first time he saw the eldest sister angry, and the first time he was slapped in the face by the eldest sister so defenselessly, Ding Qingsheng was a little uncomfortable after all.

Ding Qingsheng looked at Ding Xiaoqin in a daze, unable to say a word, Ding Xiaoqin didn't seem to intend to give Ding Qingsheng a chance to refute, and a cold voice came out of her mouth.

"Go and apologize to our mother!"

This sentence woke Ding Qingsheng up from a trance, he raised his head, looked stubborn, his face was full of stubbornness, and tears rolled in his eyes, but they were always under his restraint and did not fall.

The summer breeze was mixed with the warmth of some words, but when the breeze blew on Ding Qingsheng's face, he only felt cold, only cold, like a child abandoned by the whole world, and could no longer feel any warmth.

Ding Xiaoqin's heart also understands, how to say that Ding Qingsheng is also eighteen years old, he is a young man who is not small, at this time he is in the rebellious period of growth, although she is Ding Qingsheng's eldest sister, but after all, there is no blood relationship between the two people, just beating him like this, after all, it is a little bad, of course, Ding Xiaoqin is much older than Ding Qingsheng, she has considered many things more thoughtfully, as a teacher, what kind of student has not seen what kind of student has not beaten, in her eyes, Ding Qingsheng is her younger brother, and it is the kind of younger brother who is closer than his own brother, and his younger brother has done something wrong, she has the right and obligation to say that he is a sister, and when necessary, she should hit him in a timely manner, like now, what Ding Qingsheng said and did was too much, if the eldest sister was not here to teach him a lesson, once Zhang Fengrong really got angry, presumably Ding Qingsheng would inevitably have a disaster.

Although it is true that Ding Fengjun has been protecting Ding Qingsheng, but in this matter, I am afraid that Ding Fengjun will not stand on Ding Qingsheng's side, in case Ding Fengjun starts a fire, but it is really not as good as Ding Qingsheng, after weighing many aspects, Ding Xiaoqin decided to slap Ding Qingsheng like this.

In Ding Xiaoqin's heart, she has been looking forward to two things, one is that she hopes that Ding Qingsheng can understand her true intentions, and on the other hand, she hopes that Ding Qingsheng can be soft, just as if today's incident did not happen, the past will pass.

However, to Ding Xiaoqin's surprise, it seemed that Ding Qingsheng did not have any understanding of the two things she was looking forward to.

Looking at Ding Qingsheng's stubborn appearance, Ding Xiaoqin was also a little unbearable, but the arrow had already been sent out, and there was no room to take it back.

When Ding Xiaoqin asked Ding Qingsheng to apologize to Zhang Fengrong for the third time, Ding Qingsheng, who had been silent, finally responded to her.

"I won't apologize, the people who did the wrong thing were them, not me, in addition, eldest sister, I didn't expect that there would be such a day, you were willing to slap me, I always thought you were the person who loved me the most in the family, I thought you were the person I cared about in the world, I thought you would always choose to protect me, but I was wrong, the wrong thing is a little outrageous, I forgot such a sentence, blood is thicker than water, you are blood, and I am the stagnant water that can never be integrated into you. ”

Ding Qingsheng's cold words pierced Ding Xiaoqin's heart, tears flowed out of Ding Xiaoqin's eyes, she endured the heart-rending pain, and said to Ding Qingsheng with difficulty: " In fact, you are also blood, we have always regarded you as the blood that matches us, but why don't you fight for a breath and strive to integrate with us, but you want to define yourself as a pool of stagnant water, let me tell you, Ding Qingsheng, everyone has their own beliefs, you think of yourself as what you are, you can be happy, but why when happiness comes to you, you choose to escape. ”

Ding Qingsheng said calmly: "I never thought I was unhappy, although I didn't have a father, no mother, and no relatives to accompany me, but I at least have an eldest sister who has always loved me, and the second uncle who has protected me along the way, but why are these two people always breaking my best illusions when I have hope, however, I never wanted to hate you, but I don't want to see you again!"

After saying this, Ding Qingsheng didn't give Ding Xiaoqin any more space to speak, he turned around and ran straight out of the door, no matter how Ding Xiaoqin shouted Ding Qingsheng's name heartbreakingly, he never got a turn from Ding Qingsheng.

Ding Xiaoqi looked at Ding Xiaoqin, who was chasing out and crying at the door, she was a little inexplicably throbbing, and hurriedly ran to Ding Xiaoqin's side, supported Ding Xiaoqin, who was about to fall to the ground, and said: "Eldest sister, don't be like this, how bad it is to hurt your body for an outsider." ”

No matter how Ding Xiaoqi admonished, she could not appease Ding Xiaoqin's emotions, and in the end, Zhang Fengrong couldn't stand it, she walked to Ding Xiaoqin's side, patted Ding Xiaoqin's shoulder, and said to Ding Xiaoqin: "Xiaoqin, don't be like this, Mom doesn't feel good when she sees you like this, don't worry, this child is a little temper for a while, and he will definitely come back when his anger is gone, he has no relatives in this world, where can he go if he doesn't go back here after dark, right?" Besides, this kid is really too unreasonable, wait for your dad to come back, let your dad teach him a good lesson. ”

Zhang Fengrong's words didn't calm Ding Xiaoqin's emotions, Ding Xiaoqin still held the door frame, looking at the direction where Ding Qingsheng was gone, crying.

At this moment, she regretted a little, regretted that she beat Ding Qingsheng, how to say that Ding Qingsheng is also an extremely sensitive child, originally he was taboo for others to talk about his life experience, and Ding Xiaoqi said so many unpleasant things like adding fuel to the fire, how could this not touch Ding Qingsheng's bottom line? Coupled with Ding Xiaoqin's slap, it is estimated that Ding Qingsheng's heart has completely broken the defense line that has been imprisoned for a long time, but Ding Xiaoqin is worried, worried that this younger brother will really go away.

When Zhang Fengrong tried to comfort Ding Xiaoqin, Ding Fengjun came back from work, Ding Fengjun couldn't help frowning after seeing Ding Xiaoqin crying bitterly, he held the bicycle with one hand, and wanted to support Ding Xiaoqin with the other, and asked casually: "Xiaoqin, what's wrong with you?"

Ding Xiaoqin cried too much and ignored Ding Fengjun's words at all, but Zhang Fengrong, she was worried that Ding Xiaoqin would say something inconsequential.

So Zhang Fengrong glanced at Ding Xiaoqi and said, "Xiaoqi, help your sister back to the house first, hurry up." ”

After Ding Xiaoqi received Zhang Fengrong's instructions, he hurriedly helped Ding Xiaoqin back to the house, Ding Fengjun noticed something unusual, and he said to Zhang Fengrong: "What is going on, why is Xiaoqin crying so sadly?"

Zhang Fengrong snorted coldly and said: "It's not all Ding Qingsheng's fault, you said that this child is not big now, and he speaks without boundaries, so he knows that he makes us angry every day, and if he knew this, you should have listened to me at the beginning, either give him away or send him to an orphanage, and save us from worrying!"

When Ding Fengjun heard this, he suddenly understood in his heart, it seemed that there was some problem between them and Ding Qingsheng.

Ding Fengjun said with a cold face: "Are you scolding Qingsheng again?"

Zhang Fengrong was stunned for a moment, and said with a little displeasure: "Now he is an ancestor in our family, if he doesn't yell at me, forget it, how dare I scold him, but you, you know that you spoil him every day, and come by his temperament, it's okay now, make our family jump, there is no home, this time you are happy." ”

Ding Fengjun said with angry eyes: "What are you talking about, Qingsheng, this kid is very sensible, if you don't provoke him, he will definitely not come nonsense, look at you, these forty or fifty-year-old people are still like a child, and they are not afraid of jokes!"

Zhang Fengrong snorted unconvinced, and stopped talking.

Ding Fengjun looked into the courtyard and saw that there was no one in the empty courtyard, he seemed to smell a smell of gunpowder smoke left over from the end of the war, and after a pause, he asked, "What about the birthday?"

Zhang Fengrong rolled his eyes and said angrily: "Who knows where he died!"

As soon as Ding Fengjun heard this, he directly pushed the bicycle to the ground, and hurriedly turned around and walked towards the mouth of the alley, his long and cold voice came from the mouth of the alley.

"I can't find Qingsheng, see if I come back and don't kill you!"