Chapter 225: I Won't Give Up My Dream (Part II)
"Zhang Fengrong?"
Li Dan and Ding Qingsheng exclaimed in unison.
Li Dan knows the name Zhang Fengrong, and he has such a good relationship with Ding Qingsheng when he was a child, not to mention Zhang Fengrong's name, even the name of Ding Qingsheng's biological parents Li Dan can be called, but on this occasion, Li Dan only feels incredible.
Li Dan turned his head to look at Ding Qingsheng and said, "Brother Sheng, isn't Zhang Fengrong your second aunt?" Since it was the admission letter she signed, then you don't need to worry. ”
Ding Qingsheng didn't hear Li Dan's question in his heart, he was thinking in his brain, why Zhang Fengrong signed his university admission letter but didn't tell him, and Ding Fengjun didn't say it, he has been staying at home with Zhang Fengrong and didn't receive the admission letter at all, could it be that Ding Fengjun is lying to him?
This bold idea made Ding Qingsheng himself startled, and when he was frightened, Ding Qingsheng hurriedly denied himself, it was impossible, it was impossible, the second uncle would not do this.
Li Dan also saw Ding Qingsheng's strange appearance, he couldn't help touching Ding Qingsheng's arm, and said, "Brother Sheng, what's wrong with you?"
Being touched by Li Dan like this, Ding Qingsheng withdrew from his deep thoughts, and he hurriedly said, "Oh, it's nothing. ”
After speaking, he said to the staff again: "Could you please see when the admission letter was signed?"
The woman looked at the computer screen and replied, "The date shows yesterday." ”
"Yesterday?" Ding Qingsheng couldn't help but think about it again, yesterday Ding Xiaoqi was clamoring to take Ding Qingsheng to buy clothes early in the morning, this purchase is a day, could it be that all this was deliberately arranged by Zhang Fengrong?
Thinking about it, usually Ding Xiaoqi and Ding Qingsheng are incompatible, and on the day Ding Xiaoqi chased him back, she had a big quarrel with Ding Qingsheng, and it was so funny that these few days alone could make her change her mind. It seems that this is a play, a play for Ding Qingsheng, and the person who arranged this scene is Zhang Fengrong, but Ding Qingsheng can't understand why Zhang Fengrong did this.
Didn't she praise Ding Qingsheng's guitar a few days ago, and when Ding Xiaoqi resisted Ding Qingsheng's death, didn't Zhang Fengrong still try his best to help Ding Qingsheng speak, is this also Zhang Fengrong's play? There is also Ding Fengjun, he never lies, he said that if he didn't sign for it, he didn't sign for it, and obviously he didn't sign for the admission notice, why can the post office still report that the signatory is Zhang Fengrong?
This series of questions gave Ding Qingsheng a headache, and he couldn't figure out his thoughts at all.
Li Dan found that Ding Qingsheng was in a daze again, she knocked Ding Qingsheng again and said, "Brother Sheng, what's wrong with you?"
Ding Qingsheng smiled and said, "It's okay, it's okay, let's go back." ”
After speaking, Ding Qingsheng turned around and left a little depressed.
Although Li Dan didn't know what was going on, she still felt that Ding Qingsheng was weird today, and she didn't have time to think about it, Li Dan first thanked the staff, and then followed Ding Qingsheng out.
Walking out of the gate of the post office, Li Dan caught up with Ding Qingsheng and asked with concern: "Brother Sheng, what's wrong with you, how do I feel that something is wrong with you?"
Ding Qingsheng smiled bitterly: "It's not much, let's go back quickly, it's going to be dark." ”
Listening to Ding Qingsheng's words that the donkey's lips were not in the horse's mouth, Li Dan was even more strange, she thought about it carefully, and couldn't help but be shocked in her heart, and said: "Brother Sheng, shouldn't your second aunt detain your admission letter?"
Li Dan's sudden voice made Ding Qingsheng tremble, Ding Qingsheng's reaction verified Li Dan's conjecture, Li Dan's face turned white, and she said incredulously: "Brother Sheng, no, why did your second aunt do this?"
Since Li Dan guessed what was on Ding Qingsheng's mind, there was no need for Ding Qingsheng to explain to Li Dan unnecessarily, he shook his head and said a little helplessly: "I don't know why?"
Li Dan thought for a while and said, "Why don't I go back with you and ask, anyway, with your second uncle here, hasn't your second uncle always defended you, and your second uncle is still afraid that your second aunt won't give it to you?"
Ding Qingsheng was slightly stunned, he shook his head and said, "Forget it, don't ask, maybe they have their own reasons." ”
"Them?" Li Dan frowned and said, "Brother Sheng, do you mean that your second uncle also knows about this?"
Ding Qingsheng's face was full of sadness, and he said: "I don't know, but I think my second uncle knows that the second uncle and the second aunt have been together for the past two days, and if the person who sent the notice goes to the house, it is impossible for my second uncle not to know." ”
Li Dan said with a puzzled face: "But why did they do this, this is related to your future future." ”
How can Ding Qingsheng not know, isn't it just for the day of the college entrance examination that he has endured humiliation for more than ten years, for a background like Ding Qingsheng, who has no power, no power and no connections, in addition to changing his fate by taking the university entrance examination, what other way can he get rid of the status quo, but why, only this road is still truncated, how can Ding Qingsheng accept it?
Since they chose to hide the admission letter shows that they don't want Ding Qingsheng to go to college, if they go back now to uncover this conspiracy, maybe everyone's face will be torn, and then Ding Qingsheng will really have no need to stay here, and the road to college will be completely cut off.
Ding Qingsheng is not afraid to leave this home, because he has grown up now and has the ability to support himself, but he always has a secret love in his heart, that is, his gratitude to Ding Fengjun, he knows that it is not easy for Ding Fengjun to raise him for more than ten years, and he has suffered too much people's incomprehension and sarcasm, besides, people must at least know how to be grateful, otherwise they will really become the white-eyed wolf in Chen Binglian's mouth.
Li Dan didn't wait for Ding Qingsheng's answer, she looked a little anxious, she asked, "Brother Sheng, what do you think?"
Ding Qingsheng shook his head a little helplessly, what did he think, didn't he think enough about it, he just wanted to be admitted to a good university, and repay his second uncle well in the future, and only by being admitted to a good university can Ding Fengjun have the capital to show off, and let those who are not optimistic about him slap themselves in the face hard, but this desire may not be able to count on the road to college.
Ding Qingsheng sighed lightly and said: "They must have their reasons for doing this, I don't want to go home to find them to theorize, rather than tearing your face and getting along awkwardly, it is better to let everything go naturally." ”
Li Dan looked at Ding Qingsheng in disbelief, she was a little suspicious that the person in front of her was still not the Ding Qingsheng he knew, where did his blood and tenacity go, could it be that he accepted his fate like this, Li Dan was unwilling, more for Ding Qingsheng was not worth it, she said angrily: "Brother Sheng, they have treated you like this, you still plan to let them slaughter." You should choose to rebel. ”
Ding Qingsheng smiled bitterly: "There is no meaning, the road is my own, even if there is no university admission, I still will not give up my dream, I believe I will succeed." ”
Li Dan was a little upset for Ding Qingsheng, her tears rolled in her eyes, and her voice choked and said, "But, what are you going to do to realize your dream?"
Ding Qingsheng shook his head and said, "I don't know, but I believe I can definitely find a way." ”
Li Dan didn't know what words to use to comfort Ding Qingsheng again, they were still young, and they didn't have any ability to change the fact that this was a foregone conclusion, after breaking up with Ding Qingsheng, Li Dan returned to his grandmother's house alone, and when the two broke up, Li Dan left a word to Ding Qingsheng.
"No matter what decision you make, be sure to tell me the result, Brother Sheng, you remember, I will always be the one who loves you the most. ”
Ding Qingsheng kept Li Dan's words in his heart, he returned home alone, it was completely dark at this time, the family was waiting for Ding Qingsheng's return, when Ding Qingsheng appeared in everyone's sight, Ding Fengjun took the lead in asking: "How is it, Qingsheng, what did the post office say?"
At this moment, when Ding Qingsheng saw Ding Fengjun with a concerned face, he actually had a feeling of disgust, he already knew the answer but pretended to be, could it be that there was nothing else to do except for his coy attitude, in the face of Ding Fengjun's concerned words, Ding Qingsheng did not answer and asked: "Second uncle, what do you want the post office to say?"
Ding Fengjun was stunned, he didn't expect Ding Qingsheng to ask like this.
Ding Fengjun couldn't help frowning and said, "Of course I hope they will send you the admission letter tomorrow." ”
Ding Qingsheng smiled bitterly, yes, of course you would say so, you have already withheld my admission letter privately, you will naturally pick these nice words to comfort my emotions, but you didn't expect that I already knew about your deduction of my admission letter.
If you knew the truth, I don't know if you would say that.
My second uncle, how can you make me believe you in the future, which of the words you said is true, why from childhood to adulthood, after living in this family for so many years, I still can't understand you, can you show your truest self? Don't continue to disguise yourself like this.
Of course, this is just Ding Qingsheng's heart, these words, Ding Qingsheng couldn't say it, he had to call silently in his heart, looking at Ding Fengjun's expectant look, Ding Qingsheng said indifferently: "I disappointed you Second uncle, the post office said that there was no admission letter from me at all." ”
Ding Fengjun was stunned when Ding Qingsheng's words came directly, Ding Fengjun didn't expect the post office to say this, although he had guessed that it would be such a result, but when the facts were in front of him, Ding Fengjun was still a little unacceptable.
For more than ten years, Ding Qingsheng has studied hard in school for more than ten years, and he has been able to achieve excellent results every year.
Could it be that this is Ding Qingsheng's fate?
Although Ding Fengjun couldn't accept this result, the matter was a foregone conclusion, and Ding Fengjun couldn't turn over for Ding Qingsheng, he sighed lightly and said helplessly: "Don't say anything, let's eat first." ”
I don't know why, Ding Qingsheng actually read a trace of loss from Ding Fengjun's eyes at this moment, maybe it was disappointment, it was a disappointment that could not be expressed with emotion, although it was so, but in Ding Qingsheng's eyes, Ding Fengjun was acting, and he had to do enough to play, so that Ding Qingsheng could not find a flaw.
Where does Ding Qingsheng have any appetite to eat now, but when he touched Ding Fengjun's eyes full of sadness, he was a little unbearable, he held on to the huge sadness in his heart, and dragged his heavy body to sit at the dining table.
Zhang Fengrong served the meal for everyone and said: "Celebrate your birthday, don't be discouraged if you don't get admitted this year, if you can't do it, let's go and repeat it, maybe we will be able to be admitted next year." It's a big deal, your second uncle and I will work hard for another year, work hard to earn money, and we will definitely provide you with a good learning environment. ”
Zhang Fengrong spoke in a very casual tone, as if he was saying something inconsequential, which made Ding Qingsheng even more disgusted.
At this moment, in Ding Qingsheng's eyes, Zhang Fengrong is perfunctory, what does it mean to be admitted next year, I have obviously been admitted this year, but you have made improper means to make me unable to go to college, do I need to waste another year and continue to wait for the same result?
Ding Qingsheng said lightly: "I won't repeat it." You don't have to work in vain for me. ”
Zhang Fengrong looked at Ding Qingsheng inexplicably and said: "Why, isn't your dream to go to that university to study music, didn't you say that you want to become a big singer like Ma Shiyu, what, are you going to give up?"
Ding Qingsheng smiled bitterly, it is rare for a person to have his own dreams and pursuits, when facing dreams, how many people can really give up their dreams? Difficulty, this is the biggest obstacle to the dream, if you give up the dream in the face of difficulties, it can only be said that it is not the dream that is given up, but an ordinary thing that you don't want to stick to and can no longer be ordinary.
Dreams cannot be defeated by difficulties!
Ding Qingsheng said lightly: "No, I will not give up my dream, I will give up everything for my dream, accept the most severe test, if this smooth road is artificially blocked, then I will choose another difficult road to realize my dream." ”
Ding Qingsheng's words were sonorous and powerful, so that Zhang Fengrong didn't know how to go down for a while, but Ding Xiaoqi, who had been sitting next to him silently, opened his mouth and said: "Ding Qingsheng, if you want me to say that you don't have a dream on the left and a dream on the right here, can your dream be eaten? Since you have not been admitted to the university, and you are unwilling to repeat your studies, I might as well show you a clear path." ”
Ding Qingsheng didn't know what Ding Xiaoqi wanted to do, although he was very disgusted with Ding Xiaoqi, but now Ding Qingsheng was in no mood to refute Ding Xiaoqi.
Ding Xiaoshu, who was sitting on Ding Qingsheng's left, said in a weird manner: "Second sister, with your IQ, someone who doesn't want anything but food, can you point out a clear way for Ding Qingsheng." ”
Ding Xiaoqi glared at Ding Xiaoshu and said, "I can't stop you when I eat." After speaking, Ding Xiaoqi looked at Ding Qingsheng again and said: "In my opinion, you might as well work in the factory in the town, people, you have to be pragmatic, since you failed the college entrance examination, then don't think about your dreams, or think about how to make money to repay my parents for your nurturing kindness." ”
Ding Qingsheng said coldly: "What the second uncle and the second aunt do to me, I know in my heart, I don't need you to teach me what to do in the future, but you, let's do a good job of yourself first." ”
Ding Xiaoqi heard something from Ding Qingsheng's words, could it be that Ding Qingsheng had already found out something? However, looking at Ding Qingsheng's emotions and the way he spoke, didn't Ding Qingsheng say it, the post office just said that he didn't find Ding Qingsheng's admission letter, maybe he was too sensitive, and people who did bad things would inevitably be a little weak-hearted, no, I can't let Ding Qingsheng see any flaws.
I'm still young, I don't want to go to prison, I'm a future flight attendant, and the future is waiting for me to meet, how can I break my life here in Ding Qingsheng.
Thinking about it, Ding Xiaoqi coughed lightly and said: "What should you do is best don't use me to teach, since childhood, my aunt has never looked down on us, especially you, she can say, you are a white-eyed wolf, at this time, you can't show your true nature." ”
Ding Qingsheng didn't bother to take care of her, and only responded to Ding Xiaoqi's attack with silence.
However, Ding Xiaoshu, who had just been scolded by Ding Xiaoqi, was a little unaccustomed to Ding Xiaoqi's approach, she puffed out her cheeks and said: "Ding Xiaoqi, how can you talk to Ding Qingsheng like this, didn't you say that you want to reconcile with Ding Qingsheng? ”
Ding Xiaoqi glanced at Ding Xiaoshu again, and said angrily: "Do I have anything to do with Ding Qingsheng or not, besides, with Ding Qingsheng's stinky face, I haven't been cheap enough to stick my hot face to his cold ass, of course, if Ding Qingsheng is willing to make amends to me, I can consider not caring about him in general." ”
"Second sister, you're really a little too much. ”
Ding Xiaohua, who had been silent, couldn't help it, she also put down the dishes and chopsticks and participated in the ranks of bickering.
Ding Xiaoqi didn't feel uncomfortable because of their verbal attacks, but said with a calm smile: "When is it your turn to teach me a lesson, what I do depends on my mood, I am in a good mood now, and I don't have the same knowledge as you." ”
After speaking, Ding Xiaoqi didn't wait for the two of them to say anything, got up and left directly, and went to the bedroom again.
"Qingsheng, don't be like this foodie, I think she will fall into the ground, I guess she just saw that you were not admitted to college, and there is nothing to be fished out of you, so she said so. Ding Xiaoshu said as if he were present.
Ding Qingsheng still didn't speak, only nodded slightly.
Ding Fengjun's brows kept frowning, he sensed from Ding Qingsheng's eyebrows that Ding Qingsheng had some thoughts, the quarrel just now made Ding Fengjun not know how to interject, now it's okay, everyone is quiet, Ding Fengjun has to open his mouth and say: "Qingsheng, do you already have your own plans?"
Ding Qingsheng lowered his head, his heart was very confused at the moment, he also wanted to ask Ding Fengjun directly, ask him if he really knew that Zhang Fengrong had signed and accepted his admission letter, and he also wanted to ask why they did this, but he couldn't bear to hurt them
Tangled, tangled like never before.
"Birthday, if you have any ideas, you might as well say it, our family is here, and we can also help you refer to it and give you a suggestion or something. Ding Fengjun asked.
Ding Qingsheng raised his head suddenly, his gaze was unusually firm, and his tone was even more categorical.
"Second uncle, I think about it, I'm going to BJ!"