Chapter 489: Fate is over
Mu Xingfu walked into the ward, and the presiding master hurriedly beckoned her to sit down: "You are still wearing a hospital gown, why did you come here?" ”
Mu Xingfu smiled shyly and well-behaved: "I have been lying in bed for a long time and want to come out for a walk." As he spoke, he carefully looked at the host's expression, and found that although the host was so thin that he was out of shape, his spirit was not bad, and his heart finally settled down a little.
"Yes." The presiding master touched her head, "I've been in a coma for ten days." ”
"Worries you."
"It's good to wake up. How are you feeling now? ”
"Much better."
The host master looked at her face and asked, "Looking at your appearance, is there anything else you can't put down?" ”
Mu Xingfu was in a trance for a moment and lowered his head: "Actually, it's nothing." I felt like I had a long, long dream, so I woke up a little dazed. ”
"What did you dream about?"
Mu Xingfu shook his head: "I don't remember." Just remember...... There was a very sad feeling. "I have no impression of everything in the dream, but I always have the urge to cry, and I don't know what I'm worried about." However, the doctor said that I had PTSD and that it would be fine after a while. "After all, it was a narrow escape, and it's not surprising that there are a little sequelae.
When the presiding master heard this, he did not speak, and fell into deep thought.
Mu Xingfu didn't dare to disturb when he saw this, and waited quietly until the presiding master came back to his senses.
"By the way, I applied for the Employment Support Fund for you, and I will get your card in two days. It's hard to find a job now, and with this money, it's easier for you to turn around. ”
Mu Xingfu was stunned: "Can't I stay in Ganxiao Temple?" ”
"You've grown up, it's time to leave."
"But I want to stay." Mu Xingfu held her hand a little anxiously, "I want to shave my ordination." ”
The presiding master's eyes were gentle and wise: "Are you sure?" ”
Mu Xingfu nodded: "I'm sure." ”
The host master thought for a while: "Then two years later." If, after two years, you still feel that you can't settle down outside, come back. ”
Mu Xingfu was puzzled: "Why wait two years later?" ”
"Your life has just begun, and you should give yourself a chance to find yourself."
"Find yourself?"
The host master smiled and made a pun: "Yes, find happiness." ”
Mu Xingfu had no choice but to give up, reaching out and touching his neck in frustration, and then felt a little empty, and was stunned for a moment before being shocked: "Huh? ”
"Did you find this?" The presiding master picked up a piece from the small cabinet next to the bedside and handed it to her.
It was a round hard stone slightly larger than a finger, resembling jade but not jade, and the whole was a somewhat mottled red, which looked inconspicuous. There was a small hole in the middle, and a red rope was worn, which had always been hung on Mu Xingfu's neck before. Because he has worn this stone since he was a child, Mu Xingfu has developed the habit of touching it when he thinks.
She took it from the presiding master's hand and was about to put it back on, but she found something wrong: the originally smooth and crystal stone was now covered with fine cracks, and she couldn't help but stroke it with her thumb, but the hard stone instantly collapsed and shattered into fine powder.
Mu Xingfu was shocked: "What's going on? Could it be that I bumped into it while I was in the water? ”
"This thing is so hard that a normal impact can't do that."
Mu Xingfu hesitated for a moment: "Master Presiding, do you know what this is?" In fact, when she was a child, she also asked this question, but she didn't get an answer, and later, she slowly forgot to pursue it.
I only remember that the presiding master said that it was hung around her neck when she picked her up, so even though this stone was very inconspicuous, she still wore it with her.
The presiding master looked at the small pile of powder in her hand, didn't speak for a long time, and finally sighed: "A worldly thing that has condensed extremely high mana. ”
Mu Xingfu was puzzled: "What? ”
"That's it, since it's broken, it means that its fate with you is over. From now on, forget about it. ”
Although he was still full of doubts, Mu Xingfu still obediently responded: "Yes." ”
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Two years later.
When Mu Xingfu went to pick up the documents, the little girl at the front desk was chatting excitedly with the new administrative assistant. She picked up the document and opened it, and was looking at it, when the small door of the front desk suddenly came over and asked with great interest:
"Sister Xingfu, what is the most exciting confession you have ever heard?"
Mu Xingfu hadn't recovered from the contents of the document yet, and replied casually: "Let's escape." ”
The little girl at the front desk was surprised: "What kind of confession is this?" ”
Mu Xingfu came to his senses: "What did I just say?" ”
"Oops, I think you're too busy." The little girl at the front desk felt bored, waved her hand and walked away, and continued to chat with the administrative assistant. "Since you want to confess, of course you have to have a ceremony, otherwise how can it be memorable? I suggest ah......"
Only then did Mu Xingfu understand that this girl was encouraging others to confess.
Shaking her head with a smile, she picked up the papers and walked back. After taking two steps, the smile gradually melted, and an inexplicable sadness and sadness arose from the bottom of my heart, and even my breathing became heavy.
She is now very accustomed to this symptom, touching her chest with irregular heartbeat, and taking a deep breath: It's been two years, and the sequelae are not healed?
It's really hypocritical, obviously life hasn't experienced any big twists and turns, why do you always want to cry inexplicably?
"Sister Happiness!" The little girl at the front desk suddenly shouted.
She turned back. The other party shook the phone in his hand, "Yours." ”
Mu Xingfu picked up the phone in the past and heard a soft and calm voice: "Happiness, I am Wuxin." ”
Mu Xingfu's heart suddenly calmed down, and he felt that the noise around him was far away: "Master Wuxin." ”
Master Wuxin was transferred from other temples, and after Shi Guoying presided over the death, she succeeded to the position of the host of the Ganxiao Temple, and with her care, everything is fine in the Ganxiao Temple, so Mu Xingfu is very grateful to her.
"Do you remember your two-year appointment with Master Guoying?"
"Yes." Mu Xingfu's eyes were a little hot, "Can I go back now?" ”
"If you still want to come back, come back."
After hanging up the phone, Mu Xingfu couldn't come back to her senses for a long time: in the end, only Ganxiao Temple would say the three words "come back" to her.
Then go back and go back to Ganxiao Temple to find her home.
Come back to your senses, the topic over there is not over. The little girl at the front desk smiled and covered her mouth: "It's okay to say anything, don't just say, 'Let's escape', it's too unromantic." Finding Mu Xingfu's gaze, she stuck out her tongue, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make fun of you." Sister Xingfu, I think you're too tired from work, so you're thinking about running away. ”
Mu Xingfu smiled, revealing a lightness that he had never felt before: "That's right, that's it." So, I'm going to run away, goodbye. ”