After taking the urn handed over to him by the host of Wuxin, Mu Xingfu couldn't come back to his senses for a long time: "Sea burial?"

"Yes, that's her last wish. ”

"But why should I go?"

"I don't know about that. However, maybe when you're done with this, you'll understand. ”

Is it? Mu Xingfu was skeptical.

Why wait two years? Why did she have to be buried at sea by her own hands? And was she going alone?

Although there were many doubts, Mu Xingfu still took her ashes to the beach in accordance with the will presided over by Shi Guoying. Strange to say, it is clear that Ganxiao Temple is only more than 20 kilometers away from the sea, but since he was a child, Mu Xingfu has never seen the sea.

It is not difficult to find the boat in the sea in the fishing village, and I heard that the former master of the Ganxiao Temple wanted to be buried at sea, and the boatman took her out of the sea without saying a word.

The ceremony is simple. Mu Xingfu put the petals into the urn, mixed them together, and then sprinkled them into the sea one by one. The tide surges, slowly pushing the petals into the distance.

When he did this, Mu Xingfu's heart was very calm. She even thought that it would be nice if her own ending was the same. Come clean, go clean, without a trace of concern.

Grabbing the last handful of ashes, she was about to scatter them, but a strange color caught her attention. She withdrew her hand and stared at what was lying on her palm.

About the size of a thumb, orange, round and shiny, hard, stone-like.

The boatman behind him suddenly exclaimed: "Relic!" hurriedly clasped his hands together, "Amitabha, the master's magic power is profound, please bless my family ...... peace."

The boatman was muttering and praying, but Mu Xingfu didn't come back to his senses for a long time. Is this a relic?

Why did she feel so similar to the stone she had worn on her body since she was a child? However, as an abandoned baby, why did she have relics on her? Could it be that she was born with a relationship with the Buddha? In that case, why did Master Shi Guoying repeatedly refuse her requests to shave her ordination?

In the evening, the fishing boat docked, and Mu Xingfu got off the boat. Behind him, the boatman had already begun to talk to others about the relics, and Mu Xingfu walked forward with his head down.

I don't know how long I walked, but when I came back to my senses, I found that I was the only one around. Looking back, there is only a trail of footprints on the flat sand, and ahead, there is a blank space.

It shouldn't be like this......

Mu Xingfu felt that something was wrong, and what came to his mind was the scene of himself stepping on another person's footprints and walking cautiously forward.

However, this was her first time at the beach.

Also, who is the person standing in front of her with his back to her, and why is she looking for him?

After standing blankly for a long time, after racking his brains, he didn't come up with an answer, and his nose began to be sour again, and he wanted to cry inexplicably.

She clutched her chest, feeling uncomfortably panting. In the blur of tears, I saw the scene of myself stepping into a footprint again.

Who was that man, why did she follow him, and what had she forgotten?

"Let's run. ”

A voice sounded out of thin air, and she looked around blankly, realizing that she was still alone.

"Let's run. ”

The voice sounded again, and then, all the memories flooded back.

She remembered the first time she saw his face in the moonlight, his always calm and gentle voice, the warm and steady hands, and how safe and happy she was when she slept in his arms.

Along the way, the two of them did not have a vigorous and no alliance, and they didn't even have a decent quarrel, in the eyes of others, this may not be considered love.

But why, her heart still hurts so much?

"Let's run. ”

This was not her hallucination, he did say it.

And only now did she understand the meaning of this sentence.

So many people are already dead, so many people are about to die.

He carried a heavy burden on his back and embarked on a path of no return, he designed everything to push her to that desperate situation where there was no choice, he was strong, confident, and always firmly moving towards the goal.

Calm like a machine.

Until that moment, and only that moment, he wavered.

"Let's run. ”

No matter how many people have died on that road, and whether the world will be destroyed because of his abandonment, at that moment, he just wants to be with her.

The man, who was as calm as a machine, went crazy for a moment.

It's not that he has no feelings, it's not that he hasn't been moved, it's just that he buries it deep and deep, leaving no gaps.

So, how strong and hot must it be for this feeling to earn a moment of "blurting out"?

Mu Xingfu covered his face and cried uncontrollably. It wasn't until this moment that she realized what a cruel thing she had done:

She actually asked him to live!

After she died, in a world where he was the only one left, how could she ask him to continue living?!

He will remember that he pushed her into the abyss with his own hands, and then lived in this shadow for the rest of his life, dragging the soul that was scratched and bruised by self-blame, and survived.

For the rest of his life, every breath was a slash.

And she cursed him to live a long life!

It's cruel......

Squatting down with his knees hugged, on the deserted beach, Mu Xingfu wailed and cried.

………………

Seeing Mu Xingfu's appearance, Master Wuxin sighed.

"Have you changed your mind?"

Mu Xingfu nodded blankly.

"And what are you going to do next?"

Tears silently rolled down his cheeks, and Mu Xingfu said softly, "I'm going to find him." ”

No matter how crazy it was, she was going to give it a try.

Master Wuxin put the relics that Mu Xingfu had just given her back into Mu Xingfu's palm: "Then bring this." ”

Mu Xingfu was puzzled.

"This is also what Master Guoying explained. ”

Mu Xingfu looked at the relics in his palm, and his empty heart slowly and slowly ignited an extremely subtle hope.

Perhaps, there is still a chance?

………………

Standing on the bridge, Mu Xingfu looked at the turbulent river underneath the bridge.

Two years ago, the bus fell off the bridge and she fell into a coma and lay in the hospital for nearly 10 days before waking up.

Maybe she's crazy.

What crossing, maybe it's just a hallucination, is what doctors call post-traumatic stress disorder.

Even if the crossing was real, it didn't mean that she would be able to cross it again by jumping into the river again - she remembered that the rift in time and space had healed.

So, this jump, the biggest possibility is that she will die, and in a very stupid and ignorant way.

Still, she wanted to jump.

When she thought of the phrase "Let's run away" and what she said, "I curse you, you will live a long life", she was so sad that she couldn't breathe.

In a trance, the water under the bridge transforms into a myriad of roaring ghosts, reaching out to grab her feet and drag her into hell.

"Is it you?" she murmured, "is it your curse that has condemned him to such pain, is it your curse that has kept us from meeting forever?"

Whether it's him or her, there is too much blood on his hands, so he is punished, right?

She couldn't deny the crime she had committed, but—

"If he's in hell, drag me in with him!" she gritted her teeth and jumped as she gritted her teeth and jumped into the ......