cpa300_4(); Pei Yuanhao......

I have forgotten how long I stood in the doorway, the cold wind blowing on my back, drying all the cold sweat on my body, the cold seeping to my bones, spreading to the objects in my limbs, and even the blood in my whole body froze.

How could it be him? How could it be him?

Childe-The childe that Liu San'er said-I originally thought it would be someone from Xichuan, but how could it be?

Thinking of this, my ears suddenly remembered what Liu San'er once said - in his twenties, he looks rich and noble, he is a decent person, he doesn't talk much, and he doesn't smile......

Maybe it's because of what the student of Xishan Academy told me, and Huang Tianba told me that the people from Xichuan may have come to Yangzhou, so I was full of thoughts, all of them were over there, but I also forgot about it, when I was in Yangzhou, Wei Ningyuan once told me that the emperor had plans to go south, but the itinerary was undecided.

I didn't expect that he had already gone south!

He's coming, he's coming!

And me, what should I do?

Just when my heart was in turmoil, and I was almost about to collapse, a gentle voice came to my ears.

"Lightness. Lightness?"

I seemed to wake up from a dream, my eyes widened all of a sudden, Liu San'er gently held my hand, maybe the cold fingertips made him a little worried, and frowned slightly: "What's wrong?"

“…… No—it's fine. ”

When I said this, my voice was almost shattered, and the next moment it would tremble to shatter, Liu San'er looked at me again, and finally said: "This is the one I told you before, who saved me." ”

As he spoke, he turned his head to the other party and smiled: "I'm bothering tonight." ”

"Where. ”

A deep voice rang in my ears.

The voice was so familiar, yet so unfamiliar. Familiar, because a long, long time ago, this voice has been filled in my life, and even became my most fearful dream, unfamiliar, but because this voice has not been heard for too long, too long, when I heard it again, I even felt that I was just falling into a fearful dream again.

The familiar sound quality is magnetic, but it is a little strange, hoarse outside of memory, as if suppressing something, so that I can hear that my heart is like being hit by a lightning point, and my whole body trembled slightly, and I saw him stand up, slowly walked in front of us, looked at Liu San'er and said: "Liu Gongzi-" Then, slowly turned his head and looked at me-

Those eyes, the eyes that had stared at me countless times, were as deep as ever, so dark that they didn't even seem to be able to shine in the light, but at this moment, there was something strange and flickering.

Perhaps, it was because the candle flame behind me was constantly fluttering with my mood, and the candlelight that was clearly extinguished was reflected in his eyes, as if his gaze was flickering.

At this moment, my heart almost stopped.

……

"Ma'am. ”

This voice seemed to come from the distant sky, I could hardly believe my ears, I was stunned for a long time, and finally slowly, little by little, raised my head and looked at each other.

The time of separation, in fact, is only more than half a year, but if it is short, it seems that it has been a lifetime, and I no longer think about that handsome face, nor do I think about the days when my skin was close to each other, and I no longer think about the days when my ears and temples were grinding, and I have forgotten those days of torture, imprisonment and death.

However, he slowly came out of the ashes of time, and just like that, appeared in front of me.

Still the same as before, tall and handsome, dressed in a gorgeous black robe, faintly embroidered with gold and silver thread inlaid auspicious clouds and flying tigers, shining in the candlelight, but lining the eyes deeper and darker, under the high bridge of the nose, the thin lips are always gently pursed, with a slightly raised arc, as if laughing, but when you look closely, it is not like it.

It's just that when he stared at me, his gaze seemed to be dyed with the temperature of the candle flame, almost burning my skin.

Madam.

I never thought that there would be this moment, let alone that the first thing he said to me was this.

He called me "Madam," and he wasn't surprised.

That is, he already knew, and - he wasn't going to debunk anything?

I looked at him, trembling with the possibility that the ice under my feet would suddenly crack in the next moment, and would be engulfed by the flames of hell, and gently bowed my head at him: "Childe." ”

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After that, I couldn't hear anything when they said anything else, and I forgot whether I walked over by myself, or was pulled over by Liu San'er and entered the table, and the two of them were still talking.

"Don't call me Engong anything, my surname is Yuan, double name, Yi Chu. ”

Yuan――Yi Chu――

Hearing the name made my fingers tremble even more.

Liu San'er said with a smile: "It's not easy to ask questions these days. Yuan Gongzi, this is clumsy Jing - light. ”

"Light...... Profit ......"

I lowered my head and listened to the familiar, deep voice as I felt numb, as if lingering on the tip of my tongue, slowly pronouncing these two words. He lowered his head, not knowing what he was thinking, and after a long time, he raised his head, and a faint, almost faint smile appeared on his face: "Mrs. Zun's name is really special." ”

"Really?"

"The name of one of my old men is very similar. ”

Hearing this, my heart skipped a beat, and I raised my head sharply and looked at the person opposite.

He sat at the table, perhaps because the candle flame behind him was too much, but there was a faint layer of shadow on his face, the feeling of backlight made the face more and more angular, when he lowered his head to pour wine, his eyes were slightly lowered, but there was a faint light, flowing through the thick eyelashes.

After taking a sip of wine, his eyes looked at my arms again, slightly squirming swaddling: "This is—"

Liu San'er said happily: "Oh yes, Yuan Gongzi, forget to tell you, when I went back to find Qingqing this time, she had already given birth to a daughter, so we called her Li'er." ”

"Li'er?"

"Yes, it's the name you chose before, I discussed it with Qingqing, and we both like this name very much, so it's the nickname of the little girl. ”

"Really?" he paused, "It's rare, you all like the name." ”

Liu San'er smiled and said: "I and Qingqing, we only have such a daughter, and we will still count on her to be filial to us when we are old in the future. ”

……

This was the day when he said the child's name, he joked with me, thinking that we would be old in the future, with lost teeth, and a full head of gray hair sitting at the base of the wall basking in the sun, both of them laughing, but their hearts were full of joy and happiness.

But now, I was so frightened that I couldn't even breathe, and I looked at the person in front of me uneasily.

He-what will he say, what will he-what will he say?

He also looked at me, but his eyes seemed to be in a trance for a while, I don't know if he was looking at me, or looking at the swaddling clothes in his arms, and the eyes were blank that I had never seen before.

He looked up at me, and I immediately became nervous, not knowing what he was going to say.

And he waved his hand: "Open the table." ”

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The heart that was originally hanging fell down fiercely.

It's like stepping out with one foot, I originally thought it was hellfire, or it could be a cold pool, but I stepped on the most ordinary green grass, although there was no danger, but it made people's hearts more and more empty.

It's not that he forgot about me, if it was someone else, such an expression, I would definitely think that he had suffered some kind of change, forgot about the past, and forgot about me as a person, but he wouldn't, from the time he heard my name just now, I understood, but why did he do this, or was the sharp edge of the hurt hidden under this superficial calm?

At this moment, it is not an exaggeration to say that I am sitting on pins and needles.

There was incense burning in the room, and there was a stove in the distance, which was warm, but my palms were dripping with cold sweat.

I don't know what he's going to do.

Just like now, I don't understand why he is sitting in front of me, as if he doesn't know me at all, without the slightest fluctuation in love, and Liu San'er is talking about current affairs in detail, and the two of them are still very speculative.

After taking a sip of wine, he slowly put down his wine glass and said, "According to this, Yang Ji is also innocent. ”

"Of course!"

"It seems that you agree with those who assassinated Yang Ji?"

“…… Not really. ”

"Oh?"

The man's gaze flickered slightly, "Don't you think he is innocent of death? Why-"

Although he is innocent of death, in the final analysis, Yang Ji violated the law of the country, not a personal grudge with others. Of course, he deserves to die, but if it can be punished by national law and punished by the canonical punishment, it would be even better. ”

"Hmmm......"

"But," Liu San'er frowned, and said, "I don't know why the emperor sent such a bastard to Yangzhou as an official, it's—"

He spoke, gritting his teeth, but without saying any more, he raised his head and took another sip of wine.

My heart was about to jump out of my throat, but when I looked at the other side, that person's eyes were still calm and unwavering.

I gritted my teeth, gently tugged at Liu San'er's sleeve under the table, and said, "Don't worry about talking too much, Yuan-Yuan Gongzi is a knowledgeable person, and he wants to laugh at you." ”

When Liu San'er heard this, he was also stunned for a moment, and immediately blushed and smiled: "I forgot my form again." ”

After that, he raised his glass and said, "I'll punish myself." ”

The man across from me raised his glass, and I slowly lowered my head, but I could feel his gaze as well.

That gaze is a little scorching.

Then, the dishes begin.

He set up a banquet to entertain guests, and the dishes served were naturally some delicacies, but I couldn't eat anything, no matter what I picked up, put it in my mouth and chewed wax, and it was so difficult to swallow it.

At this time, Liu San'er put down the chopsticks all of a sudden, inhaled straight in his mouth, and made a sizzling sound.

"What's wrong?"

I hurriedly turned my head to look at him, and saw that his cheeks were red, his eyes were red, and he fanned his mouth with his hand.

I was stunned for a moment, glanced at him, and then looked at Liu San'er, he was really spicy.

Some of the dishes on the table are spicy, but I am used to eating spicy food and don't care, but Liu San'er has had a light diet since he was a child, and the spicy tears after eating a small pepper are about to come out.

"It's because I was negligent, and I forgot that Liu Gongzi can't eat spicy food when I was dishing. ”

"Don't, don't say that. ”

He waved his hand: "Come on, take Liu Gongzi down to gargle, don't hurt your throat." ”

As soon as the words fell, a long entourage came over, cautiously asked, Liu San'er was not easy to push, and he was really spicy, so he got up, patted my hand and signaled me to sit well, then turned around and followed the man out.

As soon as he left, it was just me and the man left in the room.

I also turned to look outside, even with my back to the person, it seemed that I could feel a hot light shining on my back, I don't know whether it was the eyes of the people, or the flickering candles all over the house, like my mood at the moment, uneasy, as if it would collapse in the next moment.

I gritted my teeth, got up and walked out, and said, "I'll go see him—"

As soon as he finished speaking, he had just reached the door, when he heard a low, hoarse voice behind him.

"If I'm not mistaken, you're from Shuzhong. ”

……

"It's so spicy, it won't make you uncomfortable, right?"

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It was as if a thunderclap exploded overhead, and after the whole mind went blank, only a buzzing sound remained, and my back was numb, and I stood stiffly