Chapter 461: Midnight Dream Back
When Lin Zihang was called home by his parents and questioned. It's been a week. Other words. The Lin family didn't even see Qin Yafu's shadow again.
Although Father Lin's face was extremely difficult to see. Mother Lin sighed even more. But Lin Zihang still didn't admit that there was much of a problem between the two people. only said that Qin Yafu insisted on going to other places to develop. He felt uncomfortable. The two of them had a bit of a stiffness. Let her go. But it won't be long. She's going to have to come back. There's nothing to worry about.
Father Lin understands his son. I know that he has a frizzy and impulsive temperament. This is also because he doesn't like official careers. One reason for no longer forcing him. But his feelings for Qin Yafu are indeed sincere. So after a tantrum. I still talked to my son very seriously. Speaking of marriage is like flying a kite. If you want it to soar high in the blue sky. The confinement must be appropriately relaxed. Let it fly up and then do business.
Lin Zihang until this time. The irritability is truly relieved. The people around him have been since they heard that Qin Yafu was gone. Most of them applauded. Say something like that you have long seen that they are not suitable. It made him even more uncomfortable. How it doesn't fit. He has always felt that he and his wife are Qin Se and Ming.
Rare today. I heard my father, who had always been strict, say reassuring words. Lin Zihang couldn't help but feel hot in his heart. At the same time, confidence is doubled.
Father Lin also told Mother Lin to keep in touch with the Qin family. Thou shalt not break off fellowship. In case the children have room to maneuver in the future.
Mother Lin was actually unhappy in her heart. Women's family. It's inevitable that the heart is smaller. It's not bad to think about Qin Yafu, this kid. But he was also a little willful. Whatever the reason. You shouldn't have left quietly without even giving an explanation. Fortunately, Lin Ziyao persuaded me: "I went to Qin's house yesterday. It's all right. The Qin family also said. Both of these people have something to do with their coolness. Wait until their anger is gone. I'm sure it'll get better. β
After all, everyone hopes to see the two people ease the conflict as soon as possible. So. Mother Lin also routinely at the time of the New Year's Festival. There will be a simple phone call with the Qin family.
The Qin family also communicated with them as usual. Mother Qin will still continue to be called sisters and sisters with Mother Lin. Maintain the superficial gentleness and politeness.
It's just that with the passage of time. There was no sign of reconciliation between the two men. Gradually. Everyone's enthusiasm cooled down. Neither of them tacitly mentions the situation of their children. It's obviously a family of children. But all that remained was polite greetings to each other.
It is said that distance produces beauty. When the distance is there. When the beauty is gone. It seems that those who have ever loved each other should learn to forget.
Xin Xiaoqi's "Forgetting in Two and Two" sings well: "A smiling flower." Think about the change of life. At the end of the day, it doesn't matter if you win or lose; It is difficult to be rich and expensive for a long time. This morning's face is the same as last night, and the eyebrows are one word wider. See a piece of the world. Who doesn't taste the joys and sorrows; Grievances are hard to calculate. Yesterday is not today......"
In the five years since he was separated from Lin Zihang. Qin Yafu often receives strange phone calls in the middle of the night. Because she has been using this song as a ringtone. So. Every time you hear it. I will be sad for a long time. Something you can't forget. I don't know how to pick it up. The taste made her feel tormented.
More and more, she realized that she had been too decisive in the first place. I don't want to say I regret it. But how can you not regret it.
Then. Qin Yafu is like a negative child. Because he hated Lin Zihang's reckless behavior towards him. Ignoring his bitter pleadings. Resolutely leave. But deep down, I always thought about it. It won't take long. He'll get himself back. It's the same as every angry and summing process. He had always regarded her as a treasure. No matter where she goes. He couldn't have let her roam freely outside.
But this time. She waited five years. From the initial anticipation. To the end of the hesitation and disappointment. Seemingly. He really gave up on himself. Qin Yafu recalled more than once before and after. Then tell yourself to learn to forget.
Lin Zihang once said. When he dreamed back in the middle of the night. If she's not with him. He won't survive. But. In fact. She knew he couldn't really not live. And her heartache was unbearable, but it tormented her again and again.
Speaking of which, I am also looking for abuse for myself. She knew it wasn't necessarily when. How long has passed. In the middle of the night, I will receive a call from an unknown number to harass me. The rest of her time was spent with her eyes open and waiting for the dawn. But she refused to turn off the phone at night. It seems that that inexplicable phone call has become a comfort for her to miss someone all the time.
Five years ago. When Qin Yafu left. didn't take away the mobile phone that Lin Zihang bought for her. But he still took out the mobile phone card he specially selected for her. That number ends with 527. He once said. That was his love for his wife. She refused to take anything that belonged to him. It's to get yourself to a place away from him to calm down. Don't get caught up in anything. But. But he still didn't dare to throw away the last bit of contact with him.
These five years. Qin Yafu has always kept this number. Even if it's because of work. She had a separate phone. But this number is something she resolutely refuses to stop.
Qin Yafu believes that every time he comes in the middle of the night. The number is not fixed, the phone is called by Lin Zihang. On the one hand, she has always believed that this is Lin Zihang's punishment for her abandoning him. Another reason is that the phone rings almost always around midnight. It's like someone is sick because of longing. When you can't sleep. Improvisation. Let others follow his sad thoughts. And people who have this mentality. Isn't that exactly the way that the domineering and arrogant people used to use in the past?
I remember the first time I received an inexplicable phone call when she had just been in Harbin for more than a month. It was the Mid-Autumn Festival on August 15.
Full moon. When people are reunited. Qin Yafu nestled alone on the bed. hugged the only quilt and wrapped himself into a rice dumpling. But he was still shivering with cold. She had a fever. Burned dizzy. The eyelids are sour and heavy. The whole body seems to be sore and tired. Visions are constantly being created in front of my eyes. I always feel like every time I open my eyes. saw Lin Zihang's anxious and busy figure. There seemed to be a soft reassurance in his voice: "Yave is good." Took the medicine. Just eat it. β
But. Why when she opened her mouth. But I only breathe in the cool air in my mouth.
She closed her eyes in disappointment. But there would be Lin Zihang's hot breathing in his ears again: "Yafu." I miss you so much. Do you want me ......?"
She nodded desperately. I want to snuggle into his broad, warm embrace. Sue sΓΉ him. I miss him even more. But when trying to get close to him. The whole person crashed into the cold wall.
After "close contact" with a hard wall. Qin Yafu's mind cleared up a little. She lifted her heavy eyelids. There was a mist in front of me. It was tears that welled up before I knew it.
She was saddened to find that she was still alone in this humble little room.
Qin Yafu slowly turned around. It feels like it's hard to turn over. Smoke of thirst in my throat. His eyes were shining in the bright moonlight outside. Look for the location of the drinking glass. It's at the head of the bed. But it took a lot of effort to reach it.
As she shuddered and unscrewed the lid of the cup. Only to find that it was empty. Also. Since Lin Zihang is not around. Where can she still drink water in the middle of the night.
She would always be thirsty in the middle of the night. Only then did I remember that I should put a glass of water at the bedside in advance. Wait until the next day when you finally put the water on it. As a result, it was drunk in the middle of the night. It felt so cold to the bone. and on the third day. She deliberately bought a thermos cup after going home. But because of hard work. I'm so tired that I don't want to boil water.
The old man likes to say "the present world is the present". It means the evil deeds that a person has done in this life. Usually it is not necessary to wait for the afterlife to let him suffer as a cow or a horse. Simply retribution in this world. Now Qin Yafu felt this kind of torture. There is no day for Lin Zihang. The person who really can't survive is actually her Qin Yafu. But it's her own choice......
Just when Qin Yafu felt sorry for herself. The mobile phone on the dining table rang suddenly.
She pondered for a long time. I remembered when I got home from work. I want to boil water. He casually put his phone on the table. Later, I felt uncomfortable because of my body. I connected the water in a daze. I don't even remember to put it on the stove.
But think about it now. It's not bad if it's not burned. Save it from boiling. I may not be able to hear it myself. Until then. I don't know if I will leave my life in a foreign land. I just don't know when Lin Zihang learned the news. It is a long sigh of relief. Say, "I'm finally free." "I still remember the past with me......
Xin Xiaoqi in the mobile phone continued to stubbornly sing over and over again, "Yesterday is not today, you should forget". But Qin Yafu couldn't forget anything. Instead, I miss it more and more.
Ignorant. Qin Yafu used her burning head to think about it for a long time. Think about my mother's phone call that had been made earlier. And they always have an early break. It's impossible to call again. As for Yuan Yuan and Zuo Yin, they are good friends. I was contacted yesterday. They persuaded her to go back. But since that person didn't come to her. What's the point of her going back. So, of course, it was a refusal. Who else is left.
Qin Yafu's brain flashed with inspiration. Unprovoked nervousness. Joy welled up in my heart: could it be him? Did he deliberately choose to reunite with him on the night of the full moon......
Think so. Qin Yafu couldn't lie down anymore. Hurriedly got up and got out of bed. But because his body was unsteady on his feet, he fell to the ground.
No way. If it's him, the call is a must. Maybe. He's on his way here. Seeing that you don't pick up. He'll be in a hurry. If you're in a hurry. Driving is not safe. Gotta hurry
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