When Qin Yafu thought that it might be Lin Zihang's call to herself. I can't help but feel anxious. I don't care about the pain of falling from bed to the floor. Leaning crookedly against the wall, he walked to the dining table and grabbed the phone. Without even thinking about it, I pressed the answer button. Punch out and say, "Hang...... Boat...... Woohoo......"

The rapid choking choked all the thoughts and grievances in his throat.

There was a long silence on the other end of the line. It was Lan Haijun's voice: "Yafu." It's me. You. You're having nightmares. How are you. I. I just wanted to ask you. He. Did I call you? ”

"Oh. Nope. It's fine. I'm fine. A basin of cold water poured over his head. Let Qin Yafu quickly wake up. She wiped tears from her eyes. While secretly laughing at himself. How could he call. It's been more than a month since we were separated. If he wants to come to himself. Do you have to wait until now? It was she herself who said she didn't want him to bother. He really didn't bother anymore.

Qin Yafu covered the microphone with her hand. I want to hide my uncontrollable crying. But it's a small phone. But where can it be done? The sobbing sound still reached Lan Haijun's ears.

Lan Haijun didn't dare to say more. She's very sensitive now. then changed the subject. I told her about the family. There are also some that I have heard recently. The things of the playmates who grew up with them. Coax her to slow down and settle down. to put down the phone.

Listen to the busy sound of "Toot Toot ......" coming from the other end of the phone. Lan Haijun sighed.

The market development department of "Golden Beauty" was established in Harbin. Five young men were sent. There is only one woman, Qin Yafu. Lan Haijun shared a house with the four people. He rented a small room for Qin Yafu alone.

In order to avoid "melon fields and plums". Gossip is out. Qin Yafu's place of residence is some distance from Lan Haijun and them. And even when you get off work late. Qin Yafu also resolutely refused to let Lan Haijun send him again. She said jokingly. I'm going to learn to **. Then rely on people. It is estimated that this life will be wasted.

Lan Haijun knew the scruples in her heart. Not reluctantly. The youngest boy would always be asked to give her away.

Like tonight on this special holiday. People who are away from home are inevitably a little homesick. I wanted to have a drink. Qin Yafu said that she was a little tired. said that he would not participate. Everyone also knows that she is not good at drinking. Just let her go.

Lan Haijun understood. She must have remembered her mind again. I can't bear it. But he didn't dare to come near her again. There are some things that should be buried deep in the heart. It will never see the light of day. But he told all the reasons for that drunkenness. So. Instead, it made two lives together.

As for Qin Yafu, she will eventually stay away from home with Lan Haijun regardless of her choice. Run here. It was purely a helpless move. Because Lan Haijun's can't help it. will lead their husband and wife to be so stiff.

He knows he has a responsibility. Especially when Qin Yafu proposed to him to come to Harbin. He didn't want to take her away. But. but was shocked by her haggardness. Arguably. At that time, Qin Yafu was frightened by Lin Zihang. made her unable to face Lin Zihang calmly. But Lan Haijun was also blinded by resentment. The one he's been protecting since he was a child. Suddenly, one day he was scarred and found him. There is only one request: to take her away from home. How could he say no?

So. To say that Qin Yafu's decision was impulsive. In fact, the Lan Navy is the same. He only hated that he couldn't suffer the next qiē on her behalf.

But. On the second day after Qin Yafu was hospitalized. When Lin Zihang went to deliver him the door key. He still really wants to have a good talk with Lin Zihang. On the one hand, he wanted to explain the previous misunderstanding. He had to sue Lin Zihang. A qiē is all due to his hot-headedness. It's not about Qin Yafu; He also planned to tell Lin Zihang about Qin Yafu's decision. Let Lin Zihang decide what to do with it. It's a pity. Lin Zihang didn't even want to see his face. Just a passing elementary school student brought the key to him.

After Lan Haijun took the key. Look up again. I only saw the tail of Lin Zihang's car that had gone to the dust.

When the appointment order is officially issued. Lan Haijun was ready for Qin Yafu to regret it. He thought clearly. Even if she is reluctant to go to Harbin. He will also try his best to arrange a way back for her.

But it was three o'clock that afternoon. Qin Yafu appeared at the station on time. He knew that she was determined to leave.

But. People always grow. After Qin Yafu became colleagues with Lan Haijun again. It's a very good sense of proportion. Now she. Between the Lan Navy. There is no longer any more ambiguity. She can giggle with other boys. But he would never say more than half a word to Lan Haijun casually. In the eyes of outsiders. They all thought that Qin Yafu was timid. Fear of leadership is used to it. And the truth of the matter. Naturally, it is not something that the few people who have been working at the headquarters can guess.

Tonight. Lan Haijun drank with his colleagues. Hold on until everyone is drunk and delirious. After each went back to his room. He closed the door and called Qin Yafu. He didn't have bad intentions. It doesn't have to be secretly in contact with Qin Yafu. Just because of the afternoon. He found that Qin Yafu's face was extremely ugly. And there was no chance to ask.

Hang up. Qin Yafu sat down on the chair dejectedly. Trembling hands flipped through the missed calls in front of them. Where's the number she carved into the back of her mind?

It's just a completely unfamiliar number. Although I called five times in total. But because I don't know. She didn't dare to dial back. Look at the time. It's almost twelve o'clock. In case it's a harassing call. Thinking of being alone. Cause unnecessary trouble again. Wouldn't it be even worse than the sorrow?

So. She had to give up.

Qin Yafu took the phone. Dizzy, he went back to bed. Although I still feel terrible. But it is not as painful as the heart. Thinking that the man would no longer pay attention to himself. I couldn't help but burst into tears.

She had said that. It's not that she doesn't want him anymore. Just trying to calm down. But where did you think of it? The consequence of calming down is that people don't want her first.

Despite being together. Qin Yafu was also arguing to separate. But at Lin Zihang's insistence. She took it for granted that separation was impossible. Even when she left him in a decisive way. She didn't even think about what life would be like without him.

But. Things in this world. And how can it be because you didn't think about it? It won't happen anymore. The end result was inexorable.

She had to admit it. Despite before. She had always resented those who intervened in their marriages. But what really defeated them was not the disturbance of the outside world. It's the paranoia of the heart. A past that can't be forgiven by each other. Accumulate time and time again. Until the big outbreak. Until there is no way back.

When I first came to Harbin. Qin Yafu would unconsciously search around almost every day. She thought that Lin Zihang would suddenly jump out of some corner. Because he's always been for her. Regardless of the long distance, they rushed over. She thought he would never give up.

But since the bleak Mid-Autumn Festival has passed. Qin Yafu had to face the fact that Lin Zihang really didn't want to see her anymore. Other words. He's really tired. I was so tired that I didn't want to pay for her anymore.

Since then. Qin Yafu had to grit her teeth. Slowly learn to let go. There was no expectation. There was no disappointment. The process was difficult though. But I also survived.

The only thing that would stir her calm heart was the occasional strange phone call in the middle of the night. Numbers are never duplicated. The interval will not be fixed. Even on every festival, I will receive inexplicable blessing text messages. Qin Yafu attributed all of this to one person. Or someone who is unwilling to let her live too peacefully. Or just which pervert. It's okay to have fun with yourself.

In a word. She won't answer calls. She never replied to text messages. It looks like the other party is just entertaining themselves. In fact, it gave her infinite reverie. Let's think it's a thought that has been remembered all along.

It's just that. Experienced. It is inevitable that there will be a lot of insights. Whenever I see an argument between couples on the street. She was eager to go up and persuade them. Cherish the people in front of you. Take advantage of the happiness of being together. Don't let quarrels ruin the deep affection that once existed. Don't wait until you're separated. Not everyone wants to be after you walk away. Still waiting for you in the same place.

Of course. These can only be the thoughts of her heart. After all, this kind of thinking is good. But it really works. It is inevitable that people will mistake him for a madman. Besides, her busy life also made her not have the leisure to take care of other people's affairs.

The market in Harbin is not small. Of course, there is a lot of room for development. However, the manpower and material resources that need to be invested are naturally more.

Lan Haijun advertised a large number of jobs. Lead the crowd to the market. At the same time, it is also necessary to dredge up the relationship with various functional departments.

A year later. At a certain wine table with the laboratory department of the Health Bureau. Qin Yafu actually saw an acquaintance she hadn't seen for many years...... Zhou Yunfan.

Zhou Yunfan was Qin Yafu's classmate. is also the ex-boyfriend of his former good friend Cheng Yu.

Although it is said that the love affair when I was in school belongs to the category of early love. But the feelings at that time were relative to the calculations between adults. After all, it's more simple and real. And he is the first object of the precocious Cheng Yu's heart.

Arguably. Cheng Yu paid a sincere heart for him. The two of them love each other to death. Even the teachers at the school couldn't stop it.

Also outstanding. Two people with flamboyant personalities. Together. It's pleasing to the eye. And with a lot of affection. In the minds of children who don't yet have adult notions. This pair will surely be happy for a lifetime in the future.

It's a pity. A few months after Zhou Yunfan and Cheng Yu got along. Zhou Yunfan transferred to another school. It is said that he moved to another place.

This surprised all the students. Although the child's small arms can't twist the parents' thighs. But this regret really made Cheng Yu languid for a long time. She was at that time. At every turn, he dragged Qin Yafu to the corner of the playground to sit quietly between classes. Sigh: "I can't love anymore." I can't afford to love anymore. ”

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