Qin Yafu listened to Lin Zihang's words, but she blushed and kept silent, but she didn't resist anymore.

Lin Zihang sensed her cooperation, his mood was even more excited, and he couldn't help but kiss her neck, as the wheezing sound aggravated, the hot breath slowly transferred to her earlobes and cheeks, and finally kissed her delicate and seductive red lips......

Qin Yafu was carried to the bed by Lin Zihang, at first she just emotionally enjoyed his warmth all the way, her love was driven by him, her heart beat faster, and she told herself in a daze: I was finally going to be with him, this day would come sooner or later, but I was not very afraid.

It's just that as his kiss deepened, a strange thought suddenly flashed in Qin Yafu's brain, and she shook her head hard, wanting to put that picture aside.

However, the more she tried to escape, the more chaotic her heart became, she couldn't help but tremble slightly, her body gradually stiffened, and she lost her initial joy.

Lin Zihang was originally very pleased with his wife's reaction, he liked the person for so long, and today he is finally going to belong to himself completely, all his enthusiasm is eager to be released, although it is also the first time, but it feels like a matter of course, and it should be able to be satisfied.

However, he soon noticed the change in the person under him, he thought she was scared again, and hurriedly raised his hand to wipe away her tears: "Baby, don't cry, don't be afraid, I won't hurt your ......"

Qin Yafu trembled uncontrollably, and argued incoherently: "No, no, that night, that night in the private room, he ...... He's not your ......."

Lin Zihang's mind was suddenly disturbed: she remembered that incident, what he had been avoiding all avoided, or was remembered by her!

In fact, he himself can't forget the picture of that disgusting person, during this time, he has always repeatedly warned himself that it was all his fault, it was his failure to protect her, so it was good to bear it alone, no matter what, she didn't lose anything after all, she could get by.

This is a self-deceptive thing, and when he faces her, he tries to accept her innocence and beauty; When he is away from her, he tries to only think about the happiness and sweetness before, but the more he deliberately forgets something, the more he will sting the devil in his heart when he dreams back at midnight, and he is also very painful.

He always thought that after tonight, the two of them were completely combined, maybe all the qiē could be turned over, and the beginning of a new life, for her and herself, should be a new beginning, and there should be no more troubles.

However, since that incident, there has been no deep kiss between them, and there is nothing for her to remember. In fact, he knew in his heart that many annoying events were the best excuses, but the most fundamental reason was that he was troubled by a little personal affection, and he also needed to work hard to adapt to the embarrassing scene.

Tonight, he thought that if he let go, he would be able to clear the sky after the rain.

He did a lot of calculations, but he didn't calculate it, she would think of it herself, all the tenderness and sweetness disappeared at this moment, Lin Zihang's heart cooled down, he turned over and lay down to the side a little dejectedly, his eyes did not leave her, just stiffened his face, not knowing what to say.

Qin Yafu looked at him with a clear expression: he really knew!

She looked at Lin Zihang's indifferent expression in a daze, and remembered for the first time that she didn't know him, why he would hide the truth, why he still pretended that nothing had happened, what did he want?

Her heart became more and more cold, saying that men are selfish and can't tolerate his wife's cheating, although he was unconscious that day, but after all, he had intimate behavior with other men, if he vented it loudly, it would be forgivable, but he deliberately pretended to be nothing, what did he want to do?

The more Qin Yafu thought about it, the more uncomfortable she became, the more she thought about it, the more frightened she became, perhaps, he was already disgusted with himself, but he was still embarrassed to bring it up, right?

She shook her head, held back her tears, and said lightly: "Lin Zihang, let's separate!" ”

Lin Zihang never thought that she would remember this incident, so she only cared about calming her mood, and always felt that no matter how she said it, it was all his own business, as a man, no matter whether he was broad-minded enough or not, he would slowly let go of his psychological baggage.

Now, in the face of her sudden awakening, he was a little dazed, but he had no idea to deal with her for a while.

And when she suddenly told the truth, it was inevitable that he would run out of words, and it was precisely this short silence that made Qin Yafu misunderstand his disgust with herself, and angrily threw out cruel words.

As soon as these words came out, in fact, including Qin Yafu herself, they were all stunned, and the two of them were silent for a while.

Lin Zihang thought about it again and again, and then looked at the stubborn Qin Yafu, obviously there were still tears in his eyes, but he bit his lower lip tightly, and tried to stare at himself with an unyielding look with his eyes wide.

He still couldn't bear it, and reached out to hug her.

No, Qin Yafu quickly pulled away his hand, her eyes became more and more cold, and her tone was rigid, without a trace of emotion: "Lin Zihang, I am not worthy of you, I have always been like this......"

She can't go on with what she says later, this is the knot she has been stalking in the bottom of her heart, usually she is always avoiding, not thinking about it, thinking that it doesn't exist zài, in fact, it's just a trick to deceive herself, it will eventually get bigger and bigger, more and more unsolvable, just give up, she sues herself!

Lin Zihang was stunned, and barely squeezed out a smile: "Yafu, what do you say?" Don't talk nonsense. His heart was already beginning to get angry.

"I didn't talk nonsense, Lin Zihang, we are not suitable, we are not suitable in the first place, why force it? Your heart is not comfortable, but you have to force a smile and try to take care of my affection, is it interesting? Qin Yafu said loudly in a mean tone.

Lin Zihang's face was cloudy, and his deep black eyes stared at her: "Qin Yafu, on a good day, what are you thinking about?" He really wanted to open her heart and see why she always had so many thoughts.

The two of them lay quietly on their sides on the bed, and they felt like they were facing each other like a negotiation.

Qin Yafu sneered without showing weakness: "Good day? Are we having a good time? Lin Zihang, don't you feel very tired? So many things have happened, we are all exhausted, but we still have to pretend to smile to comfort each other, why bother?

If it is not suitable, it is not suitable, we have nothing in common, there is no commonality, and there is no need to accommodate each other so much, don't you understand? If we continue like this, we will only hurt each other! ”

Lin Zihang's eyes were about to erupt with fire, and his tone was aggravated: "What do you want?" What accommodates each other? What have we accommodated? ”

Qin Yafu glared at him calmly: "Lin Zihang, don't yell at me, what do you think, maybe I don't know, but I'm tired, from the first day I met you, I've been very tired, and my life has been completely disrupted by you."

At first, you asked me to go to Xin Ran to help me, but I thought he was in your way, and I looked down on him openly and secretly, I know all this, and I believe Xin Ran also knows, but people are better than you, and they don't care about you, that's all, he still has Yuan Yuan!

But what about your cousin? What kind of thing is she? Why do you bully me again and again? Hum! Don't tell me, you stopped her, I can't see it, I don't want to hear it, it's too boring, I got the peach blossom debt I caused, but I used a girl to shirk it, and if you have the ability, you can marry her, so as to save yourself from harming people!

There is also the matter of grandma, your third aunt's aggressiveness, ha! I didn't even know that I was so hot, so many people were remembered, and these people were so blue-eyed because of you, right? ”

Qin Yafu helplessly pulled the corners of her mouth and pulled out a heartless smile: "Lin Zihang, let me go, I'm really tired!" ”

Lin Zihang frowned and listened to her, feeling very uncomfortable and angry, but at the same time, he realized that he had indeed brought her pressure, since the day she got married, she had no time to care about her feelings, and she also wanted to vent her dissatisfaction.

At this time, Lin Zihang still didn't want to turn his face with her, so he took her hand again, wanting to appease her.

Who knew that she resisted so much, and while pulling her hand back hard, she yelled at him hoarsely: "Lin Zihang, if you are a man, let me go!" ”

Lin Zihang was also uncomfortable in his heart, his brows were furrowed deeper and deeper, and he couldn't help but aggravate his tone: "Okay, don't make trouble, you're not ready, I can wait for you a little longer, don't talk nonsense in the future, you can tell me if you're in a bad mood, there's no need to make such a fuss." ”

Qin Yafu heard his impatience, became more and more uncomfortable, suppressed her grief and indignation, and said in despair: "I have made it very clear, I will not mess with you again, we will separate!" Take advantage of the fact that there is nothing now, you only need to go through the divorce procedures, and you don't owe each other, how good! ”

During this time, she worked hard to be a good daughter-in-law, ignoring her mother-in-law's moodiness, and endured unhappiness and ran to her mother-in-law's house, not to ease the relationship between her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law and let everyone live in peace?

However, it seems that it is useless, nothing can be changed, how can I change the fact that I have been humiliated? She felt more and more the pain of falling into a bottomless abyss.

Lin Zihang's eyes were red: "Qin Yafu, you are still finished, I have already made it very clear, I don't care, you don't want to be unreasonable anymore, what else do you want?"

People in the family, we can't force everyone to be satisfied, do you remember that it is not enough for me to protect you? I'm responsible for everything, you just need to be my wife, why do you want to be endless? ”

He watched her suppressed expression become more and more annoyed, and suddenly sat up, put his hands on her sides, and looked directly at her: "What do you want me to do to make you happy?" ”

Qin Yafu looked at him fearlessly, her face was calm, and she even said with some annoyance: "You go away, I don't want to see you again, let's not dwell on these anymore, there is no point." With that, her eyes looked away.

"Qin Yafu," Lin Zihang was a little flustered, what is wrong with this girl? Looks like I'm really annoyed.

He couldn't help but reach out and pinch her chin, forcing her to look at him: "You just said we don't have anything, right?" How can there be nothing? Isn't there any affection between us? The pain in his eyes also infected Qin Yafu.