Qin Yafu looked at Lin Zihang's injured eyes, and tears fell uncontrollably.

She gritted her teeth and said: "It's all your wishful thinking between us, you forced me to be with you from the beginning, forced me to be with you, forced me to marry you, you didn't ask me if I wanted to, Lin Zihang, I'm fed up, I just want to live my own life, a ...... without you."

Qin Yafu was overwhelmed by her inferiority complex, remembering that she had behaved like that with others, and her deep self-blame made her feel that she was not worthy of Lin Zihang, and there were a lot of housework troubles, which made her feel that it was a mistake for the two of them to be together.

Lin Zihang's face turned pale, he admitted that he had never encountered setbacks since he was a child, and there were always countless girls who threw their arms on him, but he never moved his heart until he met Qin Yafu.

However, she has never expressed a strong affection for herself, and she has always taken the initiative to run after her.

Could it be that this qiē is really just her own wishful thinking, is it really because she was forced by herself to marry?

His mind began to get confused, and suddenly a strange question came to mind, and his expression became more and more ugly.

His dark eyes stared straight at her, and he said thoughtfully: "Qin Yafu, let me ask you, if it were someone else chasing you like me, you would also agree, right?"

Actually, you didn't marry me because you loved me, you didn't marry me because you were so gracious, you were embarrassed to refuse, were you?"

His voice grew hoarse, his face stiffened, and the veins on his forehead loomed, as if they were about to burst at any moment.

Qin Yafu's heart suddenly jumped into a ball.Lin Zihang's pressure on her body became heavier and heavier.He seemed to want to suppress his courage to speak with such a momentum.

She gasped nervously, and closed her eyes as hard as she could.

She finally began to realize that today's conversation was all impulsive gibberish.

As for what he said about using so much of his mind on herself, whether she would be moved as well, she really didn't think about it, but, she vaguely felt, that was just a hypothesis, and it shouldn't be taken out more seriously.

So she opened her eyes and said as calmly as she could, "Zihang, let's not talk about this, let's calm down first, I'm a little tired, I want to rest."

She closed her eyes, she didn't look at him, she blamed herself for her impulsiveness today, she thought about the good intentions he had always had for herself, and she really shouldn't have exacerbated the conflict anymore.

But Lin Zihang didn't think so.In his eyes.Her concession was admitting the truth with silence.Obviously, he liked her so much.But she had to be with herself only because she liked her.What kind of logic is this?

He was a little confused, he couldn't figure out what was wrong, he felt that all the good things he had with her were just a vision, out of reach.

He looked at Qin Yafu who didn't care about him under him, and his heart was in turmoil, and he didn't know what to do with her.

The hand holding her chin hadn't let go, and he shook her with some force, trying to get a response, but her eyes were still closed.

He shook his head slightly, the muscles of his face began to twitch slightly, and his eyes showed confusion.

He impulsively lowered his head and kissed her on the mouth, his lips and tongue rampantly pry open her teeth, no longer caring about her feelings.

At the same time, his hands began to tear her clothes hard, and he muttered indistinctly: "Qin Yafu, you don't love me, okay, you can not love me, but you are my woman, you can only be with me, you can only be my woman in the future."

Qin Yafu was frightened.What is Lin Zihang's temper?She has never seen it.He has always been gentle enough with her.Considerate enough.What she doesn't want to do.He has never disobeyed.He has never used force.But now.He is so rude

Qin Yafu felt that the person in her body was like a beast crazy, she pushed him desperately, hit him, kicked him, but to no avail.

She was helpless, disappointed and sad, never thought that she would one day be bullied like Lin Zihang, she gasped and angry, until she finally found that she still had a place to use her strength before she was completely desperate.

Without hesitation, she closed her teeth and bit down harder, the smell of blood spread, the mouths of the two men were filled with a fishy sweet taste, the world seemed to stand still for an instant, and even the air condensed.

Qin Yafu held her breath and closed her eyes again, not daring to look at him until she felt his body slowly stiffening and no longer pressing on her.

She sat up slowly, leaning in, continuing to look at him, gasping for breath quickly and carefully, gritting her teeth for fear of making her teeth crash with a trembling sound.

Lin Zihang's body was suspended in the air, half lying on the bed, looking at her in a daze, as if he had never seen her before, his brows twisted into a big pimple, the disappointment in his eyes pierced into the depths of Qin Yafu's soul, and the wordless anger seemed to be even more thrilling.

Qin Yafu shivered and pulled at the torn clothes, curled up her knees, hugged her legs with both hands, shrunk her body into a ball as much as possible, nestled in the corner, the temperature in the room seemed to drop to freezing, she felt unbearably cold, but she was helpless.

She doesn't know how to describe her mood now, she is afraid, she is afraid of his tough hurt, she regrets, she regrets that she shouldn't be so cruel to him, no matter how she says, this man is a person who loves herself, and even he can endure such things as kissing someone else.

But he shouldn't have told her, he shouldn't have faced himself as ignorant and with pain in her heart.

Speaking of which, in fact, they shouldn't run away from the question, all of them are paying for each other, but they don't want to say it.

Lin Zihang silently looked at Qin Yafu who was shaking into chaff in front of him, and his heart was really uncomfortable. It felt like his heart had been punched and he had sunk into the ice cellar and frozen into ice.

He raised his hand and wiped the corners of his mouth, looked down at the blood on his hands, and his face froze with a crying and laughing expression.

He took a deep breath, stopped looking at her, sat up without saying a word, got out of bed, and walked straight out.

Qin Yafu looked at his lonely figure, and was stunned for a long time, threw herself on the bed, grabbed her hair with both hands, and was in pain, but there were no more tears.

She really didn't know what was going on tonight.she lost everything when she felt good.Obviously, she was more concerned about his innocent perception of herself.How to talk about it.It's not her heart's idea.。

Why did she feel that she was really going to lose him? she was still stubbornly trying to leave him, but when she saw him walk out of the room disappointed, her heart hurt so much that she even had to stop breathing.

She shook her head, looked at the door in disbelief, never saw him come back, and never heard him leave.

Listening to the voice, he just sat outside in the living room and smoked.But.Qin Yafu knew.Lin Zihang hadn't seen him smoke since the day he knew him.He didn't have a habit of smoking.He just took a few puffs when he caught up with his friends and couldn't get rid of it.He didn't finish smoking and threw it away.

But, this time, he smoked a cigarette outside all night, Qin Yafu heard the "snapping" sound of his lighter, and knew that his love was terrible.

She was in a terrible mood, too.She didn't sleep much all night.After squinting in a daze.She would wake up.It was the first time she was so lonely in this big bed.She was so exhausted.She didn't know the meaning of life.I didn't dare to imagine what my life would be like without him......

Finally, it was dawn, Qin Yafu opened her eyes again, knowing that she was in a daze again, and secretly laughed: It's a good thing to fall asleep, and I can think less about sad things for a while.

She rolled over and got out of bed, and came outside with her dizzy head. There were a lot of cigarette butts in the ashtray on the coffee table.

She couldn't help but feel sad, holding on to the door frame, leaning against the door, unable to move for a long time.

At this time, the sound of the glass door of the kitchen being opened came.Qin Yafu looked up and saw Lin Zihang walking out lightly with a bowl of porridge.It turned out that he was cooking.It should be that he was afraid that it would alarm her.So he closed the kitchen door.

Qin Yafu also knew that she didn't have any intention to look for him just now.Staring at a place, she took it for granted that he was gone.Thinking like this, her heart felt a little better.

Just seeing Lin Zihang's expressionless face.Strong self-esteem.She finally concealed the emotion in her heart.Nodding at him expressionlessly.Walked directly to the table and sat down.

Lin Zihang looked at Qin Yafu with red and swollen eyes, he didn't feel good in his heart, he really wanted to give her a smile, but his face was stiff all night, and he didn't wait for him to squeeze out a smile.

Lin Zihang knew that her behavior last night scared her, but she didn't know what to do to make up for it.

Last night, it was the first time that two people had been so straightforward and open, but it was also the first time that they hurt each other so recklessly.

Lin Zihang didn't have the courage to speak, and he didn't have anything to say, so he had to put the porridge bowl in front of her, and turned around and went back to the kitchen.

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