Xintong: "Send her over, and I'll follow with me." ”

Cheng Yun: "You still don't want to go over, I think Jin Shen will deal with it." ”

Xintong: "No, I'm going." ”

She insisted on following her, so that Chengyun couldn't refuse.

The child's crisis does not allow him to waste time on persuading Xintong.

The car sent by Jin Shen had already stopped outside the door, and Chengyun pulled Xintong and took the child into the car together.

The speed of the car was fast, the destination was reached, the handover was successful, and Xintong did not cry during the whole process.

Chengyun was afraid that she wouldn't be able to think about it, so he asked her, "Why are you so quiet?"

Xintong: "You're right, what she needs now is not my heartbreak, what she needs is to live, even if I cry and follow, it will be useless and cause trouble just now,"

Cheng Yun: "You've really grown up. ”

Xintong: "There will always be one thing that makes a person grow up overnight. ”

Xintong thought clearly, her sad child didn't need it, and her reluctance to cry would speed up the passage of her life. She only blames herself for not being with her well when she was born, and she also regrets not letting her know herself sooner.

Xintong: "When will we know the results?"

Cheng Yun: "When we are ready, Jin Shen will inform us that the experiment needs to be debugged, and although the child's situation is in crisis, it can be regarded as temporarily stabilized." ”

Xintong: "Let's go." ”

Cheng Yun: "Okay. ”

The two sat in the car and returned to the accommodation, they lay side by side on the bed, Seongyoon knew that she was not asleep, and asked her.

Cheng Yun: "Are you better?"

Xintong: "Hmm. I am fine. ”

Cheng Yun: "I know you're sad, don't hold it in your heart." ”

Xintong: "But I can't cry anymore, I don't have the strength to shout anymore, I feel tired, but my brain is very clear." ”

This feeling Xintong is very familiar, and the moment she learned that her parents died, she also felt this way, and she knew that she would be like last time, and she would be fine soon.

Chengyun hugged her and whispered in her ear, "You're tired, it's time to sleep." ”

Xintong: "Don't worry, I'm fine, although I'm very sad, but I'll be fine, like before, you know, my parents are also gone, when I lost them, just like I lost my child this time, it hurts so much, but it hurts and it doesn't hurt." ”

Cheng Yun: "You have me now, you don't need to hide your sadness, you can cry uncontrollably in front of me, and I will always be with you." ”

Xintong: "It's useless, isn't it? If I can replace them with this, I will really cry uncontrollably." ”

The appearance of the child reminded Xintong of her family, and the unbridled crying in Chengyun's mouth, she really felt it.

It was when the first earthlings landed in Abula, and the environment on the earth was already terrible, and the air was full of flying dust and gravel, making it impossible for people to leave the house at all.

Along with the bad weather, there is also the frenzied spread of diseases, and the new lung disease virus has even reached the point of being contagious.

The results of the examination were not satisfactory, except for her grandfather, she and Cui Xinning, all the people in the family were infected with the virus.

The most serious of them was her father.

She remembered that the uncle knelt in front of her grandfather and begged him to take them aboard the boat.

"To stay here is to wait for death, good medical equipment and doctors have gone to Abula, and if we stay on earth, it will be a dead end, Dad, don't you like your brother the most?

Many years later, the uncle's original words have been echoing in her ears. She was too young to understand that feeling.

At that time, how the grandfather answered the uncle, Xintong also remembered it very clearly.

"Aqing, your situation has not yet been determined, it's just that time can't wait for someone, and when you get better, we will all be reunited soon. ”

Afterwards, Xintong also asked her grandfather why she didn't bring other people at that time.

Grandpa said that the results of the physical examination must be strictly enforced, and if a contagious body is brought into Abula, it is absolutely unforgivable for normal people to be infected.

Even if the other party is his own child, he can't do this, and he is worthy of this.

Xintong knew that her grandfather was sad, and she stayed by his side, watching him grieve for his family on Earth.

Xintong: "Chengyun, do you know? I also hated grandpa in my heart. I also blame him for why he didn't bring his mom and dad on board. If Mom and Dad were with us, at least Mom wouldn't die. ”

Chengyun knew that it was Xintong's father who was seriously ill, and her mother chose to commit suicide because her husband died and her daughter was not around.

This incident hurt Xintong a lot, and it also caused her sensitive and suspicious personality.

Cheng Yun: "This matter is not the fault of Grandpa Doctor, if I were him, I would do the same as him." If you want to blame it, you can only blame fate for arranging it this way. ”

Xintong knows that what Chengyun said is right, she will be able to look at this matter fairly and objectively when she grows up, grandpa's choice is right, to be precise, grandpa is powerless like everyone else in this matter, he can only submit to authority like other children in that story.

Didn't you do the same thing as him?

Chengyun held Xintong's hand and put it to his lips, he said, "Don't be sad, although your relatives are gone, you still have me." ”

Some people say that when people die, they will be like seeing a marquee, and everything that has been done before will flash back in front of their eyes.

And now Xintong thinks about leaving her relatives, and it is like watching a marquee. Dad's face, mother's face, child's face, and once his own face flashed in front of his eyes one by one.

Xintong: "I'm not sad, in a sense, I'm also dead, and our family has really achieved a reunion, hasn't it?"

Cheng Yun: "Don't pretend to be strong, you are still alive, you are not dead." The death of the body is only the most superficial understanding, and the death of the spirit is the real extinction. ”

Xintong was speechless, in fact, she really couldn't pretend anymore, she didn't want her negative pessimism to affect others, in fact, she didn't know how to share her joys, sorrows and sorrows with someone all the time.

The days of two people together are not short, but there has never been such a day and night companionship like this in the past. Xintong is an emotionally independent person, she hopes to bring good emotions to others, and she can digest bad emotions by herself.

The smart Chengyun saw Xintong's thoughts, and she also knew that she had been suppressing herself. Chengyun: "When people encounter sad things, everyone always advises them not to cry, and then even the sad person feels that he shouldn't cry, in fact, crying is just a way to vent, it doesn't mean anything in itself, just like when we get angry and drop things." ”