Xintong remembered that Chengyun hadn't said anything about his deal with Jin Shen, and hurriedly asked: "What's the matter with you and Jin Shen? How could he agree to give me the child, his attitude was very resolute before, and I thought that things must not be as simple as I imagined." ”

"I agreed to assist him in the brainwave relay experiment, after all, I was the first experienced **test subject. ”

Xintong thought that Chengyun must have told Jin Shen about his previous experience, and Jin Shen would definitely understand his value out of consideration for the experiment. As for his death after the connection, the reason why Jin Shen didn't recruit her was entirely because he had greater ambitions for this experiment.

The fact that the EEG program can only be used on dying people obviously cannot meet Jin Shen's vision, and he prefers that the EEG program can serve living humans.

Xintong: "You are the person who has personally experienced the brainwave connection procedure, he just needs you, with your help to conduct the brainwave connection experiment on him, it will definitely get twice the result with half the effort, he can't refuse you, he is essentially an experimentaholic." ”

"Such a person is destined not to be understood by others." Luckily, he was firm enough to understand himself. ”

Xintong knew why Chengyun said this, it all stemmed from Jin Shen's performance, and he had no guilt at all about all this. He felt guilty about himself and his children, and he simply felt indebted.

Xintong: "Yes, a strange person like him, if he can't understand himself, he will definitely get depression." ”

If you have your own understanding, at least you won't be unable to think about it.

Xintong tells Chengyun a story about a teacher and a group of students, and the teacher takes the students to the garden to identify flowers and plants. It's just that he's a half-ass, and the rose and the carnation can't tell the difference between it. There are two students who are clearly distinguished, one is hindered by the authority of the teacher and thinks that he is wrong, and he is cared for by the teacher and loved by his classmates. And the other person, because of his insistence, ended up being isolated by everyone, thinking that he was a weirdo.

This weirdo went back to his mother, who knew that he was not wrong, but did not affirm him, but was angry about his confrontation with the teacher and taught him a lesson, and his father did not ask whether it was right or wrong, and took him directly to school and asked him to apologize to everyone.

Finally, the strange man jumped from the roof of the school.

After Xintong told Chengyun the story, she told him, "The first person in this story is me, and that weirdo is my classmate. ”

In Xiao Xintong's memory, her best playmate Xiao Cheng allowed her to leave, and her parents also died one after another. She originally thought that she was the worst person in the world, but the appearance of that classmate refreshed her understanding of the word "miserable".

It turns out that she is not the worst, it turns out that the tragedies in the world are staged in front of everyone in various weird ways every moment. Some of them are incomprehensible, but they are real.

didn't give Cheng Yun time to ask, and soon the medical robot was in place. They brought some medical equipment for the baby, and Xintong also handed the child into their hands.

Cheng Yun: "Go and rest for a while, I will take care of the child." ”

Xintong is really tired, and she has experienced from birth to death at the end of this day.

Of course, this life to death refers to her heart, and she has to bear the sadness that the child may die at any time while she accepts that she has a child. Now she is physically and mentally exhausted.

Xintong: "I don't want to sleep, I still want to accompany her." I was tired, but I was afraid that when I opened my eyes again, I would never see her again. ”

If she could, Xintong would never say this, because God decided that she was a crow's mouth.

The child's condition was very bad, and when Xintong couldn't stand it and was about to fall asleep, there was a sudden situation and her life was in danger. Although Xintong didn't leave, she couldn't help anything at this time.

On the contrary, her existence has added a lot of trouble, because Chengyun was tripped by her and had to hug her tightly for fear that she would affect the rescue.

Chengyun tightened his arms again and said to the restless Xintong: "Don't be like this, it's useless for you to be so excited now." ”

Xintong: "Let me in, I want to watch her, I haven't taken good care of her." ”

Cheng Yun: "I know your feelings, but now I regret yourself, you regret that you didn't give her enough love, but she is still a child, and she doesn't know your feelings, she doesn't need your feelings now, she just needs to live well." ”

Chengyun is right, she doesn't even know who she is, even if she watches her die, she won't have a feeling of no regrets.

I really didn't use her at all, and I couldn't even comfort her at the end.

Xintong: "I know, I will be obedient and will not be impulsive anymore." ”

Chengyun let go of her, straightened her messy hair, and let her lean on herself, accompanying her to wait quietly for the result.

The child was too young to undergo complicated surgery, so the wait was not long.

Cheng Yun: "The doctor is out, let's find out the situation first." ”

Xintong couldn't hear the sounds around her after seeing the doctor wave her hand, she was from Abula, and she understood what the doctor meant. He didn't speak, he just used gestures to say, the child will not be saved, let's prepare for her.

Feeling weak, she sat down on the floor, staring blankly at the tears streaming from the floor.

She knew that it was Chengyun who picked her up, and she asked, "Is the child really hopeless?" I don't believe it, I don't believe God did this to me. ”

Cheng Yun: "It's not the last moment yet, you can't give up, I will send the child to the man-machine laboratory to make the last effort." ”

Xintong: "Human-machine laboratory? Is it the B plan in Jin Shen's mouth?"

Cheng Yun: "Yes, it's the B plan he mentioned to you, you know that the experiment is risky, so no matter what happens, I hope you can accept it calmly." Promise me? ”

In the end, she took this step, the child is so young, she will largely die in this experiment. In the end, the date of this death is still up to you.

At the beginning, she swore that she would not take the child's life at will, and when there was no way out, she knew that it was a comfort to be an executioner.

At the very least, there is still a glimmer of life.

Xintong: "What is the success rate?"

Cheng Yun didn't want to hide it from him, so he chose to tell the truth: "25%".

Xintong's tears had dried up, her eyes were unusually sour, and she knew that her heart was also dried with her tears at this time, leaving only an empty body.