Chapter 259: A Spectator of the World
"How long has it been since you opened your mind and laughed wildly? How long have you not put down your mask and cried? Have you become more and more like a spectator, and you have become less and less like a spectator, less and less as a real experience, but a scene in a movie, a daily life in a certain book......
On TV, in a third-rate emotional program, the host read such a confession, but Zhang Wei, who was sitting on the sofa, was stunned and completely distracted.
This is an emotional communication program whose ratings are basically up to standard, most of the audience are middle-aged and elderly women, and the recitation of this show often always carries the sense of youth in the seventies and eighties, which can make middle-aged and elderly women recall that "eventful years".
Zhang Wei found this show by accident, of course he didn't have the same taste as the aunts, but the words that the host said just now inadvertently hit a certain string in his heart, a string that has not vibrated for a long time.
Yes, since the resurrection, he has become more and more indifferent, more and more cold, more and more alienated from this world—not only does he not love it, nor does he hate it, but he is outright "ruthless".
He became a "bystander", a "spectator", and a completely distracted "spectator".
As his own power grew, as he experienced more and more bizarre events, his senses of the world became more and more blurred and unreal.
Perhaps, from the moment he came out of the joy and confusion of his resurrection, he had subconsciously drawn an obvious gap between this world and the world before his resurrection.
Instinctively, he felt that he didn't belong here, and that one day, he would leave here. No one told him about this conclusion, nor any evidence of this trend, it was just a feeling that popped up of nowhere in his subconscious.
"Why? Why did you become like this? Do you remember? When you were young, you would laugh out loud whenever you played happily with your friends after school, when your mother promised you a game console to improve your test scores, you would study hard and live a fulfilling life, and when your beloved toys were snatched away, you would rebel and cry...... Why you laughed, why you cried, do you remember?" the TV host continued.
"You remember, you often think of these reasons, but you stop laughing, you stop weeping, because you no longer feel that there is anything to be sad and happy about these reasons, you only think they are very childish. The host pushed his glasses and continued.
Zhang Wei listened attentively, but didn't realize why there were no guests on this emotional show today, why did he chat for a long time, and why he didn't get to the point, and ...... Why is the hostess on the side like a puppet, smiling and motionless the whole time.
Also, the station logo on the microphone is printed with an inconspicuous red lotus.
"You have become a spectator, no sorrow or joy, whether you are a small employee of the company, or a worker in the workshop, whether you are a student with mediocre grades, or a gnawing old man who eats and waits for death, you just repeat the same routine every day, so numb that you can only rely on entertainment gossip and stimulating news to make your nerves flutter a little, but that's all. ”
"Why? Why can you only say in your heart, 'What's the use of giving birth to me, you can't laugh?' What's the use of destroying me, not reducing arrogance'? The boring world and the boring self make you even more bored, and from Monday to the weekend, you do the most thing is nothing but 'passing the time', am I right?"
"I don't know what your answer is, but I'm going to tell you my answer today for you to refer to. The host looked at the camera and seemed to be looking at Zhang Wei through the screen, smiling meaningfully.
"Because of you, there is no pursuit, no goal!"
"A person who does not know what he wants, who does not know what he should pursue, even if he lives, even if he is as powerful as a god, is a dead thing, because his life is meaningless and worthless. ”
Zhang Wei's pupils shrank suddenly, and the air around him seemed to freeze.
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Ying Long cowered and coiled on the leg of Zhang Wei's coffee table, it had been here for a while.
It calls itself "Lord Qinglong", and naturally does not dare to snort in front of Zhang Wei, the master, in response to the old saying - "Here, if it is a dragon, you will coil it for me, and if it is a tiger, you will lie on my stomach for me." ”
Before, it was guarding Qingzhou Ding on the Indian Ocean, and suddenly a messenger announced in the sky over the Indian Ocean that it had come to "meet" its master, as if the Jade Emperor had sent someone to summon him, but it didn't dare to criticize it, and it didn't think that Zhang Wei was pretending to be too forced, but it was just worried in his heart - if there was nothing big, Zhang Wei wanted to tell it something, as long as a divine thought conveyed it, there was no need to behave like this, it must be that he had done something wrong, so he was so "aggressive".
Trembling, it flew from the Indian Ocean to the deep blue city, and in order to reach it as quickly as possible along the way, it could be regarded as using the strength of milk.
Its body is already pure energy, it can be said to be a mixture of thunder and lightning and divine power and plasma, and its magical powers are almost all related to thunder and lightning, so when it comes to Huaguo, it is naturally "a little light and sparks all the way" - theoretically, the propagation speed of electricity is the same as the speed of light, it is a divine beast of the lightning system, and it can naturally move at a speed close to the speed of light.
In fact, it ran from the Indian Ocean to the deep blue city, and it arrived in an instant, and the reason why it thundered for more than ten minutes was because in order to provide its moving channel, the air molecules in the atmosphere along the way collided and rubbed against each other violently, generating currents, and these currents converged to produce a "current channel", so that it could come over so quickly.
So, it's not just Deep Blue City that can hear the thunder, but people from all the countries along the way from the Indian Ocean to Deep Blue City can hear it.
After arriving in Deep Blue City, it followed the messenger into the folding space where Zhang Wei was, and has been until now.
However, since it entered here, Zhang Wei didn't scold it much, didn't even talk to it, just watched the program on the TV in a daze.
Ying Long doesn't know what's interesting about this show, from beginning to end, he is a sissy male host with glasses, who is gossiping about people's emotional history, and the team of couples invited is also all kinds of revelations, and he can't wait to tell what color underwear his object wears every day.
Obviously, Ying Long didn't hear the host's tirade.
However, it is indeed the same TV as Zhang Wei, this is Zhang Wei's folding space, and there is also Xiao Ji, it is impossible for anyone, such as hackers or something, what can they do.
So, why do they see the same show, the same host, but the content is completely different?