Chapter 620: Whose Heart Demon
Lin Zihang was bitten by Qin Yafu's tongue, a fishy and salty smell stimulated his dizzy mind to become more and more confused, he opened her face with one hand, lowered his head and gnawed at her neck fiercely, and complained vaguely: "Are you so dissatisfied with me, how can our life be so difficult?"
"Zihang, please, please don't be like this, let's talk well, tonight's matter is not so strict, it's that you think too much" Qin Yafu just acted angrily for a while, and after biting him, she still regretted it, and it was only a few days away, she really didn't want any more accidents.
It stands to reason that the two of them have been together for so long, and every happy and warm moment has made Lin Zihang nostalgic, of course, he has long been familiar with it, as long as Qin Yafu relaxes a little, she should be able to resolve Lin Zihang's resentment, but the problem is that she can't accept this kind of violation, the experience has hurt her to flee regardless of it, and now in her opinion, it is simply a nightmare again, her nerves are tense, her breathing is short, and she has been frightened.
But Lin Zihang has already started to go crazy, he was already tied to the knot in his heart, because Ye Qing's diary was enlarged, and then added to the wine table, Lan Haijun has been looking at himself with mockery, and after he was drunk, he also deliberately expressed his reluctance to show his love for Qin Yafu, which made him extremely uncomfortable, that man was the best at disguise, every word he said, hearing Qin Yafu's ears was warm, and in his opinion, it was clearly intentional.
"Why can't you see his evil heart Qin Yafu, are you really innocent, or are you so stupid that you don't distinguish between right and wrong?"
Lin Zihang's questioning voice was loud, and the range of action was also large, he had no scruples, arrogant and rude, he returned to the chaotic state of five years ago, he couldn't help but want to vent, but that sense of powerlessness came up again: when he accumulated too much resentment in his heart, he couldn't vent it happily, a love, as long as it wasn't pleasant, he couldn't be comfortable, but he was uncomfortable, so he was even more crazy.
And the people under him didn't even have the anger of the year, only begging: "Zihang, don't be, please, don't do this, let's"
"You are mine, I only want you, don't you understand, why resist me" Lin Zihang's heart was also uncomfortable, this feeling of being stuck in his throat was really uncomfortable, but he couldn't stop, he could only choose a wilder way, gnawing hard, exercising hard, tightly combined, no matter how difficult it was, he had to finish it
"Well, baby" When Lin Zihang finally let out a long breath, he pressed his face to his wife and felt the cold tears, and he seemed to be sober.
"Yafu" Lin Zihang stretched out his hand to turn on the bed lamp, only to see Qin Yafu looking at him with teary eyes, his body trembled slightly, his face was pale, and he couldn't even see his anger, especially behind her right ear to her neck, two shocking tooth marks, faintly oozing blood, clearly bite marks, yes, he didn't suck at all just now, but bit her twice, he did have a problem with biting her, when the two of them had an awkward quarrel before, he bit her shoulder, but this time it fell on her neck.
"Me"
"Slap" A crisp slap fell on Lin Zihang's face, but it was he who hit himself.
"Yafu, I'm sorry, I'm not human, I'm Yafu, Yafu, are you talking well" Lin Zihang was really afraid that she would go back to five years ago, at that time he had already hurt her once because he was not calm, and he never thought that after five years of repentance, he would hurt her again against her mind.
"Yafu" Lin Zihang lowered his head and kissed away the tears on her cheeks, "You speak, are you talking well, I made a mistake again today, I shouldn't, I don't know what's wrong" He buried his head in Ye's chest and began to cry with her.
"Zihang," Qin Yafu finally spoke, and her voice was not as hoarse as it was back then, "I promised you that I would be good with you, why do you have so many suspicions?"
"Because, because I don't believe in Lan" Lin Zihang's words were halfway through, but he couldn't go on, how could he not understand in his heart, the days were with her, why should he be obsessed with outsiders
"But, Yafu, I just don't want to see him, when I see him, I'm in a bad mood, I've restrained myself from ignoring him for a while, but why does he appear between you and me again" Lin Zihang was full of grievances.
"He has always saved zài, but what does his save zài have to do with you, why do you always hold him and don't let go" Qin Yafu asked calmly, her heart was numb, and she didn't even bother to have any more pain.
"Yafu, am I sick, why can't I hear his news so much, for example, today, after hearing Ye Qing's diary, my anger can't be suppressed, I can't imagine why a person's scheming is so heavy, so heavy that he can use anyone and anything to achieve his goals"
"Zihang," Qin Yafu interrupted him, her voice soft, "I don't know if we have a disease in our hearts, but I know that there is indeed a problem with your thoughts, I told you, what he does has nothing to do with me, and he is about to give birth to a child, how stupid are you still so obsessed."
"It's because I'm too stupid" Lin Zihang's tears fell again, "How can I be used by him like this"
Lin Zihang sighed as if talking to himself: "Actually, he is using my love for you to hurt you."
Qin Yafu heard that this man was still obsessed, and he was still resentful of Lan Haijun, her heart became more and more sad, she was too lazy to say anything more, and wanted to turn over and not look at him, but she found that her body was in pain, she didn't want to think about the violence he had just inflicted on her, but she was afraid to come and go, but she still couldn't escape his slander again.
"Japhe, I know it's wrong, I'm going to do it later"
"Let's not talk about it, let's sleep." Qin Yafu closed her eyes, she didn't know what would happen in the future, she had been determined for so many years, after being happy, she was still sad, why she couldn't figure it out.
"Okay, don't talk about it, don't talk about it" Lin Zihang's lips pressed against her face, feeling cold to the bone, knowing that the mistake had been made again, but there was nothing he could do.
In silence, time passed slowly, I don't know how long it was, Qin Yafu's body was still stiff, listening to her light breathing, Lin Zihang also knew that she hadn't fallen asleep.
"Yafu, don't you go" Lin Zihang couldn't help but say the old words again.
"Where to go" Qin Yafu's voice was full of despair, she had now lost confidence in the word "go", although the end of the world was far away, but there was nowhere for her to go, she didn't know where she could go to escape the harm
She loves him, from beginning to end, this man is the only person she loves in her life, but he is the only person she hates to the bone, yes, she hates him now, hates his stupidity, hates his arrogance.
Because of an overly persistent love, because of a selfish love, he dominates her, but he doesn't trust her, and is suspicious of others for no reason, which may be a common disease of men, but it is also a weapon to stifle their feelings.
This murder weapon was once controlled by Ye Qing, which caused them to hurt their muscles and bones again and again, and now it is even more pathetic, it was actually transferred to Lin Zihang's own hands, he escalated his suspicions, and looked at every man around him with colored glasses.
This feeling is really bad, for the injury just now, Qin Yafu can bear it, the physical pain will eventually pass, but mentally, he has pulled back the nightmare from many years ago, does he love her or harm her when he does this
In her subconscious, she knew it was a dream, but she didn't want to open her eyes anymore, because she didn't believe in reality now, or reality was not better than in dreams.
The next morning, Lin Zihang got up early, and when he came downstairs, he saw his mother sitting on the sofa.
"Morning, Mom" Lin Zihang had no reason to be weak-hearted, and after saying hello cautiously, he was about to leave.
"What do you want to do when you get up so early" Lin Mu's voice was not loud, but it was full of majesty, with her plain and gentle temperament, this situation was relatively rare.
"It's nothing, I want to warm up a glass of milk," Lin Zihang replied quite naturally.
"Is it for Japhery?"
There was something indescribable in Lin Mu's eyes, which made Lin Zihang more and more awkward, and he nodded unnaturally: "Yes, last night, she didn't eat anything with me, I"
"Drinking milk on an empty stomach is not good for the stomach, you might as well make some porridge for her" Lin Mu looked serious.
"Well, too, then I'll go now"
"Your Aunt Zhou is already doing it, do you still need it" Mother Lin looked at her son with a smile.
"Oh, hehe, I forgot, in Mom's place, I can be lazy, then, then I'll go up first" Lin Zihang scratched his head with a smile, and raised his feet to slip away.
"What are you doing up there" Lin Mu's voice finally cooled down.
"I" Lin Zihang had already realized that his mother's tone was not good, and he wanted to escape, but when he heard his mother ask so directly, he had to stop and smile awkwardly, "Don't do it, I haven't washed yet, I'll go"
"Come in with me" Lin Mu couldn't stand it anymore, turned around and left.
Lin Zihang hesitated, he had never dared to play tricks in front of his mother, so he obediently followed.
The mother and son entered the room where Lin Ziyao came to live next to them, and saw the thousands of paper cranes on the wall, Lin Zihang's heart was even more empty, three days ago on the night, this house was still lively, Qin Yafu was wearing a beautiful cheongsam and smiling in front of everyone, but in a blink of an eye, he hurt her again
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