When the paramedics pushed the carte to my side, my abdominal pain was beyond my limit, to the point where I could not restrain myself, I finally started yelling regardless of my image, and at the same time, my body was suddenly in a state of loss of control, rolling back and forth on the bed, and I was now looking the same as the woman I saw when I first entered the ward. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info I had laughed at the woman in my heart before, I thought she was too squeamish, but now it seems that I am not strong compared to her, and my screams are even higher and worse, but I don't swear in my mouth.

As I struggled and screamed, the medical staff asked Lu Tao to help me take off all my clothes, and then they lifted me onto the push-pull bed, pulled a quilt over my naked body, and then a large group of people pushed me to the operating room. As the escort team marched through the middle of the corridor, another group of people rushed past us with a pregnant woman, and at that moment, an accident happened, and in the confusion, my quilt was squeezed to the ground, and I was immediately completely exposed to everyone.

"Quilt! quilt! quilt is off!"

I shouted to the medical staff beside me, and at the same time raised my head vigilantly and scanned the surroundings for fear that others would see my embarrassing appearance, but as I feared, more than a dozen pairs of eyes were already looking at me: some people just glanced at me quickly, and then quickly turned their faces and looked in the other direction, in order to show their good and elegant to the people around them. In fact, all the scenes have been swept into their eyes. Others looked at me intently with a natural bare gaze, with all kinds of expressions on their faces, some snickering, some surprised, some greedy. After a nurse unhurriedly picked up the quilt that had fallen on the ground and put it back on my body, they continued to push me forward, and there was no apology on everyone's faces, as if in their opinion, such a thing was inevitable, not surprising, and there was no need to blame. Even Lu Tao didn't react much to this matter, as if he could understand it very well, his eyes seemed to tell me: This is in the hospital.

I really didn't think that one day I would be naked like an animal in front of others, and I couldn't do anything about it. I never thought that giving birth to a child would be such a process, and it was actually a thing that was carried out in full view. And when I actually entered the operating room, I became a lamb to the slaughter, at the mercy of others, with no privacy.

As soon as I entered the operating room, the doctor removed the quilt from my body and surrounded me in the name of medicine, doing all sorts of things on me as if I were a work to be carved or an object to be repaired. Although I felt a little uncomfortable, I had no choice but to reluctantly accept the doctor's arrangement. The medical staff who sent me here had already withdrawn, and there was already another group of medical staff waiting for me in the operating room, and I had no choice but to choose that half of them were male doctors! In fact, I didn't think too much about it, because the violent contractions still made me scream and roll, and I didn't care about any shyness and embarrassment. After a while, my body began to tremble, and my teeth collided uncontrollably, because it was so cold in the operating room, like a freezer! I don't know if it was because of the low temperature in winter, or because the operating room was limited to a cold place to maintain a sterile environment, or because I was shivering because of my inner fear. It was the first time in my life that I had a baby, and it was also the first time I went to the operating room, and the scene was really beyond my imagination. The colorless operating rooms and the white-clad doctors bring only despair and fear! I wonder why the operating rooms are not decorated in warm colors? Regardless of the psychological feelings of the patients?

"Don't move, start the anesthetic!"

At this time, in a state of panic and curiosity, I heard the first order from the doctor, and then I felt the fingers of an anesthesiologist gently pressing down my lumbar spine, and I guessed that he was probing the appropriate anesthetic point on my body. I didn't care about the doctor's words, I still tossed back and forth in bed, and in the end, the doctors had to press my limbs with all their strength to get the anesthesiologist to anesthetize me for the trip.

The effect of the anesthetic quickly took effect, and I began to lose sensation in my lower limbs and the feeling of abdominal pain slowly disappeared. After more than ten minutes, I felt like I had become a half-man, because I couldn't feel my legs there at all, as if my lower body instantly turned into air and didn't exist. I subconsciously touched my leg with my hand to make sure that I was still an able-bodied person.

"Do you feel in your legs now?" the anesthesiologist asked me.

"Oh, no!" I said.

"I'm wiping your legs with an alcohol swab, don't you feel it?" the doctor asked again.

"I can't feel it!" I replied in the affirmative.

"What about here?"

"I don't feel it. ”

"Here. ”

"No, I don't feel anything. ”

After the anesthesiologist was sure that the anesthesia administered to me was successful, he said to the surgeon:

"It's time to go under the knife. ”

Next, there was the sound of a series of cold, crisp surgical instruments hitting each other, which immediately made me nervous again. Although I didn't feel pain during the operation, I was still very scared in my heart, after all, it was the first time I had grown so big that I had entered the operating room, and you wanted to cut the human body alive with a knife and then suture it with threads.

"Ahh

Actually, I didn't understand the female doctor's words, and I didn't know what was going on, I just looked at the group of people in white who were busy around me for some reason.

"What should I do?"

They started discussing.

"If you put your foot in and pull it out of the incision, the incision may become infected, and the skin will not heal. ”

"What then?"

"No need to open the knife, dispose of it. ”

In the end, the attending physician decided on a solution that did not require surgery. I was puzzled, but I couldn't do anything now, so I had to wait.

After a while, I saw a nurse passing over my head with a baby in both hands, and my eyes followed the baby in the nurse's hand, watching and waiting. Could something be wrong? Why didn't the child make a sound? My heart started beating wildly, and I always felt that something was wrong. Just when I was extremely worried, I saw the nurse holding the baby in her hand and rinsing it on the hose, then clamping the baby's two little feet with one hand, lifting the baby upside down, and gently patting the baby's back with the other hand.

"Congratulations, you've given birth to a son!" a female doctor in her fifties said to me with a grin.

"Son?" I asked, surprised.

"Yes, seven pounds and two taels, big fat boy. Another doctor said.

"Is it a son or not a daughter?" I asked again, incredulously.

"What, you don't like your son?" said a male doctor.

"No, no, I like both sons and daughters!" I asked no more, for my surprise had turned to joy.

In this way, I gave birth to a son without surgery under anesthesia! Both the process of childbirth and the gender of the child surprised me. It turned out that the old Chinese medicine doctor who gave me the pulse to predict the fetal gas was wrong, and everyone else was wrong, and I was not pregnant with my daughter!

When I got back to the ward, I could look at my son up close: he had thick black hair, so the doctor said he was full-term, definitely not premature, and that I had misremembered the date of pregnancy. I don't know if I remembered wrong, or if the baby was born early due to an accidental fall the day before, anyway, I'm a mother now! He has a straight and beautiful little nose, but his lips and eyes are a little swollen, and the doctor said that this is because during the operation, when his little feet kicked out of my body, the doctor put his hand against his foot in order to decide whether it was a caesarean section or a natural birth, and did not let him come out temporarily, causing him a transient lack of oxygen, and causing his face to swell. However, the doctor said that the swelling would go away the next day. Although I was a little worried that the transient lack of oxygen would affect my child's intelligence and body, I could only trust the doctor's words and wait for observation.

My son stopped crying, holding a small fist in his mouth and sucking it non-stop, and a pair of clear and bright eyes were watching this new world. I don't know what he's thinking, whether he likes to be in the world, whether he knows where he's been or if he knows his mom is right next to me. I don't know anything about him now. All I know is that when I look at him, I feel unusually peaceful in my heart, and all distractions disappear in an instant. The pent-up emotions that had been brought on me by my marriage for a long time were temporarily relieved at this moment, and I suddenly felt that anything unpleasant was not worth thinking about, because I had a son, and I had to focus on this little guy and not anything else. Now for me, nothing is more important than my little darling.

"Hello, baby, welcome!" I whispered to the baby inwardly, "I love you, I'll take care of you!" I leaned over him, silently promising him.

The time when the child was born was eight o'clock in the morning, when the sun was rising, Lu Tao asked the doctor to write the name Lu Chenyang on the child's birth certificate. I don't know if Lu Chenyang's name was given to the child by Lu Tao in advance, or temporarily, because before this, he had never discussed with me about naming the child. Every day, I carry a thick book of words in my hand, constantly searching for my favorite words, and giving my children nearly 100 names before and after. Most of the names I give my children are girls, and now I don't seem to use them.

"Yangyang, how are you, I'm your father!" Lu Tao was also talking to his son with a smile on the side, and it was the first time in a long time that I had seen him smile so comfortingly.

I stretched out a finger, took Yang Yang's hand, and kissed his forehead lightly, looking at him, I felt so satisfied! I don't feel lonely and lonely at all now, I believe that he will soon grow into a man, and will protect me in turn. In the future, I can love him with all my heart, love him without thinking, unlike others, not you can love casually, or people do not accept your love casually, but my son is different, we are born flesh and blood!

While I was basking in the joy of being a first-time mother, a wheelchair was pushed in by a nurse from outside the room, and I saw that it was the woman who was in the same room as me. Since my eyes barely left Yangyang's face after I returned from the operating room, I didn't even notice that this woman and her husband were not in the room at the time, and it was only when I saw her being sent back that I remembered their presence. But the woman's appearance now is very different from when I first saw her when I first entered the ward: she no longer cried, but became very quiet, so quiet that she didn't even blink her eyes, no, it was as if she froze, motionless. When the nurse pushed her to the bedside, she still didn't respond, as if a magician had enchanted her and was fixed there. Her husband, who was following her, came over and picked her up and put her on the bed. After going to bed, she lay there in the same position as her husband put her down, as if she had lost consciousness. After the nurse left, her husband sat on a chair next to him, his eyes open, but he didn't look at anything, didn't say a word, and didn't move. Something must have happened, but neither Lu Tao nor I dared to ask.

After a while, Lu Tao went downstairs to the tea stove room to fetch two pots of boiling water, and after he poured a glass of water for me, he asked the man who was still there by the way:

"Drink water?"

As if he had been suddenly woken up from his sleep, the man stammered and replied, "Ahh Then he stopped talking.

At noon, when Lu Tao went to the stove room to eat, he made four servings and bought the food of the two couples, probably Lu Tao had guessed that it was impossible for the couple who had become "wax figures" to go downstairs to eat. When Lu Tao brought the steaming rice to the man and woman, the steaming heat seemed to revive the couple again, first the man sighed, and then the woman cried in a long voice, and the way she cried was completely different from her previous yelling. If she used to cry because she couldn't stand the pain of the flesh, then now her long, sad and extremely feminine crying must be because she has suffered a great blow in her heart. Seeing this scene, Lu Tao and I couldn't care about our baby son, and we both stared at the couple in front of us. We still don't dare to ask anything, and we don't know where to start.

"Let's eat first, the food is cold. Lu Tao could only say this.

The man shook his head and didn't move his chopsticks, and the woman never got out of bed. I didn't dare to speak out during the meal, for fear of aggravating the couple's sadness. Halfway through a bowl of noodles, the man finally spoke:

"It's already the third one, and it's all umbilical cords around the neck. The man raised three fingers as he said this.

When I heard the words "umbilical cord around my neck", I didn't think much about it and asked, "Born?"

Unexpectedly, the man held his head in his hands, buried his head in his knees, and said sadly: "Dead!"

"What, what's dead?" asked Lu Tao, who had not understood our conversation on the side.

The man didn't answer, and the woman's cry became louder and she began to beat her chest. By this time I had understood what was happening, and I looked at the woman's stomach again, and it was indeed deflated.

"Since the first two are like that, why not choose a C-section?" I asked, puzzled.

"Before giving birth, the fetal position and fetal shape were normal, and besides, the doctor didn't recommend a caesarean section?" the man said.

I was speechless, this is the way it is, the pregnant woman in front of me, who had twice given birth to a stillborn baby due to the umbilical cord around her neck, once again strangled the child in the birth canal for the same reason, and I, the person who was pushed into the operating room at the beginning and given anesthetic, finally gave birth without surgery. A woman's birth cannot but be said to be the most dangerous thing in a woman's life, whether happy or sad.

In the afternoon, when the couple left the hospital, they were going to give me the little clothes and bedding they had prepared for the child, and I didn't want to live or die, because I was afraid that when I saw these little clothes, I would think of the three little lives that should not have been lost.

After the couple left, my mother-in-law came to the hospital, and as soon as I entered the ward door, she greeted me:

"How's it going, right?"

"It went more smoothly than anyone else, and I gave birth to the child before I knew it. Before I could answer, Lu Tao answered first, as soon as he saw his mother, he became a seven- or eight-year-old elementary school student, always wanting to answer questions first, as if he especially wanted to be praised.

"Unaware?" the mother-in-law apparently didn't understand.

She was given anesthetic and prepared to have a caesarean section, but the baby was born before the operation was performed. Lu Tao replied again.

My mother-in-law was stunned for a moment, and then she showed a sudden realization, and said to me with an exaggerated expression: "This is all the Bodhisattva blessing you! You don't know, I have been at home all morning begging Guanyin Bodhisattva to bless your mother and son with the safety of your mother and son, and I have burned 12 long incense sticks and lit 12 oil lamps for you. But you gave birth to a child without pain, it seems that my incense is not burned in vain!"

Listening to my mother-in-law's words, it seems that my successful birth is all due to her burning incense and praying for me, and it has nothing to do with the doctor! In the past year since I got married, I have long been accustomed to the deductive mother-in-law in front of me, and she always shows how tolerant and charitable she is to me in front of Lu Tao, as if if I don't admit that she is good, then the fault must be on me. And I really don't realize how good she is for me. Let's take the fact that I gave birth today, I would rather she stay in the hospital with me than have to burn any incense or worship Buddha for me. On the one hand, I have never believed in Buddhism, and on the other hand, Lu Tao has no experience in taking care of mothers and newborns after all, and I need more relatives to stay by my side.

"You see how thoughtful your mother is, otherwise you'll really have to be stabbed. Lu Tao was naturally convinced of his mother's words, and said to me proudly.

"Thank you, Mom!" I didn't say much, just politely thanked my mother-in-law.

After the mother-in-law and I had been polite, she leaned down and began to look at her grandson. But after looking at it for a while, the mother-in-law's face became solemn, and her smile disappeared instantly, she frowned and said suspiciously: "Yo, who looks ugly and ugly, who does this child look like?"

Listen, this is the first thing a grandmother said to her newborn grandson! Of course, I was not happy when I heard this, and deliberately asked Lu Tao: "Could it be that the doctor held the wrong child, and I didn't give birth to this child?"

"That's right, I watched the doctor take it out of the operating room, and she was the only one who gave birth in the operating room, no one else. Lu Tao confirmed the reliability of the child to the mother.

"Then who do you think this child looks like?" the mother-in-law did not listen to her son, and continued to ask, it seems that she is not suspicious of the doctor, but of me!

"That's right, when one of his feet came out, the doctor temporarily resisted his foot in order to decide whether it was a caesarean section or natural birth, and he was held in the birth canal for a few minutes, so that his face was swollen, so you look like no one else, and when the edema subsides, you can see his eyebrows and eyes clearly. Lu Tao had to repeat in detail what the doctor had explained to us to his mother.

Yangyang really doesn't see any resemblance to me or Lu Tao because of the swelling of his face, but my mother-in-law's distrustful way of speaking makes me very dissatisfied, but I don't bother to argue with her, because I won't be patient for too long, and I will take the child out of their house as soon as possible.