Chapter 322: Speaking to myself
I don't mind worry-free, Banxia still minds.
So she got closer to Gongsun Ying'er, and Gongsun Ying'er also followed Banxia Zhang Luo freely, and did not have any estrangement to Banxia because of Banxia's words before.
Mu Huaifeng looked at the relationship between Banxia and Gongsun Ying'er, and realized that between real friends, it turned out to be such a way to get along, no matter the crazy rainstorm outside, the mainland was definitely hugged.
Mu Huaifeng vaguely knew that this might be the so-called gathering of things by like, and people by groups.
Gongsun Ying'er didn't even feel embarrassed about Mu Huaifeng because of Banxia's words, and she wouldn't avoid him because of what she said just now.
She faces everything generously, whether it is feelings or the past, she accepts everything normally, looks at everything normally, and will not affect the present or even the future because of the past.
Mu Huaifeng nodded secretly in his heart, sure enough, the people around Banxia were not as simple as Banxia.
Gongsun Jin beckoned Mu Huaifeng to eat, pointed to a table of good dishes and said, "Eat quickly, it won't taste good after a while." ”
The hot pot soup was steaming, Mu Huaifeng looked at Gongsun Jin's enthusiastic face, and he was not embarrassed, so he really picked up the chopsticks and started eating.
Banxia and Gongsun Ying'er glanced at each other, both a little speechless about this.
But at the dinner table, as long as you eat high, sometimes you don't speak so seriously.
For example, now, Mu Huaifeng seems to have passed the strength of the wine, and has become such a serious and serious little general on weekdays, looking at Banxia who eats at the same table with him, he actually jokes: "If it is a big family, men and women can't eat at the same table." ”
Banxia glared at Mu Huaifeng, and he couldn't tell if this person was only drunk now, or if he had been drunk all along.
What nonsense!
Gongsun Ying'er was also a little dissatisfied, and the small bowl she was carrying slammed on the table, making a loud and crisp sound.
Gongsun Jin hurriedly served Mu Huaifeng with vegetables and said, "Eat quickly!" What I thought in my heart was that so many delicious foods can't stop your mouth, are you stupid!
Of course, whether Mu Huaifeng is stupid or not, it doesn't matter what others say, he thinks that he is not stupid, then he is not stupid.
Knowing that some words could not be said so directly, Mu Huaifeng didn't seem to realize the consequences of saying the wrong thing.
He is now completely transformed into a general, speaking and doing things straightforwardly, without considering the other party's feelings at all.
"Before our family, my mother was a person who had never been on the table in her life, and the old men of the family sat at the dinner table to eat, and my mother hid in front of the stove every time, quietly filling her stomach a little, and when the old men had dinner, whether she ate well or not, she had to quickly put down the dishes and chopsticks and clean up the table. ”
Mu Huaifeng said with emotion, and said very melancholy: "I wasn't wrong at that time, and I didn't know that people outside didn't live like this, but the people around me were like this, no one put the status of women in their eyes, and over time, women were like animals, and they were no better than slaves." ”
Banxia thought in his heart, where did this Mu Huaifeng come from? Why did he hear him say that the feudal superstition in that place was so serious? It was too unusual, right?
But this thought had just passed, but Banxia suddenly remembered, isn't Mu Huaifeng related to Dingguo Gong, why does he seem to be a little different from Dingguo Gong's family history?
Banxia thought so, Gongsun Jin gave Banxia a look, Banxia was stunned, did he ask this question.
Mu Huaifeng didn't know if it was because he talked to Banxia, but now sitting at a table to eat, he almost didn't regard himself as an outsider, and he didn't seem to see the politeness of others to him, and he showed his own feelings.
"We were ignorant at that time, we didn't know how to take care of our mother, and like the old men of our ancestors, we regarded women as slaves, and then my mother was tired for many years, and her body couldn't hold on, and she died of illness. ”
Mu Huaifeng wiped his face, "If I knew that I could have what I have now, I would definitely not watch my mother die of illness, and I would definitely take her to escape as soon as possible, maybe by now, my mother can still live well." ”
Banxia had nothing to say, so he could only comfort: "The festival mourns and changes." ”
But Mu Huaifeng talked about his own life experience without saying a word, which really made people feel very weird.
Banxia touched the goosebumps on her hands, looked at Gongsun Jin and Gongsun Ying'er, and saw that both of them looked similar to her, so she no longer felt hairy in her heart.
Mu Huaifeng has probably been really suppressed for a long time, and today I don't know why, maybe he was told all the good things by Banxia, he felt that he had already broken the jar anyway, and it was nothing if it was broken.
So, he swallowed it slowly and told all his family history.
Banxia and Gongsun Ying'er listened quietly, and Gongsun Jin poured Mu Huaifeng a glass of wine from time to time to deal with two sentences, but he didn't expect that the two of them could also extend the topic indefinitely.
Until the end of tonight's hot pot banquet, Banxia didn't understand, why did Mu Huaifeng find himself?
She seemed to be ready to talk to Mu Huaifeng straight to the point, but what happened later that caused her not to finish what she wanted to do?
Banxia can't remember, what can be recalled is all Mu Huaifeng talking to himself, saying a lot of things that Banxia doesn't understand, and he doesn't really want to understand, and in the end, even Gongsun Ying'er and Gongsun Jin have a feeling of refreshing Mu Huaifeng's three views.
If General Mu's real attribute is the attribute of chattering, I wonder if on the battlefield, he will also adopt the strategy of negotiating with the enemy to win the war?
Is he pretending to be like this, or is it real?
Banxia couldn't figure it out, but Gongsun Ying'er felt relieved.
Some things are like this, if you don't mention it, you will always press it in your heart, and if you mention it, if you talk about it, you will feel that it is nothing.
Gongsun Yingren used to think that it was very difficult to talk about liking someone, even if he didn't cover it tightly, it couldn't be made public.
If it weren't for Banxia breaking Gongsun Ying'er's cognition tonight, maybe Gongsun Ying'er would have always firmly believed that if you like someone, especially when you love someone, you must hide this secret that can't be made public, otherwise it will be bad if it is known.
But Mu Huaifeng came uninvited, and said so many things by himself, and after waking up Mu Huaifeng's mind in the middle of the summer, after talking to Mu Huaifeng, Mu Huaifeng not only didn't feel embarrassed, but actually sat down with everyone and talked about it, which was something that Gongsun Yinger didn't expect.