As the saying goes. Failure is not terrible, what is terrible is to give up on yourself, dare not admit your failure, let yourself out of the darkness to regain your self-confidence, and restore your normal life, this is growth, life is like a big stage, every spiritual transformation is the end of the play, and it also marks a new beginning.

After some thinking, Zhang Junyi finally realized that he was repeatedly staging a variety of life on the big stage of life, and every change will have this or that emotion, perhaps one or two of them will make him the most memorable change, let himself feel aftertaste. When something doesn't go your way, I'm always depressed. I can't be happy, I can't lift my spirits. Maybe what you need now is to communicate with others, so that you can free yourself and restore yourself to your former happiness.

In fact, it is difficult to avoid hitting a wall in real life, and every time you hit a wall, you can always experience the helplessness and entanglement of life. The trivial things of life are like a mess, shamelessly entanglement in our hearts and touching the deep emotions in our hearts. Every emotion is more or less with a trace of sadness and tears, quietly changing the path of his life, hitting a wall in his career, making people feel helpless.

Just like in the previous life, the sugar-coated cannonball in real life hurt yourself the most, and it was the most unforgettable, and you were so pale and powerless in front of the sugar-coated cannonball, especially the sugar-coated cannonball injury of love is difficult to recover from in a lifetime.

When love comes, it is difficult to calm down by immersing yourself in the honey pot of happiness for a long time, and you will not think about what the ending of this love is, and when the ending comes, it is really difficult for you to accept the betrayal.

Thinking about Zhang Junyi in his previous life, he paid a lot for his love, and in exchange for it, it was indeed a betrayal. It's hard to accept it and it's hard to turn back.

Because I used to invest too deeply in myself and didn't want to make it out of it, love makes people paralyzed, yearning, and painful.

The betrayal of his own woman in his previous life can be described as an indelible scar in Zhang Junyi's life, and it will also become an eternal secret in his heart.

After experiencing the despair of love, Zhang Junyi once changed his view of love, and he no longer expected any love, and lost the courage and self-confidence to find love.

The various experiences in his previous life even once made Zhang Junyi have a terrible revenge mentality, but fortunately, this bizarre crossing event happened before it was implemented, otherwise he would lose his freedom because of this, and he would have lost the opportunity to start over.

In real life, more sadness and loss are caused by a temporary change in mentality.

A momentary change in mentality can make you feel deeply lost and lost, and your emotions will reach the lowest point. If you care too much, you will really lose your goal and become even more confused. As the so-called sincerity Xiao He loses Xiao He, the change of mentality may be in a good direction and may also be in a bad direction, so the change in mentality sometimes helps oneself, and sometimes it harms oneself.

Therefore, whenever there is a sudden change in mentality, you must stay calm and think seriously, otherwise it is very likely that you will go astray, go to the abyss, and go to the cliff and hurt yourself.

Learn to control your emotions and vent your emotions reasonably, so as to achieve a state of mind that keeps you awake at all times. There are many ways to vent, such as empathy, writing feelings, listening to songs, confiding, etc., and there will always be a suitable way to vent.

The heart is changing, life is changing. Emotions are changing, emotions are changing. A life that changes is a colorful life. Life is unpredictable and the future development is simple.

In fact, for the sudden change of mentality, how to adjust, Zhang Junyi is not without a way, through some methods to calm himself down temporarily, Zhang Junyi can actually do it, after all, many things in the Internet era of big information in the previous life are still easy to find through the Internet.

is the so-called Gou Rixin. Every day. It's new every day.

Reading some books is actually the best effective solution, which can really cleanse the soul and dispel troubles.

Gradually comprehend that kind of dull atmosphere, for the Tao to diminish, loss and loss, so that there is no action, nothing but nothing to do. The soul of life must have a calm and tranquil side, which is the instinctive and natural demand of life. In the words of Li Mubai in the movie Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon in my previous life: My Tao seems to have reached a certain realm, there is no Tao, no time, no space, everything does not exist.

And the people of Lao Tzu do not interact with each other until they are old and dead. Many later interpretations criticize Lao Tzu's retro thoughts. But if the text of the original canon is read in the secondary layer, metaphysical. The people do not get along with each other until they are old and dead. Outside the image. It is the realm of non-action, the realm of going with the flow. It is a kind of self-transformation of all things, and the tranquility of a gentleman's unremitting self-improvement.

Huang Tingjian, the transformation of the path of poetics, the change of poetic style. These are the externalization of the inner history of the soul, and the fundamental reason is the growth of the poet's own experience, the deepening of his life feelings, and the improvement of his personality. The ultimate maturity of the state of life.

Is a saint born a saint? No, don't saints make mistakes?

A change in poetic style. The difference in creative style, the change of breath.

The maturity of a person's artistic life is a process of soul transformation, Su Shi is brilliant and then dull, Huang Tingjian's poetry style in his later years has returned to dull from the previous stiffness and danger, and Wang Anshi's early creation is also sharp and then there is a kind of convergence. Blandness is a holistic pursuit of Song Dynasty literature.

And this kind of pursuit, this kind of ordinary path that can be manifested by the periodization of creation, a kind of cultivation that is called heart refining by later generations of mind, this kind of life is meaningful. The same creative style means that there is no progress, which means that the writer's life realm has always stayed on a horizontal line, which in itself is a kind of regression, because you are standing still, but others have already advanced.

Therefore, in Zhang Junyi's view, the history of spiritual transformation can be seen in the creations of most literati in the Song Dynasty.

The meaning of life may be to have a kind of spiritual redemption and transformation. This is the ultimate purpose of life. Otherwise, it's not alive.

It is as if in Zhang Junyi's view, the style of Qu Yuan's works is consistent, and there is no such thing as a periodization of creation, which reveals that the poet's inner soul has always lived in a painful hell.

During the Warring States Period, the human mind, the spiritual culture of Confucianism, Buddhism, and Taoism, had not yet developed.

If Qu Yuan could accept the harmony of Confucianism, Buddhism and Taoism, he would not go to extremes and commit suicide by throwing himself into the river. Qu Yuan has a certain place in the history of poetry. However, Qu Yuan's aesthetic meaning for the destination and ultimate comfort of life is far inferior to Tao Yuanming and Su Shi and others. This is inseparable from the limitations of the times, the development of spiritual history, etc. After all, in Qu Yuan's era, there was no such thing as blandness, no accumulation of academic literature, and no liberation of human nature by the later Wei and Jin dynasties.

The accumulation of spiritual civilization in the Song Dynasty has received a good answer. It is to pursue a kind of bland beauty.

Zhang Junyi still remembers reading a book in his previous life, and it is still difficult to forget the tragic scene described in the book, and he vaguely felt the spiritual transformation of the Chinese people.

The title of the book is "1901", which is one of Wang Shuzeng's non-fiction series on modern Chinese history.

It is not only about thrilling historical events, but also about the mental journey of the Chinese people in those troubled years.

More than 150 years ago, the Chinese people regarded the world as "barbarians", and knew little about "barbarians" and disdained them. When the British bombarded the gates of China with naval artillery, the Chinese people had no choice but to accept the "barbarian" greeting gift.

More than 100 years ago, the fate of the Qing Empire was in the hands of Lafayette Cixi, who tried to rely on the "bravery" of the Boxers to defeat the "barbarians" and export evil anger. Unexpectedly, not long after the declaration of war, the "barbarians" easily invaded the imperial capital. Where is the country broken? The hearts of the Chinese people were lost in the vast dust of Lafayette's escape from the capital, and the Chinese people suffered the most drastic and profound spiritual transformation in history.

This transformation was painful because of the great shame and humiliation of the Chinese nation, and it was difficult because of the crumbling of the Qing Empire. An ancient and gigantic empire was so vulnerable that it destroyed the deep-seated "self-righteousness" of its people almost overnight.

The bloody facts tell the Chinese people that the "barbarians" should not be underestimated, and if they are backward, they will be beaten.

The tragic imperial capital told the people: war is not child's play, you must know yourself and your enemy.

In the face of national disasters, the people of the country have learned from the pain, their hearts have transformed, they have been indignant, and they are angry and strong. Finally, after ten years of sharpening a sword, he realized "driving out the Tartars and restoring China".

In the face of national disasters, the Chinese people did not forget the national shame, went forward one after another, revitalized China, and moved towards rejuvenation. After a century of struggle, a prosperous and powerful country has been built.

For Chinese people, spiritual transformation is not an easy task, and we often need to go into history and understand suffering in order to explore the cause.

For Zhang Junyi personally, spiritual transformation is more difficult than birth, old age, sickness and death, just like the "Xuanzang Road" walked by Tang Seng Xitian to learn scriptures, and he must go through "nine hundred and eighty-one difficulties" to achieve his wish.

"Women are lonely because they are good, and men are good because they are lonely." Zhang Junyi is quite philosophical when he thinks about it, and he finally feels a spiritual transformation this time, and feels what people often say "enjoy loneliness".

It is said that creating success means choosing a path of no return;

To choose it is to choose loneliness;

Hurriedly chasing the footsteps of dreams,

Wearing the stars and the moon, rain or shine;

For the sake of the future, we will be desolate with youth;

For the sake of ideals, we exile love;

Is there a lamp that will light my way home in the night?

Do you have a heart to listen to me pour out my troubles when I am depressed;

Looking into the distance again and again, the other side of success can never be seen clearly;

fell back and got up, gritted his teeth and told himself to be strong and not cry;

No gain, no need to pay;

No success, no pain;

Until the end, I will never admit defeat!

In the past few days, Zhang Junyi's biggest gain is that he has cultivated a heart, a red heart that is tough enough, tenacious enough, steamed, boiled, beaten and shining.

As the so-called Mo language often says, contentment, everything is always empty in the end. The ideal reality is separated by a line, and the heart is down-to-earth. Whoever does not have a storm and a strong rain, guards the clouds and sees the moon. The flowers bloom and see each other but drift away, and the regrets do not leave in this life.

At this time, Zhang Junyi's heart bloomed a beautiful flower, which was defined by Zhang Junyi as the "flower of the heart", and it is it that makes him always confident and optimistic; It is it that makes you feel that the autumn sun is the warmest and the autumn leaves are the most beautiful; It's still it, so that you can be in such a good mood at any time, no matter what kind of situation you experience, you can laugh, laugh at the wind and rain, and laugh at life.

The heavens will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds, strain their muscles and bones, starve their bodies and skins, empty their bodies, and act chaotically, so they are motivated to endure and gain what they cannot.

Only after experiencing it, Zhang Junyi knows how precious the heart is after the transformation, and the current Zhang Junyi can be called truly soul-free.

The word "no leakage" comes from the preface of the Yongle Imperial Monk and the understanding of no leakage.

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No leakage is relative to leakage.

The different name of the trouble, the thing that contains the trouble, is said to be missing. All the things in the world are all leaky, and the things that are free from troubles are all leaky.

Vibhasha said, 'Whoever has karma can cause the future to be reborn, and it is a righteous name.' The one who leaks is to retain righteousness, which means that the sentient beings retain the realm of desire, the realm of color, and the realm of colorlessness. The Nirvana Sutra says: 'There are two kinds of leakage methods: one cause and two effects. Those who have leaked fruit are bitter. Those who have leakage causes are called sets. ’

The different name of the troubles of the leaker, the meaning of leakage, the troubles of greed and hatred, etc., leak and leak from the six doors such as the eyes and ears day and night, and it is called leakage. Leakage is the meaning of leakage, and troubles can make people leak out of the leakage of the three evil realms. Therefore, it is said that there is a leak in the Dharma cloud of afflictions, and there is no leakage in the Dharma cloud that is free from afflictions.

The 20th Treatise on Kusha says: 'In all realms, the flow of injection is continuous, and the discharge is endless, so it is called leakage. The fifth book of the Mahayana chapter says: "The flow is endless, and it is still leaking, so it is called leakage." The first sentence of the Lotus says: 'Vitanyun: Leaking life and death.' ’

Leak is another name for trouble, and leakage is trouble. Leakage contains the two meanings of leakage and leakage: greed and hatred and other troubles, day and night, leakage and leakage from the six doors and do not stop, called leakage; Afflictions cause people to leak into the three evil realms, which is also called leakage, so all the methods that have afflictions are called leaky methods, and all the active methods in the world are leaky methods with afflictions.

Of course, the leakless state of Zhang Junyi's soul is a metaphor for his own mentality, after all, he is a human being in two lives, a poor dick in the previous life, and a super-rich man in Xiangjiang in this life, and the two identities that have no intersection have been experienced by Zhang Junyi at the same time.

And it is obtained by using the golden finger and super cheat of his own memory in his previous life, and he will definitely experience earth-shaking changes in his mentality, and the imbalance of his mentality is inevitable, although he has experienced several changes in his mentality before, but it is not thorough, and it can even be said that he deliberately avoided it, until now, Zhang Junyi can confidently say that he can finally face such changes confidently.

has never been impoverished and difficult to become an adult,

Without striking the total naivety,

Drunk and dreaming of death,

has never been rich into the earth,

Since ancient times, heroes have come out of purgatory,

Broken horses and spears,

After a hard walk in this life,

Heaven only values diligent people.

That's right, it is God's way to reward diligence, no matter how everything he is doing now, God rewards diligence, Zhang Junyi believes that as long as he keeps working hard and climbing, one day, he will be able to reach the height that others look up to; One day, he will become the master of his destiny; One day, I will achieve miracles that I can't even imagine.