Sister-in-law Suo Ke Er, who looked at the most terrible words, said that the chaotic night that Qin Yafu had been avoiding was the main reason why she resolutely broke up with her heart back then

As soon as the dusty memory floodgates were opened, the panic in her heart was infinitely magnified, since she was wantonly hurt by him that time, her body was so stiff that she couldn't die when she was hugged by him every night, and it was not an exaggeration to describe her mood at that time as a walking dead

That torment is the fundamental reason why she can't persevere, but he is still pressing every step of the way, hating that he can't go to the toilet, looking at her makes her feel worse than a prisoner, this is the key to her determination

When that hideous face resurfaced in her mind, Qin Yafu realized that forgetting Jì was just because she was running away, thinking that she could forget all the good things he had done, and that the damage she had suffered was actually just self-deception......

Half-asleep and half-awake, Qin Yafu kept choking and letting go, and her mood was extremely bad

At this time, the mobile phone rang, it was the mobile phone she kept for Lin Zihang, she is now considered to be "public and private", and when she uses the mobile phone for official purposes, she will use this mobile phone when she has more relatives and friends

She slowly stood up, went to the shoe rack at the door, opened the bag, took out her mobile phone, and saw that it was an unfamiliar number, and her heart couldn't help but be angry, it turned out that she had never answered, but today she couldn't stand it

Qin Yafu pressed the answer button hatefully, and shouted loudly without waiting for the other party to speak: "What do you want, are you not satisfied with today's result, you take your sunshine path, I crossed my single-plank bridge, I didn't hinder you anything, if you think I swept your interest just now, then gouge out my eyes."

After speaking, Qin Yafu pressed the shutdown button fiercely and threw it on the coffee table casually, don't look forward to that strange phone call that appeared casually in the future, seeing it again will only make people more painful

Qin Yafu turned around and entered the bedroom, she found that she had vented her feelings for a while, and it seemed to be better, she forced herself to sleep now, and the heart-rending pain was going to pass after all, since everyone had started a new life, she continued to dwell on what was the meaning of the past

But within a few minutes, another phone rang

The private phone can be turned off, but the affairs of the unit can't be ignored, Qin Yafu held up her dizzy nerves, and came to the living room to pick up the phone again

It's still the same unfamiliar number just now

Qin Yafu was stunned for a while, and when she saw that the phone was hung up, she let out a long breath, thinking that he would also retreat from the difficulty

After checking the missed caller ID, she has been here three times, this is the result of her sincere grinding, she is now confused, she knows that she is the unit, and there is no way to deal with it, but she has not answered, but she can't say it

Qin Yafu was staring at the screen in a daze, but the number rang again

She was a little weak-hearted, and suddenly thought that she didn't hear the other party's voice when she just picked up the phone, maybe it wasn't Lin Zihang calling, so it was better not to delay the business

So Qin Yafu pressed the answer button

"Xiaofu, what's wrong with you, what's going on?" came from Ding Yan's anxious voice through the earpiece

Qin Yafu's brain was hot, damn it, how could she see an unfamiliar number and identify it as Lin Zihang's

"Ah, I'm fine, I'm fine......" Qin Yafu was busy covering up, but her voice was so dumb that she couldn't even make a sound, how could she deceive people

"You, you, are you having a nightmare," Ding Yan snorted for a long time, but she still didn't ask directly, how could she change her tone so quickly when her anger was so clear on the phone just now

"Well, yes, yes, it's a dream, a nightmare, but fortunately, it's all over," Qin Yafu softly spit out her heart, but it was meaningful to herself

"It's okay, so I'm relieved," Ding Yan didn't mean to ask, and his tone relaxed: "I'm sorry to bother you so late, mainly because I drank a little wine tonight and was a little homesick, and I want to talk to you."

"If you're homesick, then you can go home," Qin Yafu's heart was unhappy, and his troubles had not been solved, and he came to complain to himself about his homesickness when he was working in Beijing, didn't this add to the chaos

"Yes, it's easy to go home, I just need to submit a resignation application, but I don't want to, I always feel that while I am young, I should venture more, have more money, increase more experience, and return home in a more beautiful way, so that the old people can rest assured."

Ding Yan said a little sadly, indeed, every wanderer floating outside doesn't think like this

"How much do you earn," Qin Yafu asked softly, she was quite touched, "It's a blessing to be able to be with your beloved and keep the peace of your relatives."

"Yes, what you said is right, I also think so, Xiaofu, what is your biggest dream," Ding Yan suddenly changed the topic, "I don't think I have high requirements for life, my family is safe, and staying with my lover is happiness, but it's a pity ......"

Ding Yan paused: "It's a pity that I only have a safe family now, but I don't have ......."

Hearing the words on the other end of the phone, Qin Yafu couldn't help but feel a move in her heart, she vaguely remembered that her mother had said that Ding Yan seemed to have a girlfriend, and then she didn't know why she didn't move anymore

"Take your time, everything will be there," Qin Yafu comforted lightly, "Remember what we used to say when we were children"

"'There will be bread, and there will be milk,'" Ding Yan continued loudly

"Yes, so don't worry," Qin Yafu unconsciously persuaded him

"Listen to you," Ding Yan seemed to be a lot happier because of her words, "We are all the same, no matter what difficulties we encounter, as long as we persevere, we will always get better, right?"

Qin Yafu was stunned for a moment and digested his words for a while before smiling: "It turns out that you are appeasing me in disguise."

"I don't think too much, how can you use me to appease me, I just felt it, I was scheduled to go to you tomorrow, but there are still some things that have not been dealt with, and I will have to wait a few more days."

"What are you doing here," Qin Yafu's nerves tensed, she didn't want to hear him say what he said for herself, but she didn't want him to misunderstand, so she simply asked directly

"What are you nervous about," Ding Yan seemed to be able to hear her voice, and instead smiled, "Our unit recently had an exchange meeting held with you for about half a month, I was scheduled to go over early to get together with you, but it seems to be late, I just said hello to you first, how about not welcome?"

"Since you work, eat and live in the provincial capital, you can also be regarded as half an 'old landlord', and when I go, you have to do a little bit of landlord friendship for me."

Ding's tone was relaxed and unpretentious, so that Qin Yafu had no words to refute, and secretly suspected that she was too sensitive, so she had to sloppy eyes: "Actually, if you want to talk about the friendship of the landlord, in fact, Qiao Yi's family is here, and he is the one who should invite you the most."

"Haha, how do you feel that you are a little stingy, are you afraid that I will be poor after eating?" Ding Yan deliberately teased her, "Don't worry, my room and board can take care of myself, that is, I am very happy to be able to find a few familiar friends to chat with after work."

"Eh" Qin Yafu's face was slightly hot, and it seemed that she was really careful, and she couldn't help but relieve her mood and joke, "Oh, do you eat and drink at public expense, then you have to invite us to eat a few good meals."

"No problem, you can have a beautiful woman with you, in fact, anything you eat is good," Ding Yan said in a smooth tone

"You're kidding me again," Qin Yafu said softly, with a shy taste in her voice, which made people's hearts warm

"No kidding, don't you know that you are the 'goddess' in the hearts of our group of boys," Ding Yan suddenly asked seriously

"It's going to say that," Qin Yafu remembered that Cheng Yu's ex-boyfriend also said this

"It's true that when I was a child, if it wasn't for Brother Navy protecting you all the time, we wouldn't be able to beat ......him," Ding Yan smiled and grinned, "Your 'beauty flower' may not fall into any family."

"It's not serious," Qin Yafu raised her voice, "If you don't change your nonsense, I really don't dare to see you again."

"Don't, we've known each other for more than 20 years, can't you make this joke?" Ding Yan saw the opportunity, and as soon as he heard her tone change, he immediately changed his words: "Xiaofu, don't hide from me, when you were in school, you thought I bullied you, I don't want it now, you are still afraid of what are you afraid of?"

"Whoever is afraid, I didn't hide from you, I just felt that you hadn't changed at all, and I still like to talk nonsense, okay, when you come, Qiao Yi and I will definitely entertain you, but don't talk anymore," Qin Yafu suppressed him

"Haha, you're still shy, and it's okay, don't talk about it, it's not too early, by the way, you have to ask me if I call this phone number next time, or that one, when I asked my navy brother about your number, he said that your number is mainly for work"

"Yes, you still call that, I turned off the phone because of a harassing phone call before, misunderstanding," Qin Yafu whispered, she was afraid that he would get to the bottom of it

Fortunately, Ding Yan was interested and just said solemnly: "Then please save my number, but please don't set it as a blacklist, okay?"

"Okay, I know," Qin Yafu responded

After hanging up the phone, she went outside to get the phone, turned it back on, and entered Ding Yan's name

This night, Qin Yafu's mind was chaotic, as if she had dreamed a lot of things when she was a child, and it seemed that she was just walking alone in the mountains and rivers all night, and she was so tired that she couldn't even lift her head in the morning, but she didn't want to stay at home to rest, she was even more afraid of the pain of being alone and thinking wildly, so she simply washed up and went to work

Coming downstairs, in the bright sunshine, Qin Yafu unexpectedly found that the Toyota she had been caring about was parked at the door of the building, and she was open and lonely

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