"Hey, Sister Fu," Chen Yan couldn't help but tease Qin Yafu after looking at the scene in front of her again, "No, why are you so fascinated, don't tell me, you have never kissed anyone since you were so old."

Qin Yafu finally came back to her senses after this girl's gag, although she felt cold and numb, lightheaded, and dizzy, she still turned around slowly and said softly: "It's nothing, don't talk nonsense, let's go quickly." ”

"I can't go," Chen Yan was a little unsatisfied, and was pulled by Qin Yafu and ran quickly.

"Hey, Sister Fu, what are you running to the restaurant" Chen Yan suddenly shouted loudly, "How do you feel like you've done something behind people, stop, stop, I can't run, whew"

didn't run out a few steps, Chen Yan suddenly broke free of Qin Yafu's hand and squatted on the ground, she looked back again unwillingly, the two people seemed to be disturbed, felt bored, had stopped, and were looking this way.

Chen Yan didn't see clearly until this time that these two people were the best handsome guys and "fairy sisters" she envied in the restaurant.

"I'm damned" Chen Yan patted her head, stood up and went after Qin Yafu, she had to tell Qin Yafu about this discovery.

At this time, Qin Yafu had already rushed into the bathroom of the restaurant, retching on the basin for a long time, and she brushed her hair back with both hands.

Suddenly, I remembered that when she was also short haired, Lin Zihang liked to mess her hair with his hands the most, and he couldn't help but feel more and more irritable, so he hurriedly enlarged the faucet, and poured it on his head with a handful of cold water, but it was not enjoyable, so he simply stuffed the whole head under the faucet.

She admits that she is a little crazy at this moment, before, she would never do such a foolish thing, because she is too prone to cold, she has always cherished herself, but what is the use of excessive love in the end, it is just to lose the person who cherishes her the most.

Although it was in the dim light, although it was far away at first, the man's image, body, hair and skin were all engraved in the depths of her soul, even if she used a knife to rip off a layer of flesh and blood, there was no way to expel him Why did he appear in front of him in such a way

Including that woman, Qin Yafu also remembers it deeply, haven't they always been affectionate, and it's normal to be together, after all, they didn't want others at the beginning, but why does their hearts hurt so much

Qin Yafu stroked her chest, so sad that she felt like she was about to stop breathing.

She admitted that five years ago, she abandoned Lin Zihang first, and her determination broke his heart, and it was completely reasonable to say that he would no longer wait for her, but he shouldn't use such an extreme method to punish himself

Qin Yafu burst into tears, the person who once hugged her to sleep and hurt her to the bones; The one who promised to love her only one for the rest of his life and have feelings for her alone; The man who had been so passionate about her that he demanded it excessively; The sweet mouth, which seduced her body and mind, how many times it gnawed at her earlobes, her neck, every inch of skin on her body, and now she could kiss another woman just as passionately and wildly

As the old saying goes, "I'd rather believe in ghosts than men's mouths", oh, it really makes sense.

It turns out that time is the best lie detector, and all the mountains and seas will eventually be debunked one day, and the reality is so cruel, but she is not allowed to defend herself, just because she let it go first.

Qin Yafu smiled bitterly, she admitted that five years ago, she gave up Lin Zihang, in fact, who people are with now, everything she does has nothing to do with her, she shouldn't be jealous, let alone angry, but why can't she smile generously and step forward to bless others

Even if Zhang Luo has been separated so many times, in the end, after the real separation, she is the one who almost can't live in pain, and she is the one who is stubbornly lonely, and she is the one who is stubbornly lonely, for five years, her heart is tightly closed, even if she refuses to admit it, but in the past five years, she has been thinking about him all the time

What a speechless discovery

In the past five years, she has come into contact with a lot of men, and it is not for nothing that she has affection for her, but why did she ever have the slightest idea to get to the root of it, is it not because of the subconscious comparison, is she willing to let him go

In her ignorant understanding, didn't she always think that he would wait for herself, although she resolutely left, she still fantasized about their reunion countless times, but how could she have thought that the final reunion would be in such a situation

Qin Yafu remembered that when she stared straight at the two people who were doing sucking exercise just now, Lin Zihang's originally half-closed eyes facing her, when she saw herself, she seemed to hesitate for a moment, she didn't know if it was an illusion, but she suspected that after he saw herself, he kissed Nian Yue even more crazily.

That's right, the person who was called "Fairy Sister" by Chen Yan was Nian Yue, and when their heads kept swinging, Qin Yafu still recognized Nian Yue from a certain angle.

At this time, Chen Yan finally came in, and she looked at Qin Yafu with some surprise: "Sister Fu, people kiss, why are you excited like this, hehe, I don't know, I still think you are hungry and thirsty, but then again, Sister Fu should also find a man, why haven't you seen a boyfriend come to pick you up, if you want me to say, that Wang Di today is not bad, although it is a little worse than the one just now, but it is not easy to meet, you"

"Let's go" Qin Yafu slapped cold water on her face again, covered her tears, took a deep breath, and calmed down, so she walked straight outside.

"Hey, I'm not done, Sister Fu, if you really like this handsome guy, I will also help you" Chen Yan caught up and winked at her.

Chen Yan said quite confidently: "Speaking of which, most of these handsome guys are attentive, as long as they take the initiative, it should not be difficult to pursue, but people like him are eye-catching enough, but living at home is not necessarily suitable, don't say I'm small, but I can see clearly, this handsome guy is the most uneasy to put at home, and there are too many people who are missed."

Chen Yan followed behind Qin Yafu, still talking to herself, when the person in front of Leng Buding suddenly stopped, turned around, and said word by word: "You like it, you take it, I'm not rare."

Qin Yafu shouted out so loudly, she couldn't say what psychology she had, but when the car carrying Nian Yue approached, she couldn't help but say angry words

Faintly, Qin Yafu seemed to feel the person driving the car casting an eerie look at her.

The horror that seemed to eat her was more like a grudge that I hated to eat her alive when I was angry with him many years ago.

It's just that his grudge is for whom Qin Yafu sneered.

When she came to the side of the road, Qin Yafu didn't even wait for the bus, although the fare from here to take a taxi to send Chen Yan and then back to her home was not small, but she didn't care anymore, she just begged the taxi to hurry up, and then send her home quickly, she didn't want to stay outside for a moment, only when she returned to that small one-bedroom house, she couldn't hear any noise, and she couldn't see any troubles.

Chen Yan also realized that Qin Yafu was wrong, and after she arrived home, she called to inquire.

Qin Yafu's tone was normal and gentle, and she said lightly that she was fine, but she suddenly felt uncomfortable, and it would be good to go home.

Chen Yan was relieved to hear that she had arrived home safely, so she told her to rest early, at this time the relationship between the two of them was reversed, and Qin Yafu had always taken care of Chen Yan, but now it has become Chen Yan worried about Qin Yafu.

After Qin Yafu repeatedly explained that she was fine, Chen Yan finally hung up the phone.

Qin Yafu talked to Chen Yan on the phone on the sofa for a long time, and after finally ending the call, she casually threw the phone on the coffee table, only then did she feel weak, and it was difficult to even move, so she closed her eyes and let the tears flow like a waterfall.

It's been five years, and what she has been avoiding for five years has still happened, and it came so urgently, so abruptly, that she was helpless and caught off guard.

The scenes of the past were replayed in front of her like a dream, which made her have a headache and misery.

From the beginning of the encounter, to knowing each other, and then to the many injuries later

In a daze, Qin Yafu returned to that terrifying night five years ago, and the feeling of pain, humiliation, and embarrassment imposed on her again, and she couldn't help but tremble.

People's memories are very strange, they all say that there is selective amnesia, she does not admit that she has amnesia, but in the past five years, she has only remembered his kindness to her, the tenderness and sweetness he left on her body.

Only forgetting the pain of the past, the atrocity that was inflicted on her like a beast, she had long since thrown it into the deepest part of her mind, deliberately covered it with all the tenderness, and she even naively thought that when they met again, when he came to her casually, they would start a new life, and never think about it again.

However, when tonight's hope turned to despair, all the pain between them was turned over, including the strictest one, of course

Qin Yafu hugged her head and whimpered.

It is said that a few families are happy and a few are sad, and in the dark night, some people are deeply affectionate, and naturally there are people who are lonely and sleepless, and they are free to grieve.

Qin Yafu blamed herself for the original breakup for five years, and she has been reminding herself that such a good man, not to mention this life, is the next life, the next life, the next life, the next life, she will not be blessed again, so she has been longing, longing for his sudden appearance, like the most sweet spring flowing into her heart lake that is about to dry up.

He once said that a woman without a man's nourishment will age quickly, she doesn't want to say that she is old, but she admits that she misses him, misses him, misses every warm night with him.

But now

She finally remembered the memory that she had been rejecting in her heart

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