When Miao Chang came in, although she tried to pretend to be normal, her gaze was not biased, and Lan Yi could see that she was lost and depressed. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

"Why did the big sister come back alone?"

"yes, I'm back alone."

What's the difference between such an answer and not answering, it's just that she really can't answer, her son is too young to blow the wind is the reason, the girls are always busy, and the close maid is to serve with her, why don't you bring it?

Lan Yi didn't get to the bottom of it, thinking that her heart was too heavy, even if she asked herself, she wouldn't say it, and if she did, it was a lie, so she let her sit on the kang, served tea, and said some homely words.

Miao Chang didn't eat the tea, listened to Lan Yi absentmindedly, and suddenly said, "Can you accompany me for a walk in the back garden?" ”

Lan Yi chuckled in his heart, paused, and smiled slightly: "Of course you can, I heard that the apricot blossoms near the water have bloomed." ”

After finishing speaking, he got off the kang and stretched out his hand to hold Miao Chang, who got off the kang at the same time: "Let's go, neither of us sisters will bring any of us, we can talk quietly." ”

Out of Yilan Garden to the back garden, all the way over, the scenery of early spring is all things, although Miao Chang knew that she was about to leave this world, she still appreciated it with great interest.

I walked all the way to the lake, and sure enough, the grass on the shore was greener than elsewhere, and the apricot blossoms on the shore were also blooming sporadically, with black branches, white flowers, two and three, which was really poetic.

"Big sister still paints?"

The two of them stood by the water, Lan Yi looked up at the apricot blossoms, the lotus lotus color dress gently swayed in the breeze, if you remove the too strong Miao Chang beside her, looking at it from a distance, it really seems to have come out of the painting.

"I haven't painted for a long time, and I have children who are only busy taking care of them every day, so how can I be in the mood to paint."

Lan Yi felt the same way: "Yes, when you have a child, your heart is on the child, what kind of piano, chess, calligraphy and painting, I have long been left behind, oh yes, I dreamed of our mother last night, and my mother said that she knew that you gave birth to a son and I also gave birth to two sons, and said that the public loser can be prosperous from now on, and said that you and I should take good care of our respective children, so that she can rest assured." ”

Of course, she slept until dawn last night, don't say she dreamed, she didn't even turn over, because she was too tired yesterday, her brother Shaozhe was about to get married, she helped Zhang Luo to run before and after, and ate in the acacia flowers at dinner, and her cousin was there, pulling her to eat some wine, plus tired, and it was late to go back to the Hou Mansion, so she fell asleep after going to bed.

After she finished saying that lie, she observed Miao Chang's words and looks, and found that Miao Chang's eyes were bright, so she suddenly lowered her head and said in a low voice: "You are in a dream, my mother really said that?" ”

Lan Yi deliberately coquettish: "Big sister can't even trust me." ”

Miao Chang suddenly raised her head and hurriedly said, "No, I believe you, but I don't believe that my mother would say that." ”

After she finished speaking, she turned her head again, looking at the floating clouds in the distant sky, just like her heart, it was always so far away, so far away that no one in this world could understand.

Lan Yi held her cold hand, and the homeopathic person unconsciously touched her pulse, although her pulse was disordered, there was no sign of poisoning, Lan Yi was slightly relieved, and said, "Why did the big sister say that?" ”

The wind swept across Miao Chang's cheeks, and her face, which was as thin as white porcelain, couldn't tell that she was over thirty years old, but her expression was so old that the sea was dry and rotten, and she smiled bitterly: "Mother, she has always disliked me, who made me a widow, I tarnished the reputation of the public loser." ”

Lan Yi stepped in front of her and said: "I don't allow the big sister to say this, life and death are rich and noble, your man's death is his short life, we can pity him, but we can't regard his death as your shame, although my mother grounded you in the Leaky Moon Nunnery, but I didn't love you." ”

"Lan Yi!" Miao Chang suddenly raised her voice, this was also the first time she called Lan Yi's name, "You are a smart person, you should know how her mother treated me, but I can't participate in the family dinner on the New Year's Day, but I can't participate in the happy event of marrying and having children at home, I don't have a Buddha heart, why build a leaky moon nunnery for me, don't let me remarry, I can't live without a man, I have to let me go out and take a look at this red earthly world, let me feel that I am still alive, how many years have I lived in the leaky moon hermitage, she went to see me, It's nothing more than sending me some scriptures, or asking me to copy some scriptures, or telling me not to go out to meet people when there is a happy event at home recently, you see, in her eyes, anyone who meets me can be unlucky, what am I? ”

Miao Chang couldn't hold back her emotions anymore and complained in tears.

Lan Yi held her hand more tightly, what kind of person the old lady was, Lan Yi understood, so she didn't know how to quibble and persuade Miao Chang, so she just looked at Miao Chang helplessly.

The wind was stronger, and an apricot blossom suddenly blew down, just falling on Lan Yi's cheek, she took it down, and the apricot blossom that had just opened was gone, which was actually like her, because her life was about to wither in a good time.

She threw the apricot blossom in the water, watched the snow-white petal flow down the water, and smiled bitterly: "Do you know, my mother was willing to take it home, but she was afraid that I would be widowed outside. ”

The so-called wind and grass, Lan Yi understood that it was a metaphor for her not abiding by women's morals, Lan Yi could only persuade with good words: "Maybe you misunderstood the old lady, you are now a person who has children, and you should experience a mother's heart for her children." ”

Miao Chang sneered and shook her head: "Wu Meiniang in the Tang Dynasty, in order to frame Queen Wang, even her own daughter could be strangled to death in swaddling clothes, mother, how do you know that she is not such a person." ”

Thinking of the old lady's love for Gong Tuo and her helpless connivance with Mei Chang, Lan Yi said firmly: "I don't believe that my mother is that kind of person. ”

Miao Chang firmly locked her eyes on Lan Yi, as if she was making up some determination, and she mustered up courage for a long time, and said, "That's because you don't know, my mother once poisoned her own sister." ”

Lan Yi was stunned, and her eyes widened in surprise.

Miao Chang said in an idle tone: "In addition to Aunt Xu, her mother also has a younger sister, that sister is a big country, my father was in love with that little aunt, but my mother failed to enter the palace to marry the first emperor as she wished, and hated the current queen mother who prevented her from entering the palace, so she retreated and wanted to marry her father, and she couldn't marry a man at the same time. ”

Lan Yi could only say: "Unbelievable. ”

Miao Chang smiled coldly: "There's nothing I don't believe, I also overheard my mother's conversation with Aunt Xu, Aunt Xu wanted to marry her daughter to her younger brother, because whoever marries her younger brother is Mrs. An Yuanhou, who is Mrs. Yipin, my mother disagreed, that day, Aunt Xu and my mother quarreled very much......