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Shen Qian didn't know why she suddenly knelt down for herself, dropped the wine glass across the table and wanted to hold her up, Miao Chang smiled slightly, smiled two lines of tears, and said sadly: "Please sister promise me one thing." ”

Shen Qian nodded like garlic: "Promise to agree, promise to agree, how much do you need? 108,000 sister can't get it, 350,000 is still not a problem, I originally planned to keep it for the little leopard as a family fund, if you need it urgently, take it first." ”

Miao Chang was stunned for a moment, she never thought that Shen Qian's family would be so rich, and suddenly her heart was extremely relaxed, even if her son did not study well in the future, he would not be able to do business without fame, with these family backgrounds, he would also live without worrying about food and clothing, not to mention the teaching of his talented father, how could he not study well and have no fame.

The sadness in her heart was diluted by this good news, and Miao Chang's mood calmed down a lot, and said, "Please sister, when the little leopard grows up, don't tell him that you are not her biological mother." ”

Shen Qian didn't turn the corner, and looked at Miao Chang in confusion: "You can't ...... Two women give birth to a child. ”

She pointed at Miao Chang and then at herself, and said in her heart that when the little leopard grows up, the two of us must have a biological mother and an adoptive mother, or an eldest mother, this is a fact.

Miao Chang smiled faintly, with a bitter smile: "Perhaps, I was no longer there at that time." ”

Shen Qian looked at her with his eyebrows twisted, thinking that she was weird.

Miao Chang explained: "I mean, I am weak and impermanent, if I go before my sister, please don't tell the little leopard that you are not his biological mother, it is good for him." ”

Shen Qianshi looked relieved, and said continuously: "Okay, okay, I promise you, this is not an earth-shattering event, you can't kneel, get up quickly." ”

Miao Chang sat down, completed a heartfelt matter, and chatted with Shen Qian while eating and drinking, never let go like tonight, and finally got drunk, she thought that before she died, she experienced another thing in life, that is, drunkenness, which was worth it.

Drunk, Shen Qian asked the girl to make her tea, and she didn't use it after eating, so she fell asleep, slept until the next day, and when she woke up, she rubbed her swollen temples and asked the girl: "Where is the master?"

The girl replied: "Second lady, the master has gone to the yamen." ”

She asked again, "What about my sister?"

The girl replied again: "The eldest lady is looking at the store in front." ”

Miao Chang lay on her back, looking at the ceiling in a daze, thinking that Shen Qian's family was really a rough person, she couldn't pretend to have too many things in her heart, she lost her temper when she was angry, laughed when she was happy, and didn't abide by any women's morals at all, but she lived a real life, lived happily, ate and drank together last night, and people were doing business as usual, and the pain in her body was combined with the pain in her heart, and she couldn't help it, what a public loser, she snorted coldly, bullshit is not worth it!

This is the first time she has spoken foul language, although it is only in her heart, she is suddenly a little embarrassed, and in an instant this embarrassment dissipates, and she is happy from the inside out, because she has experienced another thing in life - scolding.

Shouting the girl to help her up, the mouth was bitter, and after rinsing her mouth, she chewed a piece of rose preserves, slightly better, after the hangover, she had no appetite, and drank a few mouthfuls of porridge, so that the girl prepared the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone, and when the pen, ink, paper, and inkstone were ready, she withdrew everyone, and was alone in front of the table in Fangzhong, holding the wolf and pondering for a long time, and then neatly wrote: "Wufu Peng'an......"

This is a letter to her husband Shen Peng'an, after writing it, she hid it under the pillow, and then sat in the room for a while, sighed heavily for a long time, and called the girls to change her clothes.

The little girl saw that she was dressed well, but she didn't understand, and asked, "Is the second lady going out?"

Miao Chang nodded: "Go to Wutong Street." ”

Wutong Street means Anyuan Houfu, the little girl knew, and hurriedly took out a few sets of clothes to see, so she chose a big red one, which was given to her by Shen Qian when she married Shen Peng'an, saying that she was too plain to be festive, but not long after her mother passed away at that time, how could she be red and green, so she put it aside, and she wanted to wear it today.

The two girls worked together, put on her colorful clothes, and according to her instructions, she evenly pounced rouge and applied rouge cream to her, and she asked the girl to take out the makeup, and her slender white fingers turned over in the makeup, picked out a few luxurious and hearty jewelry, dressed neatly, and took a photo in front of the bronze mirror on the floor, graceful and luxurious, and satisfied.

And let the girl call the groom to the back, just at this time the nanny came over with the little leopard, she reached out to take it, looked at her son's eyes like two black crystals, looking at her steadily, her heart was clenched, as if someone was tearing to both sides, the pain was so bad that she couldn't breathe smoothly, kissed her son's tender little face, gritted her teeth and didn't let the tears flow, and then handed her son to the nanny and said: "It's so coaxing, I'll go to Wutong for everyone." ”

The nanny asked, "Does the second lady want to take the young master there?"

Miao Chang shook her head and said, "It's windy outside, how can the little young master go." ”

The nanny hugged the little leopard and bent her knees: "The second lady walks slowly." ”

Walking out of the door, Miao Chang looked back step by step, she could give up her life, but she couldn't give up her young son, and finally she was about to crush her silver teeth to run away without looking back.

got into the carriage, and slowly looked back at the Shen Ji Inn, at this time she couldn't even give up Shen Qian's family, even the big willow tree in front of the inn, she thought, if she can live, even if it is coarse tea and light rice, even if it becomes a running hall of Shen Ji Inn, washing dishes, washing vegetables, sweeping the floor and wiping the table every day, that kind of day is very beautiful.

However, she can't live, because she had promised her mother, and her own daughter drowned her mother, which is an evil deed that God does not tolerate, and she should be responsible for this evil deed that has lost her conscience, otherwise even if she lives for the rest of her life, it will be like death, or even life is worse than death.

Today's carriage is going very fast, not long to come to Wutong Street, after three archways is the Anyuan Marquis Mansion, this is her home, is the place where she was born and lived, is the place where her nightmare began and ends, and then come here, the mood is very different, because, today she wants to be here, in the well where her mother drowned, to repay her life to her mother.

The door on the west side came down and sent away the carriage of the Shen family, and she walked slowly in step by step, and the door saw that she was in a trance, and at the same time as telling Lan Yi that the eldest lady was back, he also piggybacked on it.

Lan Yi hugged his son, and after listening to Chunxi's words to the messenger boy, he handed the little tiger to the nanny to hold, and then asked Qiuluo who was embroidered on the kang: "You say, why did the big sister suddenly come back by herself today?"

Menzi said that Miao Chang didn't even bring a girl.

Qiuluo scratched his scalp with a needle, thought for a while, and said, "The eldest lady definitely has something in her heart." ”

Lan Yi suddenly remembered the day Miao Chang came back, the conversation between the two of them, Lan Yi seemed to have guessed something in his heart.