It was an unexpected encounter, for both sides.

But if you have encountered it, how can you pretend that you haven't seen anything?

Ruan Wan suddenly understood the so-called "principle of TV dramas"-

The female protagonist was misunderstood by the male protagonist, she was obviously full of grievances, but when faced with his accusations and questions, she didn't say a word or-for-tat, and finally made the two sides unhappy, and even led to a stricter thing.

When many people see this kind of plot, they feel very painful, because it is clearly something that can be solved by "explaining"! Why not just explain it?

Ruan Wan also thought about it this before, and it was not until this moment that she realized that the thinking patterns of people who are in a relationship may be different from ordinary people. It can be explained, but it is unwilling or even disdainful to explain, and there are always ridiculous thoughts like "since you love me, you should believe me". In the end, maybe it's just to test his love, or maybe it's just to maintain his so-called self-esteem.

She stared at him silently for a long time.

In the process, she felt that he was expecting him to say something, but she stubbornly didn't say it.

In the end, he seemed to be finally disappointed, turned around, and was about to leave.

"Du Jinnian. ”

When she said this, Ruan Wan felt that her throat was blocked by something, she felt that her breath was not smooth, and the words she spoke were weak and intermittent, but even so, she still said the words that were stuffed in her heart word by word, "This is your decision?"

She felt like she was reaching her limit.

No matter how much she loves him, there is a degree of qiē. Now, she clearly sees this "degree".

Du Jinnian turned around and looked at her, with the same pain and disappointment on his face as her: "So, Awan, what do you want me to do?"

Ruan Wan laughed self-deprecatingly: "So, you have actually convicted me, right?"

“…… I don't want that. Until that second, he was thinking, as long as she said "no," he would believe it. But she didn't say anything, and his heart cooled a little bit in the process of waiting. She knew how disgusted and even terrified he was, and yet she did it. In disbelief, he only felt that she didn't really take him to heart, or that many things were more important than him in her perception. It wasn't what he wanted, and he couldn't get it out of his way, so he had no choice but to turn away.

"Really?" Ruan Wan laughed again, "If I say 'no' now, would you believe it?"

Her attitude was so casual that he couldn't tell the truth from the fake for a while.

Ruan Wan lowered her eyes, if she still had a trace of expectation just now, then now there is no more. When she raised her eyes to look at him again, the corners of her mouth were slightly hooked: "Also, if I didn't do it, why was everyone targeting Zhuang Luo, why didn't Qi Xuan be involved at all? If it weren't for her belief that she couldn't sleepwalk and didn't have a second personality, she would almost have thought that she had done it herself.

"Awan......" Du Jinnian's pupils shrank, and he subconsciously wanted to say something, but at this moment, his mobile phone rang.

Ruan Wan stared at the person in front of her who answered the phone, staring at the phone in the hand of the person in front of her, and her eyes were even more mocking. Of course, after hearing the faint content of the phone call, the irony on the corner of her mouth was even worse: "I have already played a trick, and if I play it again, you actually believe it?"

"I admit that Zhuang Luo is indeed not a good girl. Du Jinnian's eyes were finally disappointed when he looked at the person in front of him, and he said clearly in the same words, "It is true that you will cheat with your life, but this is not the reason for you to say such things now." ”

Discredited, taking medicine to commit suicide, a qiē is so familiar to him, so that he can barely breathe.

In his life, he never hated anyone, the only thing he hated was the guy who deliberately lured his mother to fall and gave her a cruel knife.

But now, the person he loved was doing something similar, perhaps not so excessively, but she was also forcing another person to die—a qiē that resembled his haunting past.

If Zhuang Luo is fine, let's not say anything, if something happens to her, he probably can't continue to get along with the person in front of him. It has nothing to do with Zhuang Luo, it has nothing to do with love or not, he just can't get over the hurdle in his heart.

Thinking of this, his heart was not painless, even more so than it was torn. Admittedly, he couldn't help but get close to her at first because he felt that he was similar to the person he had been dreaming about. This kind of empathy is despicable, and he knew it from the beginning, so he also told her this kind of thing from the beginning. She didn't mind or even willing to associate with him, it was a surprise that he had never imagined. In the process of getting along, he was indeed disappointed, because although they were similar, they were indeed two people - completely different in many places, but what he felt the most was happiness.

He loved her.

He never doubted that.

But at this moment, he finally realized the contradiction between them clearly - she loved him, but she also became more self-reliant day by day, and began to not consult or even ignore his advice on some things. When it reaches its extreme, they may become another parent.

And he was hesitant to continue to move forward with her.

Du Jinnian suddenly felt very tired, this feeling from the inside out made him reluctant to continue the conversation in front of him, or even to have any more quarrels with her, he just nodded hurriedly and turned around again.

Ruan Wan watched him walk away step by step, watched him disappear from her sight step by step, and shouted uncontrollably-

"Don't go!"

She didn't realize that there was a cry in her voice.

"Du Jinnian!"

He stopped.

At this moment, Ruan Wan was truly aware of her humility, and the so-called "love to the dust" was probably how she felt now.

He didn't look back.

"If I say, it really wasn't me who did it......" she finally spoke, and with each word, she felt her heart feel a little colder, and her self-esteem shattered and fell at his feet, "Can you ...... Can you not go?" she threw all her self-esteem at his feet, lying on the ground and letting him trample on it.

It's so sad to be so small, to the point of being in the same position as another disgusting woman and letting him choose, to the point where he doesn't even think he's going to "win".

He finally turned his head, there was surprise and helplessness in his eyes, and he said, "Awan, let's talk about this later, okay?"

All of Ruan Wan's feelings fell apart at this moment.

She thought she was crying, but on the contrary, her expression changed to one of indifference, and she said sluggishly and coldly, "If you leave now, you will never appear in front of my eyes again." ”

“……”

She's serious.

He felt it.

Du Jinnian hesitated for a moment, he looked at her like this, and knew that he shouldn't leave. However, the sight of his mother falling to the ground and the smile on her face when she died kept flashing in his head, almost driving him crazy, and in the end, he chose to ......

Leave.

Ruan Wan didn't feel pain, how could someone who was already numb to the point of pain still have extra feelings?

At this moment, she finally understood one thing-

Why did he obey her in his previous life, but he is like this in this life.

It turns out that the answer has always been very simple, but she has been deceiving herself and is unwilling to see through it.

She unconsciously whispered: "Du Jinnian, answer my last question - is it me that you love, or the person you dreamed of in a trance......"

“…… I'm sorry. ”

Ha, he said "I'm sorry" to her.

When he fell in love with her, she thought he saw his own broken heart, and saw her pure and beautiful past. Originally, this was not the case at all, in fact, he was just looking for a shadow similar to his mother......

What he wants is a bad girl, a bad girl who has done bad things and has remorse, a bad girl who stays by his side wholeheartedly and depends on him and will never leave him waiting for him to save.

He didn't fall in love with her because he loved her, but because she was "bad" enough in his previous life.

"Hahahaha......" Ruan Wan laughed like a madman, "It's ridiculous......"

She leaned back and laughed.

He fell in love with her as a bad girl.

She is grateful for his love and is determined to change her life and be a good girl.

But in the end, he lost his love.

It's ridiculous.

It turned out that from beginning to end, she would be wrong, she deserved to be so wolf, she was simply asking for hardship and self-defeating!

While realizing this, Ruan Wan began to doubt her life again. Even the most important things have been wrong, and they have become like this, and in other things, is she really doing the right thing? Or is it actually self-deception again and again?

And the reason why she was able to do it all over again was that she thought she was for him, in order to repay him for the love he promised in life and death.

Now that he doesn't want her, is there still a need for her to save zài?

She froze.

So I didn't notice at all, a man and a woman were walking not far away.

"I'll just say that's my sister, brother, you still don't believe it!" Qiao, who was licking ice cream in the winter, wished to "despise" the tall man next to him.

“……”

"Brother, can you be more active, it's just shopping, you can't die. And if I hadn't dragged you out, you'd have been taken on a blind date by your father......!

"Why is she standing there in a daze?" Qiao Yi spoke in time, interrupting her chattering sister - she had often gloated since he began to be forced into marriage. He sometimes reminded her, "Sooner or later it will be your turn," but she replied triumphantly, "When the time comes, I will reply, 'My brother is not married, why should I be at home!'" -- since I met the little girl, my wish has become more and more like her.

"Huh, yes, I'll take a look!"

Qiao Xinyuan, who was grabbing the ice cream, quickly ran to Ruan Wan's side and naughtily slapped the latter from behind: "Hey!"

However, her sister didn't let out a scream as she thought, and looked at her with a helpless and speechless smile. But...... One staggered, sideways on the ground, eyes closed, unknown to anyone.

“…… Sister, sister, !!"