There is no greater mourning than the death of the heart, and the death of a person is secondary.

Compared to death, which symbolizes the "end of a qiē", the torture of the soul is endless. And among the many torments, there is an unbearable pain called self-denial.

Can you imagine?

All that belongs to oneself is denied.

There is no point in thinking about it all along.

There is no point in what has been done.

Even the zài itself doesn't make any sense, it's even just a boring joke.

Not to be trusted, not to be needed, not to be ...... Love.

If everything we have perceived in the past is false, then what is true?

Ruan Wan fell into a deep confusion - if she had been a little more sober, a little more perk, a little more at the things around her, maybe she could have come out of this situation. But the reality at the moment is that from the moment Du Jinnian turned his back and walked out of her sight and her life, from the moment she realized the cruel truth, from the moment she knew that she had never been just a poor worm, her whole person fell into the chaos of thinking.

She can't get out at all, so what's the other thing.

Ruan Wan feels very tired now, really tired, she has been working so hard and even forcing herself to work hard, wanting to change a qiē, wanting to make herself worthy of him, wanting to have a better future with him...... And now, the tiredness that had been building up finally exploded, and they came in an overwhelming manner, drowning her entirely.

She thought she might drown, but ......

It doesn't matter anymore.

She closed her eyes tiredly, she didn't want to open them at all, she just wanted to lie quietly until she was old, and she just wanted to lie quietly until the end of time.

……

"What are the results of the examination?" asked Su Fanghua, who hurried over after receiving the news.

Qiao Xinyuan replied with a worried face: "It is said that there is no problem with the body, but it is too tired, just pay attention to rest." ”

Su Fanghua breathed a sigh of relief and shook her head: "This kid is really, I said a long time ago, what does a girl do so hard, not to mention that she hasn't graduated yet." Besides, isn't there still a golden year? ”

Qiao Yi frowned slightly, he had always disagreed with Aunt Su's opinion. But firstly, she is an elder after all, and secondly, it is really unnecessary to argue about this kind of thing, so he should not have heard it.

Qiao's wish was that she didn't care about what her mother said at all, and her heart was in turmoil - for some reason, although the doctor said that her sister's body was fine, she couldn't put her mind at ease, and she always felt ...... I always feel a little bit unpleasant.

"By the way, what about Jinnian?" Su Fanghua looked left and right, "Why didn't he come?"

According to the original plan, Ruan Wan and Du Jin's annual meeting will officially get engaged after her senior year. Although the two did not disclose this plan, they could be regarded as having met their parents, so Su Fanghua knew about Du Jinnian's existence.

Qiao Yi shook his head: "The phone can't get through." ”

Su Fanghua frowned, a little dissatisfied in her heart, but she also knew that she was no wonder about "the phone didn't work", and said, "Wish, did you call your grandmother?"

Qiao shook his head: "Not yet." My sister has never liked to worry my grandmother too much, so I want to wait for the test results to come back and see. Although there is nothing wrong with the test results now, she really wants to call her grandmother......

"You're doing the right thing. Su Fanghua nodded, "Mom is old, and it's too unsafe to rush to the road." She ......"

Before she could finish her sentence, she was interrupted by a cry from Joe's heart-

"Brother Ziyu?"

Su Fanghua and Qiao Yi looked not far away, only to see a young man in a black coat approaching quickly, but it took a breath or two to walk in front of them.

"How's it going?"

This question is a bit clueless, but on such a special occasion, no one will misunderstand what he means.

After a short silence, Qiao Yi opened his mouth and replied, "There is no major problem with my body, but I am a little overtired. As soon as the words fell, he saw the person standing opposite him slowly exhale, looking relieved, which made his mood suddenly a little complicated - although he didn't just know some "little secrets", but every time he realized this, it was a little subtle that was difficult to describe in words.

"I can...... Look at her?"

Qiao Yi: "......" What should he do if he suddenly wants to refuse?

"Of course!" Qiao, who has been a professional brother for twenty years, said very happily, and said in passing, "But be quiet, my sister is still sleeping." Seeing Shen Ziyu enter the ward, Qiao Xinyuan suddenly reacted, "Huh, brother, you called Brother Ziyu?"

Qiao Yi: "......" How should he answer?

At this moment, it was against his will to say "yes", and it was more troublesome to say "no", so he chose to be on a dog leash...... No, it's choosing silence!

Joe didn't think much of it.

On the other hand, Su Fanghua on the side showed a thoughtful expression - she is indeed smart and tough, and sometimes she has the potential of a pig teammate, but in terms of feelings, she is also a person who has come over. And Shen Ziyu did not hide her emotions in a momentary hurry, so she naturally saw some clues.

Regardless of what these three people were thinking at the moment, Shen Ziyu had already walked to the bedside at this time. He quietly watched her lying still, at her increasingly depressed face, at the lingering frown in her eyebrows, and his heart was filled with countless self-reproaches.

It's his fault.

He had long known that Yan Mingxiu was not a fuel-efficient lamp, but he didn't knock him into the dust from the beginning, which caused her to be dragged into the mud now. This is a mistake.

He already knew that Zhuang Luo had a relationship with Yan Mingxiu, and he even single-handedly suppressed the interview script about Zhuang Luo, but he didn't expect the latter to be so mad. This is two wrongs.

Although he restrained some people in time afterwards, controlled the trend of public opinion, and prevented this fire from burning to Qi Xuan, in the final analysis, he miscalculated first. If it weren't for that, how could she work so hard that she was hospitalized. These are the three mistakes.

He will not forgive himself, but at the same time - some people will have to pay the price.

Shen Ziyu's eyes were instantly full of fierceness and evil energy, but soon, they all dissipated. It's not that his anger is only for a second, but he doesn't want her to open her eyes at this time, and the first thing she sees is him like this. Although he knew that he didn't have any image in her heart, he still didn't appreciate the fact that he was breaking the jar.

At this moment, Shen Ziyu didn't know about the quarrel between Du Jinnian and Ruan Wan, and only thought that the trigger point in front of him was the "Zhuang Luo incident" and his own "inaction".

He wanted to leave Qiē to take care of her, but he also knew that she had never liked to have anything to do with him, so he could only resist the urge to stay, the urge to hold her hand, and the urge to pinch her messy forehead to her ear, looked at her deeply, and after a pause for a few seconds, he reluctantly turned around and left.

Almost at the same time.

In a villa on the outskirts of the city.

Xu Liang was shocked to see that the vicinity of the wine cabinet had become a "ruin", Yan Mingxiu stood among the debris and the wine flowing all over the ground, and handed him a cup with a smile: "Would you like a cup?"

Xu Liang was creepy by his laughter, and subconsciously shook his head.

Yan Mingxiu showed a regretful expression: "It's a pity, this is the last bottle." ”

"You ......" Xu Liang swallowed, "Why did you smash them all?"

"Because maybe after today, they won't belong to me. Yan Mingxiu replied with a smile, "I can't decide if I'll lose a qiē, but I can at least decide whether they will stay or not, and that's not bad, isn't it?"

"......" Xu Liang shook his head and muttered in his mouth, "You're crazy." ”

"Huh. ”

Xu Liang suddenly reacted, thinking about why he came here: "I have completed my mission, what about the money you promised to give me?"

"Money? Oh, yes, money. Yan Mingxiu just remembered to find his mobile phone, and after pressing it a few times, Xu Liang's mobile phone rang with a prompt tone.

Xu Liang looked at the money that represented a long period of wealthy life, and couldn't help but smile, he raised his head and looked at Yan Mingxiu, who made him feel more and more panicked, and said, "Then we have lost both the money! I'm leaving!"

With that, he hurriedly turned away as if a vicious dog was chasing after him.

Yan Mingxiu shook the wine glass in his hand lightly, hooked the corners of his mouth, and said mockingly: "Go, are you leaving?" It was too late, if he was going to the fire, then all of them would accompany him to turn into ashes.

Of course, even if it is also gray, it is divided into three, six, nine and so on.

The best is none other than Shen Ziyu, as well as ......

With the passage of time, Ruan Wan's situation not only did not improve, but became strict.

For Ruan Wan herself, she is just "resting", but in the eyes of outsiders, a person who is obviously just "a little tired" actually doesn't open his eyes after sleeping for three days, what's wrong.

It's just that I'm asleep, and there are some reasons to explain it, but what I can't explain is that Ruan Wan is losing weight at a rapid rate that is visible to the naked eye.

This is not an exaggeration, but a fact.

Yes, even if a person who has been bedridden for a long time constantly feeds the nutrients needed by the body by guò hanging water, the body will definitely develop in a bad direction day by day. But the problem lies in the "long term", a woman who was originally in the prime of her youth and as beautiful as a flower actually withered in an instant, this kind of thing obviously cannot be explained by common sense, and it is difficult for anyone to believe and accept.

Examine?

No conclusion at all.

The only thing that is certain is that the life force is rapidly draining from her body.

When they disappear completely, maybe that's when she's gone.