390 Chapter 390
I was the third in the house and the youngest girl in my family.
One of the advantages of being born in everyone's house is that even if you don't leave home, you can also see all kinds of strange and strange people, and even more lively and noisy than ordinary small households.
Although it seems from the outside, such as the big family of Sigaomen, the same prosperity is enviable.
Fortunately, I am a descendant, my mother is from a family, and my father has always respected her, so he also pities and loves me.
When I heard that my father had booked me to Master Guo, the head of the Imperial Household Department, I was actually very sad.
My father worked hard for decades, and finally after the fall of King Su, he was able to secure the position of the secretary of the military department.
Not to mention this age, in addition to my mother, there are four other aunts in the family, none of whom are fuel-efficient lamps.
Although I heard that Lord Guo of the household department is not very old, and has never been married, but this is even more disturbing, if it is an ordinary ordinary person, a child of a family, and now he is a high power, how can he never be married?
I heard gossip that he must have something to hide.
Where is the tongue in the gossip in the market, and the three of them become tigers, where can I see clearly in the boudoir?
However, after all, my father is in charge of this matter, and I have always been the most obedient, and I have never been disobedient in the slightest.
Therefore, although I was not very comfortable, I didn't say a word.
After all, even if I don't look at anything else, just relying on the four words "Hubu Shangshu" is enough to make me speechless, and I should like to like it.
I can see that my father is very satisfied with this family business, since he settled down, every day is full of red light, when he looks at me, he is even more different from before, and praises me in every way, one moment saying that I am clever, and another time saying that I am well-born, and I have said all the words that I have not boasted about in the previous sixteen years......
Even he was much gentler with his mother.
You must know that since taking in another room of young concubines, although the parents can be called "respectful of each other", they are really polite, almost estranged.
After all, it was my biological mother, and she saw my worries and secretly asked me a few times.
I didn't dare to say it explicitly, so I only said vaguely: "I don't know what kind of person it looks like......"
There is a saying that is "the words of the matchmaker of the parents", and he is the master of Shangshu, even if it is really ugly, or the character is not enough to describe, in fact, it is not my turn to talk more.
Mother smiled knowingly: "Just rest assured, I have been to Guo Mansion a few times, and I have also seen Guo Shangshu, he is a rare character, yes, your fourth cousin is not bad, but in my opinion, compared with Guo Shangshu, it is not good." ”
My mother, who had always been cautious and not a man of many words, was shocked and could not believe that she had spoken such words today.
Because I have lived in the inner house for a long time, I have not seen many men, but the fourth cousin is the most outstanding, and the girls in the family all know it, and when they talk secretly, they all praise him for "looking like Pan'an".
I only think of my mother as a comforting mother.
And the Guo family seemed to be in a hurry to get married, which made me more and more uneasy, and I was depressed and wanted to die for a while.
Until the night of the candle in the cave room, the red veil was provoked, and I didn't even dare to open my eyes, for fear of seeing an ugly and old man.
After a long time, he raised his eyes tremblingly, and when he saw the man...... But he didn't believe what he saw.
At that time, Lord Shangshu did not speak, he was dressed in a happy dress, standing silently, his eyes were gentle, and he looked at me with a light smile on his lips.
However, just by looking at it, you know that he is a very gentle man.
The moment I saw him, I was so dizzy that I thought I was dreaming.
Later, I remembered what my mother said, "The fourth cousin is not as good as the fourth cousin", etc., I couldn't imagine it before, but when I looked at it now, I didn't remember what the fourth cousin looked like...... What does it look like Pan An...... That's what looks like Pan An?
In front of Master Shangshu, sure enough, everything turned into floating clouds.
Shang Shu is really the most gentle person, even between the bed, he takes care of me.
It was as if I had stepped into a honey pot, and I was dizzy and couldn't extricate myself.
There is only one thing, he is very busy, a few days after the wedding, he often goes out early and returns late, and even does not return at night, his wife said that he has always been like this, I naturally understand, my father is also in this position, and it is good to be able to see each other every now and then.
On top of my joy, I became pregnant very quickly, which shows that God really cares for me.
- What kind of blessing is it cultivated?
The sisters in the house, before I got married, always had some ill intentions, secretly speculating that I would marry an old man.
Later, when I returned to the house with Master Shangshu a few times, those people were dumbfounded and speechless when they saw him, and from then on they became more and more jealous and hateful to me, and gave birth to some bad thoughts.
When I was five months pregnant, when I went back to the house, my aunt actually asked Shangshu why she didn't take a concubine......
I naturally understand what she means, she probably wants to take the opportunity to stuff the fourth sister into the Guo Mansion.
When I turned around, I told my mother about it, and she sneered.
It turned out that since the news of my pregnancy spread, it really caused everyone's hearts to move, and even my uncle's family intended to stuff the girl into Guo's mansion as a concubine, and wanted me to pull the strings.
The mother gritted her teeth and said: "One by one, they all say that you are young and weak, and you are pregnant, so you are not allowed to give Shang Shu a concubine, if you get a powerful person into the mansion, won't it threaten you......? It's better to get your own people over, and it's good to have an arm. ”
I bowed my head and didn't speak, my mother spitted, and said: "No matter how many concubines the Guo family takes, it is not their turn to probe their brains, where do they want to help you? It's just that I see that you are soft, and I want to press you to compete for favor, and I don't look down on these things because of the black-eyed chickens competing for food!"
So my mother stopped me from it, and I was relieved.
However, after all, there are people who are thieves and do not die, and when they saw that they couldn't get through their mother's path, they mentioned it to their father.
I never dared to disobey my father, so I had to say yes.
Later, I finally found a loophole...... Reluctantly, he explained the matter to Shangshu.
When he heard this, he was silent, just looked at me and asked, "Do you want me to take a concubine?"
I listened to this voice and wanted to cry for some reason.
I naturally know that if I want to be a virtuous family and take a concubine for my husband, it is also justified, after all, I am pregnant and inconvenient to serve, and secondly, I am also thinking about the succession of the family.
- And as far as I know, even the wife of the house has this idea.
But Shangshu is so good, good Before marrying him, I never imagined that there would be such a rare good husband in the world...... I'm not the only one anymore, or he's going to prefer someone else...... The sadness in my heart cannot be contained.
I didn't answer him, I just bit my lip and the tears couldn't help but fall.
I heard him sigh, then he took me in his arms and said, "That's it, don't think about it......"
At this, he chuckled softly, and suddenly repeated, "Yes...... You always like to think a lot, when will it be better......?
I suspect that he is disgusted with me, so I say this, after all, I didn't think much about it before.
Yet he bowed his head and kissed me on the forehead, his lips just as gentle as water.
I closed my eyes, and at this moment I suddenly felt extremely satisfied and grateful: even if Shangshu really took a concubine, what would it be? I was still his wife, the first woman he had treated like this!
I thought he didn't mean much, but was going to take a concubine...... Who knew that since then, whether it was at home or in the house, this matter has never been mentioned again.
As if it had never happened.
I was scared and liked it, but for some reason, I didn't dare to ask more.
It wasn't until I was about to give birth and my mother came to see me that I heard her say, "It's very rare...... That time, Jianyi personally talked to your father, saying that he had no intention of taking concubines, so your father extinguished this meaning. ”
I was dumbfounded, Shangshu had never told me about it, and I cried again.
I became the most envied person by the girls in the house.
As I said earlier, one of the advantages of being born among all of you is that you can see a lot of strange things.
Most of my brothers are married, and they are all very well-bred children, but I have heard and heard a lot.
For example, I slept with a few maids, bought a new aunt, or made friends outside......
Most of those sisters, who are married, also have their own wishes, either their husbands are unkind, or they have violent temperaments, and some of them are disagreeable because of their children......
I naturally know what it means to be "eight times out of ten that life is unsatisfactory", so when I thought of marrying an "ugly old man with a strange temper", I just went along with the flow, and where did I think of it...... Heaven has given me the best of people.
He is in a high position, has outstanding appearance, does not take concubines, does not pay attention, and is gentle and affectionate.
After I gave birth to a girl, I cherished it in every possible way.
If a husband is like this, what more can a husband ask for.
I'm content, and I snicker in my dreams.
To be treated so gently and affectionately by Shangshu, even if I die for him, I am satisfied and willing.
- Even though I knew that he married me, it was only because of 166Reading.com