She is the daughter of a criminal minister, who has lost her heart and lives in the Tang Mansion, where her identity is unknown and criticized.

- But I know that she is my mother.

Before I became sensible, I remember seeing the smiling face of a woman, she hugged me gently, her smile was like a flower, at that time I did not know how sinister this world was, but her smile was full of beauty, which gave me infinite illusions and hopes for this world.

Actually, I don't know exactly when I saw her smiling, because it was much later that I realized that my grandmother did not allow me to go to the backyard so that I would not see her, and in my vague memory, there was indeed no chance to see her, so where did I remember...... Such a heart-melting smile?

My grandmother was actually very kind to me, and she was very attentive and caring.

However, I knew that my father did not like me very much, let alone the princess, and although she did not say much, I could see the disgust in her words and mannerisms, and even in the look in her eyes.

Sometimes in front of my grandmother and father, she would make a gentle and lovely appearance, trying to make me like her, but in fact, she just wanted my grandmother and father to like her.

Probably in her eyes, as young as me, naturally should be as stupid as a pig, I don't know anything, but I can see it.

So every time she approached me, I had to avoid it or ignore it.

Over time, she stopped acting, even in front of my grandmother and father, she was indifferent to me.

My grandmother saw it and privately coaxed me: "Xiao'er, you should be more polite to the princess, so that she will love you more?"

I just kept my head down, pretended I didn't understand anything, and didn't say a word.

In fact, I thought to myself, "Why do I want her to love me? She is not my mother." ”

My grandmother didn't know, but I already knew who my mother was.

She just thought that she strictly ordered her subordinates not to talk too much in front of me, let alone ask someone to take me to the backyard, so I didn't know anything?

However, whether she believes it or not, whether others believe it or not, there is a natural closeness between the child and the mother that cannot be separated by anything.

Moreover, the princess and her maids often pointed at me without any scruples.

They said:

"This little thing, with a very similar expression and temperament, is really unpleasant. ”

"I don't know what the colt is doing in the house with her...... The child of the daughter of the guilty minister is a big joke to tell. ”

"Yes, I heard that Tang Shangshu came to ask her the day before yesterday, a character like Tang Shangshu, what does this mean?"

That day, I secretly left my grandmother behind and went to the backyard by myself.

Before I got close, I saw a soft sedan car carrying people from a distance, leaving the hospital door, I stared blankly, in fact, I couldn't see anything, only looked at the very thin wrist poked out, the fingers were slender, slightly shaking, it seemed to be as fragile.

I don't know why, I felt scared, I wanted to run over, but I was hugged, I looked back and saw that it was my father.

I was still trying to struggle, but my father hugged me tightly, and at first he didn't speak, just stared over there.

It wasn't until the sedan disappeared that I heard my father's voice say, "It's better to go, it's better to go than to be here...... ...... who does not live or die"

I looked up, and when I saw my father's eyes red, I felt even more sad, and tears flowed down, and I turned my head to look at the empty courtyard gate, and murmured, "Mother......"

My father was shocked, and then he hugged me tightly.

That was the first time I spoke.

Later, I heard more gossip,—— such as how she was in the Tang Mansion.

Thank you Princess Qingyan and her maids, and thank you to the girls around my wife, they have nothing to do, and they grind their teeth in private, and I have heard more gossip than my wife.

They don't avoid me, firstly, because I rarely speak, and secondly, I am probably a thorn in the side of them, although my wife protects me, and I dare not do anything in person, but it is good to verbally humiliate me behind my back.

I didn't have a mother, so I didn't bother to speak, and I knew that the more reticent I was, the more unscrupulous they were, the more things I could know.

For example, they often talk about me:

"Is that little thing a fool?"

"It's gloomy all day long, and he doesn't want to laugh, and it's a very unpleasant child. ”

I just coldly, grabbed a handful of stones and threw them in the water.

The next day, I was in my wife's room when I heard a commotion outside.

My wife asked people to look at me, and she asked people to ask questions.

I clearly heard what they said: "That person" came back and pestered the horse to make a fuss, and Tang Shangshu also followed, talking secretly with the horse in the study, and no one was allowed to approach.

My wife looked angry, and told Haosheng to look at me, so she went out with the girl.

When my wife left, I said to my grandmother, "Hungry, eat cake." ”

When the nurse saw that I was dumbfounded, she smiled and went out to tell the maid.

I ran out as soon as I saw no one around, and made desperate efforts in the direction of my father's study.

Before I could get to the study, however, I saw a man coming from the cloister on the lake, dressed in cinnabar red silk, with black hair like satin, shining in the sun, and she looked around as she went, as if carefree, with a slight smile on her face.

I had never seen such a beautiful woman, but I was very familiar with the smiling face.

I looked at her in a daze, and couldn't help but follow her, I knew who she was in my heart, but I couldn't scream, the whole person was like a puppet, just looked at her firmly, and didn't even dare to blink my eyes, for fear that if I missed the eye, she would disappear.

Until my grandmother found out that I was missing and chased me out.

At this moment, I saw Princess Qingyan leading someone to block her.

Further back...... I saw her leaning against the railing, and the slender fingers that I remember gently brushing the ends of her hair and pulling out a hairpin...... At this time, Mrs. Hou also ran out and shouted my name in a panic.

It dawned on me that if I didn't see her again, I wouldn't have a chance.

I immediately ran to her, and the faster I ran, the more I liked: This is my biological mother, and I ...... Finally met my mother!

I've never run so fast, the whole person seems to be flying, and I scream as I run: "Mother, mother!"

However, my ecstasy was shattered before the dust had settled.

…… The silk robe shook in the light and shadow, the long satin hair swayed in the wind, and the man fell from the railing into the lake, and the lake swallowed her, only the surface of the water, the broken ice swayed and stirred, and in the icy water, it was blood red.

I heard my own voice, which was like broken ice, shattering and hoarse.

Someone caught up from behind me and took me into her arms: "Xiao'er, Xiao'er!" she screamed in a dumb voice, and then tried to cover my eyes.

As if that were the case, I couldn't see it.

But how could I not see? My wife's hand covered my eyes, but she couldn't cover my heart.

From that moment on, it was as dark as if I had sunk to the cold and dark water.

It was also from that moment that I understood what hatred was.

Whether it is his father, Tang Yi, or Princess Qingyan, Lin *...... Full of hatred, I hate them all. 166 Reading Network