Chapter 109 Past Events 2: Lin Xiangxu's monologue recalled
The harsh winter deepened its footsteps, and the bitterness of Hell stretched out its claws once more. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć info This is force majeure and a test that the thin flesh must go through at this time of year...... No, not so much a test. It's better to say that it is a physical torture.
Remember, that day. I hid in the classroom shivering, every page of the textbook in my hand tingling with a biting chill.
Really, I've worked so hard to get those greasy meat into my stomach, why is there still no fat to grow? Could it be that even such protection should be vetoed by this damned body?
To be honest, the girls in the class envy me for not eating fat with such and such eyes. But in fact, what makes me very difficult is that if I don't get fat, when spring comes, my father's stern whip will definitely leave bruises on my body mercilessly. If I could have a thick body of fat, I would probably only feel the pain of my flesh and skin, and I wouldn't feel like my bones were going to collapse.
"Lin Xiangxu! Let's go down and have a snowball fight! ā
The classmates who usually come to him to copy their homework are dressed in thick down jackets, and they open their mouths to breathe in the cold air. At the same time, he pierced my heart mercilessly. Even though I knew he was unintentional, I was still annoyed when I didn't even have the courage to face the snow and ice.
"No, it's too cold down there, and it's not good to get snow. Besides, the teacher has to ask questions in the next class. "I tried my best to keep my mind in check, to mix my emotions with a chill, and to look calm.
"Tsk! You say you're so boring. Let you go down and play, you're like a. Learn all day long! Learn! Learn! He seemed to throw a disgusted gaze, which was really dazzling.
"Learn from you. Yes! Nerd! Why don't you bring glasses, you say? ā
The grunt of dissatisfaction did not shy away from me at all. I sighed helplessly, and my mood had to be as gloomy as this snowy day without sunshine. With such physical fitness, I'm afraid I'm going to freeze after a long time. My biggest fear is the cold, those snot will torment me for a long time, and for now, the most precious time of my life is the time to sleep soundly. If I am deprived of sleep time by illness, it is better for me to have a serious illness that the whole family has to pay attention to!
The day of suffering finally came to an end, and the bell for the end of school was like a clarion call for victory after a battle. Although the end of one thing is the beginning of another, we are used to this cycle day after day.
"Hey! Lin Xiangxu, copy today's homework for us. ā
The students who came in front of him were all well-connected students from outside the class. They often play in pairs and copy my homework almost every day.
I remembered that my second brother in the same grade as me came to me today, and he said that today's homework was very difficult, and he wanted to learn from it in the evening. I agreed, and at the same time, as the second brother said, the homework is indeed not difficult, and even I dare not guarantee that the accuracy rate is more than 70%.
"I'm sorry, I have to take it back today."
Even though their arrogance was unpleasant, I politely declined them.
"Shhhh You stingy. ā
I was stunned for a moment. I usually lend them money, and I have never refused, why do they call me stingy after I refuse once today? If they ask me to borrow it this afternoon, I'll give it to them.
"I ......"
"Shut up! Why are you like this? You won't go to a snowball fight in the morning, and you're still unhappy to borrow a homework from you in the afternoon? What exactly do you mean? ā
"I ......."
I was speechless, because I knew in my heart that no matter how much I tried to excuse me. In their eyes...... After all, it's a quibble. As for the unhappy face....... I shouldn't have it, I usually have a normal face except for smiling at others. I don't think I'm at that point yet.
"I'll ask you again. Do you borrow or not? ā
The leader's expression changed unbelievably, and he, who usually laughed at me, was trying to pierce me with his indifferent eyes.
The combination of cold gaze and cold air made me shiver. Even if the second brother will forgive me, I don't want to break the appointment. Besides, I have no reason to accept my second brother's forgiveness.
"I'm sorry, I can't borrow it today. If you can come a little earlier tomorrow, you might be able to catch up. ā
I'm just telling the truth. Just by simply observing the words and colors, I can judge the wonderful changes in the faces of the people in front of me.
Actually, I know that these people usually hang their heads. Not to mention letting them come early, it's rare that three of them don't arrive late.
"Less nonsense! If you don't give it, we'll rob it! ā
When the leader saw that the negotiation had failed, he immediately revealed his ugly and hideous face.
I subconsciously climbed onto the table to protect my homework book, and several people reacted when the leader's voice fell, and pounced on me to help pull me away.
I know very well, not to mention such a thin body. Even an adult can be pulled out by them in an instant, not to mention that my down jacket has only been bought for a long time, and it will definitely be torn.
Their eyes slowly closed the moment before they were about to bite me. However, nothing happened as I had imagined.
A young and shrill voice resounded through the classroom.
"What are you doing here? Teacher! There are still people who stay here and don't leave! ā
It was this cry that saved me. The students screamed and crawled out of the classroom.
When I opened my eyes full of gratitude, the excitement was about to erupt, and the slender figure reflected in the pupils in my eyes....... It's that nasty girl!
I...... She saved ...... It's so embarrassing.......
The corners of his mouth unconsciously drew an arc, which was a deep self-mockery. Such a humble me, not only at home, but also at school, I will be insulted by her!
Even the fist that protruded from the veins slammed into the desk, and the empty echo briefly appeared in the classroom. At this moment, anger was about to overflow from the bottom of my heart, as if a cup full of unstable compounds was about to explode. All the emotions that are full of negativity are boiling! My brain is already full of their noise!
By the time I came to my senses, she was gone. I knew from a very early age that I had low self-esteem, but it was this low self-esteem that allowed me to enjoy the love that my brothers and adults gave me. So...... I was bound by it and clutched firmly in the palm of my hand. I can't let go of it, and he's kept ...... Erode me!
To be continued.......