Chapter 108 Past Events: Lin Xiangxu's monologue of reminiscences

It was a cruel winter. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 Info stoves and quilts are people's best companions in that season. I was squatting alone in the yard.

In the pale courtyard, the bleak scene can't help but make people feel a little dilapidated. Yes, this compound, this house, should be repaired.

In the awe-inspiring cold wind, my weak body struggled to support it, and every time I passed by my face, it was as sharp as a blade. The cold air invaded the body, and all the internal organs were trembling. The chill flowed through the body, and the cold skin felt irresistible. Muscles that are tense together try to get closer to the bones to conserve heat. But my fragile nerves were tormented, and they kept telling me and complaining to me.

The floor tiles under my feet really match my current complexion, pale as bone......

"Third child, take a sip of hot water. ”

Out of the house came a kid a little older than me, and it was my eldest brother. Not long ago, on his fifteenth birthday, I didn't seem to have given him a present.....

The eldest brother came over with a thermos cup and unscrewed the lid in front of me, making a subtle sound of steaming hot water. This should be boiling water for a short time, and the eldest brother must be afraid that it will be cold when he takes it out, so he hurriedly packed it and sent it over.

I shook my head at him and said, "I don't need big brother, I can still hold on." ”

Although he heard me say this, the eldest brother still did not stop his movements. He ignored my argument and poured hot water into the lid of the thermos and handed it over. Judging by his intentions, he wanted me to open my mouth.

"Really, you don't have to ......"

Before I could finish my sentence, my eldest brother glared at me and found an opportunity to stuff the quilt directly into my mouth.

The taste of steel is spotted by the taste buds. The mouth was as cold as an ice cellar, and it was filled with the sudden temperature. The tip of the tongue touched the hot stream, and they tumbled down the throat. The warmth passed through the atrium, and although it was not enough to warm the whole body, I was really much better. What's more, although the eldest brother is rough and tough, this can't help but make me feel the warmth between brothers.

"Thank you..... Big Brother ....."

"If only I could drink it. The eldest brother's eyebrows stretched out, covered the cup and crossed his waist and muttered dissatisfiedly: "I know you have a stubborn temper." But your father shouldn't have punished you like that. Look at your thin body, it's really ruthless. ”

"That's also something that can't be helped, who called the third child so real. No matter where you are, it's always good to have a sweeter mouth. ”

These harsh words came from the mouth of the second brother. But my eldest brother and I didn't say anything. We all know in our hearts that the second brother is a very polite person who speaks internally, and he is very smart and can look at the situation. Of course, it is understandable to say that he is a man who sees the wind and steers, and the only thing I admire is that he can implement his personal principles very well and be loyal.

"How's it going?" the eldest brother looked at the second brother who came up the stairs, they seemed to have colluded for something, I think I guessed.

They must have gone to find Grandpa, who loves the three of us very much, and will definitely help us talk. Even so, I don't hold out any hope. The current head of the family is my father, and he is a strict self-disciplined person. How can a person who doesn't even let go of himself can let others go?

I already know the results. But seeing that the second brother shook his head, I couldn't help but sigh under the pressure of my body.

My eldest brother's calloused palm patted me on the shoulder, and the warmth from it made me not want him to leave at all.

"The third child, if you hold on for a while, the second child and I will figure out a way. Soon, you can rest assured. ”

Looking at the backs of the two, Rao shook his head gently in a state that I couldn't even tremble in now. Big brother, don't you know how to give up?

"Look at you, it's sad. ”

It seems like a long time has passed, and I can't remember exactly. In my hazy consciousness, a delicate girl in front of me also squatted with me. She lifted a strand of black ebony hair, and her resolute expression was slightly apologetic.

It's not what I want to see, and I feel like my self-esteem has taken another blow at this moment. This guy is taking pity on me? I've been sick since I was a child, and it's really my fault.

I thought about it, and the girl really didn't feel anything. She smiled at me as if she didn't seem to notice any of my emotions.

"I'm sorry, I caused you to be punished. But that's the actual battle. ”

It's really not her fault......

"You...... Why don't you speak?"

That's what she asked me. I think it's ridiculous, she should know it in her heart, right? Did she come here without knowing anything? She didn't look like a stupid person. What's more, I don't know if this is a new type of ridicule or not.

I'm not silent, but I'd love to get rid of her. My frozen body, and the thin lips on my chapped lips that would burst with the slightest movement, made me dare not move in the slightest.

I don't have the strength to speak. Being able to stand like a sculpture here is already my limit. I closed my eyes and silently said to the girl in my heart, "If you want to laugh at me, hurry up." ”。

"Wow, you're so cold! like a big lump of ice!"

The girl exclaimed. I guess that's a matter of course, I've been so weak for just ten minutes and I've been stiff for almost an hour, and if it weren't for the hot water before, I think I'd already be unconscious.

I opened my eyes and lifted my eyelids for a moment. The girl's slender hand touched my face. I don't have any sense. Surprised, but faintly sad for his situation.

The girl seemed to realize why I couldn't speak. She lowered her eyes and seemed guilty, and when I thought she was going to turn away, she bit her lip and hugged me.

Of course I didn't feel it, the only feeling was that the girl's down jacket rubbed against my body, and her body temperature was conducted. For the so-called girl with a soft body, what else is there like body fragrance. Unfortunately, I didn't feel any of it.

"Are you still cold?"

I was silent, ignoring her at all. As for stupid things like hugging a girl and your brain going blank, there really isn't any sense of reality at all.

"Still can't speak?"

No, the words can be spoken. But I had no reason to say anything to her. The only thought in my heart is to let her leave quickly, and don't let the eldest brother and second brother see it, otherwise it will be troublesome. Because I know very well that both the eldest brother and the second brother like this girl, and in my eyes, she is purely a vixen who is about to ruin the brotherly relationship between us.

"You told me earlier that you are not in good health, and I will be lighter when I am in actual combat. ”

Really....... Still come to laugh at me. Heh, pretending to care about me, whispering in my ear in this way, as if it was very gentle. I didn't expose my shortcomings in front of everyone, as if I had given me dignity to the greatest extent.

"Enough is enough! stay away from me! I don't want to see you........"

The words of affection and righteousness blurted out after a short period of time without any processing by the brain. I didn't feel guilty, but I still cared that I hurt her. I think...... It might be better to say it so bluntly.

This kind of thought really makes my heart feel a lot better.

However, the girl seemed to have been hit hard. She slowly took two steps back, staggered, covered her mouth, and a tear flashed from the corner of her eye.

Maybe..... I've really gone too far.

I moved my eyes to the other side: "I'm sorry......"

The girl turned her back and looked behind her, and my conscience ached. She was crying and a little angry.

"It's me who should say I'm sorry, I'll stay away from you. ”

The words fell, and the girl disappeared.......

At that time, I really wanted to slap myself, why am I so cold, so mean......

To be continued..........