One more

If you add a "personal status" to Ruan Wan - if it was a "single dog" before, now it is a "single dog"!

Du Jinnian, who "caught" her, hugged her for a while, and began to worry that she would get sick if she stood in the cold wind with him like this, so he decided to take her to have breakfast after putting away her luggage.

Ruan Wan pursed her lips and thought, "Stupid, you can pull off your coat and wrap me in it, I'm not fat anyway!" But she won't say it, cough cough just started dating to be a little bit reserved and spicy.

Still, forgive her.

Ruan Wan looked sideways at someone who had wrapped her hand and pulled it into her pocket, pursing her lips and smiling, her eyes swirling with pleasure.

In this way, the two walked forward hand in hand around the same scarf.

The pace is not too fast.

The wind is still so strong.

The temperature is still so low.

But Ruan Wan just felt that as long as she was with this person, no matter what it was......

She's not afraid.

Ten minutes later, the two sat opposite each other in the breakfast shop.

As the first meal shared by the two after their relationship, it must be grand, such as meaningful...... It's weird. If they really ordered ten steamed buns and eight bowls of noodles for the sake of grandeur, they would definitely be regarded as brain-dead.

The result is still the same as usual.

Ruan Wan chose pure white rice porridge with vegetable wrapped tea eggs, and Du Jinnian chose bean porridge with siu mai fried dumplings. Their tastes are just similar, but they are quite different in terms of details. Ruan Wan didn't pay much attention to this in her previous life, but she slowly noticed it in this life. However, she didn't intend to accommodate him, nor did she intend for him to accommodate her, she thought, either option was not the best, and besides, they could run in.

"Didn't you say you wouldn't be back until after Christmas?" Ruan Wan asked while knocking on the eggshell. She doesn't think this guy is here to "surprise her", hmph, he will only be possible in a few years, now, hang!

"Daddy asked me to come back."

"Your dad?" Ruan Wan broke the egg in half and put it on the plate, then brought her hand to him, looking at him with a smile.

Du Jinnian stared at the brown juice sticking to the white and slender fingers, and his eyes were helpless for a moment,

“！”

Ruan Wan was very glad that she was not eating, otherwise she would probably choke.

"He knows me?!"

Of course, she is not shy because "the relationship is known by the man's parents", but ...... Dad Du doesn't seem to like her very much, to be precise, he doesn't like her in his previous life. But the fault is not Jinnian's father, he is actually a very good person, but she was not in a very good state at the time. But even so, Dad Du did not force Jinnian to leave her, and after Jinnian died, he did not blame her, and even said that if she needed, she could continue to live in the house where she and Jinnian lived at the time, and he even paid for her future life, on the grounds that "Jinnian's greatest wish before death is to take care of you". Therefore, even if he didn't like her, even if she was suspected of killing his son, he was still willing to take care of her.

“…… Well. Du Jin coughed, "I mentioned it during the chat. He was afraid that she would be nervous, and explained, "He just asked me to come back to spend the holiday with you, and he didn't say anything else, so you don't have to worry too much." Of course, if he could, he really wanted to "take her back for the holidays next year" as his father said. However, it is still too abrupt to say such things now.

Ruan Wan nodded, signaling that she knew.

Because of her family, she had no concept of her father since she was a child.

In my previous life, I asked my grandmother when I was a child, and my grandmother said something, but she didn't have a very specific impression of it, she only knew that her father was a very good person, very gentle, very kind and very good at taking care of people. She asked her grandmother, "If Dad is so good, why did he die?" To this day, she remembers her grandmother's suddenly gloomy eyes. At that time, she didn't understand the meaning of those eyes, but now that she thinks about it, her grandmother is about touching the scene and thinking of her grandfather.

Later, I met Qiao Jingwei.

It's a pity that he is far from her subconscious impression of her father.

Later, I met Jin Nian.

It's a pity that he and his grandmother have never met, but there will definitely be a chance in this life! Moreover, she really wanted to ask her grandmother, "Is he like his father back then?" It should be very similar, right? They are all such gentle and kind people who will take care of people. And, with a good father.

Ruan Wan suddenly thought, in a few years, they have a child, and the current Jin Nian will probably evolve into a storage zài like Dad Du, right?

Thinking about it like this, she couldn't help but wonder.

"What are you thinking?" Du Jinnian looked at the extremely warm smile on the face of the girl in front of him, and he was really curious.

"I don't sue you."

“……”

Ruan Wan took a bite of the hot bun, full of comfort, and secretly wondered if she really opened her mouth and said, "I'm thinking about our future child", would it scare him? However, she called preparing in advance, and it is a very worthy move!

"By the way, how is your grandmother's health?" Du Jinnian is no stranger to his new girlfriend's grandmother, because she often mentions the old man during that long correspondence period. He could feel that she loved his grandmother very much, and that they had a very good relationship.

"It's a lot better." Ruan Wan smiled, "The last time we talked on the phone, she said that she would come to see me if she was free." ”

“…… Do you want to come over? ”

"yes." Ruan Wan looked at the guy in front of her who suddenly became nervous with evil eyes, hum, she scared her just now, and now she deserves to be scared by her, right? But she really didn't lie, and her grandmother did say it, but only if she was free and in a good mood.

Maybe she gloated too obviously, Du Jinnian soon realized that she was scolding her, and suddenly couldn't cry or laugh. But to be honest, I was really nervous at the thought of meeting her relatives who depended on her for her life. At this point, they are approximately the same. It is precisely because I care about my family and the other party that I especially hope to be affirmed by the other party's family.

Of course, this kind of topic is still too far for them, who are only "just beginning to date".

Although she still wanted to spend more time with Jin Nian, Ruan Wan was still more concerned about this guy who had been on the plane for more than ten hours in a row, even if he said that he had slept during the journey, she still saw a thick tiredness on his face.

"After breakfast, let's go back and get some sleep." She raised her hand and patted his cheek, "Good boy has to be obedient~"

“……”

Well, then she sent her "baby" back to "home", although he wanted to send her back, but she still pushed her into the bedroom. Compared to her, a person who has a lot of sleep, he will still have a good rest!

After doing this, Ruan Wan took out her mobile phone and looked at the time, and found that ...... The first lesson is almost starting.

Fortunately, the friends have enough character, and they have brought her books and utensils to the classroom in advance, and by the way, they also helped her prepare for "helping to sign in", which really moved her to tears. In addition, she had no class in the afternoon, and she had just hung up the sign of "There is a master", so she decided to invite this group of good people to rub it at noon.

Miss Qian expressed satisfaction with Ruan Wan's "good attitude in admitting her guilt", and pointed out by the way, "Yours is yours, and the meal that Du Jinnian of your family wants to invite us is indispensable." The other two girls expressed their high approval of her words.

Ruan Wan said with "low eyebrows and kind eyes" that you are right, and adults will listen to you.

Miss Qian was satisfied, but because she was wearing thin clothes today, she decided to go back and change into thicker clothes first. Mo Bei and Xia Pujia also decided to go back first and put down the books. Ruan Wan asked them to help bring back their books, and decided to go to the restaurant to order a meal first, so as not to have too many people and no tables.

Thinking so, she walked briskly along the road.

Walking and walking......

Still......

Saw a person.

Shen Ziyu, who was supposed to live in the hospital, was standing on the side of the road in thin clothes at the moment, with his hands in his pockets, staring at the pond on the side of the road, not knowing what he was thinking.

Ruan Wan subconsciously stopped, stood behind him, and also looked towards the pond.

There are a lot of lotus flowers planted in the pond at the school, and because of her hometown, she will take a few more glances at it every time she passes by it, but unfortunately when she comes to school, they are almost withered, and she doesn't know how these lotus flowers will bloom in the hot summer. Fortunately, before leaving next summer, you can still see it.

She didn't know what Shen Ziyu was thinking when she was looking at the pond now.

And what he was thinking shouldn't be something she should care about.

Ruan Wan shook her head and smiled, continued to take a step, and continued to walk forward with her eyes ahead.

It's just that some things seem to backfire.

For example, she didn't want to be seen by Shen Ziyu.

But he turned around as if with divine help.

For example, she thought that he would not say half a word to her anyway because he had hurt his self-esteem.

But he ......

"Ruan Wan!"

Worse still......

Ruan Wan took half a step back, looked at Shen Ziyu, whose face was so red that she couldn't speak, and noticed something very unpleasant - he had drunk.

Two more

Ruan Wan was not mistaken.

Shen Ziyu did drink wine, yes, this pot ...... It's Meng Tingfei's.

Meng Tingfei was also originally well-intentioned, thinking about "one person and two brothers", and he was in a bad mood...... Bah! It's a drink! So the two of them were supposed to go to breakfast, but strangely it turned into drinking with tea and egg xiaolongbao, and the boss and the rest of the diners were speechless, thinking where did these two strange things come from!

Meng Tingfei couldn't take care of so much, and the restaurant near the school was not open, if he dragged Boss Shen to another place, it was estimated that he would lose people halfway. Thereupon...... The breakfast shop is the breakfast shop, and you can drink anything with wine!

In this way, Meng Tingfei took "pouring wine" as his own responsibility, desperately persuaded and persuaded, and then ...... Drink yourself down.

After that, Shen Ziyu, who had lost his "control", stood up and walked back alone.

He's in a very delicate state right now.

said that he was not drunk, but the whole person was indeed not very sober and a little trance.

But if he is drunk, his basic thinking is still there, at least he will not recognize the wrong person.

As we all know, people are very easy to get excited after drinking too much, and what they don't usually do will do in this situation. Therefore, it is too normal for Shen Ziyu, who was judged by Ruan Wan to "ignore her again", to make the current move.

But obviously, this kind of thing is a tragedy for Ruan Wan.

If it was Shen Ziyu in a normal state, she was confident that he would "run angry" in a few words, but he was in this state...... To be honest, she didn't know what he would be like when he was drunk, and if he would become more "brutal", so she didn't speak lightly.

Thinking like this, she subconsciously took a step back.

And her behavior obviously stimulated Shen Ziyu.

"What are you hiding?" He stepped forward and asked, "Am I that terrible to you?" "Terrible to the point where you don't want to speak at all? Scary to the point of wanting to hide just one glance? Scary to the point where you don't want to meet at all?

But it's clear ......

He remembered what he had seen in the early morning.

She could have laughed so happily.

She could have said so much.

She can be so proactive.

But why are you so stingy when facing him? So stingy that you don't even want to give a word, a smile, or even a look?

He stepped forward again, and felt the numb scar in his heart erupt into a sharp pain again, and hot blood poured out of it, washing his heart, making his words bloody at the moment.

"Du Jinnian, is it that good?"

The moment he spat out the name, he felt as if he had been stabbed in the chest by some unknown sharp weapon, and the pain was so painful that he could barely breathe. Just as he was breathing heavily, he saw her wary eyes.

"What do you want to do to him?"

This sentence was blurted out by Ruan Wan, not that she looked down on Shen Ziyu too much, but that he was really too dangerous now. It's like a scarred beast that emerges from its cage, its claws bloody with every step, eager to find a new prey and tear it to shreds. In this way, the physical and mental pain can be slightly relieved.

One is too dangerous, the other is too important.

This sentence came out naturally.

As soon as the words fell, she regretted that she shouldn't have said this, because it would only stimulate her further.

Sure enough, Shen Ziyu showed obvious anger. He took a big stride, the distance between the two of them turned into nothingness, grabbed her wrist with one hand, gritted his teeth, and said, "What do you think I want to do to him?" At this moment, he wanted to ask, "What kind of storage do I think I have in your eyes?" Is it a devil who kills if he doesn't agree with him? Why was she able to protect Du Jinnian so naturally, and why was she able to stab him so smoothly?

What the hell did he do to her......

What has been done?

Let her hate him so much?

He couldn't help but think of the scene he had seen in a trance before, she said to her with tears in her eyes, "Shen Ziyu, I hate you, I hate you!" I never want to see you again! It was just a boring illusion, but he strangely began to believe that it was true.

Look, now she is clearly practicing that sentence in her body.

Taking advantage of Shen Ziyu's trance, Ruan Wan broke away from his hand and took a few steps back again, wanting to maintain a safe distance. But in the middle of this movement, what she had originally put in her coat pocket also fell.

"Ahh

The moment she noticed what it was, her face changed, and she hurriedly wanted to reach out to pick it up.

He caught it before her.

"Give it back!"

Shen Ziyu withdrew his hand and looked at the clay figure lying quietly in the palm of his hand with the same appearance as that person, and suddenly thought......

She sped away at the man.

She threw herself into the man's arms.

She hooked the man's neck and coquettishly.

She......

Kissed the man.

The clay figurine in his hand is obviously a living thing, but because it has the same appearance as that person, it has become particularly hateful and disgusting.

Shen Ziyu, who had not gotten rid of the manipulation of alcohol until this moment, was driven by this kind of affection and did something that was enough to make him regret it for the rest of his life-

He lifted his hand, dodging her attempt to snatch the clay figure back, and threw it into the pond.

- Just like that, with that person, disappear completely from his eyes!

The clay figurines are small and light, and only make a "pop" sound when entering the water.

However, before the corners of Shen Ziyu's mouth were hooked, he saw the girl in front of him running away, and then ......

"Whoop!!

Such a violent sound of water.

His eyes widened in disbelief to see that she had jumped into the water in her coat - in such cold water. And, desperately swim towards the place where the clay figure entered the water.

"Hey! Nguyen Wan! Without thinking, he threw himself over the railing, "You come back!! ”

The alcohol dissipated, and Shen Ziyu finally woke up completely in the biting cold wind. But this is probably the real tragedy, he saw the girl he admired jump into the water; Seeing her holding her breath and diving underwater, searching hard; saw that she had been coming out of the water for a long time, and she was holding the mud baby tightly in her hand; See her...... The face that was already smiling suddenly changed, and then, after struggling for a while, the whole person ...... Little by little, sink into the water......

Half of his body was over the railing, desperately reaching out to grab her, but where could he catch it.

He threw the clay figurine so far away, and so did the place where she was......

Shen Ziyu wanted to jump into the water, but the hydrophobia that had entangled him for many years restrained him tightly at this moment - he had drowned when he was a child, this is the official statement; In fact, he was dipped in the bathtub by his head by an irresponsible nanny hired by his father, more than once. It was useless to cry and plead, and no one in the empty house would come to his rescue. This went on for a month, and it was true that in the end he did not die, and the nanny received the punishment he deserved, but even if something that had been broken was repaired, it would not be completely restored to its original state in any case. He admired force, he wanted to make himself strong, he seized the opportunity to force himself to touch the water, from not even daring to bathe in the bathtub to now only a little discomfort, from not daring to look at the pool at all to being able to stand aside and even board the boat...... He has worked hard a lot, however, how can these things that have been seared into his bones be changed lightly.

He anxiously looked left and right, but there was no one passing by.

"Wanwan!" He climbed over the railing, grasping at the railing with one hand and desperately grabbing at her with the other, trying not to look at the pool that was swinging round and round and making people want to vomit, "Catch me!" ”

Ruan Wan tried hard to ask for a baby, from the moment she noticed her leg cramps.

She didn't want to die.

She really didn't want to die.

She finally got a chance to be born again.

She finally had the opportunity to support her grandmother.

She waited a long time for Jin Nian to meet again.

She has worked hard to get to where she is now.

Obviously, they are on the right track.

She still has so many important things to do.

There is still such a beautiful tomorrow waiting for her.

She really doesn't want to die!

During the struggle, a tear slipped from the corner of her eye.

The tear landed quickly, quickly down her cheek to her jaw, and then into the water, causing a slight ripple.

However, this scene was captured by Shen Ziyu.

He stiffened, and suddenly another image came to his mind—he was looking at her from afar, dressed in a black dress and a black veil, and holding an urn tightly in her arms. The wind tugged at her dress, she was still beautiful and amazing, but she was so thin, as if she would be pulled down the mountain by the wind in the next second. She hugged the box so tightly that she was holding the ground, as if she was using her life to bear its weight, until the end...... Overwhelmed.

For a second, he thought she would jump off the mountain, because that might be the real relief for her.

But in the end, she just held it in her arms and staggered away.

The moment he turned around, he saw that a tear slipped from the corner of her eye, seeping into the black clothes, and no trace could be found.

The unspeakable pain swept through his whole body and mind in an instant, and he could feel—

His pain!

Her pain!

Their pain!

However, what makes people desperate is that his pain has always been related to her, but her pain has never been related to him.

He kept looking at her.

Earlier than that person saw.

Longer than that person can see.

After that......

What did he see after that?

He saw it......

"Don't—"