Shen Ziyu once thought that one day he would be able to enter the water like a normal person, and he hated such a thing as "fear", because it only proved weakness. But he never imagined that he would "overcome" this "fear" in such a situation.

When he carried the girl with tight eyes in his arms and struggled to come ashore with the help of the onlookers who had finally gathered, there was no sense of accomplishment in his heart, only endless regrets.

He clearly ......

I never wanted to get to this point.

But why......

Always backfires?

No, it's probably shameful to attribute a qiē to "don't want to do this" and "backfire", because this qiē is clearly caused by himself, who can blame him?

A well-wisher called an ambulance.

When Ruan Wan, who had given first aid for a simple first aid, was put on the stage ambulance, he also sat down with him, who was covered in water.

On the way, he held her hand tightly and his eyes were fixed on her face. Her face was pale and her lips were blue-black—the result of excessive exposure to the sun, and her damp black hair was messily draped behind her, with a few strands obscuring her face. He stretched out a hand, clumsily and gently brushed the strands of hair aside, and wiped her face a little by little with the tissue that the onlooker had just handed him.

However, even after doing so, her face still did not glow with a healthy flush as usual. It was like a hand clenched in his palm, cold and damp, and if he couldn't feel her pulse, he would almost think ...... I almost thought it was ......

"Don't worry, young man, your girlfriend isn't a big deal. The ambulance doctor reassured him and said, "I'll wake up soon." ”

Girlfriend?

The corners of Shen Ziyu's lips twitched, revealing a sarcastic arc. Not to be sarcastic about anyone else, but about himself.

"But in the future, don't play by the water in the cold weather, it's too dangerous. The ambulance doctor advised, "It's a good thing that some of you still know how to water, and if you can't, the risk factor is much higher than in other seasons." ”

Hearing this, Shen Ziyu held Ruan Wan's hand and tightened it again.

Feeling her still beating pulse, he breathed a sigh of relief, he couldn't ......

Look at her dead again.

Just now.

When he broke through a qiē shackle and jumped into the water.

When he hugged her who was almost sunk.

When he saw her pale face with her eyes closed.

It was as if he had a long, exhausting dream......

He saw—

Smaller than now, he swayed home with the ball in his hand.

He saw—

She was also a little younger than now, wearing a significantly larger dress, dragging a large suitcase with flowers and dirt and following behind Qiao's nanny Wu Ma, walking around, looking left and right from time to time.

He saw—

She saw him by accident, his expression timid, like a newborn rabbit that had just been driven out of the nest, and his whole body was full of fear and anticipation.

He saw—

She seemed to be taken aback by him, and after a second of surprise, she showed him a small smile, it was a little stiff, as if she was forcing herself to adapt to the environment, trying to spread kindness to the people around her.

He saw, no, he felt-

He looked at her a stiff and flattering smile, which should have been dismissive, but he wonderfully couldn't afford to feel the slightest annoyance. It was the first time he had encountered such a cunzii, so he looked at her in amazement, as if he had accidentally seen a little pigeon that had strayed into the eagle's nest, as if he had accidentally seen an unknown beautiful flower that was quietly blooming on the side of the road, and he was so attracted by this blooming scene, he unconsciously stopped for a long time. Accidentally, this flower took root in his heart like this.

And then?

And then what's left?

And also......

After that, the casual attention began, and after a long time, the first of the three words "inadvertent" was removed.

He saw that she was looking forward to her new life and was trying to fit in.

He saw her inferiority hidden under the exterior, and looked timidly and yearning at the people around her.

He saw that she was envious of her, she was lost, she expected her to be lonely, she tried again and again to grab something, but again and again to no avail.

He suddenly felt that he had to help her, at least, so that she didn't always show a crying expression from time to time, it seemed that it was too tangled, and made him want to beat people up a little.

One day, he finally found his chance.

He blocked her on the street outside the yard when she went shopping alone.

However, what made him angry was that her first reaction when she saw her was to take a few steps back, and accidentally leaned her back against the wall, as if she was about to start shaking and crying when he stepped forward again. Thinking like this, his face stinked a little again, and suddenly he didn't want to talk to her, so he threw the thing he was holding in his hand to her, turned around and left. When he got around the corner, he did something "lewd" that Opinion had never done before - he turned around and peeked against the wall.

She stood there for a long time before she opened what he had thrown at her, and then looked surprised.

When Wish's aunt returned from a foreign country, she brought back a box of candy that looked like a planet, and although it was just a gadget, it was beautiful and amazing. He had never liked his aunt, but he noticed that her eyes were shining when she saw the beautiful box of candy. It's just that when the wish was offered to her, she pursed her lips and shook her head, with obvious stubbornness and resistance on her face.

What kind of mentality do you have when you want it but refuse?

It wasn't until much later that he learned that she used to like a watch very much, not only because of its beautiful appearance, but also because it was given to her by Aunt Su. She regarded it as the only treasure and displayed it in front of others, but the truth was that it was once the gift that Qiao Shuqi had brought to Qiao's heart. So he understood what she "thought back then".

It's a pity that he didn't understand it when he was still young.

He just thought -- he likes pretty candy, so he would give her a nice box. So I took the time to buy a box of them, and if I couldn't buy the planet, I only bought a box of zodiac signs.

Looks like she likes it?

After doing this, he waited for her to thank him. As a result, she didn't, not only didn't, but walked further around him.

He felt that his self-esteem had been hurt, and he deliberately didn't go to see her for a long time.

Years later, he stumbled upon the box of candy in his wish's hand, and he was surprised to ask her where she had come from. Then he wished to tell him something that seemed strange to him—it was so coincidental. On the day he gave her candy, Qiao Shuqi said that he had lost the money, and after looking for it in vain, the aunt who wished for it took out this box of expensive candy from her school bag. After that, it's completely conceivable.

When I told him about this, I smiled bitterly and said, "I didn't believe that my sister would steal my aunt's money, but my aunt insisted that this was the case, and my mother taught my sister a lesson in order to calm things down." Later, my aunt forwarded the box of candy to me. It wasn't until a few years ago that I learned that the money was stolen by Wu's mother, and my sister was really wronged at that time. She must be very aggrieved, right? No one believes it anyway. But even if I want to apologize now, I don't seem to have a chance......." When she said the last sentence, she couldn't cry - it had been three years since she died.

It's a pity that he didn't know about it when he was still young, and he didn't know what kind of trouble he sent to her on impulse, and he only thought about it and even ridiculously felt that since he had sent kindness, she should give something in response, and it was wrong not to give it!

The worst time he bullied her was by deliberately hitting the ball in her leg. …… Originally, I just wanted to hit my feet, but I was hit by someone when I shot it out. Holding a pile of books and walking with her head down, she fell to the ground in an instant, the books and stationery in her arms fell to the ground, she looked like a wolf, her hair was accidentally pulled by herself, it became messy, and her knees fell out of blood, he looked at her with his lips pursed in the harsh laughter around him, and he didn't have the slightest smugness in his heart, but only felt very entangled, and wanted to step forward to help her, and wanted to beat up all the noisy guys around him, but he felt that he needed a reason to drive himself to act.

He thought to himself, as long as she looked at him, and showed a little pity or help, he would help her, and he would protect her. But she never looked up at her, but silently picked up the things on the ground, held them with difficulty, and walked away unsteadily. His eyes followed her back, his heart filled with unknown chagrin. Someone laughed behind him, "Did you see the inside of her skirt when she fell just now?", he turned around and punched the man hard, beating him to cry dad and call his mother.

Many years later, he remembered that day she wore a light green dress with a large hem that was pulled and fluttered by the wind.

After this time, he never bullied her again.

But how can the negative impression that has been created be washed away.

As soon as he approached, she would take a detour, never getting too close to him.

He could only watch her from afar, to warn the others who were deliberately bullying her to stay away from her.

Afterward?

Later, because of Shen You, he left for half a year - he always called his father by his name, because he felt that this person was not worthy of being a father in every sense.

Parting is easier to calm down and easier to introspect.

He began to realize what he thought of her.

However, when he saw her again half a year later, he was about to lose sight of her.