Chapter 1079: There is also discouragement

readx;? Lan Haijun was speechless by his mother's words, and automatically ignored the topic of Tang Xiaolian, just turned his head and looked at her scarf carefully, his mind moved, and blurted out: "Isn't your favorite pink blue one?"

"That's what I used to like, and I thought I would always like it, but then I found out that it wasn't like that!" Lan Mu suddenly restrained her smile, looked out the window, and said in a light tone. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

"That scarf is very beautiful, and it looks good around the neck, but the color is so special, and I pick out the clothes very well, for that scarf, I bought a shirt to match it, and then I bought a pair of matching pants for that top, and when I wore this dress, I found that the shoes didn't match, and I had to buy another pair of shoes. ”

When Lan's mother said this, she turned her head to look at her son, who seemed to be concentrating on driving, and continued to narrate with a smile: "After I put on a new pair of shoes, I suddenly lost interest in a complete set of clothes.

The main thing is that I feel too hard, it cost me a lot of money, and in the end, I find that these things are not suitable for me, you say, the consequences of such a toss, is it too worthless?"

"It doesn't matter if it's worth it or not, as long as it's what you like. Lan Haijun felt that his mother's wise gaze seemed to directly see the depths of his heart, but he still tried to stick to his own point of view.

Well, I used to like it very much, but it didn't feel good to waste so much of my money and energy for it, and it made my love for it change my taste. ”

Lan Mu pursed the corners of her mouth, very disdainful, she is not a very cultured person, these words have been brewing for a long time before they come into play.

"Don't you think you're spending too much, I know you don't like cards, there's a bank in front of you, I'm going to withdraw cash now." Lan Haijun was clearly running away from the problem, slowing down and preparing to turn onto the sidewalk and find a place to park.

"Navy, you know what I'm talking about, right?" Lan's mother suddenly pressed her son's hand, she was timid, and she never dared to disturb him driving, but today, she was very stubborn, and ordered directly, "You park the car on the side of the road, I want to talk to you." ”

"Mom, what are you doing here?" Lan Haijun was slightly angry, he didn't expect his mother to suddenly become more serious, and he couldn't help but feel more and more bad.

"What are you not doing?" Lan Mu waited for her son to park the car steadily, the corners of her mouth rose, she smiled proudly, and simply got straight to the point, "No matter how good Yafu is, it's a pity that she is someone else's wife, and the things she gave me are very expensive, she once said that she bought one for me, her mother, and her mother-in-law, her intentions are good, but it is not suitable for me at all, in fact, it is a pity that it is such a good thing!"

Lan Haijun's face sank, and finally he didn't run away anymore, his eyes looked at his mother with blazing eyes, and said frankly: "Mom, you know me, for so many years, there is only one person in my heart, and there is no way to change it." ”

"I thought the same thing as you, but is it useful? If people have you in their hearts, will they come to this day? Son, my mother doesn't understand the big truth, she only knows that the original husband and wife are the most rare, no matter who you have in your heart, but you are married to Xiaolian and have a daughter, you are a family, Xinyi is your biological daughter.

When you encounter something happy or unhappy, it has always been Xiaolian who accompanies you, takes care of you, and makes you happy, and Xinyi, who has begun to be sensible.

Lan's mother had also persuaded her son before, but it had never reached such a straightforward level today, she felt more and more Lin Zihang's hostility towards her son, and Qin Yafu's estrangement from her son deliberately kept a distance, she was not worth it for her son, and she was wronged for her daughter-in-law, she was also a woman, why did Tang Xiaolian have such a hard time?

Lan Haijun looked at the snowflakes flying in front of him, and remembered that in the five years in Harbin, even if he was far away from Lin Zihang, Qin Yafu's desire to avoid suspicion was even stronger, where was he willing to give himself the slightest chance?

Unconsciously, Lan Haijun's heart was filled with bitterness, and the bitter taste that had been stuck in his throat finally came to his heart strongly, and after he was silent for a while, he said in a muffled voice: "Since you don't need to withdraw money, then go home directly." ”

Lan's mother stared at her son's dejected appearance, very dissatisfied, and waved her hand irritably: "What's the use of me asking for so much money? I just hope that this family, the mother is kind and filial, and the wife is peaceful, even if he dies one day, I will have the face to see your father......"

"Mom-" Lan Haijun shouted in a long voice, "Why are you talking about this? Isn't our family very good? What are you thinking?"

"Hmph, can the affection on the surface be the same as the distress from the heart? You don't have to look down on Lin Zihang, that kid is very straight, and the eyes that look at his daughter-in-law are not fake at all. Lan's mother directly exposed her son.

"And what about you? What kind of person are you, what kind of mind are you? I know in my heart, Xiaolian doesn't know, how many times, she is in front of people, gritting her teeth, holding on to a smile, but when she arrives at people, her eyes are dim, do you think I can't see it?"

"She doesn't have to pretend. Lan Haijun had a straight face, his tone was flat, and he didn't feel guilty about it.

"Isn't it to fulfill your good image?" Lan's mother hated her and glared at her son fiercely, "You are vain, you love to pretend to be a husband and wife in front of people, can't she cooperate with you?"

"I didn't ask her anyway. Lan Haijun stiffened his mouth and stared ahead, trying to ignore his mother's aggressive gaze.

"She's stupid, so she will work hard and complain, but you can't do anything wrong!" Lan Mu hated and reprimanded, "I lived so old to meet such a stupid woman who treats you well, you don't know how to cherish it, and you still have words, I really don't know what your heart is made of, why are you so ruthless?"

Lan Haijun took a deep breath and refused to say anything, in fact, he had nothing to say, his heart was also long, if his mother didn't tell him so straightforwardly, he would continue to pretend to be confused, pretending not to see the sacrifice Tang Xiaolian made for himself, as he said, no one * her, everything was voluntary by her, and he didn't have to take any responsibility.

However, Lan Haijun looked back and thought about it, Tang Xiaolian Bingxue was smart, where could she not see through her use and deception again and again? Including last night, she was so obviously looking for a substitute, but she would still cooperate with herself tacitly, and even at the most dangerous moment, she thought of protecting herself, trying to adjust the direction of the car, and taking the risk alone.

The saddest thing is that after Tang Xiaolian woke up, she was overjoyed when she got a warm embrace from herself, and she regarded all illusions as real luck......

Lan Haijun sighed softly, yes, what my mother said is right, how stupid does this woman have to be to treat herself so desperately?

Looking back at just now, I just combed Qin Yafu's hair, but I wanted to see her avoid her alienation like a flood beast, and there was something faintly visible in her eyes-

Disgust?

Yes, at that time, Qin Yafu's eyes showed this kind of emotion, which was the most slanderous Lan Navy's fiery sincerity!

Lan Haijun gritted his teeth, barely endured the pain of sorrow in his heart, without comparison, he would not be so sad, if his mother didn't mention it, he just had to ignore everything, no matter who was good to him and who was bad to him, he ignored it, just according to his own ideas, do what he thought he should do.

But now, two faces, two completely different attitudes, appear in front of him at the same time, is there still room for trade-offs? Or has anyone given him the opportunity to choose?

All along, what Lan Haijun desperately pursued and insisted on seemed to make him more and more unable to see clearly, in the end, what should he do to be right? He is also a human being, in addition to being calm and compassionate on the surface, how can he not become more and more empty and depressed in his heart?

Where is that woman good? If she wants to waste so many years of hard pursuit, but she can't get it, is it really because she can't get it that she will be so mired and can't pull out her feet?

Lan's mother sat silently beside her son, looking at the snowflakes flying outside, remembering that before she left, she asked Tang Xiaolian: "Xiaolian, don't blame your mother for being nosy, you tell your mother that you have always been a stable child, how could you have a car accident for no reason?"

"I often walk by the river, how can I not get my shoes wet? I was too careless. Tang Xiaolian blushed slightly, half-lowered her eyes, and still only emphasized her responsibility.

"You, aren't you angry?" Lan Mu grabbed her daughter-in-law's hand, stared at her tightly, and said cautiously.

"Good boy, Mom didn't treat you well enough before, that's because I'm blind, I don't know how to cherish it, I won't in the future, you also know, that kid in the navy, his heart is kind, but he is not very good at doing things, don't worry about him, but if you have any grievances, I still hope to help you share a little, you ......"

"Mom, don't say that, we're really fine," Tang Xiaolian interrupted her mother-in-law with a slight smile, "I know that you are the best person to treat me, if you have any troubles, I will definitely be the first to tell you, don't worry!"

Tang Xiaolian is not sad about the car accident, if she can change her relationship with Lan Haijun, then all the grievances she suffered before will be worth it, as for the specific situation at that time, she was really embarrassed to tell her mother-in-law, she always felt that her mother-in-law's temperament was traditional, and she might not be able to accept the behavior of children, so she just tried her best to comfort her.

"You can also see, he is really anxious, last night when he came home, when he told me, don't look at his straight face, as if he has no expression, but those eyes are red, it seems, it is really scared.

Xiaolian, in the future, I said that he should not let him drink anymore, as long as he does not drink, he can drive, and if he drives, you will not have an accident. ”

Lan's mother knows Tang Xiaolian, a very assertive person, since she doesn't want to say it, she simply makes a guarantee for her son.