"However, sometimes it is really late to come, and it is better to come by chance. ”

"As for me, I'm here now, but I don't really care much about that. ”

"At the beginning, because I was helpless, I felt that someone gave me some help or something, and maybe I would really be grateful to Dade, because I knew that in my most difficult time, someone would give me some help or something, and it would really make me get a huge improvement. ”

"Maybe it's fair to say that this kind of thing is really a charcoal in the snow, but now that I look at it, I also think that it was just some original ideas or something. ”

"It's absolutely impossible, it's right to bring it to my current side, because later, I really want to have some elders or something, and I recognize myself here or something, because I didn't get it, I met Sister Hua Ruoli. ”

"These thoughts and dreams were done by Hua Ruoli and for me, so if there is anything else, I really don't care much about it. ”

After smiling, Yu Le also expressed his great happiness and sigh at this.

Sometimes, in fact, Yu Le's heart is also thinking about a problem, that is, at the beginning, he was really nervous about such a thing, and he was extremely worried, afraid that after he just came to the organization, no one would be willing to cultivate her, so maybe Yu Le's heart would be really uncomfortable, and it would be completely lost.

At that time, I felt that I had been bullied all along, and if I came to the organization, no one would give me more help or anything, maybe it would be in Yu Le's heart at that time, and she would be even more desperate here.

Because Yu Le at the beginning, the main purpose of joining the organization was to make himself stronger, of course, this kind of thing is just one of the conveniences that Yu Le considered, and in other aspects, it is more because, Yu Le feels that if she really can, she also wants to get rid of the previous kind of life, after all, that kind of day also makes Yu Le feel that it is enough.

Even if it's a minute and a second, even if it's a quarter of an hour, maybe for Yu Le, he doesn't want to be here, it's right to have a little more.

For this reason, after Yu Le thought about it here, she felt that she really wanted to be in the organization, there were certain changes, and it was right to add some fun to her life.

"As a result, after I arrived at the organization, what I was thinking about didn't happen at all, and to be honest, all my expectations and my personal expectations at that time were completely disappointed. ”

"Originally, I really wanted to go all out, and to completely change this kind of life or something, from the inside to the outside, it became different, and as a result, it was really just that I personally thought a little too much. ”

"When I got here, I was still looked down upon, and it was even more unacceptable than before, which was the most fatal reason for me. ”

This matter is really like this, at least in Yu Le's heart, Yu Le has always remembered this matter clearly.

Although it is said that after arriving at the organization, Yu Le no longer has to be beaten and scolded by those who bullied him, but this matter is not over, because for Yu Le, she did not expect that what she suffered was more serious and worse than before.

That's endless taunts!!

If Yu Le was just beaten by those guys at the beginning, maybe Yu Le just said that there would be some scars on his body.

But for Yu Le, on his personal and spiritual level, in fact, in the final analysis, there is nothing to be happy.

For this reason, it may be that Yu Le is more, just some superficial torture.

But after arriving at the organization, although the situation has improved, it is more that Yu Le has to bear more pressure mentally, in fact, sometimes it is really too fatal.

"Oh, I really didn't hold it up, because I really didn't know how to deal with it. ”

"Those people in this organization, in fact, to put it bluntly, mocking people or something, it's really a good song, I really don't know what they think, I don't understand at all, these people, why do they do this. ”

"Is it mocking me or something, for them, there are really too many benefits, if that's the case, in fact, I can also show that there are excusable circumstances. ”

"But that's just the initial idea or something, because I slowly discovered it later, in fact, this kind of thing is really not that simple, because I found out, these things, it seems that I thought wrong!"

"The reason for this affirmation is that later on, I was also surprised to find one thing, that is, any of my problems, and their personal ridicule of me, seemed to have nothing to do with it. ”

"That is to say, for these people or something, it really can't cause any bad influences, and even a little bit of benefit or something, it's not fun, which really makes me feel hot after I know. ”

It's not just that the fire is big, in fact, when Yu Le knew the truth, he was really very angry, but for Yu Le, in his own heart, he kept telling himself to calm down as much as possible.

Because Yu Le clearly knows that on her own side at this moment, she really can't get angry casually, and it is absolutely impossible to show too much dissatisfaction casually.

Even if someone else did something wrong, even if Yu Le was really innocent, he was looked down upon and bullied there, but this kind of thing, Yu Le vaguely had a feeling that if he said it, he might suffer a lot of trouble here.

It may even be that life in the organization has become more difficult.

"Then this is really as serious as a bolt from the blue to me! After all, it is not easy for me in the first place. ”