"Indeed, if it was not easy for me, then if I encountered such treatment and results again, I felt that it was worse for me to say that I was worse or something, and it may be very indescribable and appropriate for me. ”

"Because I think that maybe this mood is specific or something, and the person who can really know it may be me. ”

"It's really impossible for someone else or something to know what I'm really thinking. ”

"For this reason, I am actually honest, and I am very sad in my heart, anyway, I think so. ”

"And at that time, I was really a little timid and scared, it was not easy, and it was very hard. ”

"If such a situation continues, and then continues to make me more troublesome, then maybe when the time comes, all I can here is complete, and I will fall into the abyss. ”

Yu Le was really timid, at least at that time, she would think so here, and in her plan, Yu Le didn't say that she didn't want to admit it at all.

On the contrary, for her, Yu Le himself at this moment really has a very serious and sincere attitude towards this.

Because Yu Le clearly knows that this kind of thing must be faced head-on, and it is absolutely impossible for him to escape it casually.

So she understands very well, so if that's the case, it's really good to face it at the moment, and to look at such facts in reverse.

"Moreover, even if I really don't want to admit it, I don't want to face anything, I think maybe in my heart, it's really hard to avoid it. ”

"Because as far as I'm concerned, timidity is timid, after all, in my opinion, I also know, it seems that many people, in most cases, may be timid. ”

"So it's really common to say this kind of thing, or it can be said that it's really common, and it's really not a shame to think about it for any of my own considerations here. ”

"Because there are some things, maybe on some levels, they are relatively undesirable things, how to say this kind of thing, just like I am so timid here, in fact, this is also the best proof. ”

"And another point, that means for me, this time I also think that although this kind of thing is not good, it also belongs to that kind of thing, everyone has it, so this kind of problem, involving individuals may be one thing, but if it involves everyone's level, I think it may be another thing. ”

With a simple smile, Yu Le recognized his plan, although at this time, maybe in Yu Le's heart, she wanted to do something different, that is to say, he himself here, he didn't want to be exactly the same as others.

Because it's the same as others, then Yu Le feels that his efforts, all his struggles, are really meaningless, so it may be true that Yu Le's mood or something will be very sad.

For this reason, Yu Le still hopes more, although this kind of thing is a more common kind of thing, but it still doesn't want to continue to appear in himself.

"However, I remember one thing, that is, in the past, there was a guy who pointed at me and said that I was a maverick, completely different from others, just a special case. ”

"At that time, I was really, too naïve, and took this sentence seriously, and even more so in my heart, and I really thought it was like this at the time. ”

"But now that I'm talking about it, I don't think like that in my heart, I also think that guy, that guy really shouldn't say that, because for me, I know that person, but he doesn't have such a level of strength or anything, and he is happy to educate me over there. ”

"And I'm also now, much smarter than before, I may have really been extremely simple before, but now I'm here, it's really thoughtful, I know the specific situation, what's going on. ”

"I can also see my own situation clearly, but also see my personal problems clearly, what others say about me, in fact, if you resist me, it is really completely not very important. ”

"Often, I myself here, because now I have my personal judgment, so in the final analysis, in the current situation, I also know, the specific problems and reasons, how I should deal with it, and face it. ”

With the ability to analyze, Yu Le naturally has a completely different side from the previous time, and such a point, in fact, it can be seen that Yu Le is still changing very quickly after all, and there is this very big progress.

Although for Yu Le, she also knows very well in her heart, her progress is only for herself, which is really good.

"Hehe, now that I look at it, I'm not the maverick type, but a lot of people's words, it's right, I'm such a type, I can't really think like this, and I can't analyze it like this. ”

"If you think about it like this, it can only be explained that the person who said me is really nothing, and even more so without vision. ”

"After all, I am now what I used to be, there were no powerful people around me, after all, at that time, I was such a type, in the final analysis, there was no master who was willing to look at me, which led to the fact that there were not only no friends around me, but also no powerful people. ”

"It's impossible for a powerful person to look at a guy like me who has no strength and no talent, because in the eyes of those people, maybe in their hearts, more often than not, people like me are completely unworthy of being on an equal footing with them, and it really shouldn't be, and it's right to be their friend. ”

In this way, it is also the result or something, and it is obvious that the natural ones will be kept away by them. ”