Chapter 153: The deeper you love, the more painful the wound is
It was getting dark, Liu Qingshan came downstairs, the hall was quiet, there was no one, Li Ziyu and Zhao Wanyu left, it seemed that Bao Meier was also gone, lonely, only he was left.
This kind of calmness that he was used to before, now Liu Qingshan is a little uncomfortable.
Walking into the kitchen, it seems that he has moved into this small building, it is the first time he has walked into the kitchen, after all, before, the women will make the food and bring it to the table, he just eats.
There are a lot of dishes in the refrigerator, including vegetables, meat and fish, but Liu Qingshan didn't do it, because his cooking skills are not bad, but not at all, he poured the leftovers from yesterday in the refrigerator into the pot, turned on the fire, boiled it, and made do with a meal, although the taste is not good, but when he is hungry, he has to eat.
Like when he was wandering alone, he just came over without a meal, and he didn't feel much at that time, as long as people don't starve to death, they have to live, but at this moment today, eating these foods, Liu Qingshan feels that it is difficult to swallow, there is no way, for more than a year, he has been raised.
As the saying goes, it is easy to go from simplicity to luxury, and it is difficult to enter simplicity from luxury, and he is used to eating big meat, and now he wants to gnaw on astringent wild vegetables, of course, it is difficult to import for a while.
Liu Qingshan sighed, bit hard, and swallowed again, wanting to get back the previous qiē, ignoring the taste of food, after all, they must have left, maybe they will not come back in the future, he must adapt to life without them, and live a peaceful life.
He can't delay the happiness of the three daughters in the future because of his greed for temporary enjoyment.
"Bless you and hope you all find happiness." Liu Qingshan prayed silently in his heart, feeling infinite emptiness, no taste at all, the time that used to be very fast, now it is like a kind of pre-boiling.
After eating, I don't know if I was full, Liu Qingshan put down his chopsticks, moved out of the recliner as before, and enjoyed the coolness in the yard.
No one sent fruit, no one sent tea, and no one was tired of his side, you can smell the faint fragrance, people scatter and disappear, it seems that between heaven and earth, he is alone, and he is lonely in taste.
And in Mengquan Town, outside Qingshan Village, in a private room of a hotel, three women sit together.
There were five or six exquisite side dishes on the table, fragrant, and a bottle of red wine, and the three women chatted while drinking, and the atmosphere was very good.
The third daughter is Li Ziyu, Zhao Wanyu, and Bao Meier.
"Two eldest sisters, are you really okay like this, leave Brother Liu at home alone, and we will have a big meal here?"
After receiving a call from Li Ziyu, Bao Meier came, and she didn't even have time to say hello, thinking that she had something to explain and could go back soon, but she didn't expect that Li Ziyu would pull her to eat, which was obviously intentional.
But Bao Meier had no way to refuse, so she could only worry about Liu Qingshan silently in her heart.
Li Ziyu said hatefully: "Why is it not good, we are not his nanny, why do we have to wait for him, I can't even do the slightest request, I deserve to starve him to death, Mei'er, I will go back to the south tomorrow, the matter here is handed over to you for the time being, the boss's matter is a private matter, Xincheng is a public matter, don't worry about it, if there is any problem that can't be solved, just call me or Wanyu." ”
Bao Mei'er was stunned for a moment, and said with some embarrassment: "Sister Ziyu, such an important matter, I'm afraid I can't afford it alone, and I have to take care of Brother Liu, he is alone at home, lonely, quite pitiful." ”
"You pity him, who pities us, do a good job, don't worry about other things, doesn't he like a person, just let him live alone." The resentment in Li Ziyu's heart doesn't seem to have been resolved, and every word she says carries a strong aura of resentment.
Zhao Wanyu smiled and said nothing, of course she understood Li Ziyu's mood, in fact, the appearance of that child Siqing was just an introduction, the most important thing is that Li Ziyu herself was in trouble, and her family was forced to marry, and the person she liked didn't say anything, disappointed, helpless, and resentful, all kinds of intricate feelings were mixed together, so it was strange that she didn't break out?
However, such an outburst is still beneficial, and Zhao Wanyu did not stop it.
"Ziyu is right, do a good job first, and then take care of Qingshan if you have time, Qingshan is not a child, don't worry too much, he used to wander alone for a few years, isn't he living very well, maybe he is enjoying his life without us now, because no one is arguing about him."
Bao Mei'er said helplessly: "Sister Wanyu, why are you like this, you won't really hate because of love, and you won't pay attention to Brother Liu in the future, right?" ”
Zhao Wanyu didn't answer, and said: "I will also go back to the capital tomorrow, prepare a good rest for a while, and then see what I should do, I have been in Qingshan Village for more than a year, and I have no regrets about laundry and cooking, but he still let me go, so how embarrassed am I to stay there." ”
Bao Mei'er immediately said: "Sister Wanyu, don't, although Brother Liu is a little indifferent, but he is not a ruthless person, think about it before he left this time, he promised us to go early and return early, he really did it, rushed back overnight, didn't he just think about you, Siqing's matter, I think he was quite wronged, he didn't know anything at all!" ”
The three daughters all knew what happened, Bao Meier listened to it, and felt that she couldn't cry or laugh, and even when she didn't know it, she had an extra daughter, this is really a big joke from God, it is really a big joke in the world, there are no surprises!
Can Liu Qingshan be blamed for this, she can't blame it at all, she can't understand why the two girls are so angry.
Although Bao Meier is smart, her level is not up to it, of course she doesn't understand, the reason why the two girls took the opportunity to leave was also because there was a change in the family, and she wanted to take advantage of this opportunity to let Liu Qingshan think about it alone, did he really cherish them?
Li Ziyu waved his hand and said, "Forget it, needless to say, a toast to us if we can get rid of the shackles in our hearts, maybe tomorrow will be a new beginning." ”
Raising the glass, the three girls drank it all, and Li Ziyu said again: "Mei'er, we are all gone, you stay here alone, if you can achieve your wish, we will congratulate you, and you will be Mrs. Liu and the instructor's wife in the future." ”
Bao Meier waved her hand again and again, and said: "Two sisters, don't make fun of me, to be honest, I have thought about it before, but in the afternoon you really left, the house was empty, I felt very wrong, and I found out that the previous days were very good, I am a person, I guess I can't be someone else's wife, I can't bear this responsibility, when I am a little lover, it's okay." ”
Zhao Wanyu glanced at Bao Mei'er and thought to herself that this woman was really smart.
In terms of her personality and level, marrying Liu Qingshan will definitely be an unbearable pressure.
Although Liu Qingshan is alone on weekdays, he is facing the most powerful people in the empire, not to mention the family, even Chief Liu has something to ask for, this invisible status is not something that ordinary women may match, Zhao Wanyu felt that Tian Yingyue was not suitable, not that she was not suitable for Liu Qingshan, but not for Liu Qingshan's additional things.
This kind of thing can only be understood by people at the same level, and she or Li Ziyu can feel it.
If it were Bao Mei'er or Tian Yingyue, in the face of the top old people in the empire, they might not be as indifferent as Liu Qingshan, in that case, they would be embarrassed, embarrassed, and retreat.
Therefore, if you can't reach that level and state of mind, it will be a disaster to reluctantly marry Liu Qingshan.
Coupled with a certain lack of Liu Qingshan's character, and the growing young emotional world, it is not easy to get along with him.
Seeing the two girls staring at her, Bao Mei'er's ruddy face was full of charm, and she said with some shame: "As a woman, who doesn't want to marry the person she likes, of course I am no exception, but Brother Liu is very special, I can't deal with him alone, when you were there before, I was coquettish, and it was very easy to get bored, but in the afternoon, I faced him alone, and I felt that it was difficult to even speak, so even if Brother Liu promised to marry me, I didn't dare to agree." ”
The two girls didn't tell her, what was the reason, but Zhao Wanyu said: "Since you know the gap between the two, then work hard to catch up, maybe one day, you will know what kind of responsibility you need to bear when marrying Qingshan." ”
Bao Meier said: "Two sisters, don't be kidding, you tell me the truth, when will you come back, otherwise I'm afraid that I won't be able to stay there alone." ”
The two girls were silent, and Zhao Wanyu said: "We can't be sure of this, maybe they will come back, maybe they won't come back in the future." ”
"How can this be, two sisters, don't be impulsive, how lucky it is to love someone, when you made up your mind to come to Qingshan Village with Brother Liu, aren't you ready to go hand in hand with him, accompany each other, and grow old in your life, how can you give up easily?"
Li Ziyu said: "We did say it, and we have made such a determination, but the emotional matter, we can't just be hot, the boss always has to pay a little, we can't come back, now it seems that it is not us, but the boss." ”
Bao Meier asked puzzledly, "How do you say this?" ”
Li Ziyu raised his head and said impulsively: "If he is really reluctant to us, he will personally snatch us back, with his strength, who can stop him, if he really dares to do this, dare to do this for me, I will be a cow and a horse for him in my life, I will admit it." ”
"If he dares to announce in front of everyone that I, Li Ziyu, am his woman, even if he doesn't marry me, I am willing to follow him, no matter how hard and tired I am."
"But, how dare he, he is the strongest man in the empire, but in the world of feelings, he is worse than a coward, why do I still like him, why do I still like him-" Tears accompanied by red wine were drunk in his throat, and Li Ziyu was a little drunk.
Zhao Wanyu frowned lightly and said, "Ziyu, don't drink it, if you drink it again, you will be drunk." ”
"I'm not drunk, I'm very sober now, Zhao Wanyu, you dare to swear, don't you want to, you don't want everyone to know, you are the instructor's woman, you don't want him to announce to the entire capital, you Zhao Wanyu is his Liu Qingshan's woman, whoever dares to bully you, he will kill whom?"
"For a mouse knife, for a brother, he slaughtered the capital and wiped out the Fang family, why are we women who like him, not even a brother of him, really brothers are like siblings, women are like clothes, I don't accept it, I Li Ziyu doesn't accept it."
Li Ziyu was really a little drunk.