Chapter 154: Lonely Heart
"Brother Liu, I'm back." The car drove into the courtyard gate, the lights were still bright, but it was silent, and there was not even a single figure, which made Bao Meier, who had always been used to being greeted by people, not very accustomed to it, so she called out loudly.
This is Qingshan Village, with a radius of more than ten miles, but there is no trace, she is different from Zhao Wanyu and Li Ziyu, she does not have any strength, if something happens on the road, she can't stop it, so at this time, the car drove into the courtyard and didn't dare to get down.
Liu Qingshan walked out of the house, and when she saw Liu Qingshan, Bao Meier got out of the car, her face bloomed, and she said, "Brother Liu, I'm sorry, I'm late, look, I brought you a lot of delicious food." ”
These delicious things are all leftovers from the three girls' eating, in fact, the three girls are chatting and chatting, and they are hurt, just caring about drinking, where are they in the mood to eat, and when the two girls are gone, Bao Meier dares to pack it back, she still remembers, Brother Liu at home didn't eat it?
Liu Qingshan didn't expect that at this time, Bao Mei'er would come back, you know, Li Ziyu and Zhao Wanyu on weekdays, he is not worried at all, they must be people who came out of the dragon knife training camp, even if they encounter any gangsters, they also have the power to protect themselves, generally speaking, even if they are junior soldier king-level soldiers, they may not be their opponents.
But Bao Meier is different, Bao Meier is a weak woman, even if she is driving, such a long distance is still not safe.
Although the town near Qingshan Village has begun construction, it is only preliminary, it is still very messy, and no one is staying in it, so it is not safe to drive home at night.
"You're back, on a night like this, girls don't walk alone at night, it's not safe, come in!"
In the empty house, with Bao Meier or more vitality, Liu Qingshan didn't have too many expressions, he didn't want this woman to misunderstand anything.
Bao Meier's cooking skills are not good, but there is no problem with hot dishes, and soon, the dishes brought back are hot, put them on the table, and put an apron on her body, but in Liu Qingshan's eyes, she still can't find the feeling of the past, she is Bao Meier, not Zhao Wanyu.
"Mei'er, why are you back, there is no one here at night, it's too unsafe for you to walk alone at night, don't do this in the future, it's not early, you rest early, don't be so troublesome, I've already eaten."
Bao Mei'er stepped forward, grabbed Liu Qingshan's hand, pulled him to the table, and said: "Brother Liu, I will take care of you in the future, I can't cook, don't dislike it, at most I will bring you takeout, I won't starve you." ”
These dishes are indeed good, but Liu Qingshan can't find that feeling when he eats them, he is familiar with a person's taste, and it is really not easy to change, habit is a very terrifying force.
"Look at you, just eat some leftovers, how can this work, I've already eaten them, these are all brought back for you, Brother Liu wants to eat, just tell me every morning, and I will bring it back to you." Bao Meier was quite interested, sitting in front of Liu Qingshan and watching him eat.
For women, it is also a very happy thing to watch their beloved man eat.
"Don't bother, I'm not a picky eater." Liu Qingshan ate, looked up a little tastelessly, and asked, "Mei'er, aren't you leaving?" ”
Bao Mei'er was stunned for a moment, and said: "Why should I leave, I'm leaving, there is only Brother Liu left here, how can I stand it, Brother Liu, why don't you keep the two sisters today, they are really leaving-"
Liu Qingshan was stunned for a moment and asked, "Did you meet at night?" ”
Bao Mei'er nodded, looked at Liu Qingshan's face, for fear that he would have any ideas, and said cautiously: "We met, we chatted, after all, we have lived here for so long, everyone's relationship is still very good, and they are reluctant, Brother Liu, in fact, in fact, if you want to open your mouth to stay, the two sisters will stay." ”
Liu Qingshan put down his chopsticks, looked a little surprised, and said, "I can't find a reason to keep them." ”
Bao Meier said a little impulsively: "Brother Liu, in fact, the two sisters stayed here for, you know very well, think about it, even if you have a dog, you have raised it for so long, and you have feelings, why are you not nostalgic at all, do you really not love them at all, and don't want them to accompany you for a lifetime?" ”
Liu Qingshan didn't know how to answer this question, so he stood up and said, "It's not early, rest early, you can live here, but pay attention to safety, if there is anything, call me immediately, and don't go out so late in the future." ”
After Liu Qingshan finished speaking, he had already gone upstairs to his room, looking at his background, a smile overflowed on the corner of Bao Meier's mouth, it was really rare, this was the first time that Brother Liu cared about her.
Who said that Brother Liu is hard-hearted, and he clearly knows how to love and care, but there are still some who have not come back to their senses, Bao Meier believes very much, as long as he persists for a few days, Brother Liu will definitely understand true love and understand the love between men and women.
In the face of Bao Meier's questioning, Liu Qingshan was a little wolf, so he could only avoid it, this was not his personality, he was never a person who avoided difficulties.
But this question hit his heart.
He also vaguely felt that something was changing, and he was worried that he would not be able to hold on to it and would fall into it, and from now on, he would no longer be a free man.
He was a little scared, so refusal was the best protection.
He is a good savage, but he has been integrated into the city for so long, he is already a real man, and his body has never been revealed**, at the moment before Tian Yingyue left last time, he was stimulated, he didn't understand at the time, but then gradually woke up, that night his body was tormented and sleepless, just because of **torture.
This is a bad sign, he wants to control the body, not be controlled by the body.
Letting the two girls leave should be regarded as a kind of protection!
In fact, he also wanted Bao Meier to leave at that time, every time Bao Meier deliberately approached and snuggled him with his body, Liu Qingshan felt that he had an impulse to move, but Bao Meier still didn't leave.
In the empty night, suddenly seeing Bao Mei'er, Liu Qingshan was a little happy, although his face did not show Xiàn, but he did have such a love in his heart, at that moment, he was a little soft-hearted, and he couldn't let her leave ruthlessly, not to mention that he also found a reason for himself, such a night, in such a secluded village, it is too dangerous for a woman to leave.
He let the women go because he wanted to protect them, not hurt them.
Liu Qingshan is a very contradictory person, when he kills, he is decisive and ruthless, but in the face of the love of several women, he is indecisive, he has never loved, he doesn't understand love, so he doesn't dare to love, maybe this is his most contradictory mood at the moment.
It is precisely because he doesn't understand love that he didn't understand that his kindness from the heart, the protection of several women, and letting them leave, is actually the biggest harm.
But no matter what, the days have to go by day by day.
This world will not enter the end of the world because of the lack of someone, and Liu Qingshan will also adapt himself to a new life, but it does take a long time to adapt from a young master of a landlord's family to a cowherd baby from a poor family.
In the morning, Bao Meier makes breakfast, although it is very hard, but she is very happy, because it is made for the man she loves.
A pot of thick noodles, with braised beef, she also heard that Brother Liu likes to eat these, but she didn't know that her mind had arrived, but it was difficult to swallow when she ate it, but Liu Qingshan still ate it.
Since you don't have to pick, let's eat!
At noon, he had to solve it by himself, because at normal times, Bao Meier was busy with work, and after going to work in the morning, he would not come back until dusk.
For dinner, there are a lot of times I packed it, and I don't bring any changes, but fortunately, this person is Liu Qingshan, otherwise I really can't eat it.
The scorching sun is shining, Liu Qingshan came out of the villa building next door, there are ten small buildings here, although the appearance is different, but the area is not much different from Liu Qingshan's small building, now the construction is completed, the interior decoration has begun, and their own small courtyards are also circled, with a wooden fence, pure natural color.
These small buildings were originally built by the girls to get close to him, but now they are empty, no matter how beautifully decorated they are, and no one is there, it is in vain.
This is also Bao Meier's arrangement, asking him to have time to see the decoration site, in fact, Liu Qingshan doesn't understand, just look around casually to kill time.
Then go to the river, find a shade tree, hold a fishing rod, and use the method used in the original training camp to get yourself something to eat, grill a fish, or catch a rabbit and pheasant, etc., and the lunch is over.
When he was wandering, he fantasized that one day he could live this kind of free and easy life, look at the natural colors of the world without restraint, not worry about anything, and live a peaceful life.
But now that this kind of life has really passed, Liu Qingshan knows that he is not happy.
Zhao Wanyu and Li Ziyu forcibly broke into his life, which has left a deep imprint, even if he doesn't want to, he has to admit that even if a few decades pass, he will not forget the days of more than a year.
For more than a year, Liu Qingshan felt very happy, and it seemed that all kinds of laughter and laughter were still swirling in his mind for a long time.
"I just don't know, they left Qingshan Village and returned to the city, are they doing well?"
In Liu Qingshan's heart, such thoughts became more and more condensed.
I don't know when, someone pushed his shoulder, Liu Qingshan's body was shocked, startled, when someone approached, he didn't feel it, this was too dangerous, and it had never happened.
"Brother Liu, are you fishing, I think you are pondering, I screamed so much, you didn't hear it, what's wrong?"
Fortunately, it was Bao Mei'er who came back from work, not an enemy, Liu Qingshan secretly breathed a sigh of relief, this state was too dangerous, he couldn't go on like this.
Who is he, he is the dragon sword, he is the king of berserk, no matter when and where, he will maintain a high level of vigilance, how can he let a stranger be bullied by his side, and he still knows nothing, how is this possible?