Chapter 342: Distance and Beauty
After being married for so long, Qin Yafu's problem of being afraid of unexpected noises after falling asleep has been much better, whether it is Lin Zihang's good care, or her own experience for a long time, her heart and courage have improved, which is always a good thing.
Therefore, although Lin Zihang wanted to call her in the middle of the night, he was still reluctant to disturb her, and finally endured it.
finally stayed up until five o'clock the next morning, Lin Zihang didn't have to wait any longer, he had to test her tone.
"Yaf, you're like this again, if I don't call you, can't you call me first?" The phone was connected, and Lin Zihang lied to her with a thick nasal voice.
"No, I'm busy." Qin Yafu knew that this excuse was very bad, and even regretted it a little, she forgot that he hated her most because she was busy with work, but she didn't know how to tell him.
In the face of Lin Zihang's problem, she has always been very conflicted, obviously she had forgiven him when she was lonely and helpless in the middle of the night, but when the day dawned, there seemed to be a warm atmosphere in the room again, and her heart became heavy and sad, and she still couldn't let go of the rude behavior he had imposed on her recently.
In fact, she didn't sleep well last night, thinking that Tang Xiaolian was coming back today, her mission had completely ended, and there was no longer a reason to stay in the place, but she was still hesitating about whether to go to the provincial capital to report now.
Therefore, when she saw that it was Lin Zihang's call, she was both excited and a little frightened, perhaps, she really needed his initiative to reconcile to give her a little courage.
Just when Qin Yafu was nervous, Lin Zihang didn't care about her words, originally he just said it casually, and didn't really blame her, but sighed quite aggrievedly: "Yafu, do you know? , I, I thought about everything you wanted last night, all ......"
He snorted, really having no face to continue.
Qin Yafu naturally heard his subtext, but she couldn't help but feel a chill, her tears slowly slipped down unconsciously, she could say that when she first saw that it was his phone, she was still full of joy, but when she heard him say that he missed her body, she was only sad? After all, his compromise with her stems from a physical desire.
"Yave, come over tonight for our college reunion, they miss you."
Lin Zihang couldn't hear her reaction, so he added a group of reasons for thinking about her, hoping that she had better fly to her side immediately.
Qin Yafu took the phone farther away, took a few deep breaths, and tried to adjust her feelings, she also understood that she had to meet sooner or later, since he was willing to ease up, it would not be good for him to be hypocritical, so he replied softly: "Okay, I'll go over this afternoon." ”
She no longer hesitated because she remembered the sentence in the sketch: "When the distance is widened, the beauty is gone." ”
No matter how good the relationship between the two people was before, but after all, recent events have quietly widened the distance between them, and since she still wants to go on, then she must try her best to keep the last "beauty".
In addition, if you think about it from another angle, maybe the relationship between them is not so bad, and it is all because they think too much, right? Listening to his relaxed tone, isn't there nothing wrong?
She comforted herself.
Tang Xiaolian kept her promise, and sure enough, she rushed back before going to work in the morning, Qin Yafu spent another morning in the unit, and when she had lunch at noon, she told Lan Haijun that she was really going to leave this time.
Lan Haijun naturally already knew this result, although he was full of reluctance, he refused to show half a point, he looked very happy for her, and his eyes firmly said something about her to work hard after the past.
Qin Yafu reluctantly piled up a smile, and said that she couldn't talk about her thoughts, so she didn't talk about it, so she should leave with peace of mind.
However, when Lan Haijun heard that Lin Zihang didn't have time to come and pick her up, he said that he was going to the provincial capital for a meeting tomorrow, so it was better to go with her today.
Qin Yafu understood that he was kind enough to be a companion for him, and in his bright eyes, water flashed, and although his gratitude was not spoken, he already knew it to each other.
When Qin Yafu waved goodbye to the shopkeepers, she deliberately glanced at Ye Qing who was standing at the corner counter, her expression was a little blank, and she couldn't tell whether it was the pleasure of relief or the pain of loss.
Qin Yafu walked to the door and waved her hand at the people in the store: "Thank you for being with us for so long, I hope we will have better and better days in the future!" ”
She went straight forward, not daring to look back, the reluctance to be here is the worry about the unknown future, she can't give herself a chance to hesitate anymore.
At two o'clock in the afternoon, Qin Yafu and Lan Haijun were sitting in the car, she had the heart to tell him about Ye Qing, but she didn't know how to speak, she couldn't think of what it would mean to these two people.
From the perspective of kindness, Qin Yafu looked forward to the hard-working Ye Qing to have a good home, but from the perspective of her friendship with Lan Haijun, she didn't want him to look at Ye Qing differently out of pity, these two people are definitely not suitable for being together, if they insist on matchmaking, I am afraid that there will be a day when they will regret it in the future.
Lan Haijun saw Qin Yafu's somewhat flustered and embarrassed eyes, and naturally thought that she was not ready to face Lin Zihang, which was also the reason why he deliberately wanted to accompany her to the headquarters a day earlier, he hoped to give her enough courage.
He deliberately pretended to be casual, and talked to Qin Yafu about the workflow of the business department of the headquarters, which manufacturers are good to talk about, and other topics, in fact, these are irrelevant, when the time comes, someone will naturally take her, and she also understands his kindness, so she also actively asked about related matters.
In Lan Haijun's opinion, the more Qin Yafu held on to it, the more it showed that she had no bottom in her heart, but the more worried she became, the so-called "sister" he had always emphasized to himself, which really made him feel at ease.
After walking out of the platform, Qin Yafu was really nervous, she was indeed a little afraid of Lin Zihang, who was about to meet, the suspicion and contradiction between them had taken root in her heart, and she was afraid that it could not be solved simply by being together.
Through the bustling crowd, Qin Yafu didn't see Lin Zihang who came to pick up the station, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief in her heart, but she was inevitably a little worried, afraid that he would have an accident on the way here.
Just as she was looking around, Lan Haijun, who was walking side by side with her, suddenly stopped, turned around, and held her slightly cool hand hard, his eyes were as gentle and generous as ever: "Yafu, I won't accompany you, I will meet him later, have a good talk, there is no hurdle that cannot be overcome, I believe you can handle it." ”
This tone is too formulaic, just like the trust he usually trusts her at work, should she say that Brother Navy has always been so good to her, or is he a big man with a big heart and bearing?
The whole thing, the most innocent person, is Lan Haijun, but he silently endured Lin Zihang's unreasonable punch, and still insisted on tolerating and encouraging her, this favor, Qin Yafu didn't dare to think about how to pay it back.
Lan Haijun is different from Lin Zihang, who talks about her kindness to her every day and puts it on the bright side, but can it be said that he is not attentive enough to her? No wonder Ye Qing is so desperate to get the favor of Lan Haijun, he is indeed a good man.
Qin Yafu couldn't help but have red circles in her eyes again, since she went to work, she has become much stronger, but she has cried many times recently.
Lin Zihang came to pick up the station early, but when the crowd poured out, she received a call from Ye Han, she had already been discharged from the hospital, and naturally her father and mother refused to go, so she ran to live alone in a house under her name, and she always came out to play regardless of it, and often harassed him.
Usually when he is fine, Lin Zihang pities Ye Han's affection is not good, and he usually chats with her for a few words, but not now, he has already seen his wife walking out, of course, he simply coped with it, and hung up the phone.
When Lin Zihang put away his mobile phone and raised his head again, he saw the scene of Lan Haijun and Qin Yafu looking at each other affectionately.
He thought that after Lan Haijun's explanation, he had put aside his prejudices and accepted their new life without distraction, but when he saw the tacit understanding between the two people, he became anxious again, and he found that the thorn in his heart was far deeper than he expected.
He tried his best to suppress his anger, thinking of the two scenes when he turned his face with Lan Haijun in front of people before, it was obviously not his fault, but in the end, it became his fault, so he gritted his teeth and watched coldly.
Lan Haijun saw Qin Yafu's tears, his heart hurt terribly, although he made a rational choice that night, but it didn't mean that he let go of a qiē, as soon as he saw her sad, he naturally raised his hand to wipe away the tears on her eyelashes, and said with tenderness in his eyes: "Yafu, you remember, at all times, you must maintain your own happiness, and you can't wronged yourself, you know?" ”
"Well, you too." Qin Yafu bit her lip and smiled reluctantly, this brother-like person grew up with her since she was a child, especially when she was in the "Golden Beauty" for more than a year, every bit of her progress was inseparable from his careful cultivation.
"Go ahead, feel free to contact if you have something." Lan Haijun took a deep breath and waved goodbye to her, and out of the corner of his eye, he finally found Lin Zihang standing in the distance, he didn't want to make any more trouble.
"Okay, goodbye." Qin Yafu nodded solemnly, sorted out her backpack and turned to leave.
She didn't bring the luggage she had prepared because Lin Zihang didn't pick her up, and she planned to talk about it next time the two of them went home together.
Today's Lin Zihang learned a lot more, seeing the intimate behavior of the two of them with his own eyes, but he didn't have the impulse to run forward to stir up the situation, until Qin Yafu saw him herself, she stretched out her hands from afar.
Qin Yafu smiled and threw herself into his arms, in the eyes of outsiders, it was a meeting between a young couple who had been reunited after a long absence, but it was also cordial and natural.
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