Qin Yafu is really sad for Ye Qing, listening to what she means, it is obvious that there are unsatisfactory things at home, work, family, and relationships are not satisfactory, so it is no wonder that she is hysterical.

"It's easy to say, can you do it?" Ye Qing glared at Qin Yafu coldly through her teary eyes, "You think I don't want to?" However, the more you want to put down something, the more it will appear in front of you by mistake. ”

Ye Qing tugged at the corners of his mouth, revealing a wry smile: "Can I say that the day I met him when I was drunk, was it also the moment when I wanted to give up?

"I like him, not because of his position, I just want to find a man who is not ostentatious and rude, you won't understand what kind of life the mother and daughter have been beaten from childhood to adulthood, just because my sister and I are girls, just because my mother has been begging him not to strangle us or throw us away when we were just born, he beat and scolded us fiercely. ”

Ye Qing's facial muscles twitched slightly, and his expression was a mixture of fear and hatred.

"When my sister and I were a little older, my mother finally gave birth to a son for him, I thought he would be content, but when my sister and I didn't save zài, but the family was not rich, and my brother was overborn, not to mention the fines, our rations were also a problem, and he was even more serious with us, I suspect that he saved the idea of beating us to death so as to save food for his son to eat. ”

Qin Yafu's heart felt a chill, is there really such a ruthless father in the world?

"He, didn't he think about giving you away?" Qin Yafu remembered that when she was a child, when she was five or six years old, she started "family planning", and all the children younger than her were put on the table, and there were many people who were punished, but there were also people who found a way to contact the families of people who could not have children, and there were many cases where girls were given away in order to have boys.

"If you really give it away, I will admit it to any other person's house, but the problem is that we are poor in the mountains and ravines, and we have little contact with the outside world, and every family is barely able to make ends meet. ”

"Later, in order not to be beaten, I had to be vigilant at all times, and in order to protect my weak mother and sister, I had to train to the point of invulnerability, and I would rather be pricked than hurt by others all day long, like a hedgehog. ”

Ye Qing took a deep breath, raised his head, and his face was resolute, but he couldn't stop the tears, this kind of tragic encounter, Qin Yafu had only seen it on TV, but he didn't expect that someone around him had encountered it, and he couldn't help crying.

"Later, it was also a coincidence, and the place where I live now is the property left to her by a childless aunt of my mother's family before she died, and since then, our lives have been like people. ”

"Life is no longer so poor, and I have moved closer to the city again, my dad has begun to restrain some of the thoughts of beating, but the damage he caused me is something I will never forget in my life, I hate him, I hate men, I think, men don't have a good thing!"

Ye Qing's gritted teeth were a little scary, and Qin Yafu couldn't help but wonder what kind of psychology her feelings for Lan Haijun came from.

"I only had a primary school diploma, but I only went to junior high school for one year, and my father forced me to drop out, so the academic certificate I came here was actually fake. This, do you want to report me?" Ye Qing curled his neck and stared at Qin Yafu with a provocative gaze.

Qin Yafu just felt funny: "Everyone knows that academic qualifications don't prove anything, and you work so hard, if you don't say it, no one can see through it at all." ”

"Of course, I have always been attentive, in order to cover up my low education, I have to redouble my efforts, I have sold cosmetics elsewhere, and the losses I have suffered before have already given me enough experience, so I have always been good. ”

At this time, Ye Qing's face was full of pride.

"And, the most important thing is that here, I met Lan Haijun, it was he who let me know that men can be so gentle, so open-minded, and magnanimous, he is not strong in front of women at all, but he is very gentlemanly and cares for women. ”

Ye Qing's eyes had an infinite happy reverie, and it could be seen that she worshiped and loved Lan Haijun as a fairy-like person.

It is undeniable that as she said, if she is allowed to be with Lan Haijun, she will definitely love and take care of him as an emperor, but-

"Sister Ye, I can understand your feelings," Qin Yafu was also sad when she heard her say these pains, but she had to remind her, "Emotional things can't be forced at all, and I personally think that you are also a little too idealistic about Brother Navy, and when you are really together, maybe you will find that he may not be as perfect as you see, that is to say, he is just your ideal partner, in fact, the person who is really suitable for you may not be him......"

"Then who is he suitable for??" Ye Qing's eyes straightened, staring at her hatefully.

"Of course not," Qin Yafu hurriedly explained, she couldn't afford this misunderstanding, "Don't think nonsense, I'm just not worth it for you, the navy brother is good, but 'the goddess has a heart, and the king has no dreams', I don't think there's any need for Sister Ye to waste time on him......"

"Don't drag those crepe things with me, I don't understand," Ye Qing waved her hand to interrupt her, "I only know that it's you, it's you who ruined my happiness, I hate you!"

Ye Qing's eyes were so fierce that he couldn't wait to devour Qin Yafu alive.

Qin Yafu shivered, her heart churned, she suddenly realized that she was simply talking to a madman all night, why bother, anyway, she was about to leave, and if she could listen to Ye Qing patiently, it should be regarded as a relief to a person with a wounded heart.

She reached out and patted Ye Qing's shoulder: "Sister Ye, it's not too early, let's go home." ”

"Go home, where is my home?" Ye Qing's eyes were confused, "Where do I have a home to go back to?" Go back and see the excited faces of their father and son, and look at my mother's teary eyes?"

"Shouldn't you be happy that your brother is admitted to college?" Qin Yafu's heart felt an ominous premonition.

Sure enough, Ye Qing's eyes were full of pathos: "What do you know? My sister was drowned when she was fifteen years old in order to save her younger brother who fell into the water! Every time I see him, I think, why is he not the one who drowned? Is he very proud when he is admitted to university? Back then, my sister's academic performance was a hundred times better than his, and if my sister was alive, she would definitely go to Tsinghua University or Peking University!"

Qin Yafu opened her mouth, not knowing how to comfort her, so many tragic things happened to a girl in her twenties, you can imagine why her heart is so distorted, there are too few things she can get in her eyes, she will naturally seize every opportunity to get close to her.

However, mercy does not mean that she has to "help and abuse", Qin Yafu has been infected by Ye Qing and fallen into deep pain, but she has not lost her mind, she knows that Ye Qing's heart is already very strict, and she can't do it by herself to help her, but she must not compromise with her.

"Sister Ye, as the old saying goes, 'bitter first and then sweet', the days to come are still long, you are now able to be independent, and you can even support your family, everything is slowly getting better, as long as you are no longer obsessed, you just don't ...... attachment"

"Are you persuading me to let go?" Ye Qing sneered, "Qin Yafu, you have always loved to put on the appearance of a bodhisattva who rescues suffering, making everyone think how tolerant, kind, and merciful you are, but in fact, you are the most cruel person!"

Qin Yafu smiled bitterly: "Anyway, in your eyes, I'm not a good person, forget it, it's really late, let's talk about it tomorrow, we have to rest, if you don't want to go home, it's okay to go to my house, my Lin Zihang is not here." ”

Qin Yafu stood up and walked in front of Ye Qing, and made up her mind, no matter whether she objected or not, she had to insist on pulling her away, and if she continued to listen to her nonsense like this, she was afraid that she would not be able to sleep tonight.

Sure enough, Ye Qing continued to nag: "I won't go to your house." Hmph, Lin Zihang is an unlucky ghost, he is also a good man, but when he meets a woman like you, there are always so many nasty behaviors that make him uncomfortable......"

Qin Yafu listened to the little bird singing in her ear, no longer paid attention to her, and specially took a taxi to send her to her door before returning home.

When she returned home, Qin Yafu's love that she had held back all night also came out, she sat on the edge of the bed and was stunned for a long time, thinking about what Ye Qing said, it seems that she is really not very good? As a wife, she is not qualified enough, and her relationship with her husband is not a mess, and the relationship with her friends has not reached the realm of not making people suspicious at all.

She couldn't help but be disheartened, covered her face with her hands and cried silently, until when she was dizzy from crying, she began to miss Lin Zihang more and more, and she unconsciously chose to forgive him for his previous brutal behavior.

Looking at the time, it was almost midnight, Qin Yafu took out her mobile phone and looked at it again and again, and finally put it aside, grabbed the photo with Lin Zihang on the bedside table and hugged it into her arms and slowly fell asleep.

Lin Zihang finished a busy day, and was asked to drink by the supervisor who had been digging him, since Qin Yafu had already planned to accompany him in and out, of course he had to get along with others, so he readily agreed, although he was not in a hurry to reveal his thoughts, but the mood of seeing others was more pleasant than before.

After separating from the supervisor, Lin Zihang was dragged by a friend and transferred to the battlefield, and he didn't drink less, but this time he drank freely, so he didn't like to be intoxicated.

When he returned home, it was already more than twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, he lay on the bed, took out his mobile phone, and pressed the number he was already familiar with, but he didn't dare to dial out, after all, it was too late, and he was afraid of waking her up if he had the heart to send a text message.

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