Lin Xiaoyu told Ye Xiaohua that from the first time she saw Yu Le, she felt that the two of them were not worthy from the bottom of her heart. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

As for why it is not worthy, it is like flowers need sunshine and rain, but sunshine and rain never need flowers. They may like its cuteness and find it interesting, but they don't know that it can never be it that can accompany them, and between the two, one lives in the clouds and the other lives in the land, how can they be so compatible? She and Yu Le are like this.

Lin Xiaoyu told Ye Xiaohua very clearly and firmly that she and Yu Le were very compatible. She is not the moon, nor is she the second sun, but the earth that revolves around it to the autobiography, she has her own center of gravity, and she also loves Yu Le, which is the most suitable for Yu Le.

Ye Xiaohua was noncommittal, no matter what, it had nothing to do with her after all.

Write down the address provided by Lin Xiaoyu, she may not have anything to do with Zhang Yizhe, but she will see her after all, but even if she does, Ye Xiaohua just wants to take a look from afar to see if he is okay, and she will never be involved again, she gave Yu Le, no matter what happens now, after all, she doesn't want to have anything to do with other people's private lives.

Just glance, if he is okay and leave, Ye Xiaohua told herself, even if she came to the United States, it was essentially because of Zhang Yizhe, she has always been a person who is not firm enough and is ready to move, and the calm of a trickle is not enough to attract her after all.

Whether it was the encounter with Yu Le or Zhang Yizhe, the exhaustion brought to her made her not want to start a love, after all, it was just a mist of love. Love is deep and long-lived, Ye Xiaohua thought, these words may have other meanings.

When Xiaohua was not ready to meet Zhang Yizhe, the divorce agreement sent out came with another news.

Ye Xiaohua received a letter from Yu Le to her New York dormitory, which was written with a brush.

This is also the first time that Ye Xiaohua knows that his calligraphy is so good. For the first time, she agreed with what Lin Xiaoyu said, they were not worthy, what an incompetent wife she was.

Later, Ye Xiaohua knew how intense he wrote this letter with great emotion, and how complicated his emotions were when he put pen to paper. Yu Le was a spoiled child when he was a child, and he lost his temper when he stepped along, and his mother, Ye Xiaohua's mother-in-law, asked someone to teach him to practice calligraphy in order to get rid of his impetuous temper. Later, Yu's mother died early, which became another way for Yu Le to pay tribute to Yu's mother, whenever he encountered something that needed to be decided and calm, he would choose to use writing to calm his emotions.

Of course, there are many exceptions when you get along with Ye Xiaohua, because, in the relationship, many times, when you don't react, the emotion has already reached your heart, and you can only react with some of your own instincts, and often do a lot of wrong things.

Unfolding the rice paper, the unruly words were beautiful, and the heart was peaceful in front of Ye Xiaohua.

"'Little flower, get your ...... I was both sad and shocked, and at the same time, there was a kind of powerless sadness. I've been thinking about whether I've been doing enough for more than a year, or if I've done something wrong that made you make such a decision. Since I received what you sent, I've been tossing and turning, and I can't figure it out after all. ”

Ye Xiaohua was ready to meet Yu Le's anger and questioning, but she didn't want to, and in the end, she greeted such a letter that was not light or serious.

She went on to read:

When you went to the company that day, I had a hunch that there would be another twist and turn between us, and this twist and turn was all due to my machismo for a while, and if that was the case, I was afraid that I would not be able to forgive myself until I died.

That day, I didn't tell you, one is because I don't want to review my mistakes, I'm afraid you won't be able to forgive me, the other is that I hate the reserved land in your heart, even if I tell myself not to mind, I still can't restrain my jealousy and revenge, and third, I'm a man, I want my dignity, and there will always be times when I can't let go of it.

And now, whether you know it or not, I'm going to confess to you that I missed a piece of your past.

It was a beautiful accident for me to meet her, she was so smart and beautiful, and she told me where I came from at a glance, but she was so innocent after all, she still believed my words and brought me into her home. But you probably can't imagine that a person like me is clumsy and sensitive in love.

Her indifference will always make me fall into confusion and embarrassment afterwards, and in the end, I don't even know how to fall in love with her, maybe as the saying goes, if love can really tell the reason, then it's not called love, love someone, how can you need a reason?

At first, I was attracted because I was pampered since I was a child, and the things I wanted were always close to my palm, and only she was free. Gradually, I don't know when it started, and suddenly I couldn't leave her. Sometimes I think maybe what I pursued at the beginning was such a feeling of marginality, and then I let my life become like this! Or maybe this is the bad root of men, and I can't let go of what I can't ask for.

Even today, when I write these words, I still don't know if she ever loved me, I don't dare to ask, I don't even dare to call, is it ridiculous to be cowardly, when did I even have the courage to face it.

The happiest time of my life is also something I will never forget in my life, I remember clearly that morning, she lay in my arms, the morning sun hit her through the curtains, I turned my face sideways, just enough to see that the skin of her face was so white and bright, and I could almost see the delicate distribution of blood vessels in it;

In the days that followed, we became closer. The wedding date was nearer, but I was getting more and more uneasy, and I was so busy that I was so tired every day that I had no time to think about anything else in bed. But the busier I am, the more uneasy I become, and all this, just because she doesn't love me, yes. I know and know that she doesn't love me, and I even know that there must be another loving person in her heart, but I still say to myself in my heart that I only want to love her for the rest of my life.

The day of the wedding finally came, and I spent the whole night in anxiety, whether she would leave, whether she would regret it, whether she would ...... I asked myself countless questions, and the only thing I didn't think about was, what if she really didn't come?

The moment I saw her appear in the auditorium as promised, my heart finally let go, and fortunately, everything came as expected, and she appeared.

That day, she stood at the door of the auditorium, the light from the glass window hit her face, and she was dressed in white veil, beautiful like an angel, as if she would fly away from me at any time......

Said again in July

Tomorrow continue to struggle, stuck. I wish myself a happy birthday tomorrow.