Chapter 221
If, I said, even the day she said, "I am like a dream, will you believe it?" Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Thankfully, her final answer was yes. I always thought it was the beginning of our happiness, of course, perhaps, really just thought, just what I thought, and none of this had anything to do with her.
But she always did, no, maybe she didn't understand that she always did, but she always did this to me, just like in our marriage, she never cared about my feelings, let alone tried, even until the moment before she left.
She didn't bother to ask, and I was arrogant enough to give up the face of a man, and in the end, I abandoned her. I regret it, I regret it, the day she left I regretted it.
I texted her and said I missed her. I told myself to give each other one last chance, one last time. This was not the last chance given to us, but I prayed to Heaven for the last mercy, but in the end she did not reply.
When I called her phone, it didn't work. That is, I guess she has already made that flight to the United States. Sad, stunned, forget it, like she said, let's all be quiet with each other for a while! I told myself.
Actually, I think she may be angry, she knows it, she cares. Does that mean she cares about me? That way, she'll always come back, and she'll always have a chance to explain it.
I told myself not to rush, there was always time. We are still in touch with the day she left......
I thought, so be it! One day she will be tired and she will come home. However, I didn't expect that in the end, I was greeted by a divorce agreement from across the ocean.
At that time, I felt a chill in my heart, and then panicked. My hands have never been colder, and my heart has never been so panicked. In the past few days, we had never even seen each other except on the phone, and I asked her what had I done wrong? The answer to me was the same silence and darkness as ever. The clock at the head of the bed ticked and swayed, and the sound of the clock was clearly visible in the dark night.
She was as chic as when she came, and she didn't leave with the mud, but she didn't know that I had a habit, something I was used to, I like to put it in the same place every day, and take the trouble to look at it every day, she thought it was just a mortal thing, but she didn't know that without her, the whole world looked wrong.
Lin Xiaoyu's initial appearance was based on another testimony of my love for her, even if it was ultimately refuted by the facts.
It's like going back to the love of your youth, loving someone, and you'll have a hard time wanting to know all her likes. I'm sure you knew she existed.
You probably don't know how exterminating the pain I encountered when I was monitored from the hotel, when I saw her and her lover in the dining room kissing each other as if no one was kissing, and that kind of picture was like grinding my heart with a rusty knife, and it felt like cutting my heart in half.
Before I met her, I had already told myself that he was not something that no one wanted, and that a woman who didn't love herself had nothing to be nostalgic for. Later, when she said the divorce easily, maybe it was to get revenge on me but didn't agree to him. I thought that if that day, she had changed her words and said, "I'm sorry," or if she had caught up and told him that things weren't like that, he'd believed it. Or take a step back, be silent, say nothing, and I won't choose to continue.
You never know how I felt when I saw your pictures. I even want to ask you why you're provoking me if he's the future you want. If he is the future you want.
Someone told me that a person can only love so hard once in his life, so the person who has loved will never love so much after that, I don't know if it's true or not, but I know very well in my heart that you won't love me so much, and I feel that you will never love me as much as you love him.
You never know the struggles and pains in my heart. I don't know how long our relationship will last, and I'm always ready for you to hold someone's hand in the next moment. I'm always scared, scared that you'll come back to him, always ready to leave.
A period of concealment, deception, suspicion, possessiveness, and desire to conquer is no longer pure, does that mean that betrayal is not far away?
Sometimes I don't know what I'm nostalgic for, or even what I want to do, but after all, I don't give up, and I don't give up the feelings I gave at the beginning.
I had sex with Xiaoyu on the day she left Nanjing. Before she left, she said, "Whatever I want." If you don't believe it, you can check it. However, she was disdainful, so disdainful, that she didn't even want to spend a minute explaining everything to me. I'm just dispensable, and it's not even worth a minute for her to explain everything.
I didn't stay here that day, I was also bored with this family, and I drove around, but I didn't know where to go. In the end, I could only go to the company to be busy, and at night, when Lin Xiaoyu said that she wanted to stay, I don't know if it was too empty at night or because I wanted to take revenge on her, so that's it, I left her behind.
When I woke up, I regretted that I had defiled another pure girl and was her friend. I'm not such a ruthless person, but I don't love him, and I didn't expect that she would tell me that she loves me, and she won't tell her that everything last night will be treated as if it didn't happen, please don't let her go, she just wants to see her.
Being loved is far more happy than being loved is never better, I kept her and arranged for her to enter a house in my name.
It was a really chaotic time, and I couldn't see my true heart. I don't bother to see clearly. Knowing is nothing more than adding some resentment, so why bother knowing.
But I never thought that she would be so determined.
, you can ignore it. She doesn't have me in her heart. How could she be without me? At that time, how did she know that at that time, as long as she showed me half softness, I would divorce her. But, in the end, I didn't wait.
When I was entangled with her, I really didn't know whether to love her or hate her or just want to humiliate her. I don't have the courage to say goodbye.
It's just that I don't want to reap that deep frustration for myself.
I even thought I wanted her to live without me, just as I couldn't do without her. I want her to fall in love with me.