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"Baby, like today, tell me in advance if you have any ideas, let's discuss it together, it's good, if you act secretly behind my back, it will be the worst if you encounter any trouble.

As for my temperament, you also know, I like to say everything I have to say, and you are the same, if you hold it in your heart for a long time, you will have to hold it out, and at that time, I will have to accompany you to see a psychiatrist, how cost-effective!"

"How can it be so serious? It's just that I chatted with Yuan Yuan during the day, and I felt it, I really want to be a good wife and mother, but you always refuse to give me a chance!"

Qin Yafu pursed her mouth and "complained", which can be regarded as confessing her heart, lest Lin Zihang worry endlessly, after his soft and hard preaching, her mood has already improved a lot, blinking bright eyes, looking at the dark night outside through the window without curtains, a picture suddenly flashed in her mind, so she asked, "Do you have more stars there?"

"You ask me about the stars in Beijing?haha, what do you think?" Lin Zihang was amused by his wife's words, and then a new idea was born.

"By the time the children are older in July or August next year, let's go to Xinran's hometown by car to play, they have more stars there, and the stars in the city are becoming more and more scarce, and they are so small that they are almost invisible. ”

"Yes, speaking of Xin Ran's hometown, you were going to go there many years ago, but it's a pity that ......"

"It's a pity that that day turned into the beginning of five years of separation between you and me. After many years, not to mention the precipitation of the years, the most important thing is that the two of them are happy after all, so when it comes to the old things, although Lin Zihang's tone is not very comfortable, he can be regarded as calmly taking the conversation.

"But it doesn't matter, the so-called good meal is not afraid of late, isn't it more meaningful for us to go now? Take two babies to the mountains, wander in the simple and pure beauty of nature during the day, sit under the trees at night, watch the bright and moving stars, calm down, you can also hear the wind blowing the leaves, the beautiful sound of crickets chirping, think about it is very pleasant, you say, is it better than Yuan Yuan was pregnant, and you have been longing for the painful moment that you can't get?"

"Misfortune and blessing rely on, blessing and misfortune lurk", who can see through the right and wrong?

"You're right, it's a pleasure to enjoy the scenery in a happy mood, and when you're in a painful mood, it's inevitable that you will look at everything with a suppressed sadness. Qin Yafu sighed softly.

"Zihang, actually, after we separated, I had the opportunity to go to a small school in the mountains with Lan Haijun on behalf of the 'Golden Beauty' to send donated money, because the distance was too far, so I stayed overnight. ”

On this quiet night, when Qin Yafu and Lin Zihang were talking about their hearts over the phone, they unexpectedly remembered that strange mountain village.

"Well, then what?" Lin Zihang's tone was obviously dissatisfied, he naturally thought of what he had been thinking about for a long time and couldn't do with his wife, but let the hypocrite take the lead, even if he knew that nothing had happened, but the vinegar still hit everywhere, this feeling was very bad.

"And ......" Qin Yafu paused, her voice became ethereal, "The night there is really beautiful, unrealistically beautiful, just like in a fairy tale, the dark sky is incredibly high, and countless crystal stars above it are flashing and flashing, flashing and flashing, shaking people's hearts with an indescribable emptiness."

The weather was slightly cool, but I stubbornly didn't want to wear more clothes, so I stood in the courtyard with my arms crossed, imagining that if I was willing to give up everything and go to Xinran's hometown with you as agreed, would it not have been so hard......"

"Maybe, maybe not, Yafu, in fact, you and I both know in our hearts that without those five years of tempering, it would be difficult for us to face today's happy life so calmly, so everything that happened back then has the inevitability of their occurrence, and we don't need to regret it. ”

Lin Zihang listened to Qin Yafu at the beginning, in fact, he had already seen through what had happened, it should have nothing to do with others, or she couldn't let go of his corroboration, he was getting calmer and calmer, even if he had been verbally resenting the psychological and physical pain brought to him by separation, but in fact, he was completely able to look at that period of time rationally.

Qin Yafu pursed the corners of her mouth, she didn't say anything for a while, and recalled in her mind that night, Lan Haijun took his own coat and put it on her body, but she noticed it with sharp eyes, not only did she ignore it, but quickly walked into the room.

Qin Yafu, who was uneasy, was unfamiliar with the environment, so with her memory, she groped for the wall and pulled the lamp rope, and sat silently on the edge of the kang in the room.

She leaned her back against the wall, and even her head was pressed against it, the slightly cool touch made her a little more comfortable, and after thinking for a long time, she finally dialed Yuan Yuan's phone.

Even Qin Yafu herself didn't know what to say, anyway, they were good friends, they knew each other very well, even if they talked a few words about their feelings about the night in the countryside, they didn't feel abrupt, Yuan Yuan naturally understood her lonely and sad heart.

It's just a pity that it is also because she knows Qin Yafu's mood too well, so Yuan Yuan was upset and coaxed Xin Jialin, who refused to lie down and sleep honestly, and at the same time, she inevitably listened half-heartedly to Qin Yafu's words, and did not notice that she was more impatient than before.

Fortunately, Qin Yafu didn't care if Yuan Yuan understood or not, what she needed most now was a suitable person to talk to, as long as people were willing to deal with a few words, she would feel less lonely.

But Yuan Yuan couldn't hold on for too long, and after she endured it for a while, she still smiled bitterly and opened her mouth to discuss with Qin Yafu: "Eldest sister, I held the child, put the mobile phone on my shoulder, and tilted my neck to listen to you, I'm so tired, let's not talk about it, okay?"

"Okay, thank you, Yuan Yuan!" Qin Yafu was silent for a moment, then realized that she was still too selfish, forgot to consider other people's troubles, and hurriedly thanked her solemnly.

This made Yuan Yuan a little vigilant, with her relationship with Qin Yafu, the word "Xie" was too abrupt, and she couldn't help but ask directly: "Thank you, what did I do? Yafu, you, what's wrong with you? Is there something on your mind? Oh, no, you have something on your mind, hehe, is it that the deep night sky there makes you miss someone more?"

It's okay, just call him if you think about it, there shouldn't be a question of who is more active between you, right? He has taken the initiative so many times, and there is no problem for you to take the initiative once!"

Regarding the topic of whether the master is not active, since Qin Yafu and Lin Zihang separated, Yuan Yuan has mentioned it countless times, she always feels that Lin Zihang has taken the initiative for so long, he must be tired, even if it is out of the heart of return, Qin Yafu takes the initiative once, maybe they will not be so each other.

"What nonsense? Really, well, don't talk about it, look at the kids. Qin Yafu was panicked by what Yuan Yuan said, she chatted with Yuan Yuan for a long time, can she say that she was just expressing her feelings? Could it be that she didn't have any selfish intentions? More than every time, she wanted to vaguely inquire about Yuan Yuan's recent situation about Lin Zihang? Or, to put it more bluntly, wasn't it just a desire to get encouragement from friends......

Qin Yafu bit her lip, startled by the idea that just popped up, she had restrained herself for so long, waited in place for so long, she was clearly fed up!

Since Yuan Yuan still hasn't given up encouraging herself, does it mean ......

Qin Yafu was a little excited, and suddenly jumped to the ground, holding the mobile phone in one hand, covering her cheeks that started to get hot at some point with the other, and turned around twice, her eyes were firmly fixed on the screen of the mobile phone that was pressed by herself at some point, and her thumb trembled and touched the first button......

"Sister Qin, what's wrong with you?, why is your face so red?" Just when Qin Yafu had already pressed the penultimate digit of Lin Zihang's mobile phone number, the female teacher who lived with her walked in from outside, with an inexplicable expression on her face.

"I, I, I'm fine. Qin Yafu was silent for a long time, and she didn't explain why, she smiled awkwardly at the female teacher, and the hand holding the mobile phone was quietly behind her, she straightened her waist, still feeling uncomfortable, so she simply pointed out with her empty finger and coughed lightly, "That, the night tonight is so beautiful, I'll go out and have a look!"

After Qin Yafu didn't know what to say, she quickly turned around and walked out.

The female teacher looked at Qin Yafu's back strangely, raised her hand to weave herself behind her head, pulled her long twisted braid to her chest and looked at it, learned Qin Yafu's movements just now, and gently rotated it, and then deliberately shook her hair, grabbed the ends of her hair, rubbed her fingers a few times, and muttered to herself: "It turns out that short hair can be so free and beautiful!"

Coming to the courtyard again, Qin Yafu found that Lan Haijun was facing back to the window of the room where he had just been, looking up at the sky, not knowing what he was thinking.

At this time, Qin Yafu didn't want to talk to anyone, and her previous impulse to call Lin Zihang was interrupted by the female teacher, which made her heart more and more confused.

Reason and sensibility coexisted, to fight, or not to fight, became a multiple-choice question again, and she returned to the painful state of her previous hesitation, and the consequence of her lack of courage was that she once again reversed course, preparing to avoid even Lan Haijun.

"Yafu, do you remember when we were children, a group of friends ran to Grandma Wang's grape trellis and listened to the Cowherd and Weaver Girl talk about love?" Lan Haijun was like having eyes on his back, and he didn't look back, but when Qin Yafu quietly moved his body and wanted to leave, he opened his mouth at the right time.