Have you ever felt sorry for someone?

Looking at her, you naturally began to feel a slight pain in your heart, and you even felt that this feeling came inexplicably, so unexpectedly. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

At that time, I understood that liking someone only needs a moment.

I even remember that when I was walking in the rivers and lakes later, I was chatting in a wine shop, and someone asked me while drinking: Why is it so difficult to love someone?

Why is it so hard to make a person like themselves?

At that time, I looked at the man, smiled lightly and told him: If you have ever lost, you will understand that even if you look at her from afar.

Even if she likes another person, even if you are nothing in her heart.

As long as you can look at her and hear her voice, you will be happy.

Because you love that person, you love so much that you can't help yourself, you love so much that you don't even know how far you have come.

It's never hard to love someone......

It is rare that the distance between two people is an arc that can never be crossed in this life.

The friend looked at me drunken and asked me, "Did you ever love someone very much?"

I took the wine glass in front of me and drank it all and said: I feel sorry for someone, I feel sorry for someone, I want to replace my body, I want her to be satisfied forever and ever.

I raised my eyes and looked into the distance: even if she loved someone else, I would be willing to send her to that person's side.

The friend laughed: Idiots, they are all idiots, they are infatuated all their lives, and they are bitter forever.

I smiled and didn't speak.

If you love someone, how do you feel bitter, no matter how painful you are, you can eat honey, and it is sweet.

I never regretted meeting her, I just regretted that the fate between us was still too shallow, so shallow that I fell in love with her and lost her.

I just regret why I didn't meet her earlier, even though I know that the person she wants to meet sooner is that person, the person in her heart.

Several of us met too late.

She wants to meet Ye Lancang earlier, and I want to meet her earlier.

It's a pity that it doesn't follow people's wishes.

That friend seemed to be drunk and spoke with a big tongue, but he managed to pull my thoughts back: You...... Isn't that the one you like...... Don't like you either?

I looked at him and knew he was grieving for love: Let me tell you a story!

Maybe he was too drunk, maybe I was drunk, but I knew that he would probably forget the next day after saying it, so I was able to tell the dusty past.

I looked at the accessory in my hand and blinked, it was hers, it was just forgotten in that fight, and he picked it up.

Give yourself a thought, too.

So, looking at the sword, I slowly told the story.

I have known her existence for a long, long time, but for him at that time, he just heard her name and knew that she was a sword that benefited Ye Lancang's side.

And the real meeting was that day, when he had nothing to do, he went to the torture hall, and then met her.

That day was no different from usual, just watching her walk in with an expressionless face, he knew that maybe this woman was the sword.

He couldn't help but wonder what such a woman had done to make Ye Lancang punish her, such torture, even a big man like him couldn't stand it.

But she closed her eyes like no one else, and let the whip pull on her.

At first, he was really curious, curious about what kind of environment can make a girl like this, but he didn't want to stop it.

It's just that later, as long as he thinks of this first meeting, he regrets it immensely.

If I had known that I would like you in the next second, and it would become love later, I wouldn't have let myself leave her alone.

It's just that I don't know......

Probably because his gaze was too direct, so she opened her eyes with her eyes closed, her eyes were ancient and waveless, quiet and distant, and they were also so dead and desolate.

This is not the look that a seventeen-year-old woman should have.

Looking at those eyes, he understood, it wasn't that it didn't hurt, but she was used to not shouting pain, so she endured it.

He couldn't help but follow, stopped her, and handed her a bottle of top-grade wound medicine, but she was still so cold and told him with a blank face that she didn't need it.

He stubbornly handed her the medicine, but she asked him what he wanted her to do with defense and distrust.

Looking at her like that, he had to smile lightly and let her treat herself as a friend, but unfortunately she just looked at him like that, with sincerity and no deception in her eyes, she said that she would not have friends, and she would not need friends.

The distress came so suddenly, so that he couldn't help but pity such a woman.

Knowing that her martial arts are strong and she is the strongest sword on the road to revenge, he still pities her.

She fainted, which was not unexpected, but the moment he picked her up, he was stunned.

It's too light, it's as light as a feather.

It was the first time he had been so close to her, and it was the last.

When he was decocting the medicine, he had been thinking that he must give her a few pairs of medicine in the future to make her fatter.

Such a light and fluttering weight gives people a sense of nothingness and dreaminess, as if it can disappear at any time.

Later, she came back to restore her life, where did he see her in Ye Lancang, she answered Ye Lancang's question, saying that she was afraid of falling in love with Ye Lancang.

At that moment, her eyes were full of sincerity, and he understood this person almost instantly, probably a long, long time ago, he had fallen in love with Ye Lancang, and she herself knew very well that she was trying her best to control it because she was calm.

Because of love, I am willing to be a sword.

Looking at her like this, he suddenly felt as if something was predestined.

When she went out, she was looking up at the sky, still expressionless, but he felt that she was in a bad mood.

So he asked her, what was she looking at?

She said that she was looking at the light, and at that time he was very puzzled and asked her where the light was.

Her answer is particularly profound to this day.

You can't see it in the world, but I can see it in hell.

He looked at her like that, and couldn't help but look at her: Are you in love with Ye Lancang?

She was flustered, and for the first time he saw something else on her face.

But the more this saddened him, they said a lot.

In memory she smiled, but it was because of another person, because she said: as long as it is him, there is no need.

Even if she hates killing so much, is so afraid of blood, and loathes herself for killing, she doesn't regret it.

Because the person she loves is Ye Lancang.

Because the person she wants to protect is Ye Lancang.

Because she is full of eyes in her heart, the person who carefully collects it is Ye Lancang.

Everything is so simple and clear, since seven years ago, he is late.

He was seven years late, so there wouldn't be any place for him in her heart.

Because he was distressed and because he knew Ye Lancang, he was afraid.

Afraid that one day, Ye Lancang will hurt her.

This love came too strongly, and when he didn't know it at all, he looked back and saw that he was already protecting her.

It turned out that Ye Lancang didn't understand love, so he hurt that person just as he thought.

But even so, she still stood in front of him desperately and used herself to protect Ye Lancang.

And his transformation from a bystander to an entrant is just a matter of moments.

The friend seemed to mumble something, and passed out completely.

I thought of her, of the resolute her, and suddenly burst into tears.

Even if she was let down in the end, she still hopes to meet Ye Lancang in the next life and be able to renew her relationship in the next life.

At that time, for the first time, he felt sad and hopeless.

I have long known that I am a passerby in her life, but she is a passerby in this life, can't she meet her sooner in the next life?

She is so obsessed with the night of Lancang, and she is deeply in love.

How could he let himself pray to heaven so that he could meet her earlier in the next life, and then give her peerless favor.

So......

God, if there is a next life, please fulfill her wishes.

……

Shen Chaomu slowly closed his eyes: It's just that in the next life, the person I love the most, please give me a chance, okay?