Section 22 The Future is Forgotten Bodhisattva (Meng Xiangru Fanwai)
In Meng Xiangru's third year in the nunnery, Mrs. Shi still did not agree with her shaving home. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
She asked her several times why, but Mrs. Shi just laughed and didn't say anything.
Then let her go to the lotus pond in the backyard to see the lotus, this lotus lotus leaf, she looks at it almost every day.
I didn't see why, but the things I used to be attached to in my heart seemed to be much lighter.
Mrs. Shi always said that there was anger between her eyebrows, and she was powerless to refute it.
Because this is indeed anger, or resentment, is more appropriate.
She was originally a dead person, but at that time, she used the power of fragments and Gu Jin's ability to reverse time and space and return to the beginning.
Waiting for an opportunity to lurk, wanting to return to his body.
But the man sent her back to his body, and she was easily reborn.
However, it was at that time that Meng Xiangru knew for the first time.
Sometimes it's better to live than to die......
She couldn't continue to enjoy the glory and wealth that Meng Zhijin gave her, and she had thousands of feelings of guilt for Meng Bangtong in her heart.
She stayed in this nunnery for three years, sweeping the fallen leaves and dead grass in the courtyard every time.
Wipe the table top of the railing, mow the flowers and weeds.
The heart was strangely quiet, no longer irritable, no longer guilty and regretful.
Within three years, her hands were rough and dull, and her fair skin had turned dull yellow.
But she felt happy......
It's just that there is a little regret in happiness, that is, she has never been able to shave her hair like her sisters.
Mrs. Huijing looked at Meng Xiangru, who was lying on the railing looking at the layers of lotus leaves, and walked over, light and demure: "Forget Bo, what are you looking at?"
Meng Xiangru was stunned for a moment, and then looked at Master Huijing's gaze did not stay on herself, but in the distance, and then said: "Mrs. Shi always said to let Forget Bo look at this lotus leaf, but in the past three years, except to see that its leaves are green and withered, the lotus flowers bloom and fail, and the lotus pod picks and grows, there is nothing else. ”
Master Hui Jing held the Buddha beads in her hand, and smiled faintly when she heard this: "What have you realized?"
"The flowers bloom year after year, and the leaves fall without heart and end without heart. Mengru pursed her lips, her emaciated body making her eyes glow.
"You've experienced something a little different. Master Hui Jing smiled again because he was too profound......
Meng Xiangru looked at the splendid lotus flowers that were blooming in the summer and said, "Master, but what Forget Bo said is not right?"
"No, no, no. Master Hui Jing shook her head: "There are thousands of states in the world to see things, and you can't say whether it's right or wrong. ”
Meng Xiangru still didn't understand: "Shitai asked me to see the meaning of the lotus, and the disciple still doesn't understand." ”
"Forget the Bodhisattva, let you look at the lotus, not just look at the surface. Master Hui Jing raised her hand and pointed at the infinite lotus leaf: "What you want to see is its essence. ”
Meng Xiangru was stunned for a moment, and her quiet eyes were a little confused.
Seeing this, Master Hui Jing was a little helpless: "If you investigate this thing, it means that you have really let go of the things in your heart and are a member of the Buddhist sect." ”
"But if you can't break it, I won't shave your hair. ”
Meng Xiangru was shocked: "Shi Tai ......"
"You don't need to be so upset. Master Huijing stretched out her hand and patted Meng Xiangru's hand holding her coarse cloth clothes: "Poor Ni just wants you to know that everything has declines and failures, and life is full of thorns. ”
"Whether you want to go all the way or turn the other way is your choice. ”
Meng Xiangru slowly calmed down, seemed to have an understanding in her heart, and slowly looked at her eyes at Lotus Leaf Tiantian.
Master Huijing knew too much that Meng Xiangru had entered the realm of thinking about me, and he didn't bother, so that his sense of existence was reduced again.
In the past three years, Meng Xiangru has never said anything about the past.
But the lingering anger has faded a lot, although it is often sad and sad, but the understanding is good.
If it weren't for the fact that she was really unbroken, she would have to accept such a disciple.
Therefore, I must mention a few words.
The lotus flower is out of the mud but not stained, and the ripples are clear but not demonic......
But she not only cultivated the lotus pod, but also buried the lotus root in the mud below.
Although the appearance is not as lovely as Qinglian, its taste is loved by everyone.
Crisp and refreshing in the mouth, sweet and delicious.
Even though it comes from silt, the lotus root grows better.
On the contrary, although the green lotus flowers are amazing, they are for people to see.
But once it enters a period of decline, no one cares.
How do you know that falling red is not a ruthless thing, turning into spring mud is more protective of flowers.
What the world sees is always the most superficial thing, but the inside and outside and the essence are ignored thoroughly and cleanly.
Meng Xiangru is not a lotus root stepping on the mud, but because of hatred, she wants to climb hard, but she doesn't know that the swamp sinks deeper and harder.
If she sees through her own situation, she will really have a relationship with the Buddha.
Otherwise, it can't be broken......
Meng Xiangru's eyes stopped at the pink petals of the lotus, and it was pleasing to the eye, and she couldn't wait to pick it and hold it in the palm of her hand.
But the lotus leaf supported the lotus flower to stand tall and was admired by everyone.
But no one knew that the stem reached the ground, and no one knew that there was something in the mud.
That's the nutrients, that's the support.
Meng Xiangru suddenly had a flash of inspiration and smiled slowly.
She has always asked Master Hui Jing why she let her appreciate the lotus for three years.
But I don't know the deep meaning of the other party, if it weren't for listening to the decline and decline of everything today, the road of life is full of thorns.
I'm afraid that she still thinks that the lotus is a lotus and the leaf is a leaf.
Master Hui Jing was afraid that she had already seen her hesitation, her sorrow and pain, so she used this to warn herself.
Meng Xiangru smiled faintly: "Master Tai's words have forgotten the Bodhisattva and realized it." ”
Master Hui Jing didn't feel strange at all, and nodded when she heard this: "Let's hear it." ”
"The lotus blossoms and falls, and everyone regrets it but no longer looks at it when it falls. Meng Xiangru slowly lowered her eyes: "In the eyes of the world, the flowers bloom beautifully, and the flowers fall and sigh." ”
"But no one knows that this stem supports the lotus flower for a season, and no one knows how the lotus root grows on its own in the mud. ”
Meng Xiangru's beautiful eyes flowed, and she instantly lost her eyebrows: "One flower, one world, one leaf, one Bodhi." ”
"Everything will come to an end in time, whether it is pain or hatred, it will disappear. ”
"The hatred that is not known to the world has become a good word, and there is no truth about it. ”
After knowing the truth, she really hated the Lan family, but now she doesn't hate it anymore.
Anyway, she's gone......
The former right and wrong suppressed her pain, and everything disappeared.
Maybe Meng Bangtong understood this truth before her, and let go first.
But this simple truth, and she stayed in the same place for three years before she had an epiphany.
Meng Xiangru raised her eyes and smiled: "Feet in the mud, heart to the light, Shitai, forget the Bodhisattva understand." ”
Master Hui Jing smiled when she heard this, her gentle gaze stayed on Meng Xiangru's face, and she said lightly: "From today on, you are the real Bodhisattva." ”
"After shaving your hair, you forget the past, do you know?"
Forget Bo pursed his lips and smiled: "Forget Bo knows, Master Xie is too complete." ”
After today, there is really no more Meng Xiangru in the world.