Chapter 27: The Right Person
"How do you know all this?"
Sunny looked at Ah Jiu in a daze, his heart was like turning over the sea, there had never been a man who knew her so well, it was as if he had seen her through, if Ah Jiu was her intimate lover, she would not be so surprised, but he was not, he had several women, where did he have the energy to understand this?
"Observe," Ah Jiu said a little smugly, he touched Sunny's face and wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes, "So I don't understand, you are a good girl, why do you like me so much?" If you say it's for the house, for the money, I don't believe it, I shouldn't be the only one who can give you this. ”
"Of course not...... Sunny wiped away her tears, she was not a girl who cried easily, and for some reason, she suddenly had a sour nose just now: "You just said so much about me, so do you know what kind of person you are in my eyes?"
"Hmm...... Handsome and handsome?" Ah Jiu laughed and guessed, and began to be indecent again.
"You're a fool," Sunny said solemnly, looking into Ah Jiu's eyes.
"Huh?" Ah Jiu's smile froze on his face, and he said, "This evaluation is not very good, do I look stupid?"
"It's not that you look stupid," Sunny explained, still with a serious look, "it's the way you treat feelings like a fool, and a fool of yourself." ”
"Hmm......" Ah Jiu pursed his mouth and didn't speak, but looking at his appearance, it was obvious that he was a little unconvinced.
"Don't be unconvinced, listen to me first. Sunny hugged Ah Jiu's arm, bit his lip and thought about it, and said, "You just said that you are very attentive, I don't agree." Maybe you don't realize that there are so many girls around you, and none of them are actively provoked by you. Isn't that right?"
"Huh?" Ah Jiu was slightly stunned, he hadn't paid much attention to this matter, but after Sunny mentioned it, it seemed to be true.
"I don't know what you've been through, but I can see that you don't have experience in dealing with emotional matters, you don't say 'no' and you don't choose. Sunny put it bluntly: "You desperately want to be cared for and loved, so when someone gives you this, you don't know what to do." Just like between us, you know that I deliberately took the initiative to approach you, you also know what I want, and you also know what kind of trouble you will have if you don't reject me, you know everything, but you still can't refuse. You're like a greedy child, you want everything you like, you say I'm insecure, why don't you?"
Sunny looked up at Ah Jiu and said, "You're not a person with a heart, and you're not a person who provokes women, you're a person who can't resist women." You're still a self-deceptive person, and you don't think you're really doing anything with me...... Is it okay? So I ask you, can I find another boyfriend? I'll go on a date tomorrow, okay?"
"You ......" Ah Jiu opened his mouth and couldn't say anything. He wasn't worried that Sunny would actually do that, but if he was told he didn't care, he wouldn't be able to do that.
"Look," Sunny hugged Ah Jiu and said, "In terms of feelings, you are just a child who has not grown up, and you don't dare to ask for it in the end, and you don't want it in the end?"
Ah Jiu suddenly felt a lot of pressure: "Also, don't say that......"
Sunny immediately said, "Then I'll go to someone else."
"Don't," Ah Jiu said busily, being seen through by Sunny, even if he was thick-skinned, he was a little unbearable, and said, "Just, even if you are right, you are right, I am so useless...... Then you'll have to give me time, and besides, there's always one who comes first, and Taeyeon doesn't know what to do yet, ......."
"I didn't say anything about arguing with her," Sunny gave Jiu a blank look and said, "I don't want to fight with anyone...... Believe it or not, I'm really just looking for someone to lean on. ”
Ah Jiu was a little surprised, looked at Sunny, and said, "You take me as a dependent?"
"Hmm," Sunny corrected Jiu's words, "I want to rely on you, and since you see it, I won't hide anything." You're right, I'm the kind of person who is very insecure. I have three daughters in my family, I am the youngest, my sisters are more than 20 years older than me, and my parents are very old. When I was born, my father's business failed, and the conditions at home were not good, so I started to live with my eldest sister for two years, and then with my second sister. Originally, I planned to make my debut at my father's company, but then I had to come to my uncle's company...... The relationship between my uncle and my father is not good, and the two of them quarrel when they meet, and I don't know if my uncle will have an opinion on me, so when I first came to the company, although everyone thought I was different because I was my uncle's niece, only I knew that if I didn't work hard, I would be driven away, so I worked hard and didn't dare to slack off at all......"
"You say I'm independent...... Actually, I don't want to be independent, I also want to be a child who is pampered by my family, but in that case, what if I am not independent? I have no one to rely on, and when I was a trainee, I saw my uncle as many times as everyone else, and I really couldn't count on anything. My uncle sometimes scolds, but he doesn't scold me. I was more upset when he didn't scold me because I didn't know if I was doing well or badly. In the months leading up to my debut, people were being laid off almost every week, and I couldn't sleep on those days, and I was so scared that when I woke up, someone would tell me that I had been laid off. At that time, I thought about a lot of things, I didn't know if I was laid off, what could I do, I wasn't good-looking, I didn't study well, I went home to cause trouble to my parents, what could I do?"
"When I finally made my debut, I consider myself lucky and proud that I finally made it. Since I was a child, I didn't have anyone I could really rely on, so after my debut, I was thinking, I must do everything well, because the only person I can rely on is myself, I don't want to fall in love, it's not that I really don't want to, but I'm afraid of breaking up, I'm afraid that the person I meet is not the right person......" (To be continued. )