Chapter 28: Differences

"Then how do you know that I am the right person? I remember that when I met you, I was already involved in several relationships, how do you know that I can rely on you?"

Sunny looked at Ah Jiu and said, "I didn't make a decision lightly, I asked Taeyeon a lot of things about you, plus what I saw myself, and finally decided on you." Although you don't know how to deal with emotional matters and seem to be very careful, I know that you are a man who can give everything for his woman, and this alone makes you worthy of my choice. Slowly getting in touch, I found that when I was with you, even if it was a quarrel, I was very happy, and when I was together, I felt that time passed quickly, and I would miss you for a long time when I was separated, and it was not until then that I finally decided that I liked you. ā€

After a moment's hesitation, Sunny continued, "It's not like I'm not unaware of the realistic conditions, and if you're a poor bastard, I wouldn't want to rely on you...... I—I say that, don't you think I'm a snobbish woman?"

Ah Jiu shook his head and said with a smile: "This is normal, when I was a poor bastard, I didn't dare to tell Xiujing that I liked her, not because of these practical problems...... Suddenly Ah Jiu paused, sighed, and said: "So now, the person I feel most sorry for is Xiujing." She decided to stay with me when I had nothing, nothing. She didn't think that I would be where I am today, at that time I was just a work-study student who worked hard every day and couldn't afford the high tuition fees of Sungkyunkwan, but she, she liked me, "

Ah Jiu has been cheeky and has chosen to ignore this guilt for a long time, but when he suddenly mentioned it today, it was like a levee, and he was swept away in an instant, and his nose suddenly became a little sour.

"You know, she, he was afraid that I wouldn't be able to afford a house, and she tried to save all the money she earned to be with me, and wanted to buy a house, and when she told me at the time, I thought she was joking. But she really did that, in the past few years, she has saved almost more than one billion won, bought a small house in Sangdaodong, more than 70 square meters, and repaid the loan, if it weren't for Sika's business, she wanted to help her can't sell this house, then it may be our home now. ā€

"I really don't know what she likes about me, that time was the most confusing time of my life so far, and now that I think about it, I feel like I'm worthless......"

Sunny couldn't help but ask, "She helped you regain your confidence?"

Ah Jiu nodded and said, "Yes, it's her." If it weren't for her, I'm afraid I'd have been lost. I try to live like a human being in order to be worthy of her kindness to me...... But now, in the past six months, I have done all the things I am sorry for her. ā€

Sunny looked at Ah Jiu's appearance a little distracted, and muttered, "She really loves you, I, I'm not as good as her." ā€

Ah Jiu smiled and said: "I don't doubt your feelings for me, the things you think about are all normal things, any sane girl, these will be considered......" Ah Jiu pursed her lips and said: "Xiujing is a silly girl, she likes me too much, she doesn't care about anything......"

"I ......" Sunny suddenly felt very uncomfortable in her heart, she felt that she was completely compared, she knew that she couldn't give Ah Jiu a love completely regardless of conditions and consequences like Krystal, and similarly, she didn't have any reason to ask Ah Jiu to give her the same favor as Krystal, she wanted to say something, but her mind suddenly went blank, and she didn't know what to say.

Ah Jiu noticed the change in Sunny's expression, hugged her gently, and said, "Don't think about comparing with her, you have nothing to compare with." I used to think about this when I was thinking about the relationship with Taeyeon and IU, and I was thinking, I can be sure that Su-kyung likes me as a person, and how do I define other people's feelings for me? I have a friend named Park Chan-young, you know him, right? We were drinking together, and he told me that there was no way to do it. Because I can't go back to that time, I can't turn myself into such a waste person in order to prove that someone's feelings for me are true, right? When I met Xiujing, I was a poor bastard, but when I met you, I was not like that anymore, you don't think about whether you can do what Xiujing did, maybe we met under that condition, and you can do it, who knows, we don't have a chance to know......

Ah Jiu smiled Qiran, didn't want to talk about this anymore, and changed the topic and said: "I accept your feelings for me, but I need time to digest it, and you know my current situation, even if I promise you, I can't spare time to accompany you, and it's not what you want, take your time, okay?"

Sunny's expression was a little gloomy, Mu Ne nodded, and her mind was still thinking about whether it was possible for her to like him under the same conditions as Krystal meeting Ah Jiu, and after abandoning all external conditions, she would like such a man, and she couldn't come to a conclusion for a while, and her mind was a little messy.

Ah Jiu pulled the quilt over Sunny and got out of bed: "I'm going to take a shower, otherwise I won't be able to explain when I go back...... The house thing, just according to my decision, the real estate procedures are on the sofa, you take it to do a transfer. This is your home, I am your dependence, don't be afraid anymore. ā€

"Hmm," Sunny nodded, but his head lowered. She felt that she had really become a bad woman, and before talking about Krystal, Sunny didn't feel that she was taking advantage of him by 'usurping' Ah Jiu's house, because she felt that she loved Ah Jiu. But after listening to Krystal's story, knowing how much Krystal gave to Ah Jiu, and knowing the extent to which she could do for this love, Sunny felt that he was completely unqualified to say the word 'love'.

Sunny suddenly felt that her head hurt, the relationship she wanted was definitely not like this.

Ah Jiu came out of the bathroom after taking a shower, and saw Sunny's somewhat lost appearance, and he could probably guess her thoughts. He didn't know what to say, and it seemed that everything that had to be said had already been said. He didn't expect Sunny to be as good as Krystal, and as a man, he didn't want to prove how much a woman loved him by eating soft rice.

Looks like it's going to take a little time to digest...... Ah Jiu didn't bother Sunny, gently closed the bedroom door, got dressed and left.

(To be continued.) )