Chapter 57: Looking Back on the Past as If It Were for You (1)
The person behind Leng Yunhan is He Haoyan. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
He Haoyu knew that Leng Yunhan would definitely come back today to commemorate her mother, and he would definitely come like this, so he had been here before Leng Yunhan arrived, and until now, he appeared.
He Haoyu bent down and put a small daisy in his hand on the tombstone, and Leng Yunhan's hand holding the umbrella did not shift, and it was still on top of her head.
He stood up straight, "Let's have a good talk!"
"Are you sure?"
"Well, there's a park nearby, and we'll talk about it calmly. ā
Leng Yunhan exhaled deeply, as if adding a little amazement, but also stood up a little freely, turned around, looked at He Haoyan with red and swollen eyes, and spoke, "Okay." ā
The moment He Haoyan saw Leng Yunhan's eyes, her heart hurt, would she still cry?
"Hmm. He Haoyan made a sound from his throat.
This is the first time they have a good talk with peace of mind and without any quarrels.
He Haoyan and Leng Yunhan slowly walked towards the park, and the umbrella in He Haohan's hand kept leaning towards Leng Yunhan's side, for fear that she would get the same sun.
"How have you been doing all these years?"
"Does it matter?"
"Important. ā
"Good. ā
He Haoyan smiled lightly, "Are you happy?"
"I've already survived a lot of suffering, and now I'm not in pain, how can I be unhappy?"
Leng Yunhan spoke with a wry smile, obviously happy, obviously when he said these words, he should be happy, but he was not happy at all in his heart, but there was a little more sourness.
He Haoyu turned around suddenly, he was originally standing side by side, but suddenly turned to Leng Yunhan's face, his expression was serious, his eyes were deep, Leng Yunhan raised his eyes to look at him, and his eyes were relative.
"When you left, you didn't say goodbye, have you ever been sad? ā
What He Haowei said was like a person holding a small hammer and beating on her heart, but how could her already tattered heart withstand the beating?
"If you want to hear the truth, I can tell you right now. ā
Leng Yunhan raised his eyebrows, and his tone of voice was extremely cold, in such a hot summer, it was like a piece of ice that hit He Haoyan's heart.
"I don't feel sad about your departure. But I should thank you, thank you for making me a cold person, it is because of your departure that I have become so strong, and I have become the person I am now, so invincible. ā
The corners of Leng Yunhan's mouth hooked, as if with a smile, and under this smile, it didn't matter whether it was painful or painful.
He Haoyu touched the scar on her forehead, Leng Yunhan didn't have much, anyway, he already knew, and besides, he was upright, there was nothing that couldn't be seen in front of him.
"This scar ......" He Haowei paused, as if to adjust his emotions, and seemed to be taking into account Leng Yunhan's emotions again, seeing that her expression did not change at all, he continued, "How did this scar come from?"
Leng Yunhan knew that she would ask this question, she sneered, "There are many scars on my body, not only this one, but also on my forehead, on my back, and even on my wrists, you don't have to ask how they came from, right?"
"You...... Have you committed suicide?" When He Haowei said the word suicide, he bit the words very lightly, and he couldn't imagine that he had been a lively, cheerful, and strong girl. How desperate is it to choose the path of suicide.
When he first heard Leng Yunhan say that she had committed suicide, his body was obviously stunned.
If Leng Yunhan really committed suicide and died, how much pain would he have in his heart, how much he would regret leaving at the beginning, and how much he hated the lost ten years.
Leng Yunhan's face was obviously stiff, his expression was also frozen, looking at He Haohan's eyes dodging, he really heard it, too, he had already said it, he had been behind for a long time, he heard everything she said, she committed suicide, and it was normal for him to hear it.
The two of them said that they would talk about it well, so this time Leng Yunhan did not have a cold attitude as before, and was even a little angry.
She closed her eyes for a few seconds and opened them again, raised her hand, and removed the watch she was wearing on her wrist.
A hideous scar suddenly fell into He Haoyan's pupils, sizzling...... His heart throbbed, he couldn't see anything in his eyes, only the scar, he wanted to reach out but couldn't lift it, he didn't dare, he was terrified in his heart, he resisted, as if he couldn't accept this fact.
"Indeed, I committed suicide, this is that scar, how about it, you have already seen it, I used to be so unbearable, so unbearable that I didn't even have the courage to live, and now I am reborn, although I have no armor, but I also have no weakness, and no one can hurt me from now on. ā
He Haoyan looked at Leng Yunhan now, although she spoke in a light tone, she didn't have too much emotion, and when she said that she had committed suicide, it was also light, but the more she said heartlessly, the more He Haoyan felt sorry for her in her heart.
Everyone has their own story, not for others, but in the dead of night, repeatedly told to themselves, Leng Yunhan has too many secrets he wants to know here, but he will not ask her again, all Leng Yunhan's secrets are only suitable for being buried in the deepest part of his heart.
"I'll send you back. ā
"I want to be alone, okay?"
"Good. He Haoyu sighed, put the umbrella in his hand in her hand, turned around, and his back was lonely.
Past events.
That was 10 years ago.