A few days later. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

This day is Leng Yunhan's mother's ten-year sacrifice day, Leng Yunhan wore a white dress, held a bouquet of lilies in his hand, and got off Xie Hui's car.

She rarely wears long dresses, especially white ones, and she comes here today in long dresses, mainly because her mother likes white and lilies.

Purity is what every woman wants.

As beautiful as a flower, as pure and immaculate as a lily.

"Miss, do you want me to go up with you?"

Leng Yunhan shook his head lightly, "You go back first, just pick me up at five o'clock in the afternoon." ”

"Yes. Xie Hui sat back in the car.

Leng Yunhan walked towards the mountain with the lily, and with her memory, she found her mother's tombstone under the big tree at the innermost edge.

She was poor and had no money, and the tombstone was built with money pooled by her neighbors.

Ten years have passed, and the tombstone is still clean, as if people often come to clean and visit.

Leng Yunhan pulled out a bitter smile, and a smile was the only reassurance her mother had for her.

It's not a heartfelt laugh, it has a taste of crying.

Leng Yunhan squatted down, put the lily in her hand on the tombstone, she gently closed her eyes, smoothed the skirt on her knees with her hands, and knelt down.

Kneeling to her parents, this was the first time she gave it to her mother, and it was ten years after her mother's death.

He opened his eyes, put his hand on the tombstone, and gently stroked the photograph on it, the person in the photograph was a woman in her thirties, her face was filled with happiness, and she was forever frozen here.

Leng Yunhan smiled bitterly, his eyes were red, "Mom, I came to see you, didn't you say that you miss me very much? So you, an unfilial daughter, finally came to see you, ten years have passed, do you have to hate me very much, Mom, you hate me very much, and you must love me very much, but I hate me very much, I hate myself very much, why did you leave in the first place? If you don't leave, you won't leave me, in the past ten years, I have never forgiven myself, if I was given another chance, the person I would rather die was me." ”

It should be said that the person who died should be me.

Leng Yunhan's eyes were moist, he choked a few times, and his voice became a little low and hoarse, "Mom, just a few days ago, I dreamed of you, you said that you miss me very much, I miss you very much, I miss you very much, do you know what I have experienced ten years ago? What have I experienced, I don't want to think about it myself." ”

"Mom, do you know how desperate I was? I killed myself, I took what I once cherished the most, and I cut my wrist, and the snaking red blood ran down my fingers and merged with the water in the bathtub. ”

Leng Yunhan chuckled, tears of laughter had already flowed out, "But I'm not dead, I'm still alive, I'm still living in pain, I want revenge, I want revenge, I'm here for those who hurt me, Mom, the daughter you used to be proud of has become bad, I've killed people, been in prison, sold drugs, I've done almost all the bad things, do you stop loving me." ”

Leng Yunhan's tears had blurred his eyes.

"But I can't help it, but it doesn't matter, as long as I get revenge, I can go to you, and our family can be together forever, okay?"

"Mom, if I leave this world in the near future, I hope that I will not be a human being in the next life, whether it is good to be a whale, you can help me realize this wish, I want to be a whale, die in the ocean, life may not be long enough, but I can be free, when I die, my body will slowly sink to the bottom of the sea, in this slow process, I have a beautiful name called whale fall, my body can support the ocean for hundreds of years, this is the last tenderness I left to the sea, this is the debt I have done to this life. ”

I have done too many wrong things, and I may not be able to pay it off in this life, so I will take it and give it back to nature.

"Forgive me, I can't be your daughter in the next life, I can't leave the sea, and what I yearn for is not the sky, let me turn into a whale in the next life, swim in the sea, and never participate in the disturbances of this world, okay?"

"Not good. ”

An extremely familiar voice, but with a hint of desolation, sounded from behind Leng Yunhan.

She didn't have to look to know who that person was?

The man's footsteps slowly approached, stopping behind her.

A sun umbrella hit Leng Yunhan's head, helping her block out the intense sunlight that was shining through.

"Why are you here?" Leng Yunhan wiped away his tears, his voice sounded extremely unhappy, and his voice was a little hoarse and nasal.

"Because you're here. ”

"How long have you been here?"

"For a long time. You were already here before you came. ”

"Really?"

Leng Yunhan closed his eyes, forced back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes, and paused.

If he's been here for a long, long time, since before she came, then she hears everything she says.

If he really heard everything, then she had committed suicide, killed people, sold drugs, and was in prison, he heard it all, and she wanted her to be a whale in the next life, and he heard it.

Hmph, Leng Yunhan snorted coldly in his heart, what else did he have to do, didn't he hear it?

"You've heard everything I've said, and now, what do you want?"

"Let's talk. ”